Greetings and welcome to my humble space! I am Lumi, a witch. I've been practicing the craft and divination since I was in grade school, there came many bumps and errors that had brought me my experience. I mainly practice chaos magick, meaning I make my own spells and diverge from traditional approaches. Now, I wish to make my practice a service for others.
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Incoherent murmurs in the air, a loud volume static that only comes when the colorful bars appear on the TV. Theyโre overwhelmed and burnt out, theyโre tired. They cover their ears, they run away, they avoid anything about you, yet the news about you always finds them. They had heard, maybe had taken a peek because they couldnโt resist. They had seen you happier, calmer, and more fulfilled than you were with them, they saw that you have healed. Theyโre filled with regret, maybe guilt over a decision they had made during the relationship. Maybe, the feeling was triggered because of how lonely they felt seeing you with mirth in your eyes.
Pile 1
Status: They have not moved on.
Pile 2
Feelings were a bother, it was something they never lingered on. The heartbreak of the breakup never existed to them, to their delusion it never happened. They tried convincing themselves by acting like they had moved on, indulging in fleeting pleasures, in multiple partners. Their eyes and heart always wander because theyโre afraid that if they stop they would feel the weight of what they had lost. So, they keep cheating. They feed their ego with every person they pull. This indulgence is only temporary and their heartbreak will grow, do not be fooled by their facade.
Status: They are trying unhealthily to move on.
Pile 3
Darkness and musk fill the air. Days just blur, they feel drained and tired. They had succumbed to addiction, over indulging in scenarios and feeling, though ironically they are numb both physically and emotionally. They donโt know why they keep doing it but they do, theyโre aware it has become a problem but they canโt stop, it is the only time they feel some twisted sense of self. The addiction could be anything, yet there is a strong vibe that they have been heavily consuming pโโโโgraphy.
Status: They arenโt sure themselves.
Pile 4
It was a sudden thing. They didnโt expect it all. They felt like it happened so fast that they didnโt have time to even give their reason. They have been re-evaluating the relationship. Theyโre asking themselves what had led to it falling apart because to them it seemed perfect. They keep trying to find answers, they keep remembering, searching. They genuinely donโt know, theyโre confused like they have just been left in the air.
Status: They are processing.
Pile 5
They have cried, they felt their sadness, they had taken time to process but they did not linger. They were never one to linger on things, they prioritze their life, their future. The world simpley moves and they must to. They would not let the breakup hinder their growth, they will use it as a lesson, something to help them. They will forge their sadness to help them progress in life.
In one of your many lives, you were once binded to a marriage you did not want. It was arranged, forced, a last resort for your family. You were treated as compensation, a payment to lift the due they had owed. You had felt betrayed, yet logically, you knew it was a necessity. Escaping was fruitless because you knew the person your family owed would end up taking their lives as punishment and they would hunt you down like it was their right, to have you escape is to humiliate the person you were promised to. The person you had married was someone of influence and wealth but they did not treat you as a bride or lover, you werenโt spoiled in luxuries, you were only there as a prize.
Cause of death: You were discovered having an affair, as punishment they took both your lives.
Pile 2
A long time ago, when maps were blank and lands were unexplored, brave voyagers adventured to uncover the unknown. You were one of them, once in the many lives you lived. You were a force to be reckoned, believing you could conquer the storms and seas. You studied the stars, had them guide you, had felt the ocean breeze and witnessed the peril of the dark waters. You knew to fear the blue vast, yet you also admired it. You might have been a native who voyaged with your clan. You might even have native blood in this life, always close to your roots from the past, though this only goes to certain people who have chosen this pile. For the others, the cards tell that you were either a pirate, a traveling scholar, or a sailor, anything that has to do with the sea.
Cause of death: You had been fulfilled and died of old age.
Pile 3
In one of your many lives, you were once someone who settled disputes, someone who provided a democratic environment to serve judgement or sound advice. You were someone stern, strategic, someone who was always two steps ahead. You may have been an advisor for nobility and royalty alike, or you could have been a lawyer for the powerful and wealthy in a different era. You werenโt a good person. You side with whoever would benefit you more. Youโd do anything to reach your goal, you were selfish. You weaponize your skill on words to weave a perfect trap, and before your victim knows it, you had pulled the rug under them.
Cause of death: karma had done its work and someone you had swindled had hunted you down.
Pile 4
Applause and cheers resound, in one of your many lives you were pampered in luxury and fame. You bathed in generational influence and wealth. You were once an aristocrat, someone with great influence. You were admired and adored by fellow nobility. You were even heavily sought-after by many young bachelors.
Cause of death: The people were angry, they started an uprising against the wealthy and you had died there.
Pile 5
You were a secret, once in the lives you had lived. There was no true love or luxury in your life, only sought after for pleasure, to have the heavy weight of responsibility leave them for just a moment, to make them feel more special. You might have been a mistress, a courtesan. You were spoiled and pampered but it was a life you found tiring and repetitive. You were hoping that one day, someone would be willing to buy you out, not for pleasure or for your beauty but because they loved you, a genuine connection rather than the familiar fleeting pleasures of your work.
Cause of death: Your work took a toll on your body. You had fallen ill and had succumbed to it.
They perceive you as someone who is strong of heart, someone fiery and stubborn. They know the battles you have faced in your life, the hardships you have overcome and it amazes them. They especially love how you deviate from tradition, expressing yourself in your own way and creating your own path.
Channeled word: Devotion - ยน a devoting or being devoted ยฒ piety ยณ religious worship โด lloyalty or deep devotion
Pile 2
They find your aura alluring. You exude an air of mystery, piquing peopleโs interests without even trying. They see you as someone who has a strict exterior, someone who is blunt, decisive and private. They noticed that you keep to yourself most of the time. They found you irritating at first, too blunt, too uptight, and too hungry for knowledge but as they got to know you they found a rather charming fact, you were just someone quite aloof.
Channeled word: sh - used to ask for silence
Pile 3
They love you, theyโre your biggest fan when it comes to you succeeding and achieving anything in your life. They brag about you to their friends, family, anyone who truly is willing to listen, but donโt mistake their enthusiasticness as seeing you as a trophy, youโre more than that to them. Theyโve learned with the time you spent together that youโre a future planner, already prepared for the next step or whatโs to come. Theyโre proud of you for your success but they find the envy from other people irritating.
Channeled word: Play - ยน to move lightly, rapidly, etc. ยฒ to engage in creation. ยณ to take part in a game or sport. โด to trifle. โต to perform on a musical instrument. โถ to act in a drama.
Pile 4
Youโre a very admirable, friendly, helpful person that is beloved by all. People rely on you, they rely on you too much, your f/o thinks. It irks them that you wonโt STOP helping people despite how much youโre already doing for everyone. They want to help you as well, they want to support you and be your anchor. Maybe, theyโd even try to strictly make you do less work. They want you to prioritize your wellbeing and take better care of yourself.
Channeled word: Heavy - ยน hard to lift because of great weight. ยฒ larger, greater or more intense than usual expected or defined weight. ยณ to an unsual extent. โด hard to do.
Pile 5
They think youโre too stuck in your head. Youโre someone whoโs too anxious, someone who doubts themselves too much and they canโt see a reason why. They understand you yet they could only see a person who is already so great and talented that there is no reason for you to feel inferior. They want to be there for you but they donโt know if youโd let them.
Channeled word: Suggestive - ยน that tends to suggest ideas.