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[thoughtcascades]

Sometimes my own past irritates me because what was I even doing bro

[ophelia-is-not-okay]

[iamwizzzzz]

[emotionalwords]

it hurts when you go through something that kills you inside but you have to act like it doesn't affect you at all

[so-worthless-so-empty]

There was a time where I was a child, sobbing in my pillow begging God to help me. Begging him to take my life because I couldn’t take living anymore. I was a child. I’ve been fighting depression my whole life.

I’m so tired

[youwillleaveme]

it’s not fair why can you go on like that and i’m sitting here crying my life out of myself

[foxlungz]

I don’t think I was meant to be happy and I need to stop hoping that one day that’ll change because I’ll forever be an empty shell of a person

[catchymemes]

[lifeisweird2002]

[emotionalwords]

do i really deserve all this pain? am i that bad?

[thoughtcascades]

“why didn’t you ask for help?”

because u saw i was struggling and didn’t offer

[quoteastic]

It hurts. It hurts a lot. But I'll keep it to myself so it doesn't hurt anyone else.

[emotionalwords]

crazy how trauma makes you push people away when all you want is love

[emotionalwords]

no one talks about how hard it is when your mood is constantly switching between "its okay, i don't care. i'm fine" and "i don't know how much more i can take"

[saduboiss-deactivated20260204]

I can’t take this anymore. I just want to be a normal person with normal emotions, but I’m not. I’m fucking crazy with emotions so intense it makes you feel like you’re about to explode and shatter into a million fucking pieces.

[poetryforall]

[angelbabymikaa]

do you wanna throw me against a wall and make out with me with your hand on my throat or am i wasting my time

[theoldblog2024]

I don’t wanna be alone. But I feel so guilty involving people in my mess off a life. I’m turbulent. I’m distant. I’m clingy. I’m sensitive. I’m difficult, as fuck. I can be such a terrible person, when I get hurt. And I always get hurt. I hate myself so much. I wish I could feel things normally. I wish I was normal. I hate bpd. I’m cursed with bpd. And life is agonising.