If I finally manage to take my own life I think the world won’t lose nothing more then a failure someone who was never meant to be here in the first place someone who has spent every single day of there existence being a disappointment to everyone around them I look at myself and I don’t see a person I see a mistake that kept happening over and over again a mistake that hurt people a mistake that broke things a mistake that never learned how to be anything eles I have ruined relationships I have ruined friendships I have ruined the trust of people who actually believed in me and I didn’t even do it on purpose I just existed and that was enough to cause damage to everyone I loved I have made people cry I have made people question there own worth just by being around me and I watched it happen I watched myself become the person people need to recover from the person people look back on and think why did I waste so much time on them and I have never done one single thing that actually matters never made anyone genuinely proud never been the person someone felt lucky to have in there life I have always been the person people tolerate the person people feel needed to deal with the person people slowly start avoiding because being around me feels like work and when I finally go my family can finally stop worrying about me can finally stop spending energy on someone who is never gonna get better and my friends can finally stop pretending to care they can Finlay stop feeling guilty for not calling and they can just live there lives without this constant weight of me holding them back and the only thing I have ever been good at is failing and the only good thing I can ever do for anyone is finally get out of there way
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