[lunameetsworld]

hi, tumblr!

I miss you. A lot.

[midarapoetry]

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I fucked up, I know that, but Jesus  Can't a girl just do the best she can?

[bahtmun-deactivated20240623]

Have any of your friendships ever ended because you were always the first one to talk to someone and one day you stopped to see if they would talk to you first and they never did so you just stopped talking to each other?

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Life in bullets It's been exactly 364 days since I last posted about anything, and by far the longest I have been away from my blog.

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i think this is the first time i will admit this: i am not happy. at all.

everything just feels okay. just okay. 

[elleinadnahanam]

It didn’t take much to make her happy. She laughed loudly, and often, and her smile will always be the warmest thing I’ll ever know. But her light scared him, I think. He didn’t know how to handle the brightness, the love she gave so freely, and he feared he would burn if he came too close. And she was okay when he left—like I said, it didn’t take much to make her happy—but I noticed she laughed a little more quietly, a little less often, the moment he walked away.

d.e.m.  (via scribblingsanddust)

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i'm glad we're still the same, will always be! thank you! - 🌙

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what are you afraid to lose?

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my mind is a blackhole

so i am back reading old posts now. why the hell can't i remember most of the stuff i posted? did it really happen? i think a part of my brain eats up most of those memories. that's the point of having a blog, right? but how come the more i read, the more that i can't relate! i feel like i was totally a different person before. is this because i'm getting old? ugh, this sucks. 

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anybody there?

my old tumblr friends, are you still there? 

just wondering, coz i am currently backreading my posts, circa 2009-2011. idk, but masaya before! natatawa na lang ako ngayon sa mga posts ko before. most of them are rants, nonsense cheesy posts but fun!

ah ewan. i miss you. yun lang bye :)

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so i prepared strawberries for breakfast (uhh it's 3pm!) then decided to cook some bacon and some burger patties and now i just made a sandwich with patties, white cheese and mayo saving them bacon so i could eat it with rice.

i still havent touched those strawberries. this is why im fat.

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RANT ULIT

so if nabasa nyo yung unang rant post, continuation to. natapos ko na yung isang presentation! ipinasa ko sa AE and AD before 7am!!! 7am guys! hindi ako natulog para dun. i think 80 slides yun! hindi ako natulog on MY WEEKEND para magtrabaho!

then natulog na ko at nagising ng 10am dahil sa pesteng may tumatawag sa phone ko. guess who? the AD! hindi ko nasagot kase namatay na yung phone ko. buti na lang. ang ginawa ko, ipinadala ko ulit yung email para siguradong nakuha nila, at minessage ang AE na naipadala ko na. so okay naman kami. sabi ko pahinga muna ko since natapos ko na yung portrait (new layout) then apply ko na lang changes dun sa existing powerpoint.

mga 12:30 ayun nagring telepono ko, si Voldemort. si kups. hindi ko na sana sasagutin kaso baka paginitan ako bukas. ayun, kung ano oras daw ako papasok. seryoso ba sya. pasok sya magisa kung gusto nya! at ako pa ang tatanungin kung kaya ko daw tapusin yung for printing na layout kase ipiprint na daw bukas. so i guess wala sya sa office! kasi kung pumasok na sya, makikita nya yung inemail ko eh yun na yung for printing. dinirecho apply ko na dun yung changes nung client! inuna ko yun kasi madali, at tsaka yun ang mahigpit ang dead line kase yung powerpoint pwede naman mahuli na! 

ang nakakainis lang kase kung magsalita kala mo hindi kami marunong. may sariling diskarte ang bawat designer okay. alam ko yung timeline ko at hindi ko kailangan sabihin pa yun kase ang mahalaga may deadline, alam ko kung pano ko aayusin yung sched ko! sya kase, kukulitin kami kung gano pa katagal, ilang oras pa, mga ganon. dude, kung naiinip ka, umuwi ka na. hindi mo maipagdidiinan samin mga designer yung sistema mong yan kase may paraparaan kami magtrabaho. ang mahalaga eh sa huli maipasa namin on time! eh sa ginagawa mong yan, lalo kaming hindi makatrabaho ng ayos. 

PS galit pa rin ako. bye.

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RANT

2:30am na dito at gising pa ko! bakit ako gising? kase im still working. working at home kasi ayoko pumasok bukas. ayoko pumasok bukas, kasi weekend. friday and saturday ang weekend dito, tapos kelangan ko daw pumasok para tapusin tong project kasi due for printing on sunday! may pitch daw kasi yung client on monday. MONDAY!!! holiday yung monday dito kasi national day. so wala akong choice!!!

bakit ako naiinis? kase madali sana tong project kung hindi nila pinasimulan sakin to using powerpoint! powerpoint!!! tanginang powerpoint, may gumagamit pa ba non?! so bale ayun, ginawa ko naman. tinapos ko. 70+ slides. full text and images! tapos biglang sasabihin sakin na kelangan ng isang kopya, for printing ng booklet! AT PORTRAIT! sinong hindi maaasar?! ginawa ko na nga sa powerpoint, landscape yun! eh kung sa tutuusin, pwede ko sya gawin simula't simula sa indesign! walang kaso yung relayout, pero yung start ko from powerpoint, nakakapikon! PWEDE DIN NAMAN KASING GAWING PRESENTATION FOR A PITCH YUNG PDF OKAY! 

bakit ako mas galit?! kase before dumating yung revisions nitong presentation na to, may ipinasa sakin yung magaling namin na AD. calendar. according sa brief, french traslations and minor tweak lang yung gagawin ko. so okay lang sakin. tapos, biglang kelangan gumawa daw ng isa pang version nung calendar na yon kase magkakaiba yung weekstart sa africa. so isang normal, isang kelangan start ng monday. so alam nyo na ibig sabihin non, major shifting ng lahat ng calendar details yun. so natapos ko yugn isa, tinanong ko yung AE ko kung pwedeng isa lang muna, umoo naman. so ayun pinadala ko shempre sa AD ko muna pinadala at sinabi ko na isa lang muna. so okay naman, until tinanong ako ng AD if ilang oras pa daw kelangan ko para matapos yung isa. take note, mga 7pm na yun, so overtime na! sabi ko, hindi ko masasabi at ayokong magbigay ng deadline sa sarili ko kasi alam kong hindi pa kelangan. sabi nya, kelangan ko daw magbigay talaga ng oras. punyeta, anong point?! eh nakapagpadala na ko ng isa, bakit sabay nya bang ichcheck yon?! kulang na lang umiyak ako sa pikon. sabi ko, nakapagpadala na ko ng isa, at gagawin ko kung ano matatapos ko. sabi nya parin, hinde, bigyan ko parin daw sya ng definite time. tangina. yung dugo ko abot leeg na. malapit nakong sumabog. kahit anong salita nya hindi na ko sumasagot. bahala sya sa buhay nya.

eh bakit ako lalong nagalit?! naalala nyo yung powerpoint presentation? naghihintay kami ng revisions, bale saka lang nya nalaman na ganon yung issue ng deadline. sabay sabi sakin na ganun nga kelangan matapos. either tapusin ko daw ng gabing yon or pasukan ko sa sabado. puta, ni hindi ko pa nga tapos kalendaryo tapos sasabihan mo ko na tapusin ko pa yung isa na sobrang tanga. hindi na ko sumasagot kase sobrang pag nagsalita ako, iiyak na ko. after ilang minuto, sabi ko, hindi mo ba ko pwedeng tulungan dun. alam nyo yun, AD ka, puno yung designer mo, ano ba naman yung maginitiate ka na simulan mo na kahit papano yung paglelayout sa indesign diba (YUN AY KUNG MARUNONG NGA SYA TALAGA EH NO). wala! wala akong napala, sabi nya lang, eh gagawin mo yung changes sa powerpoint, edi after non saka mo gawin un indesign. putangina. walang kwenta. 

so ayun, gagawin ko naman eh, pero inuwi ko sa bahay yung trabaho. dahil ayoko makita pagmumuka nya. ano yun papasok ako tapos papasok rin sya tapos wala syang gagawin? babantayan lang ako at kukulitin kung matagal pa?! eh di mabuti nang mastress ako sa bahay kesa makita ko muka nya. tangina, galit na galit ako talaga. seryoso simula naging katrabaho namin yun, nawalan ako ng gana pumasok. nagsimula rin akong pumalpak nun sya yung AD namin. 

NEVER AKO NAGKARON NG AD NA KINAASARAN KO NG GANITO. WALA AKONG NATUTUTUNAN. WALANG DIRECTIONS. puro pagccheck ng email, pasa trabaho at manggulo ng sistema namin ang alam nya gawin. naging art director pa sya! 

PS. sobrang negative ng post na to, ilang taon or months rin yata ako hindi nagpost ng rant. ngayon lang ako napuno.

[lunameetsworld]

THIS MAKES SENSE

About 2-3 years ago, I was very serious that I won't ever be a reblogger and will be a legit blogger here and just have sensible text posts.

What happened?

Jason Mraz, Tom Hiddleston and Joseph Morgan.

That's what happened.

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hi malen, saan ka nagtrabaho before napunta ka sa ibang bansa? :)

uy! same person ba to nung sa ask.fm ko? 

BrandWorX!

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i always believe that i am someone's 'the one that got away'