Between the Shadow

And the soul.

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We were so beautiful.

We were so tragic.

No other magic could ever compare.

What we had only comes

Once in a lifetime.

And for the rest of mine,

I’ll always compare.

There’s no way I could ever forget.

For as long as I live,

And as long as I love,

I will never not think about you.

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And, I’ll forget the world that I knew, but I swear,

I won’t forget you.

Oh, if my voice could reach back through the past,

I’d whisper in your ear,

“Oh, darling, I wish you were here.”

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I miss lying around and listening to music with you for hours, without saying a word.

I miss the way it felt to

Touch you

Breathe you

In that space.

To communicate with no words.

I miss the way it felt to receive the message

From your eyes

Your fingertips

Your lips

Your heart against mine.

I miss saving songs to a playlist just for you

And watching your eyes light up as the lyrics unfolded to tell our story.

That knowing look you gave me, and the slight giggle at the awe of the universe showing up for us.

I miss singing to you and the look on your face when you heard me.

The goosebumps on your skin

When you received the message.

I miss the experience of music with you.

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I’m tired of having to get over you. ☀️🌙

And I’ll never understand why we don’t get our chance.

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Oh, honey

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Someone wrote songs about our past.

One for you. And one for me.

Sometimes.

I Can’t Have You Around Me Anymore.

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No pain, no gain, you hurt and think that it's worth it

Stuck in that bubble and you don't want to burst it

Your head thinks you found love, but your heart's still searchin’

And I feel like I've forgotten who I am

The me before you and I began

Starting to see me in a new light

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Something in the air today.

I miss you.

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via @extramadness

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Wish you wouldn’t text me on days like today because then all I can think about is fucking you.

Daydreams will have to do.

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Dear Jeni,

If I write this to you here, maybe I’ll be able to forget all about it by tomorrow.

I can’t stop thinking about you.

Is this what love is?

It’s all I’ve ever known it to be.

I find myself wondering if you ever wonder about me.

Do you feel it when my eyes linger a little too long?

Do you notice the way my fingertips brush past the palm of your hand when I hand you the keys?

I think of you when I shampoo my hair.

I want you to be the one to smell it.

And, when I brush my teeth.

I want you to be the one to taste the peppermint on my mouth.

I walk the halls and wonder if I’ll run into you.

I watch the window and see you find your car to leave at the end of the day.

I see your hair and my fingers long to get lost in it.

I see your lips and I ache to know what it feels like to kiss them.

I see your hands on the keyboard and I want to know what it would feel like to have them on me.

I see your fingernails, freshly painted, and I want to feel them digging into my thighs.

You always talk to me and I wonder if you know.

You seem eager.

Do I make you nervous?

You walk me to my room and I don’t know if I should tell you to go back to yours,

Or close the door behind you.

Oh, Jeni.

If only you knew.

You’re my newest muse.

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Just a pick me up.

A hit or two to get me through.

I know it won’t lead to anything good,

But it doesn’t stop me from craving you.

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My ears bleed to hear the sound of your voice

My throat aches to speak your name

My skin throbs to know your touch

Unquietable hunger

My heart lurches to know the direction you move

My legs ache to know the heat of your love

My hair tingles to know the tug of your fingertips

Unquenchable thirst

My body breathes to know you’re there,

Somewhere

My feet walk to know we’ll find you.

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Called Ellie “babygirl” today and immediately after, flashed back to hearing you call me that and my heart did a somersault.