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hiiiiii i made a writing blog if any of you are even slightly interested. it means so much to me to just share my writing. thank u all for the love and support over the years.

i write because it is as involuntary as breathing.

#this my face #selfie #i miss u guys so much

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i didn’t get any amazing pictures because i was bawling the whole time and i was trying to be in the moment but oh my fucking god. i died last night.

Update on my break up lmao. It's really over. I just have no words because he told me he lost his feelings for me in July. I'll never understand why he chose to not tell me then itself. It would've eased the process but he came here held hands, tucked a piece of my hair behind and stuff and then decided to break my heart. This is so painful. I talked with him today bcoz closure yk but yeah I'm grieving. It's a huge loss for me. Especially when he said taking efforts and working for relationship is settling down. He's not an asshole and i respect his decisions. Now I'm at a phase where i wish I had done something, i regret the whole thing and i never ever knew something like this would affect me so much. If anyone relates to this I hope you're doing okay now and you never ever go through this again. Sending my remaining love <3

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i’m so sorry i didn’t see this sooner… i’m sorry you had to go through that my love. it is never easy to go through a breakup regardless of what happens. especially when like you said he isn’t an asshole so you have no reason to “hate” him or make the transition easier. don’t shut yourself down or shut your feelings out… it’s okay to have regrets but at the end of the day be patient with yourself. we are all doing the best we can, and even that looks different at different points in our lives. i’m so glad you felt comfortable sharing this with me and this lil lunar family on tumblr 🤍 you will find peace again, trust me it comes, and you know that probably but it doesn’t make it any easier. he is wrong for not telling you sooner that he lost feelings, in fact i don’t think he should have told you at all. that is very selfish of him, to keep you in a relationship that he didn’t want. you deserve so much better my love. remember that when you are grieving.

i’m always here if u need me. and i love that you called me ur tumblr best friend bc i want to be here for all of my lil besties in my phone and i am so happy u came to me with this. you are so special and full of light and pls pls don’t forget that 🤍🤍

Hi lunar babe!! It's me again. How are you? The last time i texted you was to console you about your breakup and before that about this guy i had met. We broke up. After 6 months. I was devastated. He said he's not being able to provide me romantically and the relationship was getting one sided and he broke up with me romantically. I'm so disappointed in myself rn. I loved him. I was ready to work on our relationship and two weeks ago he said he'll work too. I don't know what happened between those two weeks but yeah. We were long distance for most part of our relationship. But yeah I'm so heartbroken that i can't think straight. Tomorrow we'll talk bcoz today we had a holiday and I'll tell you how it goes. You are my Tumblr ibf and i really loved telling you all this stuff as a bestie so sorry if this was like a rant. I didn't mean to make it sound like that. Love you!!

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You know i was thinking about you today and i downloaded Tumblr to see if you had posted anything and i saw your break-up post. God. Hope you're taking care of YOUrself because now YOUr well-being matters more than anything. If you need to vent we're always here and it'll get easier everyday.

Endless hugs and cuddles and kisses.

Keep updating us, we love YOU!!

omg.. 🥺🥺 whoever u are you are too sweet. i’ve been having a rough time but honestly i’m at a point where i’ve found some peace. life is better without that asshole.

i love u too 🤍 i miss my lil tumblr community and i hope u all are doing well <3

i have disappeared from this blog but don’t worry i am still alive. i have recently gone through a rough breakup… a day after saturn went retrograde.

saturn retrograde is about uncovering patterns and commitments that are no longer serving you or are no longer worth your energy. it’s about reviewing the lessons you learned while saturn was direct. for me… i didn’t even realize saturn was in retrograde. i had thought i was out of the woods when it came to building trust in my partner and letting him have more control. it had taken me a long time to fully let him in, to give him the trust i knew he deserved. but in may, i had finally achieved a semblance of peace with that. saturn went retrograde and a day later he texted me to tell me it wasn’t working and he wanted to break up. the following week and a half was nasty. he blocked me everywhere, i found a twitter acc of his he hadn’t blocked me on, i messaged him. he threatened to kill himself, told me he blocked me because he was planning it. didn’t respond at all after that till the next day when he texted my sister. he kept playing mind games and being mean and i kept coming back for it. a couple days after our breakup he had another gf. he had started talking to her june 1st. it was blow after blow right to my heart and i have been devastated and angry.

saturn has been unkind in this lesson to me. saturn made me think i had learned to trust, and i had, but it showed me the other side of the coin which was that my trust was being betrayed. i am upset but i am grateful. i am having to heal from this hurt and betrayal and it is unimaginable on top of the trust issues i already had. but saturn removed this person from my life to let me grow, to teach me. this has been a lesson. i had never been in love before… and it took this pain and heartbreak to make me realize i deserve more than what i was accepting from my partner.

let this retrograde be a testament to the power of change.

LUNARRR BABE!!!! I'm so happy these days lmao but I'm really NOT?!? Okay so many months ago i asked if I could rant but i didn't. Today I'll tell you something different. I met this guy omfg. Checked his birthchart. You won't FUCKING believe

I'm Pisces rising at 11'04 degrees and he's a Pisces rising at 11'05 degrees. Met in college and both of our Juno in Scorpio in 9th house are in conjunction. He's not from here like the place where I live. AND we have 8th, 10th and 12th house stelliums in synastry. MAN

Last year around this time i was manifesting for a bf with some specific birthchart placements and THIS BITCH he has all of them like ALL OF THEM. Sometimes I'm so scared of the universe lol can't tell if I'm ready for this or not but yeah he's the one and i know it.

awwwww <333 im honestly so proud of you for being patient and working that manifestation. you have something very beautiful on your hands treat it with love!!! all the best and luck in your life 🤍🤍🤍

dreaming about the summer i spent beside my mother’s grave. reading my books to her, lying on my back in the hot sun. life was sweeter then than it is now. i have emerged from the chrysalis of my childhood into this terror of my youth. almost two decades on this planet, though i feel i have been here much longer. aged by experience. telling myself to keep moving forward because stillness is terrifying when you have lived so long in chaos.

Hey lunar babe can I rant? Lmao like it's an astro rant...

yes ofc you absolutely can !!!

hazy summer mornings turn into ghosts of what i once believed

the air stings my cheeks not because it is cold but because i know it soon will be

why call it fall when i feel i am rising

out of a delusional half-state of living, where the air was so heavy i could not breathe

now the air will burn my lungs

i will not stop inhaling

I am a Cancer sun, Pisces moon and Aqua rising can you tell me a bit about my chart? 💖

why of course i can ☁️

immediately, i am struck by a dreaminess coming from these placements. you are an idealist at best. you want to see the best in people, you want to be thoughtful and kind as much as possible but you also must realize expectations placed on the self are the hardest to meet. you have an idea of how you should be, but i think you are so many others things too. you probably live in your head! and that’s okay—it’s probably cozy in there, if not a little chaotic. yours is the realm of the heart and mind. these are intertwined for you. there is no reasoning for you without compassion. you understand human nature innately, and this can be hard. you think you know why people do things, and this knowledge is overwhelming but not always true. you approach life from the sidelines so as to have a better view of it all. i want to maybe say you are an emotional sponge in this way… and you definitely need to find ways to detach yourself so that you can relax. but you don’t necessarily struggle with detachment, i feel, because you are always a bit spaced out. mind in the clouds. maybe you have ADHD or something similar and focusing can be hard. i hope you learn to balance your quizzical outlook and your heavy heart. you have so much to give!! don’t hide it away. 🤍

Hi hope all is well 😊 can you tell me about a being a triple Cancer please

so this is going to sound weird—but i sense a lot of pain coming from you right now. how are you holding up? ik we’ve just come from cancer season and as a cancer rising it is always a turbulent time for me. lots of ups and downs and following the tides of my own moods. i’m sure this is something you experience everyday. and cancer season can’t be easy for a triple cancer. if you see this please let me know. love love

i imagine you are a very reserved person. it’s hard for you to open up to people. you want to guard your life and your space and your thoughts bc they are so important to you. you are literally the embodiment of cancers symbol, the crab. your exterior is hard, solid, you put up a confident front and you have got your own back. but beneath that shell you’ve grown is vulnerable flesh. one wrong poke and someone is going to get hurt. don’t mess with you. i’d be scared to fuck with you, honestly. you’d fuck me up. you’re fiercely protective of what you claim. you don’t let people walk over you, or rather you might let them think they are doing that but all along you have baited them. you are smart, and quick, and also very shy probably… if not shy, then quiet. an observer. better to be aware of everything and everyone than to have everyone aware of you. like… idk a crab hiding in the sand ;)

life is not kind to you bc you are kind. there is no easy hand to be dealt in life but there are certainly cards that make it better. you have not been so blessed by the stars. but in a way, having triple cancer is a blessing in and of itself. you are magnetic, elusive, thoughtful, people want to get to know you but you won’t let them easily. you understand. emotionally, you feel undercurrents of others as easy as if you were the source itself.

harness your gift and understand it. i wish you all the best my love

cancer season moodboard

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One thing I learned in my 20s is to never ever beg for reciprocation because it’s either you give it to me freely or I simply won’t be apart of your life. That’s it.

So I matched w someone on bumble right bc I saw they had aqua sun Libra moon and cancer rising like myself. I was like huh that’s cool! But I started talking to her n our chart is literally the same. LIKE DOWN TO THE 8TH HOUSE STELLIUM. We’re both blown away n are gonna meet up and I will tell you guys how it goes 🤍 it’s not even romantic it’s just like a universe connection im so excited please tell me if you’ve ever met someone with similar placements to yours!!!!

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