Leaving Emulation Behind (Mostly)
February was a journey, it felt like a month went by in a flash. A lot happened, and I want to catch you up. The main thing that happened, as I am sure you can tell by the title, I decided to leave (software) emulation behind.
I understand that many people believe FPGA hardware is also emulation, and I can understand the argument, but to me, if I am playing a game cartridge on cycle accurate hardware, it's not emulation, and that is the assumption this post will take going forward.
To address the elephant in the room, I have sold the AYN Thor. I waited to write this post until I was a few weeks away from that decision to ensure I had no regrets, and thankfully I have no regrets. I bought the Thor knowing that it was everything I could ever ask for out of an emulation handheld, and despite that it still didn't feel as fulfilling as I would've liked to play games on it. Having every option imaginable just leads to me having too much decision anxiety, and I have accepted that emulation largely isn't for me. But that's okay! Emulation is incredible for many people, and I think the Thor is still the best one most people could buy. I just couldn't muster the desire to pick up a game via emulation.
I had a wonderful friend send me a DSi XL which I was very excited about, but it unfortunately (unbeknownst to him) had some issues that I was not able to fix. I passed that on to a mutual friend of ours to repair, and he was able to get it fixed, which makes me so happy for him. But, I bought a DSi XL (pictured at the start of this post) to play DS games, which expanded my handheld capabilities to one of the largest libraries. I was gifted a copy of Pokemon Platinum by a lovely friend, and have been enjoying playing it on original hardware significantly more than I had when I tried it on the Thor. I am excited to play more and more DS games on it.
I still have the Analogue Pocket, and it is still my favorite handheld I've ever owned, I do not believe anything can top how it makes me engrossed with the Gameboy Color library in particular. I have not finished any games on it recently, due to DNFing Dragonyhm (unfortunately) but I have been enjoying Dragon Warrior III as of late. And, my wife got me an excellent condition copy of Pokemon Crystal for my birthday, so that is my most desired game in the library finally within my grasp.
I also got my Playstation Vita out of storage, and was reminded of how much I love it. I was going to play Persona 4 Golden (and hopefully actually finish it for the first time) but I decided to go for another run through Persona 3 Portable first. The Vita is the only good way to play Vita, and in my opinion still the best way to play PSP games. I am aware it is technically emulating the PSP, but that is a compromise I am willing to make. I have a PSP in my basement that I could use if I so chose. I also enjoy playing the PSX library on it, and again I am aware that is emulation, but it still feels more real than the other emulators I have used. There's a reason the title of the post says (mostly.)
A big change in the past couple of weeks is I have gotten into home console collecting in addition to the handhelds, which I am surprised I've done. I know I will not have as much of a chance to use them as the handhelds, but I found a good CRT at an estate sale, and I still have my Dreamcast that I got in 2001, so I wanted to play it. And I was gifted a Playstation 2 Slim from another incredible friend, so I have two more gigantic libraries available to me now too. I don't plan on collecting as many of these games as I did the handheld games, due to having less time to attempt to play them, but I am enjoying collecting them none-the-less. And another amazing friend sent me a copy of Lunar: Silver Star Story Complete for the Playstation 1, which made my heart soar. And another fantastic friend sent me Sly and Sly 2, which I have never played, and that is so exciting. I have felt so blessed to have so many amazing friends, and such an amazing wife.
Due to these loving and supportive friends, and my loving and supporting wife, I have more games and consoles than I can play, and I will be set for a long period of time. That, plus I still love my Steam Deck Oled, and I have been playing World of Warcraft: Midnight. I don't think I need to buy into anything new any time soon. But, do we always do what we need?
Moving forward, I am going to slow down on my game collection efforts, until I can play through a significant number of the games I still have on my plate. I will pick up an occasional good deal here or there, but I am set for quite a while. In terms of hardware, I found my Playstation 3 Slim, and my Wii, so I have access to plenty of libraries if I want to expand my collection. I would love to find a New 3DS for a decent price at some point, but it will not be a priority any time soon. My wife and I have considered finding a Wii U, simply to get Skylanders for the kids, but that is a bit out of budget at the moment.
Outside of the gaming sphere, I have been enjoying offline music listening, and just ordered an iPod. I will certainly be making a post about that experience once it is in my hands and I have time with it. For now I will be listening to music on my TrimUI Brick Hammer, running Rockbox.
I know this is a very long post, and I thank you for reading it all. The retro game journey takes all of us in different directions, but I like the direction I am headed in now. The game industry currently makes me quite sad, outside of the incredible indie games we've been getting that I can play on my Deck, so moving backwards seems inevitable. I am tired of battle passes and loot boxes and DLC. I just want a complete game, and that's what I am getting with retro games, for better or for worse. If there is anything I need to emulate, rom hacks, translations, games that are far too expensive to actually own, I will still have the Deck and the Brick Hammer to scratch those itches. But for now, my physical collection awaits, and I absolutely love it!

















