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as normal as its gonna get :pp non horny sideblog of @lunarkittygirl

[lunarnormalgirl]

Haii :3

I like magic the gathering, gay people in fictional media, space, video games, music and other nerdy stuff!! Talk to me about it :33

[nepnepnepnepnepnepnepnepnepnep]

[lunarnormalgirl]

reasons i personally relate to noelle deltarune:

transgender

nerd

feels trapped in her life and wants to break free (see above about transgender)

wishes she could dress alternatively

wants a mean girl to beat her up

[lunarnormalgirl]

need to be curled in a ball as my magic lashes out around me and my friends fight their way to the center because they care about me theyre willing to get hurt by me in order to help me ughhhh

[scorpionlafemme]

[lunarnormalgirl]

i was gonna say i love bagels so much id fuck a bagel but then i remembered you can do that so.... post canceled...

[lunarnormalgirl]

Considering telling my friends that deltarune has hatsune miku in it so theyll finally finish playing it

[lunarnormalgirl]

tumblr making fun of me by sending push notifications to tell me a single (1) person is liking one of my posts :/

[lunarnormalgirl]

having a birthday is kinda weird because the main things i desire cant be given as a birthday gift :(

[lunarnormalgirl]

all my stuff is wearing out or falling apart and i am,, so normal about having to replace stuff

having to replace stuff is normal and okay and i am normal and fine about replacing stuff i dont even really like

[yellow-cat]

(voice of a person spiralling) its embarrassing but i still havent figured out if its ok for me to be alive

[lunarnormalgirl]

nevermind people left nice comments on my fic im fine again :>

[lunarnormalgirl]

im upset

every day i have to wake up and thing are worse. every day i have to do thing to stay alive. i dont even like being alive. how cruel is that?? forcing me to suffer just so i can suffer some more... i need to struggle and be stressed and work so hard just so i can exist in a world that hates me in a body that isnt mine and watch as it all crumbles down around me.

how cruel is it that the world is so terrible to exist in id genuinely be happier by barely existing. genuinely how terrible is it that i fantasize about not being human. having it all stripped away. about waking up next to my owner and she smiles at me and that makes me smile and thats all i need to do. just existing brings someone happiness and thats all thats expected of me. how fucking much is that to ask??? how do you create a world so terrible the people living in it would give up their autonomy to not exist in it anymore. fuck

and NOBODY knows!!! nobody can see what im going through!!! im dying and nobody even fucking cares!!! nobody cares enough to actually see through the lies i tell and see me struggling. none of my friends even ask.

guess ill just wake up again tomorrow and do it all again a little more tired and a little more frustrated

[bgm05]

the reason usa birth rates going down is because we have a whole generation of women whose sexual awakening was Sans undertale and none of the men want to wear jorts and drink ketchup and go Er er er

[machinot]

I would take a job pushing the Sisyphus rock if it paid 20 an hour and I could wear my headphones

[puppygirllaika]

you're telling me i have one task, minimal oversight, no time pressure, and every time i complete my goal I get to take a break while walking back down the mountain, during which time I am free to be myself and enjoy the pleasure of my own company in brief respite from my labor? Damn, i could imagine myself happy...

[lunarnormalgirl]

sighh no matter what ill never be as much of an artist as her.. (tara gilesbie author of my immortal)

[ahmnorhein-zkn]

Repost, now do your honors.

[jkl-fff]

Trans people just existing is no more sexual than when cis people just exist.