[xbloody-thighs-hollow-eyesx]

how i know im getting bad again

I start to sleep way more.

I gain/lose weight like crazy.

Taking a shower is tiring.

I don’t answer messages as often.

I cant think or focus hardly.

I keep a razor with me all the time. 

Being tired 24/7. 

I second guess why i haven’t killed myself.

Taking pills withing looking.

I start to slip in school. 

Even breathing gets hard.

[shelovedthestarss]

PLEASE DON’T YELL AT ME

MY HEART CANNOT TAKE IT 

ANYMORE.

[menhe-rafflesia]

so far, so good

[buildyourcastleinthe-sky]

I never asked to be born

[blackpr1nc3s]

[omfgiamsofuckedup]

[stillawfullydepressed]

Even in times when I feel good, I know I will always struggle. There is no getting better, there is only temporary forgetting the pain

[beautifulangel666]

[lunatichuman]

Heute ist dieser Tag. Dieser eine Tag. Dieser Tag an dem nur ich entscheiden kann wie es weitergehen wird. Ja oder nein? Aber was ist die Frage? Ja, dieser eine Tag.

[aw1998monsters]

Anyone: u ok Me; yeah just thinking about how I’ll never be this young again and about how most of my youth has been lost to depression loneliness and self doubt lol

[ocexanic]

[causeyoureabouttomisseverything]

[depressionisnotagame]

Everyone leaves me. It’s so normal.

[inscendo]

“and we didn’t talk after that” is probably the saddest thing to say

[outcastsuggestion]

it’s easier to say “im tired” than “im so sad and lonely i feel like there’s a weight in my chest and my body is so heavy i have no energy emotionally, physically or mentally to even move from my bed”

[mae0x]

u ever wish ur mind would just shut the fuck up

[naturaekos]

“I have given away my whole soul to someone who treats it as if it were a flower to put in his coat.”

— Oscar Wilde