ㅤ ㅤㅤ✦ / ✱* &. 𝐋𝐔𝐍𝐀𝐔𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐒 ; ⸻ a sporadic activity, private &. heavily selective, 𝖒ulti — 𝖒use blog ft. TILL from 𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐄𝐍 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐄 && muses from various media . . self — implemented portrayals \ \ \ dark & mature themes would be present & explored. , follow at your own discretion. minors dni.
── ✧⠀⠀CURRENT OBSESSION / PRIORITY MUSES ⇣ ㅤVein , Cheng Xiaoshi , Mydeimos , Sunday , Till , Sua , Luka , Flins ,
𝐬𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐨 — , i am an extremely private blog and i'm here to just have fun and write. i am not affiliated with any rpc at all and i reserve the right to follow people i see myself interacting with. i'll block if vibes feel bad. if there's too much drama or there's too much negativity i'll block.
𝟎. just gonna congratulate you for making it this far. this is just a massive reminder before you dive into the regulations.. i work very hour heavy jobs. i tend to disappear for days, weeks and months at a time. due to said jobs. this excludes personal life. so far im gonna be available tue & wedns. & some saturdays.
𝐈. basic roleplay etiquette applies . IF WE NOT MUTUALS PLEASE DO NOT INTERACT . please have your age somewhere visible as i'm not comfortable interacting with minors . activity is permanently sporadic or low . i'm not fast ; im very forgetful. it doesn't mean i don't want to write with you. i have ADHD im so easily forgetful, a reminder now and then is more than welcome.
𝐈𝐈. inboxes / prompts : there's no limit to the amount you can send. send as much as you please. and please know YOU CAN ALWAYS CONTINUE AN ASK !
𝐈𝐈𝐈. everything gets tagged but topics and genres that could be upsetting or triggering will be explored here given the source material . tags will be simple to make blacklisting easy this goes for sexual themes as well - and speaking of such themes for such a genre it would be very much preferred if muns spoke outside of rp .
𝐈𝐕. shipping depends heavily on character dynamics and my comfort level with my potential writing partner. i would like for us to be friends first before anything else. currently , shipping status is MULTI — SHIP &. MULTIVERSE FRIENDLY ! single ship muses are up for negotiation, but highly selective &͟. only agreeable upon good chemistry. i understand duplicate anxiety, which is why some ships i will refrain to have more than one if my writing partner expressed said anxiety. . ٩̋（ ˊ•͈ ꇴ •͈ˋ ）و i reserve the right to also turn down &͟. drop a ship if i no longer feel comfortable with it, even if it's discussed beforehand.
i heavily go by vibes so if i see any lack of interest it will be instant drop.
shipping also does not designate lewd nor smut right off the bat, unless we're close and / or its approved.
𝐕. i normally write paragraphs - often times more. i don't expect my partners to match me. please write in how you're most comfortable with. just don't half ass it. i also format my posts with small font, colors, and icons. i don't expect that to be matched either.
Since this will be my last OOC post until later on this evening / tomorrow or Tuesday of next week.
once you’ve thoroughly read I’d really appreciate it if you could please like this && understand if a certain outcome happens on your end. It’s a long read. I’m a broken record .
After a very stressful and overwhelming few weeks, I’ve been delaying taking action when it comes to curating the space I want to log into. Logging in has honestly been one of the least motivating things for me lately. I’ve been completely burned out due to a lot of different factors — work has been stressful, and I’ve had a lot going on in my personal life that I don’t feel comfortable putting out publicly, with the exception of close friends.
But the thing is, I do want to log on. I want to get back into the rhythm of writing again. I want this to feel like a hobby again, not some massive chore or something that makes me feel bad every time I scroll through my dash. I’m sure many of you, regardless of fandom or RPC, have experienced this feeling before — or maybe you haven’t at all — but the anxiety of being replaced, or feeling like I’m bothering everyone I try to reach out to has been eating at me. I’m not here to bash anyone. There are so many talented people on my dash, and I genuinely have nothing but praise for the writers I see here. My mind is just being very unkind to me. I feel guilty for feeling this way, and I am still actively trying to work through my emotions. and I feel guilty for feeling this way. I’m still actively trying to work through those emotions.
Because of that, and because I want to avoid feeling so negative every time I log in, I’ve decided that I’m going to start hard blocking users who followed me first but have yet to interact with me, reply to me, or show any interest in writing / talking whatsoever. I do feel bad doing this because I understand that starting and continuing conversations with someone you barely know can be difficult. Sometimes vibes don’t match. Sometimes people just aren’t compatible, as strange as that term feels to use here. I get it. This isn’t meant to be cruel, petty, distant, or ungrateful. I just really need to start protecting my peace more.
Starting at 2PM PDT, I’ll be starting a new in a sense?. This will include deleting very old asks and drafts, removing muses I no longer feel confident writing, and adding muses I feel more comfortable with. I still intend to do a pretty massive clean-up of this blog when I’m able, including followers, interactions, and heavily restricting things to mutuals only.
if you end up blocked and genuinely wish not to be, I’m not against talking things out. We are adults here, and I don’t want this to come across as me shutting the door forever without room for understanding. Communication goes both ways, and I think we all need to be mindful of one another’s feelings, boundaries, and comfort levels. If there was a misunderstanding, or if someone wants to reach out respectfully, I’m willing to listen. I just ask that the same understanding and patience be extended to me as well.
I love you guys, and I do care about this space, but lately coming online has made me feel awful more often than not. I don’t want to feel that way about a hobby or a place that’s supposed to bring me comfort. Im not perfect. I struggle a lot with insecurity, anxiety, and very horrid when it comes to communication. When things feel one-sided, uncertain, or silent, my mind tends to spiral and overthink. When there’s a lack of interaction or uncertainty, I start to feel like I’m the problem — and it should never feel like that. I also don’t ever want my writing partners to feel that way either.
I also mostly blame myself for promising to send things out, only to get stuck, overwhelmed, or pulled away because of life. Words aren’t enough to express how grateful I am toward those who waited, stayed, and had patience with me through everything.
Thank you for being here. Thank you for understanding. I love and appreciate you all more than I can properly say.
I’m alive. And sleeping with one eye open. ITS ALMOST TIME FOR PEAKKKK. Any time now omg. But!!! I wanna be more active here but it’s so much easier to be active on priv 😭 it’s just an anxiety issue. I wouldn’t be feeling this way if the block feature actually BLOCKED ppl fr on this hoe site. Anyway once the stress and icky inner people pleaser subsides I’ll be back to writing a lot💜
Considering my final month of working will be in June <3 and schooling/ uni schedule is still pending.
Random freak till ramble while I’m waiting for some administrator @ my uni.
Low key yall can't convince me he doesn't like a bait and switch. He'll let his partner think they’re getting somewhere, then drag em back by the neck at the last moment. He gives misleading or conflicting directions, or pretends not to see little slips in obedience, or sets tasks then makes them impossible to achieve. He feigns satisfaction, then rug-pulls with punishment.
he's gentle with how he handles his partners but whatever comes out of his mouth is super condescending. A mocking / taunting like tone, talks down on them, cooing at them, yet he's torturing em painfully gentle and slow.
Low key….obsessive. He’s Kleptomaniac. stealing random shit from his partner here and there. At first, it was just to annoy them, but once Till actually starts falling in love with them it becomes a way for him to sate his growing obsession.
In the span of 3 days shit has went downhill so fast. I’m not gonna delve too much into it but to make a long story short. Toxic home situation that’s been going on for years -> deadline to move out. My activity will be more spotty until things sort out.
Even on discord but I will do my absolute best to reply. Both here and on the cord. Apologies for my constant absences or disappearances. Pls take care of yourselves && know ily ❤️
over a year ago, i made this meme & since then, it’s blown up. so, over a year later — i thought i would make a new one. so here it is, after several requests & a pile of brains, THE PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP MEME 0.2
send me a ✿ and i’ll fill out the template below. bold for things i could definitely see or want, italics for things i could see or am unsure of and striked out for things i don’t want or cannot see.
FRIENDSHIP. childhood friends / work buddies or coworkers / family friends / friends with benefits / smoking buddies / adventure buddies / fake friends / recently friends / party buddies / friendship of need / dying friendship / circumstantial friendship / partners in crime / old friendship / [ your muse ] is the good influence / [ your muse ] is the bad influence / [ my muse ] is the good influence / [ my muse ] is the bad influence / opposites attract / ride or die / frenemies / roommates or flatmates / penpals / exes to friends / enemies to friends / other
ROMANCE. childhood sweethearts / [ your muse is mines ] childhood crush / [ my muse is yours ] childhood crush / exes / exes to lovers / forbidden lovers / highschool sweethearts / secret relationship / opposites attract / long distance / unrequited [ from your muses side ] / unrequited [ from my muses side ] / unrequited [ from both sides ] / skinny love / friends to lovers / enemies to lovers / spurious relationship / power couple / newly entered / soulmates [ metaphorical ] / soulmates [ literal ] / awkward / turning toxic / toxic love / cheating [ on your muse ] / cheating [ with your muse ] / other
FAMILIAL. siblings [ half ] / siblings [ step ] / [ my muse ] is an older sibling figure to your younger sibling figure / [ my muse ] is a younger sibling figure to your older sibling figure muse / [ my muse ] is a parental figure to yours / [ my muse ] is a child figure to your muse / guardian figure / legal guardian / adoptive child / foster child / [ your muse ] is taken under mines wing / [ my muse ] is taken under yours wing / other
ANTAGONISTIC. dangerous to each other / dangerous to others / unpredictable / rivals / petty / developing into sexual or romantic tension / based off family matters / based of off circumstance / based of professional matters / based off misunderstanding or lies / conflict of ideology / betrayal / hero - villain dynamic / enemies / fight club / friends turned enemies / lovers turned enemies / exes turned enemies / other
On a very different note: I’m heavily considering changing my layout? Might still be around alnst or…link click since my tism / hyperfixations is clutching them like a lifeline.
Stuck between keeping it as till / switching to Luka or Ivan…o r mizi (bc I’m adding her. She needs more love )
•also I plan to revise my roster. Because I feel so bad for those who want to write HSR / Genshin muses / wuwa when for some I haven’t made it far in the game and I’m like 🧍♂️💭 GXHSBSN.
Mydei & Sunday are staying ofc. Scar too. Some genshin muses are staying.
I’m still deciding on muses. But will definitely add mizi to my roster.
Planning to include muses from Tokyo revengers / jabber from gachiakuta,
Gonna add / replace. Still thinking about it <3 that’s some I hate about running a multi lmao
Hi my beloved pookies, Ive been thinking for a long while and after thinking it through I wanted to make a small post about some changes I may be making around this blog.
I’ve noticed there are a few people who follow me or have been around for a while, but haven’t really interacted with me, replied to things, or reached out much. even when I’ve tried to start conversations or make space for plotting. I completely understand that everyone has their own comfort levels and schedules, and I’m never one to ever want to be pushy and overbearing but I’m also trying to be more mindful of the kind of space I’m curating on this blog. I’ll be honest, my own anxieties and mass insecurities have made it harder for me to write, reach out, and even come online sometimes. I’ve been trying to work through that and not let it stop me from enjoying things here, but it does make me want to be a little more intentional with who I keep around and who I actively write with.
Because of that, I may start softblocking or clearing out followers who haven’t interacted at all, especially if there’s been no effort to respond, plot, or engage after I’ve tried to reach out. This isn’t meant to be personal or harsh. It’s just me trying to keep this space comfortable, active, and less stressful for myself with feeling guilty. My inner People pleaser has me on choke hold. 😔
I’m also considering making some of my muses single ship going forward, with exceptions for OCs depending on chemistry, dynamics, and discussion. This is mostly because I want to focus on connections that feel developed and comfortable rather than stretching myself too thin.
Thank you to everyone who has been patient with me and continues to write, plot, or even just check in. I appreciate it more than I can properly put into words. I love you gais and wanna keep many of you since I really wanna write with you <3
new starter call. 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯 ᝰ.ᐟ i may haps lost track of my currents but I've also been neglecting threads/starting new threads so! if you ゛𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄 this && ill reach out to plot a little or if not ill just blindly write us a little something! ( lengths will vary ! ) 𝐦𝐮𝐥𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐬 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐟𝐲 𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐞 ! otherwise I'll pick it at random. you can like this even if we have threads or have talked about starting one. will be making this call permanent.
the more we have the more we can scream about our muses.૮₍˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ₎ა
sort of a semi official call, please give this a like / comment if you are interested and / or okay with;
- 𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐮𝐥𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 ♡ / kidding
- Building connections and potentially having our muses share lore / a story. let your muse be important in my muses narrative, basically. (⁎ᴗ͈ ⩊ ᴗ͈⁎)
- Coming to you for plotting, aus, various ideas and world building for our muses!
- my muses referencing or mentioning your muse in other replies, thoughts / introspective drabbles.
- Unprompted asks, interactions, etc. my blorbs popping up in your inbox like a parasite.
- Random edits or graphics / art, personalized tag and / or dynamics tag, reblogging / tagging & sending you posts that remind me of our muses. basically me pestering you randomly!
- Priority for replies; bearing in mind that i am a very slow writer by default and prone to low activity. ( pls read thoroughly ur selling ur soul to me basically )
if you're already on my pinned and wish to stay there you can relike so i can know! or I'm going to remove.
so basically this is kind of a, ‘i can bug & send u things w/o worrying if it’ll annoy u, & u can do the same to me. we’re buds.’ sort of thing. it’s really abt vibes ! if ur interested in being affiliated. your url will be listed on my pinned too ⸜(⸝⸝⸝´꒳`⸝⸝⸝)⸝
The only requirement is that we have written / spoken before in some capacity & with intent to plot.
i for one , am prone to having a very low social battery. its mostly due to my jobs being straining + the long hours. i will have moments where i reply so fast then there's times I'm basically slow. please don't think I'm not interested anymore. i just get overwhelmed sometimes (╥﹏╥)
This isn't a strict list, so do let me know if anything on this list is unwanted by you; I personally do use mains / affiliates loosely, so let me know which you would prefer (or both); this is subject to change in the future.
That being said, let's build something together with our muses! (っ˶ ˘ ᵕ˘)ˆᵕ ˆ˶ς) yippe emote here.
/ ok im doing better mentally - I’m gonna keep positive . && not be so harsh on myself cuz insecurities :( So!!! Consider giving this post a like if you want my blorbos in your inbox (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) .ᐟ.ᐟ
they will range from memes u reblogged or unprompted ! most likely unprompted - I wanna get my brain worms working - ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡
