Vee

follow me a hopeless romantic with emotions I can't control

[lunavee27]

I could see a fire starting to burn between us

A glimpse of hope through my eyes as I looked at you i felt the vibe then I see you retreat away from the fire and I walk towards you as you walk away slowly I stop myself from chasing you for I chased many devil's in sheep clothing .I won't beg for the love that I want.what is meant for me will simply find me

[lunavee27]

You

You i saw you stranger I keep running into

The voice in my head spoke to me and said reach out !

I didn't know what to expect because I wasn't expecting to have so much things in common with a person like I do now i catch myself smiling and it feels so good I can tell you make me feel better ...I'm trying not to fall but youre blue eyes reel me in like a fishing pole im scared but what gives

[lunavee27]

She walked away with dignity she didn't want to be that girl who cried for a man

That asked for love for love is not given it's felt all alone it comes naturally but the way I see it Falling for the wrong type of people

Can get you to a dead end street and wondering where there's a turn when there is clearly not. It's like an addiction you can't quit you must before it sends you down a path that's messy. But you must chose to forgive but not forget as this was a lesson to be learned.

[lunavee27]

I think I emptied out the very last tears I had for something so dumb. I am a strong woman no matter how hard this gets I'm on a path to discover my self and love myself

I've been depressed for a month and I have to get out of this cycle .

[lunavee27]

I really messed up

I was thinking I was doing better I relapsed and found myself texting you

All I got was knifes thrown at me

Emotions came up as throw up I let it out

Not holding back and you stood there with cold eyes un bothered .I fell and got up I wiped my tears no more will I cry for you

Got a shovel and start to dig I wanted to to bury you so deep into the ground like you never existed .I threw my broken heart in there along with the final thing you gave me and buried it .my pain for you ends today

You're dead to me

[lunavee27]

You see the thing is I never allowed myself to heal I tried to suppress my emotions and put it in a bottle and hid them away.I tried to fill a void in me with music, alcohol,men but at the end of the day I was still broken, I felt it sneaking in little by little.Now that I'm left alone with my thoughts emptiness comes crawling in

I kept reopening a book that I reread over and over again only to find out it had the same ending never changing the pages become fragile I slowly close it and put it on a shelf and walk away.I let you go I let the old me go

[emptystic]

“My last relationship taught me one valuable thing, that I never want to feel like I’m begging for someone’s love, ever.”

—

[thoughtkick]

“Take all the time you need to heal emotionally. Moving on doesn’t take a day. It takes a lot of little steps to be able to break free of your broken self.”

— Unknown

[surqrised]

“The end is often a beginning.”

— Unknown

[curiositymaykillme96]

“I hope your next love is a forever love.”

— (via emptystic)

[lunavee27]

A slight of hope comes in like a ray of sunshine peeking through the window

I've been in the darkness for so long

But to feel hope for the future out of no where feels amazing sort of like I'm free

Serving energies that I no longer care for that no longer serve me I'm healing and if feels beautiful ❤️

[lunavee27]

I woke up with a different mindset than yesterday I no longer feel a empty spot in my heart which once called your name

Feeling like I finally closed this book and started a new one to love my self will be a challenge and fight my emotions

But Im Willing to be alone and lonely to beg anyone ever again for the bare minimum

I'm loving myself and toxic things and people will no longer be tolerated

I'm gonna learn to be patient and wait for the things I deserve this new chapter in my life will be about me

[lunavee27]

Waves of loneliness comes and goes

Wanting to be held in someone's arms

And fall asleep on someone chest...but to risk It all again I don't think my heart can handle it right now... I'm building my walls up so high mind as well put it in a tower and throw away the key..

[lunavee27]

I put and end to this today I blocked all contact

This time I chose me to make myself happy

I don't need half ass love or fake love

I want to fall in love with myself like how I fall for people that don't deserve me

I will no longer entertain things that aren't worthy of me. My time and energy and soul are gonna be my top priority, One day maybe the love of my life will find me until then I continue to battle constant emotions that no longer served me I slay them and it ends right here.Today

[lunavee27]

I don't need more pain

I can't keep looking at the future with someone from the past...

I'm emotionally drained the sudden explosions of emotions needed to end

I wanted to be with you again.

You made me feel like I was crazy for loving you ..with these shattered pieces of mine I must walk away and never return for my heart can't take anymore pain.

You only wanted to play with me all you saw was just a body nothing more .

how could I be so stupid

[disneyquotesdaily]

“You think the only people who are people, are the people who look and think like you. But if you walk the footsteps of a stranger, you’ll learn things you never knew you never knew.”

- Pocahontas, Pocahontas(1995)

[escribir-para-no-llorar]

Me hiciste sentir que lo merecía, incluso me disculpe cuando tu me rompiste, te aprovechaste de que te quería demasiado.

P