[lungzz]

[nightcorp]

[theoldness]

[angelbabby44]

[lamignonette]

[lungzz]

I am so fucking grateful for this little life I've created.

Sitting here this morning, with my coffee, my omelet that I made with last night's left overs. Having plans with my daughter today that, even though it seems small, she's very excited about. Getting to see my boyfriend (it's still weird to have someone to call "boyfriend" 😅😌) later. I feel so happy and at peace. Finally. And it'll only get better.

Summers almost here and I'm excited about the plans we've made. Big and small.

Thankful I'm healing myself.

Thankful that the universe gave me this man.

[lungzz]

Three+ months in and I'm still thrown by how calmly this man reacts to me.

When certain things happen, I still feel my nervous system prepare for a dumb "joke", or small argument, but when he simply tells me "that's okay", I can tell my body was preparing for an argument, and it feels weird to just remain relaxed.

And it's weird realizing how things were in the past were not normal. It wasn't just "joking" from my ex, not when it fucked up my nervous system and anxiety, and he knew it bothered me.

This is an interesting journey, and I like it alot.

[lungzz]

The parallels and syncronicities I've gotten with this man in my life is INSANE and fucking awesome

[lungzz]

It is so comforting and nice to hear my man tell me "it's okay", instead of giving me shit, or "making a joke" in the situation. I had no idea the effect that shit had on my nervous system

[lungzz]

Some things are too good to even tell another person about right away.

🥲❤️

[lungzz]

🤭🥰

[futuremissingperson1]

[angelicdewdrop]

[pnkganja]

[lungzz]

I met someone who feels very important to me.

My daughter doesn't know yet that we're together, but she has met him many times, very casually, and not only is she accepting of him, she likes him, wants to hang out around him, and thinks he's cool. This makes my soul so fucking happy 🥹

[opendirectories]

[lungzz]

It was about two days, or not even, of feeling weird emotions about my decision being done and finalized.

I feel so fucking cozy in my house now. I'm making it my own. Putting together my bedroom. Buying cool art that makes me happy. Adding color. And good vibes. It's slowly starting to feel like home. 😊