minor vent , warning for mentioned of rape
I haven’t been around as much lately because the ‘anniversary’ of my ex raping me for the first time just passed this week, and I always dread April because I’ll never forget he told me he hopes i think about it all the time in April.
but I was discussing the situation with the sykunno guy and his girlfriend in a call, trying to get out of my slump by socializing, and when I said ‘I can’t beleive she’s still with him’ and was told ‘well she was abused more than you’
and it really shattered me, bc it was from someone I had just interacted with. I couldn’t fault them, they didn’t know me, they didn’t know what I went thru, and my comment probably sounded really ‘privileged’ but it’s still haunting me. after I left the call they eventually apologized and we talked it out and are okay now and starting off on a new foot, but, it’s truly haunting me at the moment. I can’t stop thinking about it.