who calls me “villain”?

let's shake this poet out of the beast. i follow from @keith-mcclain... im not fond of it... 2017 was something.

[sasukesun]

the man the myth the legend

[sasukefan1-deactivated20221017]

Oh lawd

[ribellenm]

When’s the last time I post stuff here again😅

[ribellenm]

Hi!!!!!!!

[c86]

[boykeats]

[ID: three vintage LGBTQ pride buttons. first button has red text on a yellow background reading, “we are the people our parents warned us against.” second button has red text on a white background reading, “morally repugnant.” third button has green text on a yellow background reading, “i am a member of an immoral subculture.” /end ID]

link to source (paud’s pins: queer history project)

[qhoui]

Akechi

[romcommunist]

im catfishing you all im actually dreamier and funnier and sillier and cuter and hotter and betterer and sexier and dreamier and more insane in person

[dykebrucespringsteen]

“x lives in my head rent free” yah everything lives in my head rent free because i’m not some little landlord bitch

[starsowing]

coffee for a tired boy

[metamorphesque]

“Aside from myself, there was no sign of me.” ― Nicole Krauss

1.Rumi | 2.Holly Warburton | 3.Maggie Stiefvater | 4.Fyodor Dostoyevsky | 5.Nickie Zimov | 6.Clarice Lispector | 7.Nigel Van Wieck | 8.Georgia O’Keeffe | 9.Andrew Wyeth | 10.Mary Oliver | 11.Ilenia Tesoro | 12.Sylvia Plath | 13.Walt Whitman | 14.Nickie Zimov | 15.Jean-Paul Sartre | 16.Lydia Roberts | 17.Natalie Wee | 18.Lew Thomas | 19.Albert Camus

[legsdemandias]

Something i wish someone had grabbed me by the ears and told me when i was 19 is NOT EVERYONE IS GOING THROUGH IT--suicidal thoughts aren't normal or common!! GET HELP!!

[legsdemandias]

I was talking to a group of friends very recently about therapy, as we all went regularly, and they were taking about getting diagnosed with ADHD. i was taking about how annoying it was, my psychiatrist wouldn't consider it for another year, how are you getting medicated?

All of them were confused as they solely had counselors. I then realized that it was Just Me. It was Just Me with the hair pin suicidal ideation. It was just me with serious mood didturbances. It was really Just Me.

And this revelation isn't too discount my friends at all, but to highlight something that had been dragging me down:

I looked at my friends, thinking we were all going through it, and got frustrated with myself that i couldn't do even a teenie tiny fraction of what they could. I thought we were all fighting to live because we all joked about it, but somehow i was the only one "too weak/lazy/stupid" to keep up.

I thought operating at 2% was normal, just that my 2% was shittier than everyone else's. It only took me the better half of a decade to realize that it's not fucking normal! Get help immediately. Idc how "bad" it is, you deserve help and care and to not function at 2%,you deserve 100%.

[legsdemandias]

I really cannot stress this enough, please please please see help immediately. If it’s “not that bad” right now I guarantee it's very likely it will get worse. Also “not that bad” is still “bad”. You deserve GOOD. You deserve to feel happy and weightless. You deserve help. You are not taking anything from anyone else, oh my god, no one deserves to be helped as much as you do!! It’s there FOR YOU.

Even if [you’re american and] you don’t have insurance, a lot of your regular anti-depressants are pretty affordable. Find a free clinic, talk to a doctor, get on an initial med dose, and tell them you don’t have insurance and they’ll send your script to the cheapest place and then find a coupon. For example, Prozac is about $.049 a pill  ($1.47 for a month) at the right pharmacy. Get a friend to help you if you don’t have the energy, a halfway decent friend would die to make you happy. 

Believe me when I say even the wrong meds can make you feel better and you’ll see “oh yeah something was wrong I’m glad I did something about this”. Therapy is one thing, but meds are so much more important. 

Not everyone is going through it. You’re not just “the only stupid failure” that “can’t manage mental illness”. You deserve to have good times. 

[lepiteraz]

sweater vest in a heatwave

based on this

[sorjuanas]

“ugly, bitter, and true” suzanne rivecca // “faulty” leila chatti // “waiting” marya hornbacher // “blue rotunda” louise glück

[metamorphesque]

1. Meg Day 2. Haruki Murakami 3. Edouard Labrosse 4. Rainer Maria Rilke 5. Ron Hicks 6. Virginia Woolf 7. Joan Didion 8. Ron Hicks 9. Sylvia Plath 10. Anne Magill 11. Franz Kafka 12. Peter Wever 13. Vi Khi Nao 14. Peter Wever 15. Anna Akhmatova

[genderoftheday]

Today’s gender of the day is: Death Note Spoiler

[sasukebarmitzvah]

frankenstein, mary shelley

[whisperdal-deactivated20230131]

okay I'm normal now I promise let me out of the cage please