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That’s the worst way to miss somebody. When they’re right beside you and you miss them anyway.

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I’ve been in London now for a little under two weeks and it’s been nice... When I first arrived I was completely overwhelmed, but I feel settled in now for the most part. I really like all the people I’ve met and all of the places I’ve seen so far, but I feel anxious everyday in a way that’s entirely antithetical to the weird, numb stagnancy I was experiencing at home before I left. It’s not a bad anxiety per se, more a lightness in my chest and hands that underscores the unknown of what’s to come each day. I hope it doesn’t make me susceptible to a crash if my emotions for whatever reason don’t continue to ride high. It’s a bit frightening - it makes me feel a bit like a seventh grader again. Still, I suppose it’s nice to know I’m capable of feeling this way still, that I haven’t outgrown the childish notion of feeling that something exciting should soon happen.

#thoughts

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🐈🍃🍓🌻🌿

prettypositivity

i’m gonna love you through whatever, but i won’t put up with your shit forever

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Damn, a year later and I feel like I’ve nearly negated all the process I made since last summer. It’s so much harder to tell yourself it’s going to get better when you said the same thing 12 months ago and it went... nowhere. And now I have five weeks to sit alone at home everyday to reflect on all of it. Maybe if I could stop being such a piece of shit for a day I could actually use all this unwanted time to do things I say I’d always like to do but never am really able to get around to doing. Hopefully my mood won’t still be sour when I finally cross the pond...

#fuckme