sleepless in newyorkcity.

Demi. 20. New York. College. few mistakes. no regrets. still learning :*

[lustatfirstsighttt-blog]

can I have you for breakfast, lunch, and dinner?

🍴

[eternalseptember]

[fauntleroy]

this is more true than the person who made it probably even understands..

the situation is a little different but this is close enough i guess lol..

[skottieyoung]

[lustatfirstsighttt-blog]

are you single or taken?

taken

[juleskni-deactivated20141219]

[lustatfirstsighttt-blog]

It's like screaming, and no one can hear. You almost feel ashamed, that someone can be that important.. that without them you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts. You feel hopeless, but nothing can save you. Now when its over and its gone, you almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back so that you could have the good.

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[lustatfirstsighttt-blog]

"See Friendship"

clicked that option on facebook and immediately went into a moment of nostalgia.. they're were good times, plenty of them; i cherish those times. and though i may wish for everything to go back to normal, it won't be done without hard work and time.

time ...

oh how i wish i hadn't wasted it, wasted it on drowning our happiness. i don't know how or why it happened, it just did. i don't regret much in life, close to nothing at all, but this ... this screwing up i do regret.

we could have been happy, we still can.. i just need time, patience, and strength. i know i can do this, i already am; i just don't want you to give upon me.

i love you, and that's all i can say.

[lustatfirstsighttt-blog]

Weak

Internally, I'm screaming and ripping my hair out. Refraining from crying is becoming more than difficult. I'm angry with myself for not being able to say anything, I am forever mute. My words, or lack there of, want to come out and yet I struggle. This urge to be more expressive, not only in my speech but also in my persona has been lingering but long over due. For years I've been walked all over because of my kindness, which has now become a burden. I want to so badly be heard and be taken seriously, but when I let the words flow, sometimes they don't get the chance to come out. This is not said to get pity, I get enough of that on the regular, I just want some type of equality in a small part of my life. Depression has shown it's face to me lately, and it's unexplainable to the brink of annoyance. I'm starting to believe it's taking a toll on my relationship, and I do not want to or need to deal with that. I literally haven't a clue how to resolve this hole I've dug. This is simply unhealthy.

[lustatfirstsighttt-blog]

They say time heals everything. Even a broken clock shows the right time twice a day.

[gerontophile-deactivated2011060]

IT'S A CHICKEN STRIP.

[kruwella]

LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO . 

[teyonnag]

^^^^^^^^ I’m cryyyying make it Stopp!! lmaoooo

[lustatfirstsighttt-blog]

i'm worth every thought... every call, every text, every smile, every laugh... i'm worth that... every touch, every look, every action, every emotion... i'm worth every truth...

[lustatfirstsighttt-blog]

DEADASSS THOUGH!

i'm tired of people treating me like i'm not shit, like i'm irrelevant and like i'm not saying words 😔

[imgfave]

[limewirevirus]

and i happen to love the sea.

[lustatfirstsighttt-blog]

*sigh*

i will never understand why shit happens the way it does. like, you just never know what's going to happen with him. all i know is now i'm wide awake, my phone lost service, and he's sleeping. perfect. ugh, let me go drown myself. goodnight, wait i hear birds chirping so morning 😒

[lustatfirstsighttt-blog]

technical difficulties right now, give me a moment.

[eversosleepie]

[trillmatic-chronicles-blog]

Man’s bestfriend, come here lil doggy.

[laleali]