i love you in every way

loving is a bright light, a calming fire in our hearts. love.

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i looked down at my phone and couldn't do anything but smile; my eyes shinning not just from the brightness of the screen but from pure happiness too. all my last years being saved with the image of these silly notifications on Tumblr's page, the sensation of being able to sprinkle some love around with little dumb posts for anyone who needed. even when i messed up, when i made clear that english wasn't my mother language, people would still go through, wanting a little love to share.

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the counting started. 10: we are so, so close to each other, i can feel your warmth through all these clothes. 9: i take a sip of my champagne and the bubbles feel like your laugh. 8: you squeeze my hand; we've been waiting for this. 7: i hear you taking a deep breath. 6: you take a sip of your champagne. 5: you stomp your feet; you're so excited. 4: you look around and your hair does that thing where it just follow your movement with grace. 3: i can smell your cologne and it feels like home. 2: i squeeze your hand; we've been waiting for this. 1: i look at you, the whole world stops. you grab my nape, i grab your waist and we kiss. happy new year.

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the lights are up and the tree is set. all i can see is red, green and sparkle everywhere. i'm looking at you and in my head all that's important is: you, wearing your heavy coat; you, with your little scarf and hood; you, your nose red just like rudolph; you, your hand in mine as we walk back home, taking in all the beauty from the city in the most wonderful time of the year. you you you. i see your smile, and my whole world melts away. we stop at the door just so you can point up and there it is: a mistletoe. we lean in, and your lips are cold and, at the same time, the sweetest thing to ever exist. i couldn't be happier, or in a another place doing anything other than this. you smile again and all i can think now is that i love you.

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the constellation of moles on your face blinks at me brightly under the city's sun. it's all i can think about as you talk your heart out about something i'm sure is interesting as hell but i can't focus enough on it right now because your lips are right there, and your hands are fidgeting expressively as you try to prove your point, and your eyes are doing that thing where you squint dramatically, and i'm kinda out of breath because. wow. how can a human being be this pretty?

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i tell you a joke. an idiot, simple joke, and you're laughing like there's nothing funnier in the whole world. i can't help but smile, big and bright, right before tackling you down. we roll on the floor, laughing loudly, and there's no other place in the universe i'd rather be than being a complete fool in your arms. there's no other sound i'd rather hear than you stupid laugh. there's no other thing i'd rather see than this beautiful face of yours on the verge of tears from laughing hard for nothing. i love you.

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we're at the bath. after a long day, under the warm water. bodies relaxing and minds wandering. your hands in my hair, applying shampoo and making their way on my scalp in slow motion. i can feel you all around me; your skin, your scent, your humming voice. i feel safe, i feel at home. you kiss my shoulder and i'm shuddering. you say "i love you" like it's easy. like that won't break my entire world. like i'm not desperately in love with you.

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having you near me, head on my chest, heart beating slowly, us, deeply there, in the moment. the tv barely making a sound as i listen to your shallow breathing. it's late at night and the city is but a sea of little stars from our window, staring at me, nothing but light, as i stare at you, nothing but light to me. i love you, as i've always. you look so at peace sleeping that i can't help to laugh a little; you're the cutest. you're the prettiest. you're the most perfect. you're everything for me.

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almost all the time, i'm thinking of how lucky i am. how can I have all of the pretty things? all that comes from you and i love. the smoke that fills your lungs and the acid that comes in your jokes. the way you can bend your hand and hold a cigarette like no one. the curls of your hair and how it tangles in my fingers. the way you laugh at how dumb i can be. the way you look at me when you think i'm not looking. the face you make to concentrates when you draw. the metal you listen to and how you don't listen to anyone. all of that make you, you. all of that that's mine.

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you were the most beautiful creation god could ever think of. how he imagined your smile and how it shines all the stars of the universe. how he imagined your eyes and how they share the deepest side of your soul. how he imagined your cheeks and the little constellation it holds right there. how he imagined your voice that makes me wonder if your not a siren seducing me.

he made you at his image; perfect. from head to toe, just perfect.

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the blueish white light that comes from the computer screen before me makes me angry, i've been trying to finish this work and it seems like years have passed. but i look to the side and there's you; your closed eyes and twitching eyelashes, while you dream. your slightly open mouth with your perfect teeth. your rose cheeks. how you look like all the beauty in the whole universe made an agreement to be in only one place at all times. you look like the one flower who survived the winter, the sun that shines in orange pink and purple on the most beautiful sunset i've ever seen, the the bluest sky right before the rain. you look like all the perfect things to me. then i feel your warm body by my side and i can relax, even the work can wait when i have all that's important right here, right now.

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i leaned back and looked up to the sky, the countryside clean air letting us see all the stars we want. our feet not deep in the pool, but our legs sure trembling a little because of the chill wind of the night; it's a cold night of july's winter, we shouldn't be out here, in these totally not appropriate clothes for the weather, playing with the pool water, trying to kick some at each other's legs.

but here we are, and i've never felt so shy looking at the moon. i feel your lingering eyes over me as i try really hard not to blush with all the things about you going in my head right now, but then i fail, hard, and i fall. looking at you under this lighting and circumstance, and seeing you looking back at me make me shiver. i fail again and all i have in mind is that sweet mouth of yours. i can't tell if you can tell the carousel of emotions i'm going through right now; my head's spinning, all in my mind is you – your hands, your hair, your eyes, your mouth, your voice, you –, my stomach is swirling and i swear i'm gonna pass out, but then.... you smile. and oh, god, what a sight. you're the love of my life.

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@ last post: this is so sweet :")) and from one non native english speaker 2 another: ur writing skills r insane. u sound like not just a native speaker, but a professional writer whose native language is english. its incredible, n i'm absolutely in love with the feelings/+thoughts ur posts invoke. being in love is a blessing and u capture if beautifully, the way it should be. thank u so much. i hope you receive many more encouragements and positive notifications that'll make ur day n keep u happy n motivated :")) very deserved

omg i can't even thank you enough, you're so sweet :( your ask just made my week, i'm genuinely happy and totally freaking out that you took some time to send it to me <3

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ur latest post is incredible T__T will u b posting more again<3?

omg thank you so much!! and yeah, i will! i can't promise you posting here on a daily basis, nor a schedule, but i intend to be here very very often <3

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it's late, really really late, like 3am now. we're at my grandma's house, you've come with us for the family trip and so we're deep in trees and grass, in the middle of nowhere. we're under the covers, the warm blanket over us making me pant while i try not to laugh so hard. you're shifting under me and it makes the butterflies dance in my stomach, because i'm loving to take the risk to get caught with you like this, right now. i look at your face and you're oh so beautiful, all of your not so delicate traces darkening; getting sharper and even more inviting under the blueish light of our phone's screen. i look right into your eyes and with that mischievous air of yours i can see is mixed all the love in the world – i know you stored all of it just for me, inside your heart, deep in your soul. i get it now; i know how enormous was that thing all the great lovers of history were feeling, and it's you and me at their side, feeling the indescribable.

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i wake up in our bed and you're not there. i want to start worrying, but i hear the symphony coming from downstairs and i'm smiling like the fool i am for you. i hear the pop song that's coming out of our radio, and i hear you singing along in your beautiful silly cute way; i hear the sound of your happy footsteps in that stupid gorgeous way you like to dance and i hear the classic metallic tinkling that comes when you're cooking and you're happy. i smell something delicious, that thing i know you do with the butter for our breakfast everytime that i've never been able to replicate, that i know you do only for us, and i feel my chest get amazingly heavy – i know. you love me. i want us to be like this forever, and i love you.

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me and you, an enormous flower field, pies, candies and pastries we made at home, fireflies all around us bringing a soft spark to our aura, the lights from the city far away and a bright big moon in the sky above us. i look at you; you're already looking at me, like i'm your everything. we feel peace. i love you.