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I've been drawing a lot since the exams are getting near again, so you might just be having yet another one of these in a bit, but here's some more yandere-ish hair touching stuff for you (this time with a couple of muses) โ.เณเฟ*:๏ฝฅ
SYNOPSIS: all aboard the lady luck and set sail for a new adventure! life on land doesn't satisfy you, so why not take to the seas instead? while working under captain aventurine as the primary nurse onboard, everything you've ever wanted is within your grasp, and yet the mystery surrounding your captain is still there, just short of being solved. just what kind of secrets lie hidden beneath that charming smile and silver tongue?
CHARACTERS: aventurine, topaz, ratio, jade, robin
TAGS: fem coded reader (wearing dresses, makeup, but they/them pronouns still used), mentions of drinking, gambling, harassment toward reader, drowning, numby is a regular piglet in this fic, 23.9k wc (get some snacks and a drink ready for this one), mild angst, some suggestiveness
NOTES: thought my aventurine kissery phase was over then hoyo uploaded the pirate art of him and now its back to square one
special thanks to my pookies @https-sourlimes and @tragedy-of-commons for proofreading this behemoth of a fic! with much love mwah ๐
very late but @lowkeyren hihihi ren!! I got u for secret santa and hope u enjoy this fic!
Itโs always been there, tucked away in the back of your mind, usually hidden but resurfacing like the corals and lost trinkets at low tide youโd go scavenging for when no one was looking. Conch shells hold the secrets of the ocean that enrapture you for hours on end and you drape yourself in weathered jewelry washed ashore. Dried-up starfish and seashells and multicolored sea glass litter your home, and yet it isnโt enough. These trinkets pile up and gather dust in your home as you chase after what youโre really after- a way out.ย
Youโve been surrounded by the sea your entire life, born and raised in this very port town. You grew up hearing stories of lands faraway from your parents and the workers down at the docks. Infamous pirates and honorable seamen alike and their journeys were your bedtime stories as a kid. You never see the same unfamiliar face twice in a place like this and perhaps itโs this ability to come and go as you please that captured your heart from a young age. Appearing and disappearing like an apparition with rumors of your conquests and the freedom a life at sea grantedโฆ it was enough to grab your attention as a kid and never let go.
And yet, youโve never ventured into the open seas. The most youโve done is swim around at the beach, but youโve never been able to push further than that. Theoretically, you shouldโve been able to leave long before now, but your plans never made it past the first step. Youโve been denied passage aboard ships at every turn for countless reasons, all of them stupider than the last. Eventually, your motivation died down until you resigned yourself to a dull life on land- but the dream never fizzled out completely. Even now, you still stroll along the beach and search for answers.ย
Down at the dock, you hear of sailors and pirates alike drunkenly telling tales of sirens and their bewitching songs they waged war against at sea. You wager that the seaโs freedom beckons to you the same way a sirenโs song does to them- irresistible, enchanting, and inescapable no matter where you are.ย
When work is slow, you find yourself staring out at the sea through the window, just watching as the tides recede and crash onto the shoreline repeatedly. At night, youโd catch yourself at the beach with your feet in the sand and the salty waters lapping at your ankles without any recollection of how you got there. Maybe sleepwalking? But something tells you thatโs not the answer.ย
But this time, you suddenly find yourself standing in waist-deep water, completely alone and without a sound to be heard. Not even the usual sound of squawking gulls circling overhead can be heard. Thatโs strange. The harbor is always busy, with goods being transported and people seeking asylum. Thereโs ships docked and as far as you can tell, itโs as normal of a day as any other. And yet, thereโs no life to be seen or heard. No crabs scuttling along the sandy beach, no people strolling along the boardwalk, no shouts of street vendors peddling their wares to passersby. Just you, the sea, and its ever-growing temptation.
You think itโs somewhere around early evening from the position of the sun, but you arenโt sure how long you stare toward the horizon, unblinking. But when you do blink, you see a pirate ship coming into view. Sheโs quite possibly the most incredible ship youโve ever seen in your life, with several sails, a sturdy hull, and a flag fluttering proudly atop the mainmast. And sheโs heading right toward you. If you swim out further or wait where you are for a while longer, sheโll pass by, giving you the perfect opportunity to sneak onboard.ย
You look back one last time before heading further out to sea. You slip below the water. Itโs pleasantly warm and you wonder why youโve never attempted this before.
The sirenโs embrace, that is the oceanโs form of freedom, is growing stronger.ย
Port towns arenโt known for being the safest, especially those frequented by pirates. Public drunken brawls, looting by particularly greedy pirate crews, lechery, and disturbance of the peace with the occasional count of public indecency, are commonplace almost every night. Usually, youโre able to avoid most of it, but today isnโt your lucky day.ย
โHey, pretty lady! Mind cominโ home-โ
Crash!
An empty beer bottle goes flying by, barely missing his head and shattering into bits against the brick wall behind him. He lets out an unusually high-pitched squeak for someone of his size and stares as you storm past, his mouth agape. Another sailor behind him laughs at his plight, to which he spins around and cusses toward his face. You make it out just in time as the first punch is thrown.ย
One drunken sailor is more than enough to deal with, you decide. You decide that youโll take your chances and go past the port as a shortcut back home, even though itโs late.ย
Itโs silent besides the sloshing of the waves and mostly empty. Thereโs some burly guards patrolling in front of the more ostentatious pirate ships that spare a glance as you hurry by, but itโs otherwise deserted at this hour.ย
Until you approach the end of the harbor where few ships are docked. You hear the faint sounds of a struggle- a punch being thrown, a manโs muffled scream, glass shattering, the wet squelch of a knife sinking into flesh, and the thud of a body hitting the ground. From the shadows, you see two people emerge. A blond man drags someone out by the hair with a knife in hand. Even from here, you can see the dark slick staining the wood. Thereโs a ship directly in front of him. You assume it belongs- or belonged- to the now-lifeless body being dragged along. The blond looks around, then freezes up upon seeing you. The hand holding the knife tenses at his side and the two of you stay locked in place like that for a bit, daring to see who will make the first move. Shockingly bright neon eyes meet yours and you jolt. Youโve never seen anyone with eyes like his.
But thereโs a ship thatโs still waiting. You recall that strange dream you had a few nights ago.
โฆ On second thought, perhaps today is your lucky day after all.ย
You slowly clap, starting to move forward, and the blond steps back. The knife in his hands, now aimed at you, is a tiny thing. Itโs rusted, the blade is most likely dull, and even the butter knife in your kitchen would laugh at it.ย
โCongrats on winning. Got any injuries you need patched up?โ
No response. You try again.ย
โI see those injuries you got from that fight. Those wounds of yours wonโt heal overnight. Someone has to be there to ensure they donโt get infected.โ
โ... Youโre a nurse?โ
His voice comes out smoother than expected. Amusement and snark drip from the words, thick as honey, like he canโt believe youโre a medical professional. And yet, you can hear the tenseness in his voice and see it in his coiled muscles, ready to spring back into action again.ย
You ignore the jab toward you and point toward the winding cobblestone streets that you came from. The sounds of a fight can be heard coming from the town square even out here.ย
โRun a practice in town. Certified and everything if youโre real nitpicky and care about my credentials. Though most sailors that come through the door could care less when theyโve got a pretty lady lookinโ over โem and are used to amputations for the most minor of infections.โ
โIโm surprised you havenโt been snatched up by another pirate crew yet then,โ he smugly remarks, voice as smooth as velvet yet concealing a sharp edge.
โOh, thereโve been attempts alright. Promises of double the booty a normal seaman would receive, the finest quarters second only to the captain, medical supplies taking utmost priority when docking, and many many more. Hah! All nice and cute, but we know that in a few months time, all those promises will have fallen out the window and Iโll be regarded with no less respect than the lowliest seaman onboard.โ
He leans back against a wooden post, roughly kicking the man from earlier until his bleeding head is submerged underwater. You spare a glance at the poor soul before looking back at him.
โGot a ship now?โ
โ... Itโs not much, but itโs something to start with.โ
He looks behind him and as he does so, the sleeves of his rags shift to reveal the injuries lying beneath. A sharp intake of breath is the only sign youโve seen them, but his keen ears pick up on it. He tugs his sleeves down and glowers over his shoulder in your direction.ย
โYou donโt have any medical expertise, do you?โ you ask, ignoring his irritation. โNot a good idea to go out conquerinโ the seven seas without a nurse on board. Matter of fact, I doubt youโd even get that far. Probably die off from scurvy or something preventable.โ
His silence speaks volumes. You brush past him and set foot onto his stolen ship- little more than a glorified rowboat with a mast and a single sail. It couldnโt even be called a sailboat.ย
Still, he wonโt go down so easily. He crosses his arms in front of his chest and stares you down behind his thick bangs obscuring his vision.
โAnd why should I welcome you aboard?โ
โSimple. We both get what we want.โ
You reach your hand out to him.
โYou get a trained, qualified medical professional to treat your wounds, and I get to escape this rinky-dink, backwater port town. A mutually beneficial deal, donโt you agree?โ
He racks his mind for an excuse, anything, really, to turn you down. But he canโt come up with anything. The wounds all over his body really do need treatment that he doesnโt have the expertise for. Thereโs enough room for two people in the boat and he knows youโre smart enough to have realized that by now.ย
Itโs fine. Iโll just dump them off at the next port and be on my way. Problem solved.ย
With no excuse that can fly under your radar, he pushes his irritation down and forces a smile onto his face. He reaches a hand out and itโs just now you notice his ghostly blue fingertips.
โฆ Heโs not entirely human, is he?
โYour name?โ
โ(Name).โ
โWelcome aboard, Nurse (Name).โ
You brush your thoughts aside and shake his hand. Itโs cold.ย
โPleasure, Captainโฆ?โ
โAventurine.โ
You squeeze his hand firmly one last time.
โPleasure to be working with you, Captain Aventurine.โ
Captain, huh? He tries the title on for size in his mind as you get settled in, rolling it around on his tongue.ย
I could get used to being called that.
Even though he initially promised himself that heโd kick you out at the next port, that never happens. You pass by several ports, and yet you stay onboard. Perhaps itโs because he finds his first treasure alongside you on an island that many have sailed past countless times. The treasure was hiding under everyoneโs noses the entire time, both of you managing to uncover it with a bit of wit and a hefty amount of luck. Aventurine supposes part of himself feels indebted to you, much as he hates the sensation. You found your first treasures together and youโve admittedly been taking good care of his wounds born from years of enslavement. The healing process is coming along slowly but steadily.
Perhaps heโll let you stay for a bit longer. Until you get your share of this treasure. He gives credit where credit is due, at least.
โI canโt believe this has been here this whole time,โ you say as the treasure chest is finally unearthed. Aventurine sets the shovel down, and on the count of three, you lift it out to go through its contents.ย Itโs no sizable amount of loot by any means, but itโs not half-bad for your first haul. Some gemstones that are admittedly rather small, jewelry, a few rusted cutlasses that with some elbow grease, could be restored to their former state, and some golden coins from a bygone era.
You hold some gold chains up in front of him, as if seeing what heโd look like with them on. He casts a glance down and shakes his head in disapproval.ย
โI know, too gaudy, right?โ you ask as you set them back into the chest. He holds up a handful of uncut diamonds, all of varying sizes, and watches as they twinkle in the sunlight. โAt least we can pawn โem off.โ
โI know someone who can fetch us a good price for them. You wonโt have to worry about that,โ he responds as he lets the diamonds slip back into the chest through his fingers like fat, glistening raindrops. Diamonds are almost worthless on their own, but if he sends them to a jeweler to be cut and polished and perhaps turned into jewelry, then perhaps he can squeeze out a bit of value from themโฆ Or perhaps he should just leave them the way they are, given her hobby for finding true gems in the rough.ย
He finds a string of pearls and after a moment for inspection, tosses them over to you.
โHere. Keep these. Youโll look good in โem.โ
โThen at least keep one or two of those gold chains as well,โ you say as you clasp it shut around your neck. Aventurine shakes his head again, laughing snarkily.
โNah. Not my taste. Not gaudy enough.โ
โThatโs what I said earli- wait, not gaudy enough?โ
He meets your disbelieving expression with an innocent one and a shrug of his shoulders.
โWhat? A pirate captainโs gotta look the part. The more in-your-face, the better.โ
Thereโs someone already waiting for you when you return to land to pawn off your treasure. According to Aventurine, she owns one of the most prosperous pawn shop chains out there and always fetches a fair price for her customers, so long as they have something equally valuable to give her in return.ย
โJust remember to always address her as โLady Bonajadeโ and nothing else. She doesnโt take too kindly to those who donโt have manners,โ he whispers to you as you weave your way between the crowded streets to the pawn shopโs address.ย
โSounds like an interesting person,โ you whisper back. โShould I be scared?โ
He scoffs. โNot unless youโre looking to trade something beyond our treasure. Just donโt say anything rash. Let me handle it.โ
The pawn shop is tucked away in a corner of town that sees few people. The exterior is surprisingly well-maintained for this part of town and a sign reading โBonajade Exchangeโ in elegant violet cursive lettering hangs above the door. You canโt see into the shopโs windows and you canโt hear any activity from inside either. Upon pushing the heavy door open, youโre greeted with the chime above tinkling at your arrival and the scent of heavy perfume cloying your nose. It smells heavily of florals and incense, with a hint of smoke present. The candle flames waver and flicker as the door shuts and you take a moment to look around the shop. The heavy velvet curtains across the windows are drawn, letting only a small sliver of sunlight in. The only other source of lighting is the candles scattered throughout that illuminate the treasures displayed almost carelessly throughout the store. Polished and cut gemstones lie in display cases alongside gold bars and jewelry. Weapons of all sorts are hung along the walls alongside maps and thick, aged atlases on the bookshelves. Itโs silent, save for the faint crackling of waxen flames, until an unfamiliar and elegant voice rings out from behind the curtain all the way in the back.ย
โWelcome to Bonajade Exchange. Who are you? And what do you seek?โ
Thereโs a moment of silence that follows, as if the speaker has recognized who you are. A candle is lit behind the curtain and you can make out the silhouette of a woman rising to her feet.ย
โOh, itโs you. We meet again, Aventurine.โ
Thereโs a smile in her voice as she brushes the curtain aside and you get your first look at the owner of the shop. A wide-brimmed black hat obscures half of her face with a pale blue eye peeking out at you. She wears a white dress thatโs undoubtedly made of silk or some other costly fabric with a dark blue corset. The silver and jade jewelry she wears (is that where she gets her name from?) clink pleasantly against each other alongside her heels, accompanied by a walking stick clicking against the wooden floor as she walks. As she approaches, you can pick up on her perfume of white florals and red wine.ย
She comes to a stop and her eyes rake over you both, lingering on you especially. You catch a hint of something in her slitted pupils, like she knows something you donโt.
โI havenโt seen you before. Iโm Lady Jade, the owner of this place. Are you a first-time customer to the Bonajade Exchange?โ
Her voice is low and almost a whisper that has you hanging onto her every word. Itโs as smooth as the silk used for her dress but thereโs an almost unnatural hiss to her words, not unlike that of a snakeโs. Her voice is also vaguely snake-like too- the way certain words are stretched out, the weirdly sharp pronunciation of consonants clashing with the almost syrupy vowels that tempt you to lower your defenses, the lack of cadence- all make you unconsciously be on guard. Under her chilling gaze, you feel yourself strangely clamming up and itโs all you can do to nod mutely. She hums and leans in closer, examining you head to toe. You feel like an item being offered up for auction yourself right nowโฆ
โAnd who might you be, lovely lady?โ
Youโre surrounded by ice.
โNurse (Name)... Lady Bonajade,โ you say, hurriedly adding her title at the end after remembering Aventurineโs advice from earlier. She smiles approvingly, a cold and benevolent thing.ย
โYouโre a good child who knows their manners. Alas, the same couldnโt be said for the man next to you when I first-โ
Aventurine coughs. Jade stops talking, but the mirth still lingers in her eyes. A purple snake appears out of seemingly nowhere, winding around her shoulders and up her forearm before rearing its head at you. Its tongue flicks out to taste the air and it leans toward you before she gently pushes its head back.ย
โDonโt mind it. Itโs too curious for its own good at times,โ she says offhandedly. Her baby blue irises drift toward the plain wooden crate sitting behind Aventurine and the beginnings of a smirk tug at the corners of her glossy lips.ย
โHave you brought something valuable for me?โ
Aventurine beckons you over and after a bit of effort, you pry open the lid to reveal the contents of the treasure you found. Jade strides forward and stops before the crate, examining it with interest.
โLook at that, youโve finally found your first treasure. Where was it found?โ
She raises an eyebrow and a hint of skepticism crosses her expression when Aventurine tells her the spot.ย
โThat island has been combed through countless times by other pirates. I find your claim hard to believe.โ
Atlases and ancient records are brought out and she finally seems to believe him after cross-referencing the embossing on the back of a coin with a legend from that island. Just as you think youโre starting to get a grasp of the situation, a flurry of financial terms fly over your head as they argue over the market value of the items and how much cash you can walk away with today.ย
โฆ Youโre way out of your comfort zone now. Youโre a nurse, not a businessperson, for Aeonโs sake!
An agreement seems to be reached between the two of them. Jade readjusts her gloves and after calling some men over from the back, they begin going through the treasures and separating them into piles. Meanwhile, Aventurine turns his attention back to you.
โFifty-fifty split.โ You make the first move.ย
Aventurine scoffs. โAbsolutely not. Eighty-twenty at least.โ
โWho do you think you are?โ
โThe captain, of cour-โ
โSelf-proclaimed,โ you retort. โDoesnโt bear much weight with only a crew of two and each of us handling the work of at least five men. Seventy-thirty split since you want to be stingy.โ
โStill too little.โ
Your eyes narrow in irritation while his smug smirk never wavers.
โSeventy five-twenty five.โ
โFifty five-forty five.โ
โIs that really any different from your initial offer of a fifty-fifty split?โ
โThatโs a five percent increase.โ
โYeah, only five percent.โ
Jade chuckles from where she leans against the counter. The treasure has been fully cleared out and taken elsewhere. All that remains is an empty crate on the ground.ย
โA five percent increase isnโt as narrow of a margin as you would think it is. Right now, that might not seem like much, but in the future when you start discovering more valuable and rarer treasuresโฆโ
She yawns and covers her mouth with a delicate hand.ย
โWho knows? You could be looking at a gain of at least a couple thousand.โ
Aventurine clicks his tongue and turns back to you. Thereโs one last offer you have before you give up and walk away. A new life in this town for the time being doesnโt seem too badโฆย
โSixty-forty.โ
He stills at your offer. Jadeโs eyes are trained on him as she lightly fans herself with a feathered folding fan. Her snake watches the exchange with seemingly keen interest too.ย
โ... You drive a hard bargain just like Lady Bonajade over here,โ he grumbles as he forks over a portion of the credits to you. He leaves part of it on the counter, though.
โYou have an innate sense for business,โ comments Jade, as you leaf through the wad of bills. โPerhaps youโd like to refine it to its fullest potential?โ
โLady Bonajade, please stop trying to recruit every promising person that walks through your door.โ
โItโs not just anyone I set my eyes on. Itโs only those with exceptional talent that shine like gems in the rough,โ she corrects. Her gaze flicks over to you again.
โShould you ever grow tired of a life at sea and wish to attain everything you desireโฆ you know where to find me. I have branches all over the seven seas. Iโll be patiently waiting.โ
Aventurine hurriedly hands you the stack of credits he set aside earlier.
โWeโre running low on supplies. I still have business to discuss with her, so why donโt you go and pick them up for me?โ
You nod and leave. The door shuts behind you, and Jadeโs welcoming demeanor immediately disappears as soon as the shop is plunged into darkness again. Even though the climate is temperate in this stretch of the ocean, the temperature drops considerably. Her snake comes out of hiding and openly hisses at him. This time, she does nothing to reprimand it.ย
โI see youโre planning to let a considerable asset go. My best advice for you would be to not.โ
Aventurine barks out a laugh and meets her cold tone with one of his own.
โMeddling in my affairs, you damned sea witch-โ
โYou would do well to learn some manners from them, child,โ she all but snaps. โRemember, I donโt give out advice for free. When I do, itโs because I see a great return of my investment in you on the horizon. It would be in your best interest to listen.โ
She hisses the last word out and her pet snake does the same. Aventurineโs heart is racing, but he shows no sign of it.ย
โA businesswoman through and through,โ he remarks dryly. โDonโt think I didnโt notice how you called them an asset.โ
โOh? As if you see them any better than I do. At least I recognize their value. You, on the other hand, have seen them as a nuisance this whole time.โ
She sighs. โSuch potential headed straight to ruin under your care. Itโs quite a waste. Perhaps I should take them under my wing instead, the same way I did with youโฆ Better yet, why donโt I put them through the same refinement process the way I did with you? Itโll be a valuable learning experience for you both.โ
Aventurine bristles, and Jade smirks, knowing she has the upper hand now. Heโs reminded that just like that, Jade can take away everything heโs fought for. And shape the rest of your life to what she has envisioned.
โYou will have them remain as a crewmate upon your ship. Donโt think Iโm unaware of how your wounds are coming along. This is in your best interest as much as it is mine. Understood?โ
He numbly nods. Jade hums happily and pats him on the shoulder.
โGood child. I expect even greater things from the two of you combined.โ
Thereโs a knock at the front and the door swings open. The sudden brightness of the sun makes him squint, but he can see you standing there with several boxes behind you and some burly men carrying them.
โCaptain, I picked up all our supplies. Is there anything else you need me to handle?โ
โNo, tell them to take them back to the ship. Wait there. Iโm almost finished here.โ
You nod and the door closes again. Jade turns to him with a knowing look in her eyes as she pulls away from the counter to head to the back again.ย
โCaptain,โ she repeats with a teasing lilt.ย
โStop that,โ he grumbles. She checks the time and barely spares him a glance over her shoulder as she retreats behind the curtain again.ย
โThe time for conversation has ended. Go now. It isnโt polite to keep your partners waiting for any longer than necessary.โ
Just as heโs about to head out the door, heโs stopped by her again.
โDonโt disappoint me now, child.โ
The only response she gets is the door slamming shut.ย
He finds you waiting by the ship as instructed. You donโt even get the chance to ask him what happened as he pushes past you roughly and hoists the sails. Wordlessly, you weigh the anchor and as you set sail, Aventurine finds himself more thankful than ever for your ability to read the room.ย
Yes, he barely tolerates you. He never wanted a second person aboard to begin with. But anything is better than catching Jadeโs attention. From personal experience, it takes a very special kind of person to stay one move ahead in her games and he knows you arenโt cut from that cloth. Most people arenโt. Youโd maybe hold out for a bit with your hidden wit, but youโd inevitably be offered up as a loan in her many dealings, getting passed around from ship to ship as a highly sought-after medic until youโd work yourself into an early grave. Only then would she lose interest and only because your market value would be at zero.ย
His injuries have been healing nicely, but he still needs your care. He makes up his mind to let you stay on his ship for the time being. At least until Jadeโs interest in you has died out or until his injuries are completely healed. Whichever one comes first.ย
And that initial condition is forgotten about too. Jadeโs interest in you never wanes and his scars have faded, but thatโs not the reason why he lets you stay. Youโre quite the handy person, proving yourself to be skilled in tasks outside of medicine. You surprise him with your skill in carpentry and business, although he already knows about the latter thanks to Jade. Heโs a horrible cook, but you manage to save yourselves from starvation with your talent in the kitchen.ย
Aventurine begrudgingly admits that youโre also fun to be around as time goes on. Youโre quite the charming storyteller with a never-ending trove of stories to share. Many of your nights are shared together under the starry skies with a tankard of rum in hand as he listens to your animated and slightly slurred narration of stories you penned earlier that day, or accounts about your former life in a port town and theโฆ interesting experiences youโve had.ย
โInterestingโ is putting things lightly, he decides one night after you described how you chased off some unsavory pirates looking to rob your office of valuable medical supplies with a saw and a kitchen knife. And chased off? More like scared half to death.
He also learns that youโre musically gifted as well. Heโs off pawning off your latest treasures while you wander around after gathering necessary supplies as per usual. You had agreed to meet back on the ship but he instead finds you standing in front of a music store, eyeing the instruments they have on display in the window.
โYou play?โ he asks as he approaches your side.
โYeah,โ you respond without taking your eyes off the window. โWas how I made money before I became a certified nurse. Iโd take a gig every night at the local tavern and see how much money a crowd of drunk men was willing to throw at me.โ
โAnd?โ
โYouโd be surprised. If thereโs one thing pirates are good at, itโs getting drunk and throwing their earnings at the first pretty thing they see after months at sea.โ
โDo you still want to play?โ
You tear your eyes away from the display to meet his gaze for a second, before looking away again.
โ... Part of me misses it. Just a bit.โ
โ...โ
You leave the store with a skip in your step and the nicest violin they had for sale in your hands, courtesy of your captain. Music now drifts through the ship and sometimes youโll perform what youโve been practicing for him after dinner. Heโll clap along, but you notice he never sings or even hums alongโฆย
You have company now as well. Long after youโve weighed the anchor, you discover a stowaway onboard in the form of a black cat tearing through your food stockpiles.ย
โYou thief!โ you exclaim as you lift it by the scruff and hold it up to eye level. Itโs tinyโฆ is it a kitten or just malnourished? It meows pitifully and licks the finger you extend after cautiously sniffing it, a little sliver of pink peeking out and scraping against your skin.
The poor thing isโฆ kind ofโฆ cute.
โOh? Whatโs this?โ comes an irritatingly familiar voice behind you. You spin around to see the familiar visage of your captain smiling down at the cat in your hands with amusement. โA stowaway, eh?โ
โI caught this little thief digging through our rations. Captain, what do you suggest we do?โ
He raises his eyebrows in feigned shock. A hand comes up to stroke his chin as he thinks.
โA heinous crime,โ he proclaims with drama dripping from his words. โA fitting punishment for a crime is needed.โ
โYour verdict?โ
โThe cat can put itself to good use by staying aboard our ship and hunting down mice. Cats are also a symbol of good luck on ships, you know.โ
Without further ado, he swoops in and snatches the cat out of your hands. It purrs loudly as he strokes its cheeks.ย
Didnโt take much convincing for him to fold, you think as you scratch its chin. It closes its eyes and its ears twitch.ย
โShouldnโt we give it a name? Captain, any suggestions?โ
A big mistake on your part.
โHow does the name Doubloon sound?โ
โ... Doubloon?โ
Aventurine sets the cat down and tosses a gold coin out there. The cat immediately goes running after it, green eyes wide and pupils dilated. It pounces on the coin and tussles with it, biting on the metal like its prey.
โNever mind. Itโs fitting. Doubloon it is.โ
Itโs nice, he admits. He has a handy crewmate who is capable of all sorts of tasks and can deal with his antics, surprisingly. He decides to let you stay aboard indefinitely now. And the cat is a nice bonus too.ย
Your captain isnโt half-bad company either. Heโs still just as annoying as the day you met him, even more so if possible since youโve gotten to know him. Heโs an insufferable flirt, mainly toward you, but also toward others when he wants something. Heโll whisper teasing remarks in your (their) ears, all meant to get under your skin and have you (them) right where he wants. Teasing kisses on your (their) hands and cheeks are commonplace. (Who does he see when he kisses and charms those around him? You or them?) He has a raging gambling addiction, perfectly demonstrated by how he splurged on a poker table and a roulette wheel after only a few discovered treasures. (It doesnโt help how you keep losing every time he challenges you for a round or two.) He never opens up about his past even though youโve all but spilled your life story to him, from childhood till now. Heโll do as he pleases without warning you beforehand, giving you a scare when he decides to bet his life at a casino or venture deeper than he should into a jungle on a hunch that โthereโs more hidden treasure to be found just ahead!โ
(You later scold him for his suicidal tendencies while bandaging his wounds with more force than necessary, reminding him that you can hold your own in a fight too! Newly acquired treasure sits just outside the door to the infirmary and heโs beaming all the while, so any hope of changing his mind fizzles out.)
But for all his shortcomings, he makes for a good captain. When confronted by a much larger pirate crew that thinks youโre easy pickings, he first pushes you to safety before diving in headfirst. He distributes treasure fairly and recognizes the value you hold as a medic, always ensuring you have more than enough allotted credits to restock on medicine at every port town. You never find yourself wanting for anything and your days are peaceful. You can sleep in as late as you want and you always have plenty to eat and drink. The shipโs supply of alcohol is always well-stocked with your favorites. Youโre richer than ever before and money is of no worry to you now.
The ship also gets several upgrades. After every successful treasure hunt, she gets renovated and upgraded. More masts, an additional sail, a shiny new hull, until there was nothing left of its original structure. Aventurine now commands a true beauty of a ship, one fit for a pirate crewโฆ and perhaps one a bit too big for her measly crew. Most of the shipโs space remains empty. But your quarters are spacious, even bigger than your old room on land. Itโs filled with trinkets youโve collected on your journey and fluffy pillows, and directly connected to the infirmary through a door to make things easy. Even a doctor on land would be envious of the conditions, with plenty of medicine stockpiled and clean from floor to ceiling.
โShouldnโt we give her a name?โ you ask as you set sail the day the last of her original foundation is stripped away. He hums and nods.
โYouโre right. Got any ideas?โ
โYouโre the captain of this ship. You should be the one to decide, not me.โ
Aventurine strokes his chin and thinks for a bit.
โHow about the Lady Luck?โ
โ... Seriously? You picked something gambling related?โ
He lazily shrugs and grins.
โIโm a gambling man through and through, darling. What else were you expecting from the likes of me?โ
A single multicolored eye greets you as he tosses and flicks the poker chip he stole a while ago back and forth. The other eye is obscured by a bejeweled eyepatch and youโre the only one who knows the reason why.ย
During your first clash against another pirate crew, Aventurine had shielded you from an attack and potentially saved your life. Unfortunately, he couldnโt move away in time and took a knife to the eye. You had worked tirelessly around the clock that night to save his vision, but you werenโt able to. Itโs a regret you carry with you at all times now.
โYouโre right,โ he agrees. When he notices you staring at his eyepatch, he grins.
โStill thinking about old times? Let bygones be bygones now, (Name),โ he jokes as he lifts the eyepatch up, revealing the cloudyย iris that indicates his vision loss. His words donโt have the intended effect though, and you wordlessly trail your finger down the scar cutting cleanly through the center of his brow bone to his cheekbone. He tenses a bit at the contact, but relaxes at your gentle touch after a few moments.
โDo youโฆ ever regret what happened that night?โ
โNo,โ he admits without any hesitation. โI may have lost my vision, but I saved my pretty nurse who stitched me back together and fretted over me afterward, and thatโs enough to make a man do anything. Andโฆ wellโฆ for my eyes, letโs just say Iโd rather gouge them out most of the time.โ
โI wonโt let you,โ you state bluntly and itโs the way you say it that makes Aventurine laugh.
โOf course you wouldnโt, sweetheart. Youโre my voice of reason.โ
โBut why? Do you not like them?โ
Aventurine struggles to find the words for once and he makes a face like heโs tasted something bitter.
โโฆ Not particularly,โ he admits. Thereโs a scowl on his face. โTheyโre unnatural. Donโt tell me youโve met another person with eyes like mine?โ
โWell, thatโs true, but-โ
Venom creeps into his voice and his scowl deepens.
โThereโs so many rumors swirling out there now. Havenโt you heard?โ
โNo,โ you answer truthfully. Aventurine hopes you never hear any of the horrible rumors surrounding him.
You sigh and push his bangs out the way of his good eye.
โI think theyโre quite pretty, actually.โ
Itโs supposed to be an innocent compliment. They really are pretty. Like the colors of a winter sunset, but more intense.
But to your surprise, your captain flinches at your touch and it sends a shock wave of guilt through you. He never shies away from your touch, instead always seeking it out like a spoiled house cat.
To make matters worse, he gets up and leaves. But before he does, you glimpse the expression in his eyes- guilty and defensive, like a wounded animal. The door to his quarters slams shut behind him and all you can do is stand there, frozen with shock.
โWhat pretty eyes. Tell me, do they shine in the dark?โ
Aventurine leans against his bedroom door and quietly groans. He knows you meant it as a genuine compliment and that it was wrong of him to react the way he did, but he canโt help but wonder if youโd still think of him the same way if you knew about the story behind his eyes. Would you think of him any less? Aventurine doesnโt think heโd be able to bear it if he ever saw you look at him with hate and disgust. Or even worse, if youโd end up like everyone else, waiting for the day those eyes grew dull and lifeless.
โฆ Heโd gouge his eyes out and walk the plank if that ever happens.
He canโt stop himself from spiraling until he hears a knock at his door.
โCaptain?โ
He quietly laughs. You always did have a knack for showing up at the perfect time.
The door cracks open, and he sees you standing there with a worried and guilty expression. It makes him feel even worse. Itโs not your fault. You wouldnโt have known because he never told you, and he was hoping itโd stay that way, but it looks like he wonโt be able to take the cowardโs way out on this one.
โIโm sorry,โ you whisper. โI didnโt realize my words would affect you that much.โ
โItโs alright. I know you meant it as a compliment. Thereโs nothing to apologize for.โ
You narrow your eyes at him in confusion.
โThen whyโฆ?โ
Aventurine lets out a resigned sigh and steps out onto the deck again, suddenly finding his quarters stuffy.
โItโs a long story. But would you like to hear?โ
โI have plenty of time.โ
Sitting side by side on the deck that night, he tells you everything about his past that heโs willing to reveal. Some parts have a clever twist that hides the truth while others have been outright omitted. But itโs the closest version of his backstory that he can share without coming clean, and heโs not ready for that- not yet, at least.ย
โIโve failed in this aspect of being captain,โ he admits as silence blankets the air after his story. โIโve been keeping too many secrets from you.โ
โCaptain, everyoneโs got their own skeletons in their closets. I know and trust you well enough by now to understand that if youโve been keeping something secret from me, itโs because youโre not ready to share it, and I respect that.โ
You sigh and look up at the stars overhead. Itโs a perfectly clear night with mild winds and calm seas.
โโฆ Itโs just that one day, I do wish youโd open up more. Weโve been with each other since day one and Iโve told you everything there is to know about me. It would be nice to know a bit more about you.โ
He swallows nervously.
โAnd what if doing so makes me a bad person?โ
You fix him with that stare that makes his spine tingle uncomfortably. Itโs the look you give him whenever you suspect heโs lying during checkups and youโre prying for the real answer.
โโฆ Well, weโre pirates after all. Weโre not exactly good people, are we?โ
He canโt help the laugh of relief that escapes him.
โYeah, youโre right. We arenโt.โ
Aventurine also likes toโฆ spoil you, to put it lightly. As your finds become more valuable, the amount of credits he spends on you grows. Clothes are a common gift. Thin silks that feel like youโre wearing nothing, plush furs to drape yourself in, heavy down-stuffed winter coats for ventures up north, and frilly dresses that are a better fit for royalty in your eyes are all sent your way. Itโs not an uncommon sight to return to the ship and see several men struggling under the weight of all his purchases while you were busy restocking. It gets to a point where you tell him to stop because your closet is overflowing, but he never listens. โItโs the least you deserve,โ is what he always says. โAnything for my beloved nurse that has stuck with me through thick and thin!โ At least half of the space in your formerly spacious quarters is now occupied by overflow from your closet.
You also get an upgrade to your uniform around this time. Before, it was whatever you had lying around, but now you have a dedicated set of dresses and pinafore aprons, as well as a nurseโs cap to top it all off.ย
Cosmetics are also another common gift. Heโll constantly gift you lipsticks with the request to try them all on or expensive perfumes he knows youโll like. He even gets you an elaborate vanity at one point to store everything. Itโs a beautiful, heavy thing made from bronze and requires the strength of four men to carry. Thereโs a large mirror in the center with ornate molding surrounding it and two smaller ones flanking it. Youโll often see Aventurine leaning against the doorframe through one of them, watching you with a bemused look as you get ready in the morning.ย
(That is, until you begin throwing pillows at his head and yelling at him to get out.)
But you begin to notice some strange things about your captain as time goes on. Youโll struggle with a chunk of meat during dinner while his unnaturally sharp teeth will tear through it with ease. Theyโre especially noticeable whenever he smiles, genuine or not. The large, sharp canines gleam under the sun. At one point, you asked if he purposefully sharpens them, partially as a joke, but also out of genuine curiosity. He had thrown his head back and laughed, but he didnโt answer your question. Sometimes, late at night when he thinks youโre asleep, youโll peek out from behind the door and see the ghostly fire dancing around his blue fingertips. Aventurineโs outfits get progressively more gaudy and flashy as time goes on, and one thing he adds to his wardrobe rotation are metal nail guards. But even so, you notice his fingernails peeking out from underneath that are better described as claws. Heavy gold chokers and necklaces stacked on top of each other are an obligatory part of his look but on the rare occasion he decides to ditch the weight and opts for a high-collared linen shirt instead, you swear those are scales you see peeking out beneath the slipping collar after a long day.ย
But you merely look the other way. As long as Aventurine remains a good captain, you donโt care who- or what- he is.ย
Itโs around this time you get the third addition to the crew as well.ย
Youโre docked at a pristine port town, which is a rarity to come by. White houses with blue roofs line the cliff sides. The streets are white too and the stone used to form them has been worn down and smoothed out by years of wear and tear. The warm air smells sweet and salty and vaguely of hay. In the town square, it transforms into something heavier and richer. The flowering trees blooming throughout make the air feel almost thick, while the persistent smell of sunbaked herbs and the local cuisine follow you everywhere from the restaurants and food stalls.
Aventurine is pawning off your latest finds at yet another Bonajade Exchange branch (??? Seriously, how many branches does this pawn shop have?) while youโre enjoying yourself in the town square, having already picked up on supplies and sent them back to the ship. The town comes to life at night. Thereโs a live band playing on a stage set up a few minutes prior with people dancing and drinks being passed around openly even though youโre in the middle of the town square and not in a tavern. You indulge a little, but eventually decide youโve had enough for the night after a few too many men were too insistent on buying you a drink even after youโve declined their offers.ย
The rocking motion of the ship would make most people nauseous, especially someone that just had a few drinks, but youโve long since gotten used to being at sea. Solid ground underfoot feels unfamiliar now and you let out a content sigh once youโre finally back in your quarters. You get settled in for the night as you wait for your captain to return and proudly show off his earnings from a night of gambling, like he always does. A candle is lit, filling your space with warmth and light as you resume reading a book that Aventurine had picked up for you earlier today.
Youโre not sure how long you read for, but when you next look up, youโre shocked at how dark it is outside. A quick glance at your candle thatโs almost burnt-out on the nightstand tells you itโs been at least a few hours- and yet, no sight or sound of your captain onboard. Itโs silent, save for the sloshing of the waves against the hull outside and the crackling of the wickโs flame as it fights for survival.ย
Shouldnโt he be back by now?
Curious and concerned, you go searching. Knowing him, heโs either drinking or gambling the night away. With some guidance from the locals, you scout out every tavern and casino in town for him. A quick peek into the windows or door is enough for you- thereโs no sign of his blond hair or ostentatious pirate hat anywhere. As an added bonus, catcalls follow you everywhere and itโs enough to make you want to punch your captain in the face when you do see him.ย
After a while of running around, youโve just about had it. Youโre exhausted, itโs late, and thereโs still no sign of him. Where the hell could he have run off to now?
At your witโs end now, you look at your surroundings and realize youโve ended up at a university. You do remember seeing a map of the town the day you docked and recall a university in the northernmost reaches of the town limits. This is probably it. And from the looks of it, itโs not that big. Just a few buildings make up the entire campus.
One thing you notice walking around is a flight of stairs leading up the cliffside to what you assume to be an observatory at the top. Itโs not off-limits, so you take your chances and ascend the stairs. Itโs a clear night and youโre sure you can get a great view of the town from here. But as you climb, you hear voices drifting down. One of them sounds vaguely likeโฆ your captain?ย
You pick up the pace. The stairs are steep and uneven in some areas. Some steps are wet from what you presume is rainwater and you almost fall on several occasions. (The things you do for this man! He should be thankful that youโre always there to ensure his sorry ass stays in line.)
Youโre not sure what you were expecting once you reached the observatory, but it certainly wasnโtโฆ this. You see your captain alright, but heโs pressed against the railing thatโs the only barrier between him and a long fall down to the turbulent waters beneath. A man with violet hair who youโve never seen before faces him with his back toward you, pressing a gun against Aventurineโs chest. Strangely enough, Aventurine doesnโt look terrified. In fact, he seems to take delight in the precarious balance his life hangs in, even going so far as to press the barrel of the gun closer to his chest with that same taunting grin on his face all the while. His cheeks are flushed, but whether that be from alcohol orโฆ something else is up for debate. Youโre already used to his suicidal tendencies, but just seeing his face after the events of today pisses you off even more.ย
โCome on, doc. Itโll be worthwhile, I promise. You surely canโt be satisfied in a place like this, am I right?โ
โCaptain.โ
That blissful look on his face vanishes in an instant, replaced by realization and pure fear. The other man turns around and golden eyes meet your ticked-off gaze. You brush the stranger aside and storm over to Aventurine, who looks more terrified of your wrath than any weapon.ย
โSo this is where youโve been this entire time. Did you lose track of time or something? Because itโs been hours since you were supposed to return! I was running around town, looking like an idiot trying to find you.โ
He holds his hands up like he can defend himself from the onslaught coming his way. You jab your finger at his chest and he pouts as he looks away shamefully.ย
โ(Name), at least hear me out first!โ he whines. When you raise an eyebrow, he points over at the other man, who clicks his tongue and pointedly looks away.ย
โI found ourselves a potential third crewmate and was trying to convince him to join! But it doesnโt seem to be workingโฆ Care to try your hand?โ
โThatโs just another way of saying youโre pawning off the hard work to me!โ you complain. And yet you humor his demands anyway.
โYou are?โย
He hmphs and rolls his eyes. Already, he pisses you off.ย
โDr. Veritas Ratio, teacher and scholar. And you are?โ
โNurse (Name), working aboard the Lady Luck under the command of our Captain Aventurine.โ
โ... Said captain is on the verge of collapsing from alcohol poisoning behind you.โ
Itโs true. Heโs clinging to the railing for dear life, the drinks from earlier catching up to him and hitting like a sledgehammer, you imagine.ย
โAeons, how much did you drink earlier?โ you grumble as you hoist one arm over your shoulder and awkwardly drag him along. He merely hums and buries his nose into your hair, tripping over his two feet as he attempts to walk.ย
โMmโฆ You smell nice, (Name). Like the new perfume I got youโฆ heheโฆโ
โAnswer the question, Captain.โ
He opts to press his nose into your hair and inhale.
โOh, not that much. Justโฆ yโknowโฆ a couple tankards of beer.โ
Meaning that heโs definitely had at least five of them and counting.
โโฆ Iโve heard everything I needed to hear.โ
Thankfully, Dr. Ratio seems to be adept at reading social cues and assists you with helping him down the stairs, albeit slowly and awkwardly. You invite him onto the ship and after taking a look around the medical quarters, he makes himself comfortable at your desk. He seems quite pleased, so you take it as some sort of roundabout compliment as you busy yourself with getting your captain to bed. You flip Aventurine over into the recovery position, who flops around aimlessly like a rag doll. Soon enough, you hear him faintly snoring. When you return, Dr. Ratio has taken one of the books shelved on your desk and began thumbing through it.ย
โYou have medical knowledge?โ you ask once the door behind you is shut. He barely looks up from the book and continues flipping through its pages.ย
โI have the title of โdoctorโ for a reason.โ
A doctor. An actual doctor. One step above you, a nurse. He had access to an education far out of your reach, and you had fought tooth and nail for yours.ย
You canโt help but feel the first pangs of jealousy sink their claws into you and you avert your eyes, humiliated. What purpose would you have aboard the ship should he join as a doctor? Whatโs stopping your captain from deciding the man in front of you can do everything you can plus more and throwing you off the ship? Granted, any medical professional, doctor or not, is highly sought-after on pirate ships and you believe your captain is above tossing you aside after youโve already proven your loyalty to him. But the knowledge that he will always be regarded as one step above you, seen as more valuable, is enough to leave a bitter taste in your mouth.ย
โOverthinking things, are we?โ
He meets your gaze with a sharp look of his own.
โDonโt give me that look. Only a fool who wallows in their own ignorance would do such a thing.โ
You hadnโt realized you were glaring at him until now.
โSorry,โ you half-heartedly apologize, taking a deep breath to relieve the tight ball of anger in your chest. You just met this man; you know itโs not right to be pissed at him over something like this, but you canโt help it. You massage your temples and gesture for him to continue.ย
โI am well aware that you are the longtime nurse aboard this ship, and while I have no doubt youโre just as ignorant as the other fools who proclaim themselves to be intelligent and respected in their fields-โ
Is he insulting me to my face?!
โ- I will acknowledge that you are at least deserving of your title for keeping you and this shipโs captain alive all this time. A commendable feat considering your lack of a higher education. I thus have no intention of stripping you of your role.โ
โฆ Well, thatโs your biggest concern addressed. Although, was the remark about your lack of education really necessary?
Now no longer worrying about whether or not youโd find yourself back at that place you swore to leave behind, you relax.
โThen what is your intention?โ
He huffs and dramatically snaps the book shut.
โI am first and foremost an educator! My mission is to spread knowledge across the world until ignorance is a cured disease. And yet, the board of trustees at the university are doing everything they can to get me to stay. What a pointless endeavor!โ
You cast a doubtful glance at him.
โ... But youโre a professor. A fresh batch of students is a fresh batch of minds to educate. Isnโt academia where you thrive?โ
Dr. Ratio huffs, like heโs having to explain something repeatedly to a child that doesnโt understand.ย
โZero points! How can I possibly be content with my situation, knowing thereโs a whole world of ignorance out there just waiting to be fixed? Besides, we donโt get many applicants per year.โ
โWould you like a way out then?โ
After a beat of silence, he sets your book down and turns to face you fully for the first time that night. You take in his ruby-rimmed golden eyes, the color of the sunset a few hours ago, that hold the weight of a geniusโs expectations behind them.ย
โAre you offering me a position aboard the ship?โ
โThat depends. What skills do you have?โ
He puffs his chest out proudly.
โI have eight doctorates in the fields of biology, medicine, natural theology, philosophy, physics, mathematics, engineeringโฆ oh, and astronomy. You would be hard-pressed to not glean some value.โ
That last part catches your attention.
โAstronomy, you say?โ
We are in need of a dedicated navigatorโฆ Aventurine canโt be at the helm 24/7.
You turn your attention back to Dr. Ratio, who meets your gaze with a tilt of his head and a raised brow.
โSomething on your mind?โ
โHave you ever tried your hand at being a shipโs navigator?โ
He doesnโt look surprised at your question. Itโs like he was anticipating it.
โI canโt say I have,โ he admits. โBut with my knowledge, it should be childโs play.โ
โDonโt say that about something youโve never tried,โ you caution. โIf youโre really interested, meet me back here at the docks this time tomorrow night. Weโll see how you do.โ
The next night, heโs waiting at the docks with several bags lying beside him. Hm, he mustโve packed all his belongings for a life at sea now. Aventurine whistles at him as you lead him aboard.
โLooks like youโve made up your mind already, doc. Told you so.โ
If looks could kill, Aventurine would be at the bottom of the sea right now.ย
Once out on the deck, you hand him a sailing chart. Without a hitch, he dives right in. His spyglass is aimed at the sky as he examines the stars and their positions. With your help in hoisting the sails and Aventurine in steering the ship toward the right direction, youโre on track to your next destination.
โNot bad,โ you praise. โYouโll need to learn how to steer the ship and how to hoist the sails, but you can learn that in due time.โ
โThat settles it then, I suppose,โ comes Aventurineโs voice from behind. The soft glow of a tea candle flickering within a lantern fills the space as he steps into view.
โWelcome aboard, Ratio.โ
He proves to be quite a skilled navigator, and youโre thankful you managed to snatch him up before any other pirate crew could. Even without a sailing chart or in stormy weather, he still manages to ensure you donโt veer off course. Itโs truly remarkable, really, as even sailing from north to south is hardly a challenge for him.
He settles into the empty room next door to your quarters. Bookshelves line the walls from floor to ceiling, with several more stacked on his desk and bed. It perpetually smells like clean linens and chalk from the stash he burns through every week solving whatever problem piques his interest, written out on the rolling blackboard by the windows- or through hurling them at your captain with terrifying strength and speed. Sometimes, youโll stop and stare at the board for a bit, only to give up after realizing you canโt understand a lick of it. Itโs usually something physics or math related. If heโs in the room as well, heโll try explaining it to you, but it all ends up flying over your head anyway.ย
Soon enough, he lets you call him by his first name without the title out in front- a privilege not even your captain has. When not found on the deck, he can either be found reading and solving problems in his quarters, or hovering by your side.
โRum mixed withโฆ lime juice?โ
Youโre in the kitchen, surrounded by supplies. A new shipment of rum and citruses sits in the corner and youโre going through them, preparing the crewโs rations of alcohol.
You nod and toss the rinds over your shoulder into the garbage.
โStagnant water on ships is a gold mine for diseases and pests. Alcohol is usually a safer alternative, and while the captain and I painstakingly ensure the water onboard is safe to drinkโฆโ
You shrug and take an experimental sip of the mixture. The strong burn of alcohol all but scorches your throat on the way down, but itโs a sensation youโve long grown accustomed to, even liking it by now. The addition of lime makes you purse your lips and raise your brows approvingly. It would be even better with some sugar but alas, itโs a very costly material to transport, even by Aventurineโs standards.
โI suppose there are some vices that just canโt be shaken, like a pirateโs love for alcohol. The lime also prevents scurvy. I bet they donโt teach you this in med school, do they?โ
Veritas begrudgingly shakes his head.
โWeโre taught about the dangers of scurvy and waterborne disease obviously, but never resort to suchโฆ crude solutions.โ
You laugh and push a glass toward him.
โWell, this is your life now, and you chose it. Better get used to how things are done around here.โ
โIโm not saying I have anything against your methods, as crude as they may be,โ he scoffs as he eyes the drink in front of him. You think you see a hint of nervousness in his eyes and smirk. Perhaps itโs Aventurineโs influence rubbing off onto you, but you spot a perfect opportunity to tease him.
โDrink up. Cheers,โ you say, raising your glass in a toast. โItโs not half-bad, I promise.โ
He lifts the glass to his lips and takes a hesitant sip before sputtering dramatically, face scrunched up in an amusing expression of disgust. You all but cackle at his reaction and down half your glass in one fell swoop.
โLiar,โ is all he can manage out as he chugs water to chase away the burn of the drink.
โYouโll be singing the same tune I am in just a few monthsโ time. Just wait and see, I guarantee it.โ
โOr thatโs just your alcoholic tendencies speaking.โ
โNever claimed I wasnโt one,โ you respond with an eye roll as you finish the last bit of your drink. He looks at you with an expression of faux disgust as you leave, then looks down at his drink again as soon as the door closes. With a sudden burst of effort, he downs all of it. Veritas feels like heโs about to start breathing fire, but he holds it in for a few seconds before shakily exhaling.
โโฆ Itโs passable, I suppose. Five points.โ
Itโs some time after this that you welcome your fourth member aboard.
Youโre docked at the only port to a mining town that, to your eyes, is on the verge of becoming a ghost town. Itโs not winter yet, so the town hasnโt completely frozen over and snowed in (which is common this far north) but itโs still so bitingly cold. Supposedly, this is the warmest it gets year-round, but you still find yourself shivering underneath all your layers as you pace back and forth to prevent your limbs from turning into icicles. Even Aventurine, who likes to drink and gamble the day away after docking, keeps things on land as short as possible before running back to the ship to warm up. (Not like there are any taverns or casinos in a place this miserable anyway.)
Youโre only here because thereโs a severe storm blocking your way and this was the only port that you could dock at. All others, including the one you had left, were too far away to even consider rerouting to. Aventurine is absolutely miserable at the situation and youโre no better. Veritas is probably the worst of you three, being even more snippy than usual and holing up in his quarters.ย
One thing you notice is the lack of trees. According to the locals, severe runoff from mining activities has led to trees spontaneously igniting from the industrial chemicals in the soil, leaving only burnt sticks behind. Itโs quite sad, you think. The people here canโt even appreciate natureโs beauty.ย
Another thing you noticed as soon as you docked are the heavy respirators the residents wear. There are newer models on the market that are lighter, smaller, and just plain better, but the ones you see look like metal helmets from times of war rather than medical devices. Theyโre old, archaic and clunky. They cover the entire face and you can hear every labored inhale and exhale through the little grate in front of the mouthpiece.ย
Itโs also so, so gray and dreary. A thick smog blankets the town thanks to the smokestack belching chemicals into the air. Thereโs a persistent acrid stench sticking to your clothes and skin and hair that no matter how hard you scrub, just wonโt go away. Your throat feels scratchy and youโre always coughing and soon enough, youโre forced to don the same respirator everyone else does. Youโre uncomfortably hot under the full face of metal and your neck is sore from its weight, while the vision in your left eye is always tinged red because of the glass used for the lens. You only wear it when you have to leave the ship, which is almost never. Aventurine laughed at how stupid you looked at first but before long, he was subjected to the same miserable fate as you.
โI canโt wait till we finally leave this place.โ
โTell me about it.โ
On the day before youโre scheduled to finally depart, you decide to explore a bit further than you usually do. You hitch a ride with a resident past the outskirts of the town to the residential area. The pollution out here is significantly less, but still dangerously high by all standards. Thereโs actually vegetation out here! (Sparse blades of grass that havenโt been cut in ages and come up to your kneecaps. The soil is strangely wet and sticky and you wince after seeing the clumps of mud sticking to your shoes, even more so after recalling the extensive soil pollution plaguing the town.) Rows of identical concrete blocks are stacked alongside each other, meant to be bare-bones apartments. Faded slogans are painted onto the sides of them (โpeace to the world!โ is a common one you see) and there are small playgrounds out in front situated here and there.
Itโs where you also find a girl around your age. She sits with her back to you as she hunches over something. Itโs the bits of white hair peeking out from under the respirator that get your attention. You nudge the resident youโre walking alongside and look over at her.
โWhoโs she?โ
โAh, thatโs little Jelena. Though, she prefers to be called Topaz these days. Donโt ask me why.โ
โWhatโs she working on?โ
โWho knows? Beats me. All I know is sheโs always mumbling something about leaving this place. Utter foolishness, if you ask me. Once youโre here, youโre never getting out.โ
You stay put in your tracks examining her. She doesnโt seem to have noticed you, continuing with whatever sheโs working on. The resident looks at you strangely but after a rushed and awkward wave goodbye, leaves.
โ... Miss Topaz?โ
She jolts and looks over her shoulder at you. Her respirator obscures her face but her posture is guarded and defensive. You canโt blame her.
โWhoโre you? And how do you know my name?โ
โA resident passing by told me.โ
She takes a quick glance at you from head to toe.
โYouโre not from here, are you?โ
You laugh, hoping to dispel the tension and take a step forward. She looks a bit nervous, but hasnโt left yet. Good.
โWhat gave it away?โ
โNobody here has clothes that nice and clean. Or hair that shiny and well-maintained.โ
She tugs on her own rags and choppy hair for emphasis. Sensing an opportunity, you sit down next to her and take your scarf off, wrapping it around her. Topaz jolts but stills when she feels how soft the material is. With a sudden effort, she yanks the respirator off her head and tosses it aside carelessly to bury her face further into the scarf.. The underlayer of her hair is a shockingly bright red. You match her actions and toss yours aside too. The acrid smell of polluted air hits your nose but you maintain a pleasant smile even though you want to scrunch your nose up and start coughing.ย ย
โKeep it,โ you say, patting her shoulders. She rolls the scarf fringe around between her fingers, marveling at how thick the yarn is and how it doesnโt fray immediately. โI have more clothes than I know what to do with.โ
Topaz lets the scarf fall from her fingers and looks up at you behind untrimmed bangs.ย ย
โ... Who are you?โ
Sheโs curious now. An enigmatic smile graces your face.ย
โWould you like to know?โ
A nod.ย
โNurse (Name), serving the Lady Luck, a vessel operated under the command of our pirate captain Aventurine.โ
โ... Pirates?โ
Your gaze drifts to her workbook. Thereโs still questions in her eyes but she turns toward you a bit more to give you a better glance at what sheโs working on, sensing your curiosity. A chart filled with lots of numbers and scribbled calculations all around it.ย
โWhatโre you working on?โ
โAccounting. Iโm studying hard to get out of here. Everyone says I shouldnโt bother and just settle down with a husband already, but I have my sights set on something far greater than what this life can give me.โ
You sympathetically hum and nod. Thereโs a loud squeak and something falls into your lap out of nowhere. Itโs aโฆ piglet?? Tiny for one as well. It squeals and flails around a bit in your lap until Topaz swoops in and lifts it up.
โNumby! Stop that!โ
It squeals some more as Topaz continues lecturing it. You watch the exchange with a mix of confusion and concern for Topazโs life.
โIs thisโฆ your pet?โ
โHm? Oh, yeah. This is Numby. Theyโre not just my pet though! They can accurately sense where riches are located and over the years, have even learned how to perform jobs related to security, debt collection, and actuarial sciences!โ
The expression on your face must speak for yourself because she laughs and tosses you a gold coin. Numby squeals and flails in her arms, trying to go after it, but Topaz doesnโt budge.ย
โDonโt believe me? Toss this coin out there and watch Numby go after it.โ
You catch the coin deftly. Topaz covers Numbyโs eyes and hands you a pocket knife. You raise an eyebrow.
โGo bury it. Give Numby a challenge. Not like it really is one, but make them jump over a hurdle or two.โ
โYou can use weapons?โ
โCourse I can.โ
She looks up at the perpetually gray sky and the plumes of pollution being spewed out.ย
โThereโs not a lot of people here, but life is hard and sometimes people try to take out their frustrations on those around them. Crime is a lot more rampant than youโd expect in a place like this, and unless you want to be robbed completely defenseless, itโs a given to always have something on you.โ
You feel like your lucky stars have aligned and all the Aeons themselves are smiling down on you. By Aventurineโs luck, this girl is everything you need all in one package! You feel like this is hardly real.ย
โWhat weapons can you use?โ
She shrugs. โKnives, mostly. Theyโre the most accessible around here. But I have experience with guns too. Swords as well. Nabbed them off the drunken sailors a while back to protect myself and Numby against some idiots who had the really bright idea to turn them into bacon.โ
โฆ You feel like youโre ascending right now. Everything is aligning exactly the way you need them to.ย
โStolen a few times before, eh? Looks like youโve already got experience in piracy.โ
She scowls at you and you take that as your cue to bury the coin. You choose a location thatโs a few apartment blocks down from hers. The knife sinks easily into the sticky, polluted soil as you dig a little hole before burying the coin. You avoid getting any dirt on your hands, not wanting to even think about what the contamination could and would do to your skinโฆ
โFinished,โ you call out as you make your way back to her. Topaz lifts her hand from Numbyโs eyes and with a slap to the rear, sends the piglet running. They run faster than you expected them to with their stubby legs and soon disappear from sight.
โTheyโll be waiting for us where the treasure is. But in the meanwhile, we can walk and talk.โ
The two of you begin walking side by side, this time with less tension in the air.
โWhat a drag it is being pressured to settle for less,โ you empathize, shifting the conversation back to the earlier topic. โWhat do you want to be?โ
โA businesswoman of sorts, climbing up the ladder until Iโm sitting at the top. Then no one can tell me what to do.โ Even as she walks, she still continues to work, her pencil flying across the page as she performs calculations faster than you can keep up with.ย
You raise your eyebrows and let out an โohhhhhhhโ in response. A golden opportunity has presented itself.ย
โWell, what do you want in life then?โ
โ... I suppose itโs to solve problems. Thereโs many of them that exist in this world and I like solving them. It makes me feel nice, knowing Iโm doing something to improve peopleโs lives.โ
โWhy not a teacher or something similar then? Youโre quite good at math, after all.โ
She shakes her head. โNot enough jobs in education around here. The nearest school is in the neighboring town, which is over half an hour away. The nearest university is several hours away in the city. Thereโs no demand for education in these parts, so thereโs no supply of jobs and the current positions are occupied by people whoโd rather die than resign.โ
She flips to the next page and dives right in.ย
โBut companies are always hiring, right? I heard from the sailors down at the dock that thereโs a few that are rapidly growing and are in need of people. So thatโs why I want to become a businesswoman. Because itโs the fastest way to achieve what I want- happiness. And thatโs how a job should be.โ
You drum your fingers along your arm excitedly and lean forward with a conspiratorial look on your face. Drawn in by your expression, Topaz canโt help but lean in a bit too.ย
โWhat if I said that although I canโt land you a job at a big company, I can guarantee you riches and a chance to explore the world? You can also finally escape those annoying aunties who keep pestering you about marriage and sending men your way who you canโt even bear to look at,โ you whisper, temptation and promise dripping from every word.ย
Her pencil stills, she comes to a halt, and she looks at you fully for the first time. Her eyes are a brilliant purple with flecks of blue and yellow. Despite the harsh conditions surrounding her, they still retain plenty of life. Quite different from Aventurine, you think. Makes you wonder what he went through to have the life sucked out of his eyes.ย
But soon enough, thereโs a scowl back on her face and she begins walking again.ย
โMoney is a means, not an end. I may be poor, but Iโm not studying out of greed. Work should make you happy. If thatโs all there is to offer, then I wonโt be happy and I canโt have that happening.โ
โHow does solving long-buried mysteries sound? It should scratch that problem-solving itch of yours.โ
She hesitates and you can tell sheโs starting to seriously consider your offer. You just have to keep pushing and choosing your words carefully.ย
โI donโt see how piracy helps anyone though,โ she says stubbornly and you mentally sigh. She really wants to know what sheโs getting herself into, huh? But thatโs already two of her three needs youโve got checked off and you already have a counterargument prepared for this.ย
โWe only search for and discover buried treasure that no one has laid claim to and is free game for all interested pirates,โ you calmly respond. โNone of that town-looting business you might hear about from the sailors down at the dock. And should you wish to donate your share of money earned to philanthropic organizations or invest it elsewhereโฆ youโre more than welcome to. We wonโt stop you.โ
From the look on her face, victory has already been secured. And yet, she looks uncertain. Unsure.
โButโฆ Why me? Why little Jelena from this run-down mining town when there are so many smart, talented people out there waiting to be discovered?โ
Thereโs a loud squeal up ahead and Numby is jumping up and down in front of the spot you had buried the coin. Topaz unearths it with the knife and pulls out the dirt-stained coin. So she was right. Even better.ย
You reach your hand out to her, just like how you did when you made your offer to Aventurine and Veritas.
โWhy, itโs simple. We both get what we want. You get a ticket out of here and a hefty share of our riches, while we get a capable bookkeeper who prevents our captain from gambling away too much money, plus a master gunner whoโll defend the ship from foes.โ
Your hand remains extended. She stares at it, then at you disbelievingly.
โIโฆโ
You wave the gold coin you plucked out of her gloved hands without her noticing and wave it in front of her face.ย
โEvery investment has its risks, right? I suppose itโs natural to want to pick the one that has the least risk involved when youโre putting down something as important and uncertain as your future as collateral. But youโre still young with plenty of time left and dreams unfulfilled. If you play it safe, you wonโt be able to make a killing later on in life. My days are freer now. All of us are. And I know that freedom to do as you please is whatโll bring you that happiness you so desire.โ
Silence greets you. You swallow nervously. (You hope she didnโt see it.) Youโre no businessperson, but you know an opportunity when you see it. And this is one you absolutely cannot let slip through your fingers. Youโre gripping the coin as tight as you can and your hands are cold and clammy beneath your gloves.ย
Her shoulders begin to shake. Your hand twitches and you think youโve somehow upset her until she begins to laugh heartily. Itโs loud and free, echoing off the walls of the apartment blocks. Itโs the prettiest sound youโve heard in this whole town.ย
โWow, talk about a win-win situation! Just the way I like to go about doing business. Nurse (Name), Iโll be under your care going forward!โ
She whistles for Numby, who comes running over, oinking.ย
โ... Youโre not bringing anything else with you? We donโt have to leave immediately, you know. We still got a whole day before we leave.โ
Topaz shakes her head and lifts Numby onto her shoulders.ย
โNothing worth bringing along. Besides, whatโs a better way to signify a fresh start in life by leaving everything behind?โ
โNot saying goodbye either?โ
Her enthusiastic demeanor fades to something more solemn and her pace slows.
โ... No one here supports my dreams. If they didnโt support me from the very start, they donโt deserve to see me at my proudest.โ
You hitch a ride back to the docks with another resident. On the way back, Topaz nudges you in the side.
โAre you sure you arenโt a businessperson? That was a very solid offer you drafted and presented to me back there. I couldnโt have done much better myself. Youโve even got the silver tongue for success as well. Perhaps an ambassador of sorts, at the very least?โ
You laugh and brush aside her compliments.
โIโm truly flattered, but I really am just a nurse onboardโฆ oh. Right.โ
โ... Is something the matter?โ
โItโs justโฆ I never told our Captain that a fourth member might be joining us. Ahโฆ heโs in for quite the surprise when we get back to the docks.โ
In my defense, itโs not like I couldโve told him anyway while I was so far away from our shipโฆย
Her face falls. Wait, you canโt have this happening already! Not when you just convinced her to join!
โIโll vouch for you,โ you quickly reassure. โHe may be annoying and difficult to work with, but heโs not unreasonable. Besides, Iโve been a crewmate for the longest. If thereโs anyone heโs going to listen to, itโs me.โ
You find Aventurine lounging around in his quarters when you return. He gets up to welcome you back with an eager grin and an embrace, but pauses when he sees Topaz and Numby behind you.
โOh? Whoโs this?โ
You plant yourself between them.
โTopaz, meet Captain Aventurine. Youโll be working under him from this day forward.โ
As per his usual nature, he merely laughs and extends his hand. Topaz firmly grasps and shakes it.ย
โA new recruit,โ he chuckles. โWelcome aboard the Lady Luck then. We could always use some more helping hands around here. (Name), why donโt you go show her around the ship?โ
But thereโs a look in his eyes that follows you into the late hours of the night, through showing her the layout of the ship and introducing her to Veritas who looked as if he couldnโt care less, and the extravagant dinner to celebrate her arrival.
You and I need to talk.
Itโs only after everyone has gone to sleep that Aventurine seeks you out. Topaz is sleeping soundly in your bed and youโre leaning against the doorframe outside, waiting for him. When he does appear, the usual carefree smirk is gone, instead replaced by a more serious expression.
โReally? A new crewmate without my-โ
You violently shush him.
โSheโs sleeping!โ you hiss. He rolls his eyes but listens all the same.
โ... Iโm not saying Iโm doubting your ability to seek out talented people,โ he begins, voice a whisper this time. โBut what if she betrays us? And weโve been just fine so far with the three of us. What can she do that we canโt?โ
You roll your eyes.
โAventurine-โ
โKakavasha.โ
โWhat?โ
His intense gaze doesnโt waver. Ghost fire sprouts from his fingertips and dances wildly around him. A wisp lands on your hand. Itโs warm, pleasantly so.ย
โKakavasha. Thatโs my real name. Call me that, but only when weโre alone.โ
โ... Really? You decide to finally open up in the middle of an argument?โ you grumble. โThereโs a time and place for everything, yโknowโฆโ
He blinks at you innocently and you resist the urge to push him overboard. Instead, you settle for coughing and swatting the wisp of ghost fire away from you.
โ... As I was saying, Captain Kakavasha, she wonโt betray us.โ
โA bold statement to make with such confidence. How can you say for certain?โ
โKakavasha, this girl came from nothing. You saw the state of town she grew up in. No friends, no connections, no way out. But we gave her the escape sheโs been looking for. She wonโt sell us out, not while sheโs indebted to us.โ
You hear a sudden noise behind the door and freeze. Itโs silent for several more agonizing moments until you finally relax. She probably just shifted around in her sleep. You really hope she didnโt wake up or hear any of thatโฆ
โBut if she decides to leave of her own accord to chase her dream further, then who are we to stop her? Of course, even if she tries to turn us in, the authorities wonโt be able to catch us,โ you joke, trying to ease his fears.ย
Aventurine hums. He doesnโt look moved.
โSo? What can she do that we canโt?โ
โฆ But he doesnโt press the prior topic any further so you assume itโs ok for now.
You beam and hold out the workbook you swiped off her earlier.ย
โCaptain, weโll have a dedicated accountant on board now! Just look at this. I saw her complete this entire page in no more than five minutes! Not only is she fast, but sheโs accurate! Here, check for yourself if you donโt believe me.โ
Aventurine takes it and examines it with an air of disinterest surrounding him. He glances at it for a few seconds before tossing it back.
โYeah, itโs all correct.โ
โBut thatโs not all!โ you continue. โHer little pet thatโs always following her? Apparently, theyโre skilled in security, debt collection, and actuarial sciences!โ
The silence that follows your statement speaks for itself.
โ... Donโt look at me like that.โ
โAre you drunk right now, (Name)?โ
โHey!โ you exclaim indignantly, before remembering that Topaz is still asleep. โI am not! Iโll admit, I was just quoting her claims but her pet is really good at detecting treasure. I buried a gold coin and they found it with no trouble. Kakavasha, imagine how useful they would be.โ
โPigs are a symbol of good luck aboard a shipโฆโ he mumbles to himself and itโs a sign youโre a step closer to convincing him.
โ... Should we introduce her to Jade?โ you ask. Aventurine looks at you like youโre insane. Then, as if considering your offer, looks at your door as if seeing through it to the girl sleeping in your bed.
โI know youโre good at math and business too, but wouldnโt it be nice to have someone else equally as skilled on board? With a bit of refinement from Jade, sheโll be just as qualified as any other licensed professional out there,โ you plead.
He shakes his head. โIf you want me to be the bookkeeper as well, I can do that no problem. If youโre adamant about her joining, youโll have to try harder than that.โ
โYouโre a pain in the ass.โ
โYour pain in the ass, sweetheart.โ
โShut up and donโt call me that, especially right now,โ you growl. He merely hums and smiles, his expression strangely cat-like. He wants to make things difficult for you? Fine. Time to bring out the big guns then.
โSheโs skilled with weapons.โ
โ...โ
โ...โ
โHow skilled? And with what types?โ
Checkmate.ย
โKnives, mostly. But she has experience with guns and swords too.โ
You can practically see the gears turning in his head and hear his thoughts. He must be thinking about the weapons piled away in the armory with no one skilled enough to use them. With Topaz on board, theyโd be put to good use for once- and after enough training from her, there was nothing the crew would fear.
โ... Of course, I still have to personally see what sheโs capable of.โ
He glances at the clock hanging above his dresser mirror.ย
โIโll see to it tomorrow morning. Tell her to meet me on the deck first thing after waking up. Iโll be testing her aim and accuracy, among other factors.โ
Youโre woken up the next morning by the sound of gunshots. Several of them. Thinking youโre under attack, you scramble to your feet and stumble onto the deck only to see Topaz shooting some bottles lined up on the railing- and sheโs hitting every one of them.ย
Aventurine takes in the sight of you in your pajamas and unbrushed hair. A snort escapes him.ย
โGood morning, my lovely nurse. Did you sleep well?โ
โฆ The nerve of this man. Then again, he did warn you the night before, so itโs not like you can blame him for your own forgetfulness.ย
He stops you before you can storm off though, beckoning Topaz over.
โCongratulations,โ he says while clapping. โThanks to my belovedโs recommendation and your mastery over weapons, I hereby welcome you aboard the ship as our master gunner, Topaz.โ
She excitedly shakes his hand before enveloping you in a bone-crushingly tight hug.
โThank you! I promise I wonโt let you down. Iโll pay you back double- no, triple the amount of investment youโve put in me. And I always deliver on my promises!โ
Your thoughts are a whirlwind as you watch her run down to where your quarters are.
โฆ But I never saw it as you owing me?
Aventurineโs light laughter pulls you out of your thoughts. You scowl at him as he stops before you, gently combing out the tangles in your bedhead with his fingers.
โStop referring to me by those pet names. People are going to get the wrong idea about us.โ
โOh? I wouldnโt mind that one bit.โ
โVeritas has already been giving me strange looks whenever he sees us two together. Add Jele- Topaz into the mix and I donโt think Iโll be able to handle it.โ
โHandle what? Sweetheart, itโs just the four of us out on the open sea!โ
He spins you around in his arms and you let yourself be dragged along.
โThatโs exactly what I mean! And donโt โsweetheartโ me!โ
โSure, sure. Whatever you say, sweetheart.โ
โYou-!โ
Topaz settles into the room across the hall from yours. While the space is initially barren, it quickly gets filled up thanks to you. She raids your overflowing wardrobe and takes whatever interests her periodically and half the time, you donโt even realize what she stole thanks to your captain constantly spoiling you. Cosmetics are another common victim of her theft, but itโs more noticeable, especially if itโs a perfume. Books that youโve finished are piled up in her room and sheโll often come to you with questions about your thoughts after sheโs finished reading one. Numby has their own little bed at the foot of hers and youโll frequently see them chasing Doubloon around the deck.ย
It seems that Topaz is good at everything and anything she sets her mind to, because she becomes frighteningly skilled with weapons in a short period of time. Every day, she holds lessons teaching you all how to use an array of weapons, and sheโs quite the skilled teacher too. But when class isnโt in session, she can often be found out on the main deck during a sunny day, humming a tune to herself as she cleans out the many pricey pistols and rifles youโve plundered over the course of your journeys. Or by your side, but thatโs a given by now.ย
She also getsโฆ seasick. Rather easily too. Itโs her one fatal weakness. She gets used to it over time, but if the seas are rougher than usual, itโs guaranteed that youโll find her hurling into the ocean, face pale and hair sticking to her forehead. And sometimes, itโll still happen even when the seas are calm! It gets to the point where sheโs so fed up she goes to Aventurine himself and demands answers. But he merely tips his head back and laughs.
โThatโs the Lady Luck for you! Sheโs a fickle one like her namesake. Sometimes, sheโll try and drown you just for spite. She keeps even me on my toes at all times and Iโm her captain. Isnโt that right?โ
Aventurine pats the shiny wooden helm. As if responding to him, she creaks and rolls precariously even though the waves are calm.ย
The four of you now are a complete crew. Incredibly small by all means, but a crew that operates smoothly like a well-oiled machine and one to be feared.ย
As thereโs so few of you on board, all of you have to double down, or even triple down, on roles. Veritas is simultaneously the boatswain and navigator, while Topaz is master gunner and master at arms while also being the bookkeeper. Youโre โthe shipโs beloved nurseโ, as so lovingly referred to by Aventurine, while also being the quartermaster. Smaller roles such as cooking and carpentry are handled on a day by day basis and whoeverโs available at the moment- although it usually ends up being you after Numby ran amok in the kitchen and almost burnt the ship down.
Guess being second in command is the bare minimum you deserve after being with him the longest among everyone on board. Although, thereโs no real sense of hierarchy when thereโs only four of you in totalโฆย
Unlike other pirate captains out there, he wasnโt a rich man or a legitimate captain or even a high-ranking officer on a private vessel before becoming captain. Rather, thereโs almost nothing known about him and itโs what makes others regard him with suspicion. How can a man who started off with nothing sail the seas with such ease, outshining even those who were born with a silver spoon in their mouths?ย
But itโs all forgotten about in the face of his achievements- always going where no man has dared gone before and finding treasures beyond a pirateโs wildest imagination, as well as discovering several legendary treasures that have been lost for generations. Sea monsters that have been terrorizing ships for years meet their watery demise by your hand with Topaz leading the fray. Even the harshest of seas and weathering three days and nights with little sleep and food isnโt enough to shake your spirits. Mythical beasts meet death one after another and itโs around after the third creature slayed- a kraken whose single tentacle was longer than your ship measured from prow to stern, strong enough to crush her hull into splinters with ease- that you know youโve made a name for yourselves. Whispers follow you everywhere you go on land and youโll always hear dramatized retellings of your battles and treasures discovered while passing by taverns.ย
The bounty on your heads also increases with each treasure you discover. It wasnโt until the four of you banded together that wanted posters started being put out. The amounts offered started off small at first, but after more and more valuable treasures were discovered, the number of zeros at the end keeps increasing until itโs the staggering number it is today. It becomes a point of pride, seeing how quickly the amount offered spikes with each town you stop at and youโll have a good laugh over it, especially if the authorities think theyโre fast enough to arrest you. Youโll take your sweet time fleeing as officials scurry after you like drunken idiots with two left feet- and giving them a fair share of trouble too. By the time they catch up with you at the port, youโre already long gone with a stash of stolen weapons and alcohol onboard- and a horrifyingly long tab under their name at the local tavern.
All the while having a crew of only three under Aventurineโs command. Truly a once-in-a-lifetime kind of pirate captain.
As word spreads from port to port about his unbelievable luck in finding treasure, his reputation grows and so does the number of people looking to join his crew. At every port, he welcomes anyone wishing to join with open arms. But not everyone is worthy of joining. You secretly put every applicant through a series of tests to see if theyโre qualified including, but not limited to: seeing what skills they have to offer that you donโt possess already, if they can handle Ratioโs admittedly hardass personality at times, if they can satisfactorily perform the jobs of upwards of three people, as well as their motives among others.ย
And of course, dealing with Aventurine. Heโs in a category of his own.ย
As expected, none of them last more than an hour. Shame. More hands on deck would always be appreciated.
All of this leads to your reputation as a small but tight-knit crew that would defend each other to the death. Regardless of the size or might of the ship that dares to challenge you, you always emerge victorious. Whether it be down to dumb luck or the collective desire to protect home, no one makes it out alive after encountering you. Itโs enough to tell other pirate crews to steer clear, especially after you had considerably roughed up other crews more than twice your size. After the first few encounters that resulted in many dead pirates, you all decide to raise a red flag. It warns others that your crew will refuse to spare the lives of any opponent that comes your way. Youโve actually seen ships turn and head the other way after seeing yours. Now, whether that be from the red flag or upon recognizing the Lady Luck, youโre not sure, but it means less work for you either way, so you arenโt keen on prying too deep.ย
Surprisingly, Aventurine doesnโt like to settle things with a duel unless he has to. Rather, his preferred method is with a game. Heโll invite the captain of the other ship below deck for a game of poker or blackjack rather than clashing swords and guns. The wager? The same as usual- the lives of the crew and the supplies on board. The loser and his crew would have to walk the plank and all treasures aboard would be handed over to the winning party. Itโs not often it happens, but itโs still a nerve-wracking experience each time. Topaz had nearly passed out from anxiousness the first time heโd bet her life alongside yours and Ratioโs not long after sheโd joined, while Ratio had lifted Aventurine up by the collar and nearly thrown him overboard. It was only thanks to your intervention and pleading that your captain hadnโt met his end that day.
โฆ Safe to say, many a pirate crew have lost their lives and treasure this way.ย
Like the crew that was idiotic enough to challenge Aventurineโs luck and consequently met their end just a few minutes ago.ย
You watch as the captain of the ship anchored across from yours goes overboard with a resounding splash. His crew had already jumped before him.ย
โThatโs the last of โem,โ says Topaz as she confirms with the spyglass. โRatio and Capโn are going through and seeing what treasure they had. But what would we do about their ship?โ
โLeave it. We donโt have any cannons on board to blast it to smithereens and it's not worth adding another vessel to our fleet.โ
Veritas and Aventurine push several treasure chests across the gangplank. Once the last of them are on your ship, Veritas lifts the gangplank and weighs the anchor and soon, youโre off again.ย
โLetโs see what we have in here,โ says Aventurine as you all stroll over curiously. He pops the lids off the chests and collective โoohsโ and โaahsโ fill the air as you marvel at the sparkling treasure filled to the brim inside. Aventurine lets out an appreciative whistle and lets a handful of multicolored gemstones slip through his fingers.ย
โHave at it. Go and take your pick.โ
Veritas snatches up the sailing charts while Topaz lays claim to the abundance of weapons. Her eyes are sparkling as she looks at the weapons in much need of some love and a deep-cleaning, and you can already tell what sheโll be up to for the next week or so. Meanwhile, you go through the chests with slim hope theyโll contain some medical supplies. To your disappointment, but not surprise, you find none. You instead settle on some pearl jewelry that catches your eye.ย
โYou guys barely took anything,โ comments Aventurine as he peers into the chests again. โTheyโre still practically full.โ
โThatโs because gold and jewelry can only get us so far,โ you remind him as he steps behind you to fasten the string of pearls around your neck. The cold metal of his nail guards and warmth of his fingertips lightly brushing over the nape of your neck make you shudder. From the faint chuckle that escapes him, your action didnโt go unnoticed.ย
โCredits are where itโs really at,โ adds Topaz as she gets to sharpening and polishing a sword. Aventurine rolls his eyes and scoffs.
โOf course the budding businesswoman would say that.โ
He barely ducks out of the way in time to avoid Numby being chucked toward his head.ย
Heavy wind and rain batters the Lady Luck later that night. But itโs cozy and warm beneath the deck in your dining room. Mismatched dishes and cups cover the round table the four of you are seated around, the food having long since been polished off. Numby is in a food coma by Topazโs feet and Doubloon purrs contentedly in your lap. Veritas had gone off to bed earlier and Topaz is mumbling incoherently to herself, having drank more than she usually does in one sitting. With Aventurineโs help, you help Topaz to her feet and tuck her into bed while Numby sleepily trots after you.ย
The two of you are back in the kitchen, silently doing the dishes and cleaning the space. When youโre finished, you bid him goodnight until you feel his hand latch onto your sleeve.
โWhat is it?โ
โ... Stay. Please.โ
โ... Captain, did you have too much to drink at dinner earlier?โ
โIโm fine,โ he grumbles. โNot even tipsy.โ
The pink flush on his cheeks makes you doubt his words, but you let him lead you toward his quarters. The space is warm and extravagantly decorated. Atlases and maps are piled atop the heavy wooden desk in the corner with several candles burning throughout that fill the room with light. His wardrobe is even more packed than yours, overflowing to the point where you can barely make out the original floor beneath the heaps and piles of clothing. You carefully step over what you believe is a pile of silken robes on the way to his bed, where you lay him to sleep amongst the many fluffy pillows and heavy blankets covering the mattress.ย
He stops you again as youโre about to leave.
โDonโt.โ
โCaptain, you have to go to sleep soon.โ
โIโm not tired,โ he argues childishly. โI have something I need to tell you.โ
The uncharacteristic seriousness of his voice has you straightening up. You cast a glance at the door to ensure itโs locked as he sits up and drapes a luxurious fur over your shoulders. He pats the empty space next to him and after a moment of hesitation over the implications of getting into bed with your captain, you join him.ย
โTruth be told, I havenโt been able to sleep lately,โ he laments. โIโve been plagued by nightmaresโฆโ
Itโs only now you notice the dark circle under his exposed eye and a pang of guilt strikes your heart. You cautiously remove the bejeweled eyepatch and expose his blind eye- a privilege granted to only you- and frown at the sight.
โHow long has this been going on for?โ
โA while now,โ he grumbles. You click your tongue and your frown deepens.
โWhy didnโt you come to me about this earlier?โ
Aventurine rolls his eyes.ย
โPlease. Itโs nothing worth worrying your pretty head over.โ
The remark has the opposite effect he intended. You glare at him and angrily tug on his ear.
โCaptain, I think youโve forgotten this, but itโs our duty to ensure youโre fit to sail even if you do piss us off to no extent at times. Iโm responsible for ensuring youโre in good health, Topaz is responsible for making sure we can defend ourselves, while Ratio is in charge of making sure we donโt veer off course. We are all your responsibility just as much as you are ours.โย
He sighs and looks away. Figures. He shouldโve known better than to expect youโd let his neglectfulness slip by the wayside. Meanwhile, you roll your neck and irritatedly sigh.ย
โYou mentioned nightmares. Do you want to talk about them?โ
He keeps avoiding eye contact. With a resigned sigh, you lean against him languidly, head resting on his shoulder. Aventurine stiffens, clearly not used to touch, but relaxes after a few seconds. A hand comes to grasp yours.ย
โ... They always start off the same way,โ he begins. โWeโre lost at sea somehow and thereโs always foul weather. Amidst the lighting, a ghost ship is illuminated.โ
He swallows.ย
โWe then investigate that ship to discover that her hull is filled to the brim with gold and treasures alike, but no captain or crew on board.โ
Aventurine begins fiddling with the poker chip he always carries on him.ย
โAnd this is where things can change. Sometimes, Iโll turn and see that sheโs hung you all before my eyes. Other times youโll all have gone overboard, drowned by a rogue wave snatching everyone up except for me. Sometimes sheโll even steal my sight. Either way, they all end the same way. Iโm cursed to be her captain forever, sailing the seas without an end in sight. A captain that didnโt go down with his ship and left without a crew.โ
He lets out a dry, humorless laugh and tucks the chip back into his pocket. You swallow dryly.
โDo you think it has anything to do withโฆ?โ
You look down at his hands, then back up at him. He doesnโt meet your gaze.
โ... How much do you know?โ
It sounds more like a threat than a question- but a weak one at that. You scoff and take his hands in yours, taking care to remove the nail guards one by one as well.
โWhat do you mean by that? Kakavasha, you know by now I couldnโt care less about who you are. And honestly, Iโm kind of offended that you think I would,โ you sigh as you remove his hat and the teal bandana wrapped around his head. โAll this time together and I was under the impression you held me in higher regard than that.โ
โCut the theatrics,โ he grumbles. You toss his hat and bandana off to the side and pull the blankets snugly over you both.ย
โBut a ghost ship, hm?โ you say, eyeing the stack of open books on his desk. โThatโs never a good sign. Surely weโre not sailing towards our imminent deaths, right?โ
He draws you closer as you roll over onto your stomach and gaze up at him with sleepy eyes. He feels his heart somersault at the proximity and your warmth seeping into the sheets. Itโs an unfamiliar feeling heโs not quite comfortable with yet and tries to play it off with a laugh.
โIโd sure hope not.โ
But itโs the first time heโs met your gaze this entire night. You meet his eyes unflinchingly, as you always do, with a lazy smile as you shift onto your side.ย
โ... Thereโs no storm that Veritas canโt lead us out of,โ you quietly reassure. โNo monster that Jelena canโt kill. No injury that I canโt heal.โ
A hand sneaks out from beneath the covers to grasp his.
โAnd no captain better fit to lead us through the storm than you. So chin up, ok? Weโll make it out together on the other side surrounded by calm seas just fine.โ
Aventurine shakily exhales. Thereโs still more on his mind butโฆ forget it. Theyโre not worth worrying you over.
โ... If you say so, sweetheart.โ
โโCourse I do. Because I believe in your abilities.โ
He stares at you disbelievingly before bursting out into laughter.
โYou really are something, you know? Something so incredible I could practically kiss you right now.โ
โThen do it.โ
Your gaze is steadfast like itโs always been ever since joining. Not once have you ever flinched away from witnessing every aspect about him, both pretty and ugly. Every reckless, stupid, horrible decision heโs ever made was an attempt to chase you off the ship so you wouldnโt see him for who he really is. But for some reason, whether it be your persistence or having figured out his motives, youโve stuck around.ย
Heโs a coward of a man at heart, but youโve surely seen through his grandeur by now. You may pretend to be a mere nurse, but Aventurine knows thatโs far from the case. You surely have to know his biggest, darkest secret by now, yes?
โAnd if I donโt?โ
โThen Iโll tell Ratio that youโre the one whoโs been leaving obscene doodles on his chalkboard and Topaz that youโre the reason for Numbyโs sudden weight gain.โ
โSeems like my hand has been forced,โ he chuckles. โFine. You win this round, my beloved nurse.โ
The rain continues pouring outside, but itโs still warm and dry beneath the deck. And if one kiss leads to something that lasts until the candles burn out, thenโฆย
Thatโs a secret for you to keep then, yes?
Itโs not the sun that wakes you the next morning. Rather, itโs the weight of a blond man sprawled out on top of you that does.ย
โKakavashaโฆ get off me. Youโre heavy and I canโt breathe.โ
โMmmโฆ no. Youโre comfy.โ
His arms tighten around your waist as you flail around and try to shake him off.ย
โCaptain, your duties and crew await you! Let go of me!โ
After some more incessant squirming and an accidental kick to his stomach, he finally relents. You shake him off and get ready for the day, trying to not think about what transpired last night as you change and do your makeup. The mere thought of it is enough to make your face heat up several degreesโฆย
When youโre finished, you peek into his room on the way to the main deck out of curiosity, only to see heโs still in the same spot you left him in. When he sees you glaring at him disapprovingly from the doorway, he perks up.
โHelp me get ready?โ
โCaptain, you are a grown ass man.โ
โPretty please?โ
He hurries to his feet and scurries over, before sinking to his knees and wrapping his arms around your waist. He fixates you with those big, watery dual-colored eyes and you just canโt bring yourself to say no even though you know heโs playing you like a fiddle
โ... Fine. But just this once. And not a word to Ratio and Topaz, got it?โ
โUnderstood, my dear nurse!โ
You start by all but tossing his clothes toward him, then turning and facing the other way resolutely as he gets dressed.
โWonโt you help your poor captain out here?โ
A loud โoof!โ escapes him as you toss his long coat over your shoulder. The weight of it, gold embellishments and gems and all, knocks him flat on his back and onto his bed again. He takes his sweet time getting dressed after that, grumbling all the while until heโs done.ย
The wealth of accessories he wears are next. Aventurine slips on the pair of golden anchor earrings that are as heavy as one as you layer his necklaces the way he likes them. He preens like a bird under your attention and you have to fight back the comment likening him to a peacock that brews on the tip of your tongue.ย
You re-wrap the bandana around his head before placing his hat on slightly tilted- just the way he likes it. Almost done. Just one last touch before heโs ready. You pull out a tin of salve and dab it onto the scar over his eye. Aventurine scrunches his nose up in distaste at the strong herbal smell, but lets you do as you please. You pat it dry and secure his eyepatch, nodding in satisfaction at your handiwork.ย
โPerfect. Thereโs our captain, ready to command and conquer the seas.โ
โI think you meant to say my captain, especially after last night. Werenโt you the one-โ
You shut him up with a zealous kiss to the lips that has him sighing in bliss when you pull away, a dazed expression on his face and a pretty shade of pink on his lips that matches the one on yours.ย
For such an eccentric man, he sure can be predictable when you have him dancing in the palm of your hand.ย
The skies are cloudier and darker than youโd like them to be when you step out onto the deck. Itโs also quite windy too. Veritas is lowering one of the sails while Topaz is on lookout duty. Upon seeing the two of you hand in hand, the former scoffs and rolls his eyes while the latter whistles obnoxiously.
โGood morning to you two lovebirds! I take it you had some fun last night?โ
You chuck a pastry you had nabbed from the kitchen at Topaz to shut her up. She catches it deftly with one hand while Numby jumps up and down around her, pleading for a bite, but at least it worked. Meanwhile, Veritas is glaring at you with disgust in his eyes.
โWhat?โ you ask innocently.
โI couldnโt sleep a wink last night.โ
Oh. Oops.
โYouโre just complaining because youโre jealous, doc,โ interjects Aventurine with an arm thrown around your shoulder. The purple-haired man scowls angrily and turns on his heel, storming away angrily while grumbling something about the too-thin walls on the ship.
โAnd wipe that lipstick mark off your mouth,โ he snaps at Aventurine. His face flushes guiltily while you snicker behind your hand.ย
Topaz lifts the spyglass away with a worried look on her face.
โCapโn, thereโs a storm brewing up ahead. A pretty intense one from the looks of it and because the winds are reaching us out here already.โ
Normally, heโd laugh such concerns off and lazily give the order to circle around it. But this time, he wordlessly takes the spyglass from her and looks out toward the horizon where dark storm clouds are gathering and swirling.
โ... Turn around.โ
You think youโve misheard him and so does everyone else.
โWhat?โ
โTurn the ship around,โ he quickly orders as he places the spyglass back into Topazโs hands and hurries over to the helm. โIf we go now at full sail, we should be able to outrun it until it dies out.โ
Ratio and Topaz share confused looks but do as he says, obediently hoisting all the sails as Aventurine spins the wheel. The Lady Luck slowly turns around and soon sheโs sailing ahead at full speed. Even so, the storm clouds arenโt getting any smaller.ย
Thereโs a level of urgency etched into Aventurineโs face that you havenโt seen before as he pushes the Lady Luck to her limits. His hands grip the wheel so tightly you think that any more and the wood would crack. Itโs as if heโs trying to outrun something, especially with how often he looks back over his shoulder at the encroaching clouds blanketing the sky in pitch-black darkness.ย
Even sailing at near-top speeds, you still arenโt able to outrun the storm. Heavy clouds that bring with them an oppressive humidity and electrical charge to the air roll in rapidly, surrounding you on all four sides. Thereโs a strange buzz in the air and your hair begins to stand on end. Thereโs a small patch of clear sky in front of you thatโs your only escape, and itโs rapidly shrinking.ย
Come on, just a little fasterโฆ just a little moreโฆ!
Her prow just barely breaks free of the storm when a sudden flash of lightning temporarily blinds you all. When you open your eyes again, itโs so dark you can only see a few paces in front of you. Not a single shred of light escapes the thick storm clouds rolling overhead that have finally completely moved in, and you realize the sky is tinged a sickly green when lightning flashes. The air is heavy and humid and mere seconds later, heavy, fat raindrops fall from the clouds, splattering angrily against the deck. The temperature plummets and the raindrops condense into giant hailstones, harshly stinging your skin as they pelt you and the deck with harsh cracks. The slippery surface of the deck and angry seas tossing the ship around as if she weighs nothing make it so that youโre constantly sliding into walls and hitting things.ย
Youโre surrounded by the storm with no way out in sight.
Ratio lowers the sails as fast as he can and jumps down the second heโs done. Mere milliseconds later, the boom swings about violently toward the spot he was just at. A moment sooner and he wouldโve surely died upon impact.
You regroup by Aventurineโs side, whoโs staring at the churning waters with barely-concealed horror. Towering, white-capped waves crash mercilessly against her hull and spill onto the deck. The salty spray of the ocean shoots up as high as the masts and stings your eyes. The continuous gusts of winds threaten to rip the sails off the masts and howl against your ears. The Lady Luck rolls violently amidst the choppy waves and your stomach twists into knots at every drop. Poor Topaz is already throwing up over the side of the ship and Ratio is starting to look a little green.ย
โSo this is it then,โ he murmurs under his breath, so quietly you think only your ears heard it. Before you can respond, he gets ahold of himself and gives the order to tie down everything that isnโt secured and for all hands on deck. Veritas and Topaz stumble off first, making quick work of the ship, but you linger by his side a bit longer.
โThis is no natural storm, is it?โ
โ... No,โ he responds, his voice clipped as he fights to keep the Lady Luck buoyant. โIt isnโt.โ
Youโre emerging from your quarters when you think you hear a melodic voice drifting over the choppy waves, singing an unknown yet enchanting tune. For all your time spent in taverns and performing in them, youโve never heard anyone with a voice even close to the one youโre hearing right now. The voice is clear and high-pitched and whoeverโs singing hits every note perfectly. You feel yourself go limp and you begin seeking out the voice, even getting up on shaky legs before Veritas yanks you back down. With the last of his strength, he shoves wax into your ears before he too falls victim to the song. Topaz, with her ears safely covered, takes the initiative and with your help, manages to subdue him enough for you to plug his ears. Not an easy task for a man of his size and build actively struggling against your hold.ย
Youโre practically deaf now. All you can hear is the loudest of the waves crashing against the shipโs hull and the thunder booming directly overhead. Topaz roughly shakes you and you manage to make out what sheโs saying even with the heavy rain obscuring your vision.
โWhat about our captain?!โ
Ice courses through your veins. Sheโs right. You were so caught up in saving yourselves that youโve left your captain completely defenseless. Oh no.
But when you look around, you see your captain still at the helm, seemingly immune to the sirenโs song drifting through the air. He fights the ocean at every turn and spins the wheel to and fro as heavy waves tip her from side to side. He eventually manages to stabilize the ship for long enough to where you can get back up on your feet after being thrown around like a rag doll. Long enough for you to lock the rest of the ship up.ย
You cling to anything you can get your hands on as you slowly make your back to the deck, but itโs surprisingly difficult. Your whole body hurts from being thrown around, your arms are sore from holding onto anything for dear life, and your balance is off. Your feet keep slipping and sliding and when you make your way to the deck, you see why: the Lady Luckโs prow is pointed directly up and you already know whatโs going to happen next.
โHold fast!โ shouts Aventurine. In the instant before the ice-cold waters sweep over you, Ratio grabs you and Topaz around the waist and hunkers down in the corner of the deck, gripping the railing with all his strength while you latch your arms around his waist. You manage to squeeze your eyes shut and inhale before the force of the rushing waters hits you. Even with your iron-clad grip around him, the bone-chilling cold temperature of the ocean plunges you head-first into shock and your grip loosens up ever so slightly- just enough for you to be swept away. Your limp body is harshly thrown against a corner- something cracks upon impact and needle-sharp pain shoots up your spine- before another wave lifts you up and over the railing, plunging you into the endless, swirling depths.ย
โCapโn! (Name)โs gone overboard!โ
The water sloshing around on the deck comes up to his knees now. Aventurine looks down at his legs, then toward the churning seas, then back at his legs. Without any hesitation, he tosses his coat aside and jumps overboard to the astonishment of Topaz and Ratio.
โCaptain!โ
โYou damned gambler! Have you gone insane?!โ
Everything sounds muffled and distant as you sink further down and down. Your lungs are burning and your vision is beginning to darken as you gaze up at the hull of the Lady Luck thatโs growing smaller.ย
Is thisโฆ it? And just when I think Iโve finally found the life Iโve been searching forโฆย
You think you see something dart by- a fish? No, itโs too big for one. The tail is a shiny lilac but the top half is that of a woman. Silvery hair flows out behind her as she stares at you curiously and you realize itโs a mermaid as she swims away. You gasp out of shock, only to regret it instantly when you begin gasping frantically for air after you accidentally inhale some water. You desperately claw and fight your way to the surface but itโs no use; your legs feel like lead and soon your arms follow.ย
Right as your consciousness fades and the world goes black, you see a familiar face swimming toward you. Blond hair, multicolored eyesโฆ
Captain? Whatโre you doing here?
Thereโs an uncharacteristic regretful look on his face as he gets closer. He says something- you canโt hear it- before he pulls you in gently and kisses you so softly you barely feel the brush of his lips against yours.ย
A shimmering teal tail, the same kind as the mermaid you saw earlier, is the last thing you see.ย
You feel something warm and heavy nestled against your side. Two of them, actually.
It feels like youโve been asleep for a very, very long time. Itโs a struggle to open your eyes as if theyโve been sealed shut and your body feels stiff. Itโs all too easy to fall back asleep, butโฆย
Upon opening your eyes, youโre greeted with the sight of Numby and Doubloon curled up against you. The former squeals and the latter meows anxiously now that youโre awake. You gently pet their heads.
โ... Good morning to you two as well.โ
Your voice comes out so hoarse and scratchy you almost get secondhand embarrassment from hearing it. Upon closer examination, you realize youโre in Aventurineโs quarters but thereโs no sight of him. You do, however, see Topaz passing by in the door left ajar. She gasps loudly at seeing you moving around and almost drops whatever sheโs holding to rush inside.
โYouโre awake! Good, we were all so worried, especially Aventurine.โ
โUghโฆ quiet down a bit please. How long was I out for?โ
โAlmost a day and a half.โ
You slowly shift into an upright sitting position, wincing when you feel a sharp stabbing pain in your chest. Topaz is immediately at your side, helping you up and covering you with furs and blankets when your teeth start chattering uncontrollably. Looks like the chill of the waters penetrated deep into your bones.ย
โEasy now. You got some nasty injuries when you went overboard, such as a few fractured ribs. Ratio had to be the one to patch you up after Capโn brought you aboard and-โ her words are punctuated with a light-hearted chuckle โ-Iโve never seen him so anxious for a person to wake up. Donโt tell him I said that though.โ
She leaves and you lift up the handheld mirror on the nightstand, getting the first good look of yourself since almost drowning. You look relatively the same, save for the bruises all over your exposed skin and the sling your left arm is in.ย
โYouโre very lucky that you only got off with some fractured ribs, a broken arm, and a bunch of bruises. You very well couldโve died out there,โ says Topaz as she walks back into the room with a warm drink in hand. โRatioโs words, not mine. Although, heโs right.โ
You accept the drink and after realizing what it is, gulp it down eagerly. Hot rum with honey, lemon, and cinnamon. A favorite of yours and a classic remedy whenever someone on the ship falls ill. Topaz makes it the best though.ย
You stare down at the now-empty cup in your hands, its residual heat warming up your cold hands. It takes a while for your memory to be jogged, but you suddenly remember Aventurine going overboard too.
โWait, Aventurine, where is-โ
โIn the bathroom waiting for you. Heโs been quite moody ever since returning.โ
You think back to when he saved you at deathโs doorstep and you loudly gasp when you recall the last thing you saw. Your thoughts mustโve been written all over your face because Topaz merely sighs and takes the empty cup from your hands.
โ... Iโll let him explain everything.โ
She helps you to your feet and leaves you be. You hesitantly knock on the door and are instantaneously greeted with a โcome inโ from the other side.ย
You see why Aventurine has been confined to the bathroom. The first thing you see is a long teal-colored tail shimmering and swaying lazily side to side in the dim candlelight; far too big for the tiny confines of the bathtub your captain is currently soaking in. The fins are long and slightly translucent at the ends as they smack against the floor upon seeing you enter. You stay frozen in place, eyes trailing up from his fins toward his face. The scales that you swear youโd see peeking out underneath his collar sometimes are on full display now. Patches of them are littered across his chest, arms and face. His hands are webbed now and so are his ears tinged green at the tips and peeking out beneath the mess of blond hair. The sharp fins along his forearms slice cleanly through the water as he shifts around and the gills on his neck flare upon seeing you.ย
He stays frozen in place, watching. And waiting for your reaction. For what feels like eternity, none of you speak or even dare to breathe until you finally make the first move. You shakily laugh and exhale- he jolts at the sound- and you sink to your knees besides him, albeit with some difficulty. When you finally do speak, itโs with a gentle voice as youโre eyeing his tail resting in your lap.
โSo that explains it all. And here I was wondering if I was hallucinating seeing you with scales.โ
Aventurine lets out a laugh of sheer relief. His shoulders droop and he slouches against the edge of the bathtub, all tension seemingly dissipating from his body. He seems to take notice of your injuries after heโs relaxed. A webbed finger reaches out to lightly trace your arm in a sling and he frowns at the sight.
โ... Iโm sorry.โ
You blink, astonished.
โWhat?โ
โIโm sorry,โ he repeats, and thatโs all he has to say.ย
โItโs just some broken bones,โ you lightly respond. โInconvenient, sure, but nothing I canโt recover from. Besides, you saved me from certain death.โ
โItโs not just about that. I narrowly avoided the nightmare I saw in my dreams, but at what cost?โ
He goes quiet and refuses to elaborate. You decide itโs for the better to change the topic.
โSoโฆ care to tell me about your tail?โ
Aventurine sighs. He knew he wouldnโt be able to keep this a secret from you forever, but heโs still a bit hesitant to tell you.
โExposure to waist-deep water gives me legs and vice versa thanks to a deal I made with Jade a long time ago. In exchange for getting to experience life as a human, I would have to bring promising people to her door and continuously supply her with valuables.โ
โJade is aโฆ sea witch?โ
Aventurine snorts and scoffs.ย
โWhat, did she not seem enough of a conniving witch the first time you met her?โ
โFair enough,โ you concede. โBut what made you want to experience life on land?โ
โIt wasnโt a choice.โ
โOh.โ
Your eyes land on the tattoo on the side of his neck thatโs on full display now. You dare not say what it spells out loud. He scratches at the spot, conveniently covering it with his hand, and silence fills the space for a bit.ย
โWhat happened after the storm passed?โ
You break the silence first. He seems relieved at the distraction and begins playing with the pearl bracelet fastened around your wrist.ย
โThe storm passed almost as soon as I rescued you. I brought you back to the surface, where-โ
โWait, does that mean Veritas and Topaz know youโre-โ
He sighs and nods. You falter a bit.
โ... How did they react?โ
Aventurine thinks back for a bit.ย
โI think they were just surprised. I donโt think theyโve fully processed it either.โ
He laughs and shrugs.
โI canโt blame them. Their captain and a feared creature among sailors are one and the same.โ
He sighs and looks at the closed bathroom door.
โTheyโve been giving me a wide berth since thenโฆโย
โIโm sure theyโll come around. They just need some more time,โ you reassure. โBut what happened after that?โ you ask, pressing for more information. His tail curls around your waist and swiftly pulls you closer to the bathtub- heโs surprisingly strong in this form, you quickly realize as you squirm around only for him to not budge one bit. You rest your tired head against your arms and gaze at him with half-lidded eyes that he meets unflinchingly with a gaze of his own and a lazy smile.ย
โOnce youโre feeling better, go thank Ratio for his prompt medical care. As soon as I resurfaced, he practically yanked you out of my arms and started treating you. You inhaled quite a bit of water and Ratio had to get you to cough it all out. A bit gross, seeing it unfold in front of my eyes.โ
โ... You saw it all?โ you ask, horrified and disgusted.
His lazy smile turns impish and he flicks some water toward you.
โAh, you shouldโve seen yourself,โ he muses out loud. โFlopping around on the deck like a fish out of water and soaked to the point where you looked like Doubloon during bath time. It made for quite the sight- wait, donโt leave!โ
He reaches out to you desperately and his tail tightens even more around your waist. You shoot him a withering glare before settling back down again.ย
โThe storm calmed down soon after I saved you,โ he continues. โThe Lady Luck sustained some damage to the sails and she sprung a few leaks in the hull, but nothing that Ratio and Topaz werenโt able to repair. Later, you woke up and here we are.โ
โReally? Thatโs it?โ
โReally, thatโs it,โ he repeats.ย
โWhat a coincidence it stops after narrowly escaping death,โ you grumble. He rolls his eyes.
โNo kidding,โ he scoffs.ย
Aventurine plucks a glimmering scale off and holds it out like a peace offering to you. It shifts between colors in the candlelight, going from pink to green to gold with a holographic sheen covering it. He notices the confused expression you wear and lightly laughs.
โWhat? Didnโt you know, mermaid scales are exceedingly valuable?โ
You hold it closer, entranced by its dancing colors.
โI thought most of the ones on the market are frauds though?โ
โThat they are. But a real, genuine scaleโฆ those are only offered to the richest of the rich at a closed auction.โ
โYet here I am with one in my hand, free of charge.โ
Aventurine laughs and plucks off another one for you. A look of hesitation crosses your face.
โ... Doesnโt that hurt?โ
โA little,โ he admits. โBut itโs nothing I canโt handle. Besides, they grow back.โ
His words do nothing to budge the frown on your face and Aventurine makes a mental note to claim a scale fell off from natural causes the next time he gifts you one.
โHow long do they take to grow back then?โ
โ... A long time,โ he confesses after a beat of silence.ย
โ... I see why theyโre so expensive now.โ
You glance down at the two shining scales in your palm. Perhaps youโll make jewelry out of them- an earring to match with your captain doesnโt sound half-badโฆ
But your curiosity is piqued now. Mermaids are the stuff of legends and you have one sitting in front of you. A few questions couldnโt hurt, right?
โWhat else can you do?โ
His tail flicks back and forth excitedly. Anything to impress you!
โWe can cry pearls and other valuable jewels. Want to see?โ
โWait, donโt make yourself cry-โ
Too late. Fat tears slide down his cheeks, condensing into something round and shiny before landing with a soft clink in his hands. Perfect pearls and tumbled sea glass pile up in his palms and you spot some shiny green stones- aventurine stones. He holds them out to you with an expectant look in his eyes. Your captain looks less of a fearsome mythical creature and more like anโฆ eager puppy. You canโt possibly say no to such a face so with a resigned sigh, you accept his offering.ย
โ... Thank you, but please donโt make this a common occurrence in the future. I donโt want to see you cry.โ
He pouts, fins drooping. Boo. There goes a courting attempt out the window.ย
Like a puppy, you think as you watch him sulk in the bathtub. You poke at one of Ratioโs rubber ducks Aventurine had stolen from him bobbing along the waterโs surface.
โYou arenโt horrified?โ he asks once he grows bored of staring at the duck.ย
โWhy would I be?โ
โDonโt give me that. You know exactly what I mean.โ
His tail swishes side to side agitatedly and his ears simultaneously flatten against his head and fold downwards.ย
โDo you realize what I could do to you right now?โ he asks in a low tone. โI could pull you under my song, strip you of your defenses, outwit you at every turn despite how clever you areโฆโ
Youโre leaning in unknowingly. A grin tugs at the corner of his mouth and he leans in closer, twirling a strand of your hair around a clawed finger.ย
โIโll infiltrate your mind and charm you into doing things youโd never think of doing,โ he continues, voice even lower and softer now. โI could tell you to walk the plank and you would do it, no questions asked. I could drag you beneath the depths with me and no one would even notice youโre gone. Ah, but youโre already under my spell, arenโt you?โ
โ... What?โ
โExactly. I could even doโฆ this!โ
With a sudden yank, he pulls you into the tub with him. Water splashes over the edge onto the floor and you scream. Even so, he holds tight and winds his tail tightly around you, nuzzling his cheek against yours and nipping your cheeks. Theyโre love bites more than anything else, but you shudder at the thought of how different the situation could be had he not been so head over heels for you.ย
You also shudder as the cold water soaks through your clothes and sends a chill up your spine.ย
โLet me go. The waterโs cold.โ
Aventurine merely holds onto you even tighter. Tucked into the crook of his neck like this, you can see his gills rapidly opening and closing out of contentment and the self-satisfied smile stretching wide across his face. He seems content to stay in this position for ages, leaning in to bury his nose into your hair and press kisses to your cheek repeatedly, but itโs only until you start shivering that he reluctantly lets go.ย
Before you step out the tub, he holds his left hand out. You hesitantly extend your right hand out until he gently bats it away and gestures for your left hand instead.ย Itโs bundled in a sling but you manage to make it work somehow.ย
โThere we go,โ he says once your palm is pressed against his. โNow, close your eyes.โ
You do as he says and thick, syrupy words flow like honey from his mouth. The words practically stick together as his voice rises and falls melodically in some unknown language. It sounds soothing, in the way a motherโs voice would lull a child to sleep.ย
โThere,โ he whispers after a peck to your forehead. โAll done. You can open your eyes now.โ
โWhat was that?โ
โ... A prayer,โ he admits. โA prayer for your continued health and safety.โ
Thereโs a funny feeling in your stomach and you fight back the stupid smile creeping onto your face.ย
โYou shouldnโt have. But thank you.โ
You curl your good arm around him and with a sharp heave, lift him up. His long tail snakes around your waist and you almost fall over from the weight.
โStop that! Youโre heavy!โ
โHow heartless of you.โ
You dunk him back into the bathtub unceremoniously. His tail splits down the middle and scales begin falling off rapidly in patches. The fins shrivel and dissolve and pearly-smooth legs soon emerge. With a start, you try to look away but he merely scoffs and languidly stretches out in your arms.
โWhat? Itโs nothing you havenโt already seen.โ
Now fully dressed, Aventurine emerges onto the deck with you in hand. Topaz is playing fetch with Numby and Doubloon while Ratio is at the helm. The two pets, upon seeing you, dash over to you and run in circles around you with Numby oinking and Doubloon meowing excitedly. Topaz all but topples you over in an excited hug while your navigator scolds her, reminding the woman of your frail condition.ย
โHow are you feeling?โ asks Veritas as he comes to a stop before you. You hum and beam at him.
โNever felt better thanks to your immediate care.โ
He brushes your compliments off with a scoff and a wave of his hand, all accompanied by his usual eye roll.ย
โThink nothing of it. It was merely my duty.โ
Topaz leans against you from behind while Ratio coughs and steps back from you a bit. They eye your captain with the respect and admiration they always have, but now thereโs a hint of skepticism underlying it all.ย
โGambler, we deserve an explanation for what happened back there,โ demands Veritas. Aventurine sighs and shakes his head.ย
โI know, but thatโll happen in due time. For now, letโs justโฆ keep moving forward.โ
He takes the helm. Ratio hoists the sails and Topaz climbs up to the crowโs nest to keep lookout. Things are never going to be quite the same as before now, but thatโs alright in your eyes. Everyone boarded the Lady Luck for their own reasons and their captain secretly being a mermaid in disguise doesnโt change any of that. You boarded the ship to carve out a life for yourself you wouldโve never had back on land. Ratio boarded to spread knowledge. Topaz boarded to bring change into the world. Your captain has already helped those dreams come true. Nothing the legends say will do anything to sway your opinion on him.ย
There will come a day when the Lady Luck will complete her last voyage, Aventurine will have to return to the seas, and the crew will be disbanded, but that day isnโt today. It wonโt be when he comes clean to the crew either. Rather, itโll be in the far future when no amount of repairs can keep the Lady Luck from falling apart and youโre no longer able to handle the challenges of life at sea. But youโll cross that bridge when you get there.ย
The seas are calm. Itโs clear out with a strong breeze that cools you off amidst the sunโs sweltering rays. Ratio is repairing a tear in one of the sails that escaped his earlier attention while Topaz hums a tune she picked up from you atop the crowโs nest, scouting the surrounding waters. You meet Aventurineโs gaze out the corner of your eye. Wordlessly, he pulls you into his side with one arm as you look out upon the ocean.ย
โHave you accomplished your goal of conquering the seven seas?โ you tease. He scoffs and smirks.
โOh, I did that a long time ago already. But thereโs one last desire I have yet to fulfill.โ
โAnd what might that be?โ
He gazes down at you silently, yet the silence between you speaks volumes. A raised eyebrow and a head tilt. A cheeky wink and a kiss to your forehead. An exasperated sigh from your two crewmates as you pull away from returning the kiss.
Thereโs always one question you ask when heading to a new destination, and this time is no different. Gazing into his multicolored eye, you canโt imagine yourself anywhere else other than here, now and forever.ย
โSo where to next, Captain?โ
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First of all I just want to say, Victoria hi hello, I hope this isnโt your first impression of me and secondly, this may or may not have become a textual analysis so...just like how this fic is lengthy (in a damn good way oh donโt get me started on this) my comments will be also long and detailed cuz youโre so damn insane for this fic.
Another note I read this at the very late hours of 1:50am, burned through this until 4:00am went to bed then when I got up i read from 12-1pm and i wish i had the ability to erase what i read from my mind and read it again because Vic you COOKED, i got so much things to say but the whole summary of it is that you cooked, so hard and so deliciously this night just me my favorite fic on tumblr.
And iโm slightly sad that long fics donโt get the same amount of love and treatment as others because this was honestly the best thing Iโve read in so long so fellas, please give this fic a chance if you have the time. Iโm telling you right now, as a very picky writer and an even pickier reader (i did not enjoy cruel prince and fourth wing typa picky)
HANDS DOWN THIS WAS THE BEST READ I EVER GOT THE GRACE OF EVER WITNESSING WITH MY TWO EYES,
I wish i can conceal and stop my yapping right now to save my dignity but Vic, iโll write down a whole ass lecture + essay for you for writing this heaven-sent aven fic.
1.) first and foremost, what i liked about this was the world building. THE WORLDBUILDING HAD ME HOOKED. I fear you ate with how you described the world, it did not feel overwhelming or draggy. Iโll list down some pirate-y words that i really liked because i wrote it down in my notes while reading this (iโm not pathetic i swear)
World-building is insane btw, every single detail and even terms i never really heard before like, cutlasses, perfume cloying nose, hull, pinafore apronsโฆthis entire thing does not feel flat, in fact itโs extremely organic and i really like how you place so much details on building up this pirate-ish world (maybe im just way too fascinated because iโve never consumed any media/books/movies thatโs pirate related, not even pirates of the Caribbean or the third movie of Narnia where they were out in the sea, so i guess this is my first exposure to this theme in particular and iโm very much loving it so far) - Koue at the lovely hours of 2:45am
2.) JADE. thatโs all. The way you write Jadeโฆ.Lord in heaven give me this talent. Again, words below came from my notes last night,
Upon pushing the heavy door open, youโre greeted with the chime above tinkling at your arrival and the scent of heavy perfume cloying your nose.
As she approaches, you can pick up on her perfume of white florals and red wine.ย
but thereโs an almost unnatural hiss to her words, not unlike that of a snakeโs. Her voice is also vaguely snake-like too- the way certain words are stretched out, the weirdly sharp pronunciation of consonants clashing with the almost syrupy vowels that tempt you to lower your defenses, the lack of cadence- all make you unconsciously be on guard.
HO IS YOU MAGIC WHAT IN THE WORLD IS THIS WORDING /pos reading this at 1:50am and you had my jaw going slack, highlighting this specificallyโcertain words stretches out, weirdly sharp pronunciation of consonants clashing with the almost syrupy vowels that tempt you to lower your guard >>>
Oh my god the way you write Jade, i never really paid attention to her in game since i was on a hsr hiatus when she came out but reading your interpretation of her i can tell that you carefully thought of her characterization and its soo well done, all her dialogues are written so delicately & with so much thought and again, the paragraph above when you described how she says stuff, Vic are you a wizard? I really really like how you worded that, itโs literally my fave sentence TT
Also the follow up banter after that was so funny, the aven + reader dynamic piqued my interest eueu
By the way, is it bad to say that when i read your aventurine it kinda reminds me of Luka from alnst,, just a little bit at first,
3.) Iโll go in order but just gonna highlight some of my fave paragraphs from this fic:
LOVE THE WAY YOU WRITE AVENTURINE. FROM START TO FINISH. this was also an epiphany because i never really wrote for him too, so this is my first aven exposure and itโs already my fave.
โI know someone who can fetch us a good price for them. You wonโt have to worry about that,โ he responds as he lets the diamonds slip back into the chest through his fingers like fat, glistening raindrops.
(lets the diamonds slip back into the chest through his fingers like fat, glistening raindrops - deserves to be framed on my wall respectfully.)
โHere. Keep these. Youโll look good in โem.โ
โThen at least keep one or two of those gold chains as well,โ you say as you clasp it shut around your neck. Aventurine shakes his head again, laughing snarkily.
โNah. Not my taste. Not gaudy enough.โ
โThatโs what I said earli- wait, not gaudy enough?โ
He meets your disbelieving expression with an innocent one and a shrug of his shoulders.
โWhat? A pirate captainโs gotta look the part. The more in-your-face, the better.โ
Reader is everything haha, knows about medicine, carpentry, business talks, plays an instrument and a good yapper?? I wish I was this multi-talented.
Aventurineโs naming game isnโt half bad, love bby Doubloon and the ship Lady Luck, sounds very aven coded indeed.
โDo youโฆ ever regret what happened that night?โ
โNo,โ he admits without any hesitation. โI may have lost my vision, but I saved my pretty nurse who stitched me back together and fretted over me afterward, and thatโs enough to make a man do anything. Andโฆ wellโฆ for my eyes, letโs just say Iโd rather gouge them out most of the time.โ
AVENTURINE. A.VEN.TU.RINE. thatโs the type of flirty remark that would have me falling, like falling hard. This had me smiling and like, sniffling cuz it genuinely made me want to kick my pillows, i feel hot reading that, needed to fan myself before continuing.
Is aventurine like, those ghost pirates? Now i know why i mentioned that Aventurine reminds me of luka- he had those blue fingertips so i made an unconscious comparison. Heโs definitely like that blue-piratey person from SpongeBob i forgot the term that theyโre called ?
Just searched it up, but i was thinking about that pirate from the Flying Dutchman? it might not be, but thatโs the first thing that came to my mind.
AVENTURINE SPOILING YOU, AVENTURINE SPOILING YOU, heโs getting attached and with reason. Love this kinda of mutualistic slow burn. Iโll be honest, I havenโt also read a proper Aven fic, this is my first and Iโm glad that it is. It may be my standard of Aven characteristics from here on out.
Calling Avenโs hat ostentatious >> thatโs a good word Vic
4.) I swear this is already all over the placeโฆhaha anyways, the fourth thing I wanted to point out was everyone else besides the one i already mentioned. Ratio and Topaz and Numby in particular, my god YOU DID THEM SO WELL. Despite this being an aven x reader fic I absolutely loveโwith my dying breathโthat this isnโt just centered around them. Ratio had his few shares of screen times and I loved every single one of it, also with the moment of reader trying to recruit Topazโit builds so much character!! โค๏ธ
Below are my spontaneous thoughts, again from my notes whilst I was live reading:
WE ARE RECRUITING VERITAS ARENT WE, I need to calm down and lessen my caps- just saw the word university and Iโm sitting up from my bed. oh my god Ratio is gonna join ๐ญ ๐ญ pls join you silly scholar, Iโm so excited on how youโll portray him, you did not disappoint with aven, jade and reader so far.
FINAL VICTOR MENTION !! the very iconic verivasha lc โค๏ธ
Okay,, heโs flushed. Am I interrupting something or what TT
You take in his ruby-rimmed golden eyes, the color of the sunset a few hours ago, that hold the weight of a geniusโs expectations behind them.ย
The way you describe ratioโs eyes >>
Ship Navigator Veritas!! The role definitely suits him <33
He settles into the empty room next door to your quarters. Bookshelves line the walls from floor to ceiling, with several more stacked on his desk and bed. It perpetually smells like clean linens and chalk from the stash he burns through every week solving whatever problem piques his interest, written out on the rolling blackboard by the windows- or through hurling them at your captain with terrifying strength and speed.
Genuinely feels like Iโm watching someone play a game, if that makes sense? The domesticity of having Ratio on board and him decorating his room, his mannerisms filling up the vibe within Lady Luck with Captain Aven and reader, feels like playing a game TT itโs the same feeling of when Sunday boards the express
You might hear me say this like a millions times, but you writing little details like reader explaining about adding lime juice on rum to make the water supply edible is such a masterpiece, again, a sucker for tiny details like that because itโs usually glossed over on storytelling and media most of the time, makes everything feel really in depth.
Also, is scurvy a normal thing when youโre out at sea? I didnโt do research but this is like the second time it was mentioned,
Ohh okay never mind, reader answered my rhetorical question
Ratio isnโt a drinker noted ๐ญ him chugging down water after is funny
Fourth member already?? Itโs topaz for sure
Yup, itโs definitely topaz, briefly saw a part of her character story / maybe it was from that belobog quest where she came from a poor planet.
Also, love how this is not aven-centered. Like the moments with topaz and ratio grrrr
โThatโs the Lady Luck for you! Sheโs a fickle one like her namesake. Sometimes, sheโll try and drown you just for spite. She keeps even me on my toes at all times and Iโm her captain. Isnโt that right?โ
LIVE LAUGH LOVE LADY LUCK IโM ALREADY SEVERELY ATTACHED TO IT
a kraken whose single tentacle was longer than your ship measured from prow to stern,
From prow to stern is wild, my fave line from this paragraphs
Topaz had nearly passed out from anxiousness the first time heโd bet her life alongside yours and Ratioโs not long after sheโd joined, while Ratio had lifted Aventurine up by the collar and nearly thrown him overboard. It was only thanks to your intervention and pleading that your captain hadnโt met his end that day.
I LOVE THE IPC TRIO SO MUCH, their personalities shine and bloom soo much in this fic, I want to read more of their dynamic
โ... Thereโs no storm that Veritas canโt lead us out of,โ you quietly reassure. โNo monster that Jelena canโt kill. No injury that I canโt heal.โ
A hand sneaks out from beneath the covers to grasp his.
โAnd no captain better fit to lead us through the storm than you. So chin up, ok? Weโll make it out together on the other side surrounded by calm seas just fine.โ
WHAT IF I CRY. WHAT THEN, IM SO ATTACHED AND I LOVE THIS SM. Iโve been quietly following you when you mention about this fic on the server and Iโm soo glad I listened to the voices in my head and picked it up. Iโm genuinely sad that I didnโt ask for a tag ๐ญ such a gem of a read.
He pouts, fins drooping. Boo. There goes a courting attempt out the window.ย
PLEASE THE WAY I STARTED LAUGHING. Puppy coded Aventurine is not something I find myself being fond of in the first few weeks of February but it is welcomed, he was written so well in this fic. ALSO THE DETAIL OF HIM WILLINGLY GIVING YOU HIS SCALES AND TEAR DROPS, get you a man thatโs yearns so bad like Aventurine, he looks at you with expectant wide eyes while giving you literally pieces of himself thatโs incredibly valuable. (Also find it hella endearing when reader plopped him back in the bath, like sobbing i was all over their dynamic from start to finish ๐ญ)
There will come a day when the Lady Luck will complete her last voyage, Aventurine will have to return to the seas, and the crew will be disbanded, but that day isnโt today. It wonโt be when he comes clean to the crew either. Rather, itโll be in the far future when no amount of repairs can keep the Lady Luck from falling apart and youโre no longer able to handle the challenges of life at sea. But youโll cross that bridge when you get there.ย
โSo where to next, Captain?โ
Banger last line, banger end paragraphs. You just single-handedly made me fall in love with Aventurine, Reader, Topaz, Ratio, Jade and Lady Luck in a span of 20k + words.
Even I didnโt feel this connection with an mc in a goddamn book.
Yup, thatโs where my thoughts end. So to conclude everything and I feel like iโm just repeating words, Victoria the writer that you are, I would reread this a million times and not get bored. The world building is phenomenal, the way you structure your paragraphs, i have a bunched of highlighted sentences throughout this fic because the way you word things is so impressive. The way you characterize all the hsr characters is to die for, itโs characterized in a way that you can clearly see them acting like this canonically. the build up, the little details that makes this entire story so fleshed out, the sea-borne diseases, the looting and trading business shabang, the navigating beyond the seas.
This pirate AU was such a treat to read and if ever, you write this again, or not euue please tag me ๐ฅน๐
โ Yours sincerely, a sudden fan and surprisingly your mutual (idk how tf we are moots) Koue ๐งธ
HELLO ITS SO REALLY NICE TO MEET YOU i actually think i was following you a while ago but somehow??? i wasnโt anymore??? iโm very sorry T-T but yes itโs really nice to meet you and i must say that i adoreeeee your swan thiren design and swanlight i have always wanted to say that but was too shy to >.< and ofc kouchaaaa wahhhh anyways yes a luocha for you (because this art was truly so good wah!!)
KOIFRIEND!!! KOIPOND HELLOO itโs also super nice to finally meet you ๐ฅน๐ค itโs okay and iโd also like to apologize bc,,, i donโt think i saw your notif when you followed me?? TT boo tumblr, tomato tomato, though i also shouldโve properly checked but iโm also rlly happy to finally moot & chat with you ><
AND THANK U???? THANK U FOR LIKING MY SILLY ZZZGIRL (and swanlightโฆkicking rocks, didnโt know that robot with the most snatched waist would have a grip on me like this, but here we are /lh)
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There are many facets to running into a familiar face.
[wc: 5.1k] gn!reader, modern au, exes to ???, alternating pov, attempting voice and tone and imagery and all that, topaz is called jelena, reader is a brat and a hater, attempt at humor, ig thereโs angst, alcohol mentions, reader has their own backstory.
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The city smells different.
Or, at least, different than you remember.ย
Maybe the then fruitless pursuits in your life had distracted you from the true treasures flanking every street corner โ for example, you now get the scent of hot sandwiches wafting temptingly from the bodega skirting the edge of the old baseball field. Spilled oil pops and fries under the sovereignty of the sun. The beach blows its breeze inward towards the pier, blanketing its boutiques in the aroma of brine. These are all things youโd previously missed because you simply werenโt paying attention.
Now that youโre aware of the beautiful (but overwhelming) clarity of the world and all of its showmanship, you wonder idly if other people are as enlightened. Do they know about this? Do they notice the distilled emerald of the skinny lemon trees or the mealy vinyl of the old dinerโs booths? Do they notice like you do?
โฆOr are they too wrapped up in someone else to care?
Itโs infuriating. Itโs absolutely infuriating to see couples this time of year; they frolic and stare into each otherโs eyes without a care in the world when the world so obviously cares about them. Itโs crazy to think you were like that at one point. Freedom is eye-opening, you reckon. How you just itch to walk up to the nearest pair of lovestruck strangers and yank them apart โ not as a declaration of war, but as an act of mercy! This is for your own good! Gaze instead so amorously at the cracks in the pavement, they wonโt break your heart!
Thankfully, youโve learned to be socially aware and to keep these urges contained. Securing a restraining order against yourself is not a recommended vacation activity.ย
Itโs a gorgeous June day and you couldnโt be more thankful to be single, to have the company of only yourself. You wake up around eleven and sing off-key in the shower. You take your time getting dressed and presentable with no one impatiently trotting after you. You donโt check your messages once. You clip a thermos of cold brew to your belt and take the bus. Oh, how you missed the bus! No one speaks to you, you donโt have to share your seat, and you can enjoy music in your own bubble. There is no pain you donโt allow.
Youโve taken to calling the locations of your daily excursions Black Sites. Itโs not like you have to explain yourself to anyone, but being that most of your favorite spots here are publicly accessible, this may seem like a silly name. But government black sites are clandestine, and as far as youโre concerned, youโre the only human alive traipsing through the muggy dayscape. Your usual haunts are sacred and private to you, and thatโs all that matters. Todayโs Black Site? The mall. A place of sanctuary and perfume peddlers.
As Carly Simon preaches in your ear about vanity, the bus lurches to a stop to pick up someone else. The new passenger ambles down the aisle after scanning their pass, choosing to plonk down next to you. Of all people.ย
โHello,โ they greet.ย
You donโt look at them. The ant-like buskers outside are much more interesting. โSeatโs taken.โ
They chuckle. โNot the end of it.โย
Now just what is this nonsense?ย
You finally deign to spare a glance at the intruder. They (he?) look to be getting on in years, silver glinting through his brown locks. His glasses make him look wise and his weathered hands also command a similar respect. Crowโs feet pull at his dark eyes and the tan skin of his face, reminding you of faultlines.ย
You shouldโve set your damn bag down as a deterrent. If you wanted to be bothered, you wouldโve just stayed home this summer.ย
โDo I know you?โ is what you settle for.ย
โI wouldโve hoped so,โ he replies.
โWhat do you mean?โ
โIโm your neighbor โ when youโre actually home, that is. I helped you paint your back door last year around this time. I believe my friend also invited you to our bonfire. And if I remember correctly, you have quite the propensity for scowling into burnt marshmallows. Iโm Welt Yang, and itโs nice to meet you for a second time.โ
Oh. Now you remember, as awkward as it is now. Heโs part of that odd menagerie of folks and their odd, unabashed behaviors. Memories wash over you like the limpid tide, most of them managing to scrape by untainted.ย
Thereโs you sanding down wood in your GET FUCKED sweatshirt, grumbling profantities thatโd make a dock foreman weep. A faceless apparition next to you is snorting at your frustrated state, pointing indecisively between buckets of pink and purple. Itโs because of this ghostโs volume that a friendly head of gray hair peers over their side of the fence into your yard, offering an asinine comment about potty mouths.ย
From there, you mustโve spent half the summer with Welt and the others. You remember the bonfire, too. Fireflies pulsing yellow had miraculously gravitated to the Menagerieโs poolside, sister flames drunkenly gyrating under the cover of residual sky-smog. You burnt your marshmallows many a time (not to your tastes), having never attempted the domestic roast-things-on-a-stick activity before. A laughing body dances in tandem with yours, sawdust and sparks flying in celebration. It smells of smoke and champagne.
These phantom pains only gain such vivid composition in retrospect. But in the moment, you do remember being happy.ย
Happiness used to be like precious gems. You refuse to think so frugally ever again.
โI remember you now.โ You tip your head towards Welt, your version of an apology. โI didnโt see you at the bus stop earlier.โย
โI happen to enjoy walking when my sciatica isnโt killing me,โ he says.ย
โAnd itโs killing you now?โ
โI resigned to public transportation halfway to the university.โ
You shrug. โBummer.โ
โIndeed.โ
With the conversation having hopefully reached its end, you go back to listening to Carly whoโs still singing through one speaker of your wired earbuds. However, part of you now feels a certain obligation for the man sitting next to you. Youโre friends โ or you used to be something close to it โ so perhaps you should display some amount of camaraderie. To meet your quota for the day. Thatโs all.
With the same gravitas one would use to fork over a loaded gun, you offer the other speaker to Welt. Maybe itโs a bit more like an imposition than you intend.
A smart man like him apparently knows better than to look a gift horse in the mouth. Good. He thus accepts your wordless offering.ย
โThank you.โ
Peace. Both of you share the music for some minutes after, intertwined by song. The university is coming up soon when he pipes up again, tugging at the stop cord.
โAh, I meant to ask earlier. Is Jelena around? Weโd love to have you both by again soon.โ
You frown and yank the speaker right out of his ear. โShe was trampled to death by a stampede of wild horses.โ
Welt gives you an odd look, unsure if youโre joking. You smile sweetly and wave him off.ย
.โฆ.
Objectively, the city smells the same.ย
This truth doesnโt stop the allure of better times from trying to weave its spell; Jelena is well-versed in the way of pain and how it manipulates her surroundings. As she stuffs her sweaty hands in her pockets, for a moment she swears thereโs a tinge of vanilla tickling its way up her nose. Faint, fleeting, then gone. Your signature scent is (was?) a classic, and many others are surely wearing the same sweet fragrance, she reasons. Thatโs why vanilla haunts her. Not because youโre actually here.
โฆBut there is a good chance youโre actually here, isnโt there? Thatโs why she took all this time off. She doesnโt expect to win you back so easily, if there even is an infinitesimal chance youโll entertain so much as a conversation with her. Thatโs just how you are, and as lovelorn as she may have been when things ended poorly, she is not blind to your ways. Persnickety, her mind supplies immediately. Temperamental. Capricious. Easily scorned.
Cruel?
No. That thought is vetoed as quickly as it comes. As punishment for even associating that word with your face, she pumps her legs and breaks back into a sprint. Her body protests, but sheโs learned that the runnerโs high is worth any soreness. Her now-damp tracksuit is a testament to her rustiness, and it doesnโt escape her that sheโs only so out of practice because youโre no longer here to accompany her. Exercise, especially in this heat, is much easier with a companion complaining by your side.ย
A lot of things are easier, more enjoyable, with a companion by your side. It feels like sheโs dragging her feet more, unable to keep the breath inside her chest (jogging aside). The world has turned into a molasses factory. The offerings of nature are not as beautiful. Any food she prepares needs to be seasoned threefold for her to taste it. Her ambitions, ever-reasonable as they were a year ago, have stagnated into the common day-to-day grind that tempers emphatic hands and genuine smiles.ย
No, her mind continues its chant, you are not cruel. If anything, you were completely justified to storm out like you did.ย
Perhaps therein lies the problem.
How long were you waiting for her to screw up so you could sabotage the untainted foundation of your relationship? How long were you waiting for an incentive to run away? Permission, even. Jelena knows she never intentionally handed you such a thing โ quite the opposite, in fact. She pushed and pushed and systematically eroded your walls down so she could be the one to hold you in bed every night. She waited so patiently, so ardently, and then was eventually rewarded with a glimpse of the real you.ย
Your light was (is?) blinding.
She needs to get back to the stupid Airbnb, she decides. Itโs equally stupid how these thoughts of you are the sole fuel keeping her moving. A few more blocks and she can rest. She slows to a jog after powering through another burst, having nearly reached the residential district of your summer home.ย
Thereโs no guarantee youโre here. Hell, you couldโve listed the damn thing for sale and decided to vacation overseas this year. You havenโt blocked her on any social media, but you havenโt been active either since last she checked. Maybe youโre simply at home. Maybe itโs kind of creepy for her to be in the city at all, scheming of ways to apologize and make things right. If a friend were to regale her with a similar crusade of persistence and denial, sheโd email them a wikiHow article on How to Move On and then herselfโฆ move on.
But the fact remains that she was the one to let you go. This mistake is one of her worst. Had she tried harder to be the bigger person and reach out, youโd still be styling her hair in the dim balcony light. Youโd weave your care into each tiny plait, meticulous and focused in a way that belies your outwardly cold demeanor. Youโd reverse the nighttime hold and draw her into your arms for your fix of warmth, hoping also to give as permission to cyclically receive in turn.ย
You need to be asked after, sometimes chased. Did Jelena deliberately use this knowledge to also effectively cut you off? As a petty jab towards you for calling her out on her slip-up? As penance to herself for being undeserving of your forgiveness? In the following months, she thought about it a lot, deciding that a life without you was starting to look like the much worse option. Working on herself and having more time for other activities following the breakup was not as balm-like as sheโd hoped; she ached regardless, plagued by this festering wound of regret.
All of this introspection asideโฆ she doesnโt actually have a plan. Serenade you? Call you and hope sheโs not blocked, propose coffee? Maybe lemonade instead. It is sweltering out and all that. Write out her sins in the sky and streak across the shore? Ugh.
Sheโs almost there now, looking forward to chugging water and pointedly avoiding heatstroke.ย
The tiny townhouse doesnโt smell of home, but sheโs hard-pressed to complain about the fruit basket and complimentary bucket of chilled champagne that was left to her. These types of accommodations are places she sees enough of, places to fill the gaps where home cannot quite reach. How empty things are, without you.ย
She certainly doesnโt mind the blissful air conditioning, though. Letting out a sigh of relief, she dumps her shit on the granite-topped kitchen island and snatches her water bottle from its spot near the sink.
โNumby,โ she calls after taking a long swig, โIโm home!โ
Her companion doesnโt come running like they normally do. Disappointed but not surprised, Jelena frowns and trails into the living room. She unzips her tracksuit top and flings it carelessly to the floor on the way, trying desperately to cool down.ย
Maybe talking to them wonโt help, but what the hell, it wonโt harm anything. Numby understands her to a T.
โAre you sleeping again? Cโmon. You didnโt wanna go for a walk, you barely ate breakfast, and you donโt wanna play with your toys. The vet said you were fine, you big drama queen. Good call on staying here this afternoon, thoughโฆ itโs boiling. You wouldโve overheated. Just thought Iโd offer, yโknow?โ
The faintest snuffle echoes out from under the coffee table. Jelenaโs worry is barely masked as she crouches down, peering into their hiding spot.
Ah, there they are. Wilted and shoving their snout into one of your old scarves โ because of course theyโre dealing with your absence as poorly as she is.ย
And her heart splinters all over again.
A hum. โIt still smells like them, huh?โ
Numby wiggles around to face their owner, leveling her with a look.ย
โYeah, yeah. I would know, right? Iโve probably stuck my nose in it a few times myself.โ
A sharp oink! of dissent.
โ...More than a few times,โ she amends, defeated. Then she perks back up. โBut donโt worry, okay? Iโm trying to come up with a plan to win them back. Itโs just logistics โ and the matter if theyโll go for it or not โ but shooting our shot comes before any potential rejection. Thatโs our focus.โย
Even though Jelenaโs sure her pet can understand her just fine, it feels more like sheโs reassuring herself than them. The thought makes her chest tighten with nerves. What if she canโt do this? What if coming out here entirely was stupid? What if youโre not even in the city?
Her heart disagrees with that last bit; itโs like the organ is always measuring the ever-changing distance between you and her, thumping along to the beat of your footsteps from the boardwalk to the nearby bistreaux. Ghosts of you everywhere, on every corner, like sheโd just missed you.ย
Granted, there are some places sheโs been avoiding. Your Black Sites, namely.
Could it be that sheโs too afraid of running into you after all? She hasnโt exactly picked up the phone to call you either, even though sheโs considered it many times.ย
โI just need to do it, donโt I? God, being proactive sucks.โย
Numby chuffs.ย
โIโll head to one of ourโtheir spots, and if they arenโt there, Iโll call them. Promise.โ
A plan is born just like that, then. Jelena pets her sweetie-baby-honey as compensation for their suffering, then rises to stand. Now she must pick where to go, and if her gamble pays offโฆ
No. She shouldnโt get too ahead of herself.ย
(โDonโt get too ahead of yourself there,โ she laughs, wiping a small glob of cheese and jalapeno from your chin. โYou donโt need to send yourself into a coma before we get to paint.โ
You stare, unimpressed and likely wanting to gorge yourself on food court fries for eternity. โYou shouldnโt doubt my bottomless stomach.โ
โI trust my judgment more than yours.โ
โYour mistake.โ)
She knows where to go.
Emboldened by her sudden decision, she whirls around and beelines for the door. Before she does, in fact, get ahead of herself โ Numby oinks again, louder this time to reach the kitchen sheโs stumbled back into.
Whatever will come of this, she doesnโt know. She just knows she has to try.
.โฆ.
The prospect of the late afternoon has begun to clear out most of the mallgoers. Not that it bothers you, of course. Less racket, more room to move around and make sales assistants sweat. You donโt necessarily enjoy that last part, but you seem to have that effect on people regardless.
A cluster of teenagers chatter by the fountain, engrossed in discourse about the indie rock band opening at the looming Robin concert. As you stroll by, you passively soak up every slanted and syrupy syllable, every derisive drawl. If words were physical phenomena, youโd be able to see them curling throughout the room like smoke, the speakerโs intended tone flicking the wispy trail angrily or playfully or whatever is emotionally applicable. Instead of braving the smoke, you cut through it, leaving behind clouds of passionate bickering.
Youโve entered and exited a few high-end clothing stores. Nothing much catches your interest so much as you just like the atmosphere. One thing about the city is that no one knows you extraordinarily well โ you believe you saw only once a couple trying to discreetly point in your direction โ meaning that you have the power of anonymity. There are no old attachments trying to give you a hard time. You have the means to want for nothing, with none of the messy strings that come with it.ย
Some might call it a double-edged sword. Thinking of it that way puts you in a bad mood, so you usually donโt attempt such an exercise.ย
But you canโt say youโre not reminded, sometimes. Standing out in the throng of tables, thereโs a family sitting in the corner, spare chairs waywardly skewed and made footrests for the more lackadaisical characters. They all look alike, the same collection of features painted on each face in differing interpretations; they were all made to be by the same artist, technique and signature plain as day. One doesnโt need to be a cultured individual to discern that. And one especially doesnโt have to be a cultured individual to discern joy. Everyone, it seems, can be happy.
Cheer radiates from them like an infectious disease. A boy steals a pickle slice from what you assume is his big sisterโs tray, this which earns him a halfhearted elbow to the side. Nevermind the fact that she had set them aside from her patty entirely because she doesnโt like them. Nevermind the fact that the boy, the little brother, had stolen them without hesitation because he knew she wouldnโt mind. Not truly.
What kind of connection must they have, to understand one another so wordlessly? Pickle-stealing is not a formal arrangement โ you can only surmise itโs an understanding born of love. You try not to scowl, feeling a headache coming on.
Your appetite is declared dead right then and there, but you enter the food court proper anyway, slinking over to a random table. You dump your bag into the seat next to you, feeling weighed down. A pressure stomps on your shoulders and twists tension into your neck. Bothersome.
Has this location and its history finally caught up to you? The idea sounds ridiculous; youโve never had an issue separating past from present before. Youโd never let some relationship blip get in the way of your happiness. Youโd go as far to say youโre thriving in this ecosystem post-breakup.ย
(โLetโs never break up,โ you blurt, all uncharacteristic and tentative. Your thumb strokes Jelenaโs knuckles, coveting her hand as you hold it. โI couldnโt handle it.โ
She eyes you in her peripherals, still somewhat committed to the TV. You want to kiss her. โWho said anything about breaking up? Youโre stuck with me.โย
โ...On the contrary.โ
She turns.ย
She laughs. Joyful, awestruck, she laughs.)
You didnโt want to be reminded.ย
Perhaps thatโs fundamentally at odds with the notion of spending your summer here. Perhaps part of you, the ugly and small person who still feels they will never fit in and experience heartache and heartwarmthโฆ just misses her. Who could blame you for being a little nostalgic? Thatโs all these feelings are โ manifestations of nostalgia. You know you arenโt very approachable, and while that has its perks, what about its drawbacks?ย
The same person who wants their friend back still stuffs goose down pillows under the covers of the vacant side of the bed. You only do it because it is just so, so empty otherwise.
The corner family has increased in volume. It sounds like the little brother and the big sister have abandoned eating, scuffling some ways away, parents distracted. You watch as they move from nebulously behind you to the nearby escalator, grappling over something colorful. You try to ignore it, pulling out your phone to re-enter the world of social media for the first time in months.ย
Your profileโs been in a state of dormancy since that night. Your five posts โ all couple photos of you and her โ remain up, no new likes or comments save for a few bots. Same goes for followers. Looking at the pictures gives you a strange feeling, like sheโs somehow watching you in return right through the screen. Gooseflesh razes your arms as you make the mistake of lingering on the sight of her wide smile, an aquarium tank behind you both in photo three as you celebrate six months of dating with a private jellyfish viewing.
You swiftly navigate to her profile instead.ย
You donโt know what you expect to find. That youโre blocked? That sheโs deleted all evidence of your life together like those werenโt the best times youโve had in your entire life? Or worse, like sheโs moved on and found someone new to fill your shoes? Hard to say. You brace yourself for the utter disappointment or vindication youโre about to experience.ย
โฆEverythingโs still there.
Like an equally mysterious tableau of the modern relationship, all of her photos (including the ones she shares with you) are still public for all the world to see. Nothing new posted. Just like yours. Is it perhaps a bit depraved to be stalking your exโs profile? You prefer not to think of it that way, it not being anyone elseโs business aside. You have healed, you have moved on, and wondering after her welfare is not creepy. You havenโt checked in months.ย
Today must simply be a tumultuous outlier in the sea of your life. Thatโs all.
The clamoring grows closer and youโre no longer able to ignore it. Just as you look up, what appears to be a toy airplane flies out of the boyโs hands and nosedives, skittering across the floor and under your table until skidding to a stop at your feet. You regard their faces with a neutral expression, the girl looking rather sheepish to have been fighting with her brother at all. The boy looks worried, probably concerned for the state of his toy.ย
You sigh, pushing back in your chair and picking the item up. โYou shouldnโt squabble with your family over something so trivial.โ
The siblings exchange glances and seem to be baffled and put-off by a stranger lecturing them.ย
โWe were just playing around,โ the girl defends weakly.ย
โYeah. Um, can I have that back now?โ asks the boy.
You nod, taking an extra second to make sure the plane isnโt scratched or damaged from the tussle; it looks to be fine, but you thumb away a smudge of dirt for good measure. You give the propeller a spin and cross the remaining distance to hand it back to little brother.ย
It takes a great deal of effort to suppress your tirade. Love one another, because there might come a day where one of you betrays the other, leaving the betrayee with nothing but a black card while the betrayer starts another family and completely forgets about the betrayee. This is paramount. Stop staring at me like Iโm Frankensteinโs monster, maybe?
โThanks! Bye!โ they chime in unison.
You watch them rush back over to their family, head shaking in silent admonishment โ you tried to telepathically beam your warning into their brains, but perhaps theyโre too young or dense to grasp your wisdom. You hope they donโt come to regret this.
More than that though, youโd like to leave already and stave off this migraine in the privacy of your own home. As you begin to journey for the down escalator, you realize, belatedly and serendipitously, that a lone figure is standing by an empty kiosk on the way.
And the illusion shatters.
Jelena is justโฆ standing there. Dressed in a cropped blouse and shorts and looking like an angel, as if the universe delivered her to you based on your unconscious desires alone. However, being honest with yourself, when has the universe ever been on your side? Taking that into consideration, just what kind of omen is this? You blink. Once, twice, thrice, and she doesnโt dissipate into stardust. Her expression is unsurprised, so did she know you wereโ
โHey,โ she ventures, posture shifting from casual to rigid like her body wants to move but her mind knows better than to let it. She, without looking, juts her finger in the direction of the kiosk. โKeychains. Theyโre, uh, for Pride. The seller probably took a dip in the fountain to cool off. Shame. I wanted to buy a couple.โ
What.
โWhat are you doing here?โ
You donโt mean to sound so accusatory. Itโs just how the words escape your mouth.
Her expression crumples and you hate how you put that look on her face, but the question remains notwithstanding, along with all of the conflicting thoughts and emotions tangling together in your head like a cacophony of impossible promises. She takes a minute to decide on her words, so unlike her usual confident self.ย
โIโฆ look.โ She sighs, slackening just barely. โI didnโt follow you here if thatโs what youโre thinking. I had this feeling, and I decided to head uptown for old timeโs sake. Coming to the city in the first place, though? Yeah, thatโs on me beingโฆ being sorry, and wanting to see you again. Considering I hadnโt seen you at all before now, I thought maybe I was wrong. Thought you went to the chateau, maybe. Or the cabin. All in the name of avoiding us, seasonal suggestions aside. Canโt ever guess with you.โ
The smoke begins to coil around your ankles like a viper. There is a whole sensory overload of awkward-ashamed-apprehensive-angry-apologetic happening, thick enough to choke on. You say nothing, ravaged by the change in balance; you no longer see, smell, hear, touch, or taste.ย
You no longer float above it all. You are undone. There is only her.
Jelena takes your silence as permission to continue, reining in her more unpalatable emotions and feelings on the subject. โSorry, got ahead of myself. And thatโs not my real apology, promise โ Iโm just asking that you hear me out. Those are my terms. You can tell me to fuck off all you want right now if it suits you, but Iโd just like to talk.โย
Then she adds, earnest and bright-eyed, โPlease.โ
She came here. She came for you, even if you made it clear during the argument how much you never wanted to see her again or something equally insincere, and when she didnโt give chase, you figured you made the right choice in leaving so she could not be the one to do it first. The consequences of your wrong choice were lying dormant until you were confronted head-on by the reality of them. By the reality of her.
โTalk,โ you echo stupidly. โHere?โ
For a second, Jelena looks dumbfounded as to have gotten so far with her argument of passion.ย
โ...If you want. But,โ she exhales, โI was planning to ask you out to coffee. Thought thatโd be better.โ
Coffee.
Neutral ground, all things considered. You are not entirely sure what talking could possibly entail at this point, and the thought maybe scares you a little bit, but after grudgingly coming to the realization that you cannot bear to turn her away after all this afternoonโs revealed to you, your position has turned awkward and vulnerable and all things you despise. Terrible.
โฆHopeful?
No. You are not hopeful by design. You were once and look where that got you.
But maybe it got you here? Standing right across from the woman you love and another shot at loving her?
โItโs much too hot for coffee, Jelena. How about lemonade? More appropriate.โ
The repose is deadly and loaded. You long to escape.
โYeahโyeah, thatโs alright with me. Definitely,โ she says, disbelieving and breathless and stuffing her hands in her pockets. โI could message you details? Ifโฆโ
โThatโs fine,โ you reassure.
โGreat.โ
Not the word you would use, personally. However, you are starting to sense another end to another conversation, even if this one is more important than most. You clear your throat, fidgeting with your bag and eyeing the escalator again.ย
โI have to head home.โ Nevermind that you used to share the summer home in question with her. โYou should wait here for the seller to come back. You wanted some keychains.โ
Itโs not perfect. You arenโt leaping into her arms even if a small part of you wants to (your capability to do so is also questionable). This isnโt a grand reunion.ย
But itโs a start.
โ...Right,โ Jelena laughs, almost relieved. โIโll do that. Um, see you around?โ
You bob your head once, succinct. Then you begin to walk away, pretending your legs arenโt shaking and that you didnโt just get tripped up in the most wonderful or most ruinous way possible.
You used to hoard the priceless gems of comfort and understanding, squirreling them away in your closet meant for your eyes only. Now, bejeweled in contemporary Swarovski, your mind wanders back to the very principle of the closet exhibit; storing good memories for later, for much more bittersweet viewing, is just borrowing grief from the future. Perhaps such preemptive mourning was poorly judged on your part.
There is always time to turn things around, isnโt there?ย
The thought tickles you. How romantic. How unlike you.
(Jelena takes her hands out of her pockets. How they itch and await the possibility of something old, new, more, or less.)
you're convinced there is more to the strange man your father named as your family's new guard. but much to valeriy's dismay, your curiosity is one incident away from costing him his job.
โฆ content. 2k words โ valeriy x gn!reader โ written before snezhnaya release. noble!reader x bodyguard!valeriy. reader is a nepo baby to the person val protects in the trailer. good man working for an evil one type beat. one (1) hostage attempt. despite hating his job, val takes his work seriously.
โฆ foreword. we can't talk here. gnsn just dropped a duke of the north. idk anything abt this man but don't we all?
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โDid you know, during the War of the Funerary Flame, there was an Emperor named Valerian who got captured by the Heavenly Principles?โ
Across the table, a long-suffering sigh cut through the delicate steam rising from your teacup. Valeriy sat with his massive arms crossed over his chest, his imposing stature casting a long shadow across the pristine tablecloth of this high-end Snezhnograd cafe. His dark hair framed a sharp face, and those eyes like a midnight sky bore into you with the weary patience of a man who dealt with your nonsense daily.
โYes,โ Valeriy replied curtly. โYou asked me the same thing when I first escorted you to a ball at Zapolyarny Palace.โ
A delighted laugh slipped past your lips, and you took a slow sip of your tea. โWell, itโs because your name is quite similar to his. Though I doubt Emperor Valerian would willingly bend the knee and work for someone like my father.โ
Though your tone made it sound like a jest, it was a pointed arrow aimed directly at the armor he wore so proudly. You didnโt know much about Valeriyโhe was famously tight-lipped about his pastโbut you had a few guesses here and there.
The way he carried himself, the rigid discipline he exercised, and that unshakable sense of duty; it was that of a knightโs. One who fell from grace perhaps, or one deeply misguided. Although it did make for a fascinating paradox: a clearly honorable man fiercly loyal to a noble whose hands were stained black with the underbelly of Snezhnaya.
Because you knew exactly what your father was.
You had lived your entire life wrapped in opulence, pampered within an inch of your life. But you were far from blind. You knew the extravagant banquets thrown for your name days were bought with tainted money. You were fully aware that your familyโs fortune relied on a predatory, underground narcotics trade and clandestine alliances with the Fatui. Every fine thread on your back and every delicacy on your plate had been bartered for the tears and slow ruin of faceless addicts.
Yet, you had never done a single thing to stop it.
โTell me, Valeriy,โ you began, swirling the amber liquid in your porcelain cup. โDoes a knightโs oath still count if the king youโre protecting is a villain?โ
The silence that followed was terse, broken only by the distant chatter of other patrons and the clink of silverware. Anyone else in your social circle would have laughed it off, or worse, reprimanded you. Whenever you had subtly tried to voice your unease to your peers about where your familiesโ wealth came from, they treated you like a pariah. To the Snezhnograd elite, questioning the blood on the Mora was a distasteful social gaffe. The rich always protected their own wealth before all else; they expected you to smile, drink your fire-whiskey, and ignore the bodies the empire was built upon.
But Valeriy didnโt scold you. Nor did he offer a shallow defense of your fatherโs syndicate. He simply stared at you, though a small, sharp muscle twitched in his jaw.
You didnโt know why, but you felt entirely certain that underneath that quiet exterior beat a heart with some semblance of a moral compass. Which was a ridiculous assumption. The man had quite literally agreed to guard a family notorious for sitting at the very peak of the Snezhnayan drug cartel. He was paid by a monster, to protect the child of a monster.
But a week ago, your father had hosted a private gala at the manor, a gathering of wealthy distributors and certain Fatui Harbingers. You had stepped out onto the grand balcony to escape the suffocating smell of expensive perfume and greed, watching the heavy snow fall over the courtyard. Down below, a young kitchen maid had accidentally tripped on the icy cobblestones, dropping a crate of imported vintage wine meant for the Tsaritsaโs elite.
Your fatherโs chief overseerโa cruel, bloated man who handled the street-level enforcementsโhad immediately marched out fuming, his vision pulsing with aggressive geo energy. He was going to make an example of her for ruining property. The girl had shrunk into the snow, sobbing, knowing no one would help a servant.
You had moved to call out, to stop it, but a tall shadow cut through the balcony light before you could.
Valeriy had intercepted the overseerโs wrist mid-air. He hadnโt drawn a weapon. He hadnโt even raised his voice. He simply squeezed the manโs arm with enough force to make the elemental energy sputter out, his towering frame completely shielding the maid from view.
โThe Tsaritsa's guests are waiting for their security detail inside, sir,โ Valeriy reminded, his voice dripping with an unspoken promise of violence. โDo not waste your energy on spilled grapes.โ
The overseer had gone pale, sneered, and retreated. Valeriy hadnโt comforted the girlโthe guard merely turned and walked back to his post in the shadowsโbut he had saved her. He had drawn a line in the snow that your fatherโs learned culture of cruelty wasnโt allowed to cross.
โYou're doing it again.โ
Valeriyโs voice suddenly pulled you back to the present, shattering your memories of the gala.
You blinked, realizing you had been staring at him for a solid minute. โDoing what?โ
โLooking at me as if I am some specimen you find utterly fascinating,โ he said, uncrossing his arms and sitting up straight, the leather of his armor creaking faintly as he checked the perimeter of the cafe with a sharp glance. โI am a guard. Nothing more. If you continue to look for ghosts in my past, you will only end up disappointed.โ
โOh, I highly doubt that,โ you replied, leaning back into your plush chair with a slow, knowing smile. โI think youโre the most interesting thing in Snezhnaya at the moment, Valeriy. And I have a very high tolerance for disappointment.โ
Valeriy grunted, the faint tightening around his eyes the only indication that your stubbornness had registered. He reached for his own cupโa black blend he had ordered purely for the caffeine, ignoring the delicate pastries you had pushed toward himโbut his hand froze an inch from the handle.
The low-humming chatter of the cafe abruptly died.
In the span of a single heartbeat, a cloaked shadow detached itself from the heavy winter coats hanging by the entrance, moving with a frantic speed that bypassed the cafeโs front counter entirely. Before Valeriy could even move, a man reeking of cheap alcohol lunged over the back of your plush chair.
Then, a cold, jagged blade was pressed against your throat.
โDonโt move! Nobody damn well move!โ the man shrieked, his hands trembling so fiercely the cold steel bit shallowly into your neck. โI know who you are! I know whose blood runs in your veins, you little parasite!โ
The other patrons gasped, knocking over porcelain cups as they scrambled backward to flee the establishment.
โY-Youโguard!โ the attacker hissed, his wild, bloodshot eyes locking onto Valeriy. โYou tell his lordship that this one is going to bleed out on this rug unless I get five hundred thousand Mora in cash. Right now! Pack it in a case, or Iโll slit their throat!โ
Obviously, this was a high-stakes, life-or-death hostage situation. A single twitch of the manโs trembling hand could end your lavish, boring existence.
But you remained perfectly still, leaning back against the chair, completely unfazed by the sharp metal threatening your life. Instead of panic, a strange, thrilling rush of anticipation washed over you.
Because even when Valeriy masqueraded as a well-behaved dog loyal to his master, you knew what he really was. He was a apex predator. A bear waiting for the slightest, most logical excuse to be unchained. And right now, his charge was being threatened.
Which gave him permission to kill.
Valeriy didnโt rise slowly nor did he even try to parley. The air in the cafe plummeted past freezing as he moved, a burst of speed that defied his massive, armored frame. Your guard was on his feet as his hand shot forward, clamping down directly over the blade of the knife. He didnโt care about the steel cutting into his glove. With a brutal grip of his fist, Valeriy shattered the weapon into pieces.
The assailant screamed in shock as he staggered backwards, but your guard was already moving. He gripped the manโs collar, lifting his entire body off the ground, and threw him through the cafeโs large glass storefront. The window shattered into a million glittering diamonds, scattering across the snowy Snezhnograd pavement outside.
Valeriy stepped through the ruined frame, drawing a broadsword from his back as the fur trim of his cloak fluttered majestically against the swirling snow. His hair was dusted with white flakes, his eyes burning with ice-cold ire. He looked breathtakingly handsome, a dark knight silhouetted against the blinding frost.
The desperate man pulled another dagger from his boot, lunging blindly with a scream of pure terror.
Effortlessly, your guard brought the flat of his massive blade down against the culpritโs chest. The sheer force of the blow shattered probably shattered collarbone, and sent him crashing face-first into the cobblestones. Before the assailant could even get back on his feet, Valeriyโs heavy boot planted itself firmly on his stomach, pinning him into the dirt and snow.
The swordโs tip hovered mere millimeters from his eye.
โYield,โ Valeriy commanded. โOr I will ensure you never see the sun rise over the palace again.โ
The man proceeded to go entirely limp, having passed out from shock.
From the sidelines, you took yet another sip of your tea, unbothered by the screaming wind or the commotion still buzzing about in the cafe. The amber liquid was losing its heat, but the warmth blooming in your chest more than made up for it.
Valeriy kept his boot on the culprit, his gaze shifting slowly until his midnight eyes locked onto you. He took in your unbothered posture, the teacup held gracefully in your hand, and the smirk playing on your lips.
โYouโre helping yourself to a drink at a time like this?โ he muttered.
โWell, what can I say?โ you replied smoothly, stepping over the broken window to dust the snow off his hair. โMy guard certainly likes to put on a show. Thanks for not killing him this time.โ
Shortly after the threat was subdued, you spoke with the panicked cafe owner while the Druzhina were contacted to apprehend the unconscious assailant. The poor woman was begging for your forgiveness and weeping over the shattered glass, terrified that word of the incident would reach your father and spell the end of her livelihood.
Valeriy stepped up behind you, holding out your expensive winter coat. As you slid your arms into the sleeves, you offered the owner a small, reassuring smile that didnโt quite reach your eyes.
โDo not lose sleep over it. Blood is not always thicker than water.โ
The carriage ride back to the estate was quiet, save for the rhythmic clatter of hooves against the cobblestones. Inside the cabin, Valeriy let out a heavy sigh, leaning his massive frame back against the plush velvet seating.
โYour penchant for these outings in the city is quite the occupational hazard,โ he complained, pinching the bridge of his nose in exasperation. โYour family has accumulated more enemies than Snezhnaya has snowflakes. Walking into public spaces just to test my reflexes is a dangerous habit.โ
You let out a soft laugh, turning your gaze away from him to watch the heavy snow drift lazily outside the frosted carriage window.
โWell, history says Emperor Valerian fought to his very last breath,โ you murmured, casting a sidelong, wicked glance back at him. โYouโll do the same for me, won't you?โ
His grunt of resignation was an answer all on its own.
Whether he was a dog bound tightly to a masterโs leash or a black bear locked in a cage of duty, the facts remained absolutely true. Valeriy was yours to provoke, and he made your otherwise boring life somewhat of a grand adventure.
โฆ afterword. i love inconveniencing a big, handsome man who seems to not even mind being inconvenienced at all. okay maybe he does mind, but he lets reader off the hook every time anyway <3 i also like to think that in this fic, valeriy is actually someone undercover who's infiltrating reader's family to get some dirt on their father. what ever shall he do when he grows attached to the offspring of someone he's tasked to eliminate! but it's whatever!! i promise to write something more substantial for him once we get to know him better. the snezhnaya trailer looks promising for all characters!! also btw emperor valerian doesn't exist in genshin i made all that up just in case you're wondering bwahahaha
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i DO believe that a good writer can make mischaracterization work. oh there's a character who doesn't normally cry? figure it out!! dissect the character. make the situation cryable for them. make that character cry ugly tears even if it goes against their very nature. YOU CAN MAKE IT WORK!!!