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@thervnaways​​ ♡’d for a starter ! plot:  ‘you should just go ask them out, you’ve been thinking about them all day every day for months and it’s driving me nuts’ AU ! from this post.

          his eyes scan the   clouds   that make their way over the sky,  his back against the hard concrete of the roof atop his friends apartment building,  often coming up here to   waste his days away. but   hearing his soulmates thoughts is like there’s always someone   right there   with him, and he doesn’t feel so alone.  he’s more than happy to keep   quiet and listen   like usual,  but maybe there’s   something   he could do to help ...     “ hey ...  “     dongha feels strange butting in,  like he’s suddenly entered a room that’s meant for   only them.  he’s always felt strange listening to their thoughts - seeing as his are so   quiet.  though, it’s like they’re talking even if they’ve never met,  really.     “ you’re thinking about them again ? “     it’s a question with an obvious answer,  though he can’t help but ask.     “ ... they seem nice. “

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hello!!!! uni has been over for like a week but ive got no writing muse :( pls like this !! if u would like me to write u something based off of something in your wish list !! or reply to one of your open starters :o

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°☾•*    𝐡𝐚𝐞𝐣𝐢𝐧 ,

haejin presses one last kiss to the boy’s forehead before the spirit is pulling away slightly, the tiniest frown taking over his features as he watches the smaller of the two with concern. the brunet assumed dongha wanted a little bit of space – considering they’ve been wrapped around one another for a while, so he reverts back to simply holding the spirit’s hand. “of course, little one.” he says sweetly, sending a wink towards the other.

          the little spirit looks up at haejin   curiously,  wanting immediately to be back in haejin’s arms  -  but he settles with their hands and fingers intertwined.   the spirit kisses the boy’s cheek for good measure,  and tugs him along to the door,  opening it to reveal a   pleasant night  -  not too cold with brilliant stars dotting the sky  (  he put those there  ).  it doesn’t take long for dongha to latch onto haejin’s arm, sticking to him   like glue as they walk  -  he likes this so much !  he wants to do it more often  -  it makes him feel like they’re just taking a walk at night, dongha is   alive, and everything could be   normal. dongha looks up to haejin once again,  smiling   gently.     “  i want to show you something  ~  it’s not much ... i just want you to see.  “     he says,  not able to stop the   nervous waver   in his voice.  dongha comes here when he misses haejin the most  -  but it’s only to make sure he’s   comfortable,  being here in dreams must be strange and off putting.     “ it’s  ...  around the   corner,  here.  “

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°☾•*    𝐡𝐚𝐞𝐣𝐢𝐧 ,

haejin couldn’t wipe the wide grin from his face as he finishes wiping the boy’s cheeks free of stray tears, chuckling along with the giggly spirit as he cuddled him closer. “aigo, i don’t think i can compete with that … i guess this will have to do,” he hums lowly, cradling dongha’s jaw in one hand and capturing his lips in a passionate, yet gentle kiss.

          there’s a small, almost   inaudible   gasp that leaves his lips.  the smaller’s fingers slowly make their way to haejin’s neck,  moving himself closer.  and he feels.  there is so much that he feels  -  there has always been   so much   that he feels,  even in death.  albiet, it has been   different   with haejin  ( it’s been better with him  -  dongha has been better  ).  the feeling starts as a small   flutter   inside his chest,  to feeling as though there could be   small sparks   leaving their fingertips.  the little spirit tries his very best to make the kiss last just a   little longer,  lips gently moving against the others for a moment.  it’s funny to think,  but it   feels like magic.  it’s so funny to dongha that he laughs   again,  smiling against haejin’s lips  -  his next whispered words are as   gentle   as they come,     “  i think we’re getting close to being even now,  haejin - ah.  “

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°☾•*    𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐧𝐲 ,

all he had was indeed dongha and the sea, and even then the fear for dongha to just disappear like the friend the other was talking about was real, something so dark and cloudy in his own limpid heart ━it made him tremble more than the sense of constant cold and need for something to warm his own weary frame up, it made him look at the sea for answers even if he knew there were none, at all. stuck he was indeed, and there didn’t seem to be a way out, no matter how much he squeezed his brain in looking for something in his own ignorance. “ maybe it’s good, i don’t know. sometimes i wish i could remember those pretty things that made me feel good and happy. but i can’t even remember that. so i don’t know how to make myself less sad. ” washed away by waves, devoured by the inhabitants of the deep below. “ you’re… you’re not going to leave me alone like that friend of yours did, are you? ”

          his eyes skipped along the water,  imagining   what it would be like for him to be so reliant on the push and pull of the shore  -  unsure of so much.  he   wishes   there was a way that he could bring moony’s memories back and take them back to him.  wishes   there was some way that could he give his friend something to ease his sadness.  dongha’s missing heart aches so much.  there has to be something somewhere for him  -  dongha   needs   to find it.  he wants to bring moony to his forest some day,  and wants to bring him somewhere to be that isn’t   here.  there are   shores   spotted around,  maybe moony would like it there.     “  i won’t.  “     i can’t.  there are so many reasons why  -  he just can’t.     “  i promise, okay ?  for what it’s worth,  i’ll always be here.  “     his voice is a low murmur,  gentle and   soothing  -  trying to help moony’s aching mind.     “  they found what they needed to   pass on,  something their soul was looking for since they died.  i’m not going anywhere.  “

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°☾•*    𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐢 ,

                            presence  felt  ,  but  not  acknowledged  as  nami’s  attention  remains  drawn  to  phone  screen  .  he’s  in  his  own  apartment  ,  laid  out  on  the  couch  ,  so  he  doubts  the  sensations  come  from  anything  genuine  ,  and  his  tv  show  was  apparently  far  more  important  to  him  than  the  feeling  of  being   watched  .  only  when  that  feeling  lingers  does  nami  finally  decide  to  drag  his  eyes away  from  screen  and  up  towards  what  he  finally  realizes  is  a   body  standing  across  from  him  .  instinct  causes  him  to  jerk  himself  into  sitting  up  , but  face  is  recognizable  instantly  ;  panic  shifts  to   confusion  at  the  drop  of  a  hat  .  blinking  slowly  ,  he  nods  .  “  did  i  fall  asleep  ?  god  ,  so  i’m  dreaming  up  however  many  minutes  of  this  last  episode  ?  stupid  ,  but  definitely  explains  why  it’s  totally  stopped  making  sense  .  i  was  so  ready  to  start  my  twitter  rant  about  wasting  eight  seasons  of  my  time  for  this  garbage  .  “  breath  leaves  in  a  huff  as  he  finally  gives  dongha  a  look  over  ,  noting  the  shaking  hands  and  pouting  slightly  .  “  what’s  wrong  ?  did  something  happen  ?  “  finally  nami  rises  to  his  feet  ,  moving  over  to  take  dongha’s  hand  ,  naively  trying  not  to  overthink  how  real  it  all  feels  when  dongha  is  in  his  own  apartment  ,  the  location  for  the  pairing  new  ,  but  maybe  dongha  has  figured  out  a  way  to  relocate  them  in  nami’s  dreams  .  “  you’re  looking  extra  cute  today  ,  if  that  makes  you  feel  any  better  .  “  

          there are nerves   biting   at him from his head to the tip of his toes.  they almost crawl under his skin like   bugs  -  he remembers the feeling from when he was alive.  he wants to run towards nami and   hug him   the moment he starts to speak,  be held  -  but he stops himself,  doesn’t want to try because he   knows   what will happen.  despite the feeling of pure comfort,  the little spirit can’t shake the   uneasiness   that settles within.  he has been with nami in his dreams,  but this is   different.  nami is here and he’s   real  -  and even if dongha is only a spirit,  this is   real.     “  no  - no ... nothing happened ... ! “     dongha has to speak up quickly,  so nami wouldn’t worry.  normally he would step back,  cower and try to hide  (  scared of reactions, and of himself  )  but he lets the boy come close, welcoming it.  he can only laugh at the comment,  lips upturning into a   smile.     “  you’re not dreaming ~  i’m here, nami ~  “     he says,  breathy.     “ see  ?  “     there’s a beat of a moment that passes,  it spikes dongha’s nerves where he should be at his most   comfortable,  right here in front of a boy he’s shared so much with.  the spirit finally raises his hand to nami’s,  soft smile not faltering.     “  sadly,  that   does  mean the show you were watching doesn’t make sense,  and it wasn’t a dream.  “

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°☾•*    𝐡𝐚𝐞𝐣𝐢𝐧 ,

a soft frown finds it way onto the male’s features as he listens to the boy, fingers slipping under the other’s shirt and gently rubbing circles into soft skin in an attempt to comfort the spirit. haejin whispers a soft ‘take your time’ at sight of the boy thinking of what to say, taking a mental note to remember the smaller’s cute mannerism. “i know, i know. i wish is was different, too.” he said softly, smoothing the pad of his thumb over dongha’s cheek. of course, the actor imagined what life would be like if the other was alive all the time, but it wasn’t healthy for either of them. “but we’re together now, right? we have to make the most of it, you know?” he says, pressing his lips to the spirits knuckles.

          dongha nods,   slow   this time  -  his hand coming up rest against haejin’s,  head moving a slight to leave a   soft kiss   against his palm.  they have to make the most of it because this is the   only time   they can be together  -  and the little spirit should not be spending that time   worrying.  thinking about impossible things  ;  things that should be left for the haejin and dongha of   another life.  they’ll meet again,  when dongha is different  (  when he is   better  ).   he is the happiest he’s ever felt   (  that is,  if there’s   any feeling   he has right now  -  it’s of happiness  ).     “  you’re right.  “     he says simply,  haejin’s touch settling the   mess   of his thoughts.     “  we found each other when we needed someone the most,  i suppose.  that’s how things like this work,  right ?    i'm just ... really happy it was you.   “

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°☾•*    𝐬𝐞𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐡𝐞𝐞 ,

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seunghee treks through the woods, hood pulled over her head, as the rain pelts down softly. her aunt had told her to stay in today but she never minded a little rain. she hasn’t missed a day yet and she’s not going to start now. seunghee comes to the familiar little clearing in the forest, ‘oppa? are you here?’ she asks, standing under one of the large branches of a tree for shelter from the rain, ‘i’m sorry i’m late.’ she drops her bag on to the ground, ‘i had to run some errands. my aunt made me go into town with her.’ seunghee sighs. she hasn’t seen him yet but she knows he’s here. he’s always here, ‘i hate going into town. everyone stares at me.’ seunghee moves to the ground, pulling her lunch out of her bag. she came to see him every day bringing her lunch with her. it was a nice little routine. it was good to have a friend. even if he was dead, ‘oppa, can ghosts eat food?’

          he is indeed always here,  wandering  -  looking after the forest more than anything.  it’s definitely an added bonus that he’s met seunghee  -  found a friend,  and   introduced her   to the forest he calls home  (  some time ago ).  he’s staring up at the sky when he feels her   presence,  watching the clouds roll over with their gift of rain. there’s a moment before he finds her,  follows her voice   out of the dark.      “  be careful of the rain ...  you’ll get a cold.  “     is the first thing he says,  sitting himself across from her.  the spirit appears   suddenly, but he’s not afraid of startling her  -  she knows he is here.  dongha shakes his head at her question,  still   frowning   from her earlier comment  -  sticking to it like protective brother he’s come to be.     “  tell me who stares at you  -  i’ll make sure they stop.  “

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hey every1 i am in the process of completely revamping this blog because uni is over !! i’m going to be working on replies so to those i owe im sorry its taking forever but hopefully they’ll be posted soon!!! i hope u are all having good days/nights/etc i loveu 

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uni talk under the cut ! 

my graduation exhibition was last night and it was honestly really overwhelming and nerve wracking (especially preparing for it) but i got to talk to a bunch of industry and people who were interested in my stuff   ? ? ? so that was super cool. heres some pics of my table lol im kinda really proud of everything

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