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nevertheless (hwang intak)

synopsis : intak hates you from the moment he meets you, but is it truly hatred that he feels?

content : 12k words, male reader, smut & fluff, top reader x bottom tak, uni au, enemies to lovers-esque, light masturbation, safe and unsafe sex, praise, a looot of pining

note : it has finally arrived :p longest fucking thing i've ever written pls never expect it from me again

!! minors go away pls

intak stared down at his phone. he and keeho sat together in the library where they were supposed to be studying, although intak's phone had most of his attention.

keeho looked up from his computer, twisting a pen in between his fingers.

"so are you coming out with us tonight?" he asked.

intak looked up from his phone, just shrugging.

"yn can come if you want," keeho offered.

intak tensed up, looking at him in confusion.

"..why?"

keeho blinked. "i.. just thought you were friends?"

"no? he's just my roommate."

"okay.. he's just your roommate.." keeho reiterated with caution in his voice.

it was quiet between them for a second. intak took a deep breath and looked over at him again.

"i'm sorry, i didn't mean to be rude.." he apologized quietly. "are you guys just going bar hopping?"

"yeah, that was the plan," keeho smiled.

"okay. i'll come, i guess."

"cool, then i'll text you the details. i gotta go, i have a class soon. see you later."

intak watched keeho get up from their table just as you came by. intak's face straightened out, focus instantly going back to his phone.

"hey, yn!" keeho called. intak scowled under his breath. keeho barely knew you, why did he have to be so nice?

"hey, how's it going?" you greeted him with your usual bright smile. intak's eyes kept taking subtle looks at the two of you from where he sat. he hated that he liked looking at you. you and your pretty hair and poised stature and killer smile.

"not bad," keeho answered. "hey, will you tell jiung i'm looking for him? he's not answering his phone for some reason. you have a class with him right?"

"yeah, i'll let him know."

keeho thanked you and said his goodbyes before you turned to keep walking. your gaze landed on intak, his head hanging as he stared at his phone.

"intak!"

he grimaced and looked up with tired eyes.

"what?"

your smile fell a little at his annoyed tone, but you brushed it off.

"i never gave you your charger back the other day. thanks for letting me borrow it." you pulled his charger from your bag and set it on the table. he barely spared it a glance.

"you couldn't just leave it at our dorm?"

"well, i was going to later when i got home, but i saw you now, so.."

"hm," intak grunted.

you cleared your throat and bid a quick goodbye to him. you weren't sure if you'd done something to him or if he was in some kind of mood, but he'd been like this ever since the start of the year when you met as roommates. you already knew jiung beforehand, so you knew a little of keeho and intak by association. maybe intak just never took a liking to you.

you started walking toward a different table to start your own studying, deciding to brush the interaction with your roommate off. as you set some of your materials out, you saw intak begin to pack his things up in the corner of your eye. he slung his bag over his shoulder and started walking out, going right by your small table. he stopped and looked right at you.

"thank you," he said quietly. he gave you no time to respond before he left. you watched him rush out, managing to catch the red, flustered color creeping over his ears.

intak gently shut the door as he stepped into his dark dorm room. he slipped his shoes off while looking around. the silence seemed so loud, but it was probably because he was a little drunk after his night out with his friends. it was around two in the morning on a friday night, so he had nothing to worry about in regards to classes the next day.

"shit," he whispered after almost tripping over a chair leg. he scowled and dropped his things, then plopped down onto the sofa. he hoped he wasn't being loud at all. intak had learned that you valued your sleep over anything else, so he tried not to wake you when he had late nights.

sitting for a few minutes, he felt sleepiness start to tug at him. he perked up when he suddenly heard shuffling noises from your room. you opened your door and trudged out sleepily. at first, intak was scared he'd woken you up, but his mind went blank when he saw you. your hair was messy and you weren't wearing a shirt, only loose sweatpants that hung low on your hips. intak felt his entire body freeze at the sight.

you rubbed your eyes as you walked over to the fridge. the dorm's tiny kitchen was merged into the living space, so he could see you just fine from his spot on the sofa. intak just waited for your eyes to land on him, but you being half asleep along with all the lights turned off prevented you from noticing him at all.

as you opened the door of the fridge to grab a late night drink, the light illuminated your body just enough for intak to see the print in your sweats. you were obviously not wearing underwear, and your sweatpants hung low enough that he could see the start of your v line. intak quickly looked away with flushed cheeks.

as you cleared your throat and took a swig of water, intak slowly looked back over at you. your bicep flexed a little as you lifted the water and your sweatpants were somehow riding even more dangerously low on your hips.

intak began to piece together that you actually slept naked and only threw some pants on to go outside of your bedroom. he shivered. imagining your body lazily covered with your bedsheets and nothing else sent his blood rushing south. he quickly covered his lap with his hands, embarrassed. he grimaced when he heard the sound of the sofa creaking a little.

your head quickly turned toward him in surprise. you rushed to turn the light on and finally saw him.

"intak? shit, you scared me."

"sorry.."

"it's cool. you okay?" you closed the fridge and walked in his direction, but stopped when he waved you off.

"i'm good! i'm fine, thanks."

your eyebrows furrowed at his odd behavior. but you shrugged it off and bid him goodnight before heading back to your room. intak's eyes instantly went back to your body. he caught another glimpse of your dick swinging against your sweatpants before he was staring at your backside instead.

"fuck." intak shoved his shirt over his crotch. he couldn't believe himself. he'd gotten a boner from just looking at you, just watching your body.

"i think i drank too much," he mumbled. that had to be the reason. he stood up and rushed to his bedroom to just go to sleep.

the weekend passed too slowly for intak. he had a couple girls over, but couldn't seem to feel fulfilled the way he used to. he kept thinking about you.

when monday finally came around, intak threw himself back into his classes and his studies. even with that distraction, he kept finding his mind slipping back to you. wondering what you were doing, who you were with, what you were wearing. he felt like he was about to go insane.

you hadn't said anything about the girls he'd brought home that weekend. he didn't want to admit that he wanted you to bring it up - wanted you to care. because you didn't, really. why would you? it was none of your business.

keeho and jiung were walking with intak on campus now. they exchanged confused glances as their friend stared off in a trance.

"do you wanna go get coffee with us, intak?"

"pass. i'm gonna head home."

keeho and jiung looked at each other again in concern.

"..you okay?" keeho asked. "you seem off."

intak didn't know what to say. he wasn't even entirely sure himself of what was going on.

"i'm alright. just dealing with some things right now."

"anything we can help with?"

intak looked over at his friends. they were both looking at him in sincerity. he smiled, grateful for them.

"no, it's cool. i'll see you guys later."

"okay.. get some rest."

intak soon arrived back to his dorm and slipped his shoes off tiredly.

"i need a snack," he grumbled as he walked over to the fridge.

he began mulling over what to grab when a sudden presence arose behind him. he turned his head, and there you were. you were hovering over him, also looking in the fridge. intak blushed at the closeness. he was close enough to turn around and kiss you if he wanted to.

you reached over him and grabbed an energy drink before giving him a smile. you then moved away to go back to your room.

"g'night, intak."

intak felt his heart twist. he felt an urge to say something. anything. whatever would keep you in the same room with him.

"are you going to bed early??" he shuddered at the urgency in his voice, embarrassed now.

you smiled again, and he felt his knees go weak.

"no, i'll be up for a while, just staying in my room. i have an online night class in a minute."

intak nodded. "..hence the energy drink?"

you blinked, surprised he seemed so interested in you for once. you let out a small laugh at how cute he was.

"yeah, hence the energy drink," you confirmed.

you turned again and disappeared back into your room. intak watched you begin to close the door, only to leave it a little bit cracked. he sighed and sat on the sofa dejectedly.

after an idea came to him, he got back up to grab his switch and slowly made his way over to your room. he knocked before peaking inside the open door. you looked up from the laptop that sat on your legs. intak felt some relief when you grinned and pat the space next to you on your bed. he didn't want to bother you or distract you from your class, just sitting with you would be enough.

intak hopped onto your bed and got settled under the covers. honestly, you were a little confused by the sudden change in your roommate. he seemed more clingy and even endearing than he used to be, but you found it quite cute.

you watched him get comfy and start to play a game on his switch as he laid next to you. you couldn't help but smile again. you reached over to tuck him into your blankets a little better, then turned your attention back to your class that had just begun.

throughout the class, you could see intak steal glances at you a few times. you wondered what changed with him. he wanted nothing to do with you just days ago, and now he looked all cute and cozy in your bed. it felt nice to have him beside you.

your class was almost through when you realized intak was falling asleep. his eyes kept fluttering closed and his head would fall back a little before he would catch himself and try to stay awake. you laughed silently at the effort.

you were caught a little off guard when he finally set his switch aside and just snuggled up into the side of your body. you didn't say anything, only welcoming his warmth and wrapping your arm around him. it made your heart race. you hadn't even noticed that the class ended and you were the last one on the call.

quickly closing your laptop and setting it on your nightstand, you leaned over to look at intak again. he was out like a light, arm draped over your stomach. you reached over to move some of his hair away from his eyes.

he was gorgeous.

your heart hammered against your chest as you held him, and soon enough, you fell asleep with him.

but the night passed way too quickly, and intak woke up the next morning in a sort of daze. he wasn't expecting to fall asleep in your bed, let alone wake up with your arms around him. he'd never enjoyed anyone's company quite so much before.

intak took a moment before moving. he didn't know the next time he'd be able to do this with you, so he wanted to enjoy it. however, he did have a morning class he'd need to get to. he huffed softly and began to move your arms away. you moved in your sleep, shuffling aside and onto your back. intak let out a small breath of relief. he really didn't want to wake you.

he sat up slowly and rubbed his eyes for a second. and then he saw it. with all the movement, the blankets had ridden down and exposed the morning wood in your shorts. intak was frozen. he already knew you were big after seeing you commando in your sweats, but seeing you even a little bit hard was different. he felt stuck, like he couldn't look away.

unable to think sanely, he moved his hand and slowly hovered over your crotch. he was shaking a little, and before he knew it, his fingers were very lightly tracing the outline of your erection.

when he saw you twitch in your shorts, he was shot back to reality. he finally got up from your bed and rushed to his room. he felt dizzy. it scared him how much he wanted you. embarrassment, shame, confusion - too many feelings were rushing over him.

"i'm such a fucking creep," he muttered as he looked down at the semi erection straining against his pants now. "that's the second fucking time, too."

intak sighed and adjusted his waist band. he quickly trudged into the bathroom to take a cold shower. he didn't understand why this was happening. he'd never felt so attracted to another man, but it was undeniable now.

"what are you doing for your birthday?"

intak looked up from his notebook. jiung and keeho were looking at him, excitement glimmering in their eyes. he just shrugged.

"i don't really wanna do anything."

"what? why not?"

"you always have a party at least," jiung pouted.

"hm," intak thought. "alright, i guess we could do a party."

jiung and keeho exclaimed at the decision.

"this weekend?" keeho asked.

"yeah. i'll ask yn and make sure he's cool with having it at our dorm."

jiung and keeho seemed satisfied now. intak once again felt grateful for such friends. with that settled, he went back to his notebook and kept studying.

"alright, i gotta go. i'll see you guys later," keeho began to pack his things as he got up. the other two bid him goodbye and kept working at their table.

intak was about to focus on his work again when he spotted you across the library. you had headphones on as you studied alone. your head was slightly rocking to the tempo as your eyes darted from one paper to the other.

you looked up to catch intak's gaze, surprising him. a smile instantly broke out on your face, giving him a small wave. intak felt himself begin to panic. he held himself together and waved back before quickly looking away. how embarrassing.

"oh, yn!"

intak's eyes widened. jiung must have noticed him waving. intak watched his friend turn around in his seat to wave at you as well. he was a bit scared jiung was going to invite you to join the table, but jiung just turned back around in his chair quietly.

intak couldn't stop stealing glances at you. he was starting to get annoyed with himself. he'd never liked someone the way he liked you. it almost felt tiring, like he was constantly on guard around you.

"you okay?" jiung spoke up.

"huh? ..yeah."

"..are you lying?"

intak blinked. "i hate you," he muttered.

jiung laughed. "c'mon talk to me."

"i'm just.. do you ever, like.. feel weird toward other people?"

"weird?"

"yeah, like.. you start seeing them differently?"

jiung just looked at him. "are we talking romantically?"

intak avoided his friends eyes, not answering.

"i'll take that as a yes," jiung chuckled. "so you like someone? is that it?"

"i think so."

"well, why is it weird?"

intak took a deep breath. he almost couldn't bring himself to say it.

"because it's a guy."

"oh," jiung nodded, "i see now."

intak sighed and slouched down in his seat. jiung frowned at how troubled he seemed.

"i've never felt like this before," intak whispered. "with women, it's never felt like this. but i've only ever been with women. i don't know what to do."

"well, you need to let yourself figure it out. if you're feeling this way, then you should explore it more."

intak looked at his friend. he'd never heard him sound so wise.

"i guess so.."

jiung's eyebrows raised, waiting for intak to continue, "is there something else?"

"i just.. don't really have any experience with men," intak admitted quietly. jiung couldn't help but laugh under his breath.

"you're worried about your first time sleeping with this guy aren't you?"

"..shut up."

jiung laughed again. "well," he began, "i'm sure there are plenty of videos online that could help you feel better prepared for sex with a man."

intak's eyes widened. "don't say it so loud!"

"sorry," jiung snickered again. "did it at least help to talk about it?"

"yeah.. thanks."

jiung nodded happily as intak's eyes wandered back to you.

after about another hour of studying, jiung too had to leave. intak sat alone. he managed to get more work done, but you were still distracting him with no effort.

intak tensed up when he saw you stand from your seat. he watched you from the corner of his eye, getting closer and closer to his table.

"wanna walk home with me?" you asked.

intak looked up. he gulped. now that he'd admitted his feelings out loud to someone, it felt real.

"sure," he answered with a shy smile. after he packed his things, you began walking together.

"is something up?" you checked.

intak looked up at you.

"what do you mean?"

you shrugged, "you just seem kinda different lately."

intak stared at the floor as he walked now. he wasn't sure how to answer that. he knew he was acting different, but he didn't know how to stop.

"maybe you've just finally gotten comfortable around me," you smiled.

intak watched your chin raise as you walked. you seemed very happy.

"something like that," he agreed.

the two of you were getting close to your dorm now. intak looked up at the sky with a frown. he felt a drop of rain, and then a another, and then it was pouring.

"shit!" you both looked around. there wasn't really any place to take shelter unless you wanted to be stuck under the awning of a dorm window until the rain passed.

without thinking, you grabbed intak's hand and started running. intak felt butterflies go loose in his stomach. he ran behind you, watching your hair get wet and your bag flop against your back. he looked down at his hand enveloped in yours. rain drops ran down your skin and onto his own. it made him feel warm despite the chill of the rain.

you finally made it to your dorm, dragging a drenched intak inside with you. you let go of his hand and tried to pat yourself down a little. intak was a bit disappointed at the loss of contact, but forgot all about it when you started taking your hoodie off, wearing nothing underneath. intak's face blew red. you stepped over and did the same to him, grabbing the hem of his shirt and lifting it over his torso.

"take this stuff off," you spoke gently, "don't wanna get sick."

you set the shirt aside and went into the bathroom. intak felt dazed.

"you'll probably be fine if you just change clothes, but you can take a shower with me if you'd rather do that," you shouted from the bathroom.

intak felt his heart drop. the thought of showering with you felt like a hot fever dream. you said it so casually. but why wouldn't you? guys shower in the same space in the locker rooms. what's so different about at home?

you peeked out of the doorway of the bathroom when intak didn't answer you. you were almost naked now, only wearing your underwear. intak stared at you.

"do you wanna shower?" you asked again.

intak could only shake his head.

"okay." you were unfazed, going back into the bathroom now.

intak silently cursed at himself. he wanted to join you. oh, he really wanted to join you, but he was terrified. if he popped another boner in front of you, he might just die.

he went to his room and changed instead. he listened to the water run in the bathroom, hearing you hum a song off and on. it was tempting - the idea of getting up and getting into the shower with you. but it was like he couldn't move.

before he knew it, the water turned off and he knew you were getting out. he sighed. he continued to sulk in his room as you stayed in the bathroom to dry your hair and get dressed again. intak could still hear you humming the same song, it made him smile to himself.

"hey, tak?"

intak looked up. you were standing in his open doorway now.

"it's your birthday soon right?"

intak was not expecting that.

"how did you know?"

"you mentioned it once a few months ago," you reminded him. "did you want anything?"

"like a gift?"

you chuckled, "yeah, like a gift."

"oh.. i dunno."

you just looked at him, waiting for a better answer.

"i mean.. i like jewelry. but you really don't have to get me anything."

"no, you're getting something."

intak smiled and looked down. a gift from you might not be so bad.

"actually, i wanted to ask you if you mind if i have a party here this weekend. for my birthday, i mean."

"sure," you answered, "do whatever you like. i might just hide in my room at some point if i get tired of all the people."

intak smiled, "thank you."

you nodded in response, happy that he was happy.

"anyways, i'm heading out for a bit. i'm not sure when i'll be home so i'll see you later, okay?" you told him.

intak nodded, a little disappointed. he watched you put a heavier jacket on and grab an umbrella on the way out.

intak had the place to himself for a while, and he eventually did take a shower too. the hot water on his skin was just what he needed after a long day. he couldn't stop thinking about earlier with you, though. wondering what might've happened if he did share a shower with you. his mind traveled a little too far, and before he knew it, he felt his blood rushing downward again. he pressed his legs together with a small groan.

he quickly grabbed the soap and started to clean himself. he lathered it around until he reached his backside. he went slow, enjoying the feeling of his hands gliding softly over his skin. he started to imagine it was you touching him, massaging him, spreading him open, rimming him with your fingers. it made him shudder.

he pushed one finger inside himself before he could process what he was doing. he went in further with a ragged moan, feeling just how tight he was. propping his opposite hand against the shower wall, he started to pump his finger slowly in and out.

never did he think he would do this. and never did he think he would enjoy it so much. it was such a foreign feeling, but it made his mind foggy and his dick twitch beneath him.

he slowly entered another finger. once adjusted, he thrusted them faster at a fixed rhythm. the palm of his hand slapped against his ass as he fingered himself. it created a plapping sound throughout the bathroom that usually would've made him embarrassed. but he was too far gone to care now. his head hung, mouth agape and catching some of the water that dripped down his face. he let out small moans with every pump of his fingers.

he soon began to get tired. his arm started to hurt and his fingers just couldn't reach far enough inside himself. with another groan, he slowly let them slip out. he looked down as he stood directly under the water.

he was almost fully erect.

he sighed, wrapping his hand around himself and stroking tiredly.

"happy birthday!"

intak's eyes widened. keeho and jiung were suddenly in front of him as he was walking.

intak laughed, "thanks guys."

"so what time should we come over to your dorm?" jiung asked.

"i've been telling everyone eight o'clock."

"sounds good. is yn joining?" keeho asked.

intak looked over at him. he didn't like the way his heart beat picked up at the mention of your name.

"um, yeah.. he said he might stay in his room if he gets tired though."

"okay, we'll see you later then!"

intak waved them goodbye, beginning to finally feel excited about his birthday celebration. he began to head back home. all of his classes were finished for the day, so he planned to relax until the party.

when he arrived at the dorm, it was empty as expected. you still had one more class before you'd be home. intak totally hadn't memorized your schedule or anything.

he trudged into his bedroom and set his things down when he saw a small box sitting on his bed. a present from you. a smile instantly stretched across his lips as he rushed to sit on his bed and open it.

inside the box was a simple, silver chain on either side of a tiny charm in the center. quickly putting it on, he stood back up and looked at his wrist in the mirror. he felt giddy inside.

"i hate you, yn," he muttered, biting back his smile.

after a while of gawking at his new bracelet, he trudged into the bathroom to clean himself up a little. he didn't even notice that he missed the sound of the front door unlocking.

as he began to clean his face and start changing, he realized he left his clean clothes in his room. already naked, he grumbled in frustration and grabbed the hoodie he'd left hanging behind the bathroom door that same morning. he draped it over himself and left the bathroom, but he froze when you were suddenly in the hallway with him, just a couple feet away. his face went red when he remembered what he was wearing. just the hoodie with nothing underneath.

you smiled at him, stifling a laugh.

intak rushed back to the safety of his room as he pulled his hoodie down as far as it would go. thankfully it was already large enough to cover his hips, but you could still see the head of his dick and the bottom curve of his ass peeking out.

"are you fucking kidding me?" he whispered after slamming his door shut.

you laughed quietly at how frazzled he was.

"don't worry, you look good!" you shouted at him.

intak froze again as he put clean underwear on by his closet. he rushed to the door and opened it one more time to see you in the kitchen now.

"really?"

you smiled again, "mhm. sexy, even."

intak blushed. he watched your eyes flicker down to the bulge in his underwear before you looked away and went back to the food you were making. you cleared your throat, obviously trying not to look at him for too long.

"maybe i should be naked in front of you more often then," intak flirted back. he almost couldn't believe those words had just left his mouth.

you met his eyes again. you weren't sure if he was joking or not.

"maybe you should. i wouldn't mind it."

intak's eyes blew wide, unsure of what to say now.

"but i'm sure other people would mind. you should probably get dressed before the party at least."

your smile and your amused tone were throwing intak off. he let out a nervous chuckle and nodded in agreement. this was getting dangerous.

before he went back inside his room, he managed to catch the subtle adjustment you made to the waistband of your pants. he was about to burst into flames. the idea that he could have the same affect on you that you had on him made his heart skip.

intak began setting up for the party after a while. there wasn't a lot to do, he just picked up some extra snacks and alcohol for everyone and prepared his speakers for music.

as people started arriving, intak couldn't help but notice that you were still in your room. he tried to pay it no mind, but he just couldn't stop stealing glances at your bedroom door, waiting for it to open. in the meantime, he stuck to keeho and jiung for the most part.

"intak," jiung whispered.

"huh?"

"that girl over there is staring at you."

intak looked where jiung nodded to, seeing a girl he hadn't met before. she had a kind face and long hair, and smiled at him when intak caught her staring.

"ooooh," keeho nudged intak by the elbow, "go talk to her."

"mm, i dunno," intak mumbled.

"c'mon, it's been a minute since you've been with someone right?" keeho asked.

intak looked at jiung, not knowing what to say.

"alright, i'll go talk to her."

intak began walking over to where the girl stood with her friend. he felt his insides twist with anxiety. he didn't really feel like flirting with anyone other than you. maybe he'd just introduce himself instead and be done.

"hello," he greeted a little shyly.

both girls returned the greeting with smiles. he recognized the second girl as someone from his class, so she must have brought a friend along.

"i'm intak."

as he maintained eye contact with the long haired girl, his classmate slipped away to leave them alone. how sly, intak thought.

"i'm sori!"

"nice to meet you. you're friends with jiwon?" he gestured to the other girl.

"mhm!"

intak continued to carry the conversation with sori. she was nice and funny, but intak found that his mind kept drifting back to you. sori was very obviously interested in him though. he couldn't decide if he should pursue something with her or-

"intak?"

intak snapped out of his thoughts, meeting sori's eyes.

"huh? sorry! spaced out a little.."

"that's okay! are you alright?"

"mhm," intak nodded, "just a little distracted tonight i guess."

sori glanced down for a second, then smirked.

"i could help you if you like."

intak's heart almost leaped out of his chest when he felt her hand graze his crotch.

"even if it's just a blow," she said quietly.

intak's mind was racing. he usually would be in bed with her by now, but yet again, he could only think of you.

"c'mon," he gave in. she smiled and took his hand, following him to his room.

the second the door closed behind intak, sori was already undoing his belt. he felt a little awkward just watching her eagerly drag his pants and underwear down in one go. he wasn't as into this as she was and he felt like it was obvious. but even so, sori continued with no complaints.

after a while, the two of them finally left intak's room. he found that he could only get through a job from sori, and he didn't really care if she was angry about it.

the rest of the night went by kind of slowly for intak. maybe because he wished you were outside with everyone instead of locked in your room.

it was around one o'clock in the morning by the time the dorm emptied out. intak began to clean up a bit, putting things away and picking up bottles.

"want some help?"

intak jumped at the sound of your voice. he didn't hear you come out of your room.

"oh, no don't worry about it."

you nodded as you put your jacket on. "did you have fun?"

"mhm! it was really nice."

"i'm glad! happy birthday, tak."

intak smiled and thanked you quietly.

"y'know, you didn't have to stay in your room all night. you could've joined us."

"ah, that's okay. i didn't really feel like peopling," you assured him.

intak gave a weak smile to hide his frown. he noticed you getting your phone and then putting your shoes on, making him jump at the chance to keep you.

"are you leaving?"

"just going for a walk," you answered. "wanna come with?"

intak felt his stomach twist.

"sure," he accepted.

you left with him, beginning to walk the pathways around campus. you talked about small things here and there. you really just enjoyed intak's company in general, glad he was finally comfortable with you in contrast to when you first began living together. he was sweeter than you thought he was. cuter too.

as you walked, you saw the bracelet you gifted him sitting on his wrist. you smiled widely.

"looks good on you!" you complimented as you gestured to it.

intak looked down at his wrist before raising it to get a better look at the bracelet. he smiled and nodded.

"i really like it. thank you."

"of course." your smile faltered a little when your eyes locked with his. your faces had grown closer as you were both admiring the bracelet.

intak stared at your lips, aching to lean in. he'd thought about this moment too many times - what it'd be like to kiss you. but before he could even process it, your lips were already on his. it was instantly heavy, passionate. it was like you'd both been waiting for too long, and the tension finally broke like a dam flooding over you.

the two of you stood in the middle of a walkway in the dark, empty campus. the feeling of your tongue meeting his and your hands snaking tightly around his waist could've sent intak into cardiac arrest. his own hands went up into your hair, lips still moving messily over yours.

"who's over there??"

you instantly separated from him at the sound of someone else's voice. intak stared at the ground in shock after bolting away from you. he touched his lips gently in shock.

a security worker finally came into clear view. he waved a flashlight to see both of you better.

"we're students, sir. just out for a walk," you answered him.

"..hm. curfew's passed. get back to your dorms soon, yeah?" the man said. he seemed like the type of man who drank too much beer and hated anything happy. he had a crappy frown and obviously unkempt hair under his hat. you had to kiss ass to avoid getting into trouble.

"of course, sir. will do," you assured.

the security officer looked at you, then intak. intak was still looking at the ground, not sure what to do. the man decided not to push it and continued on with his rounds. you took a deep breath and finally looked at your roommate.

"you okay?"

intak could barely look at you. he was holding his smile back and tried to turn in the opposite direction.

"sorry.. if i crossed a line," you said quietly. "i shouldn't have just kissed you like that."

intak was about to protest, but his words fell short.

"let's head back?" you said with a smile.

intak watched you start to walk toward the dorm again. he felt disappointed, mostly in himself.

after getting back in an awkward silence, intak beelined straight for his room, while you went to your own. intak stood in a daze. he could still feel your lips lingering on his, your hands on his sides, your breath on his skin. it was an intoxicating feeling.

after changing clothes, intak got ready for bed. he sighed as he looked down at the floor. maybe some water would help before bed.

as he headed out of his room again, he almost ran into you in the small hallway. he looked up at you, face flushing. you were just in a tank top and those damn sweatpants again.

"i.. just wanted some water before bed," intak said with a gulp.

you cleared your throat as you looked at him, frozen.

"me too." your breath hitched as you spoke. you couldn't stop yourself from drifting closer to him. you were standing so close, inches away from each other with staggered breaths, hearts racing. neither of you could look away. time was standing still and you were trapped in it together.

but you finally gave in, crashing your lips onto his. intak responded to the kiss instantly. his tongue met yours messily as you backed him up against the wall. he felt chills when your cold hands went under his hoodie and trailed along his spine, down to his hips.

you continued to kiss him aggressively, both of you letting all of the pent up feelings and tension go. you picked him up against the wall, and his legs wrapped around you tightly. you were able to feel his arousal already against your abdomen, and when he slowly began to grind into you, you felt like you could've gone insane.

you secured your hold on him as you finally left the hallway and took him into your bedroom. you were still kissing him fiercely, unable to think about anything else. you laid him down, separating from his lips.

you were panting a little as you met intak's eyes. your gazes stayed locked as you pulled his shorts down his legs. your hand slid over his underwear, palming him through the fabric and eliciting a deep moan from his throat. you smirked, and when you finally looked down at his gray briefs, you realized just how pent up he'd been.

"shit," you whispered. "you're leaking so much already, tak."

intak looked down to see how damp his underwear had gotten, his erection straining against it. his face went red. what could he do? he just couldn't help it, he'd been waiting for this for too long.

you noticed how embarrassed he seemed, so you hurried to give him a softer kiss this time.

"you're so cute," you assured him.

you kept kissing him as you laid atop him. his legs wrapped around you again, tightly hugging you as he tried to gain more friction against you.

"can i take these off?" you asked while tugging at the hem of his briefs.

"mhm," he nodded.

you paused.

"you seem nervous.. is this okay?"

intak nodded again, "i've just never, um.."

"you've never been with a guy?"

he nodded as he avoided your eyes.

"well we can stop here if you're uncomfortable."

"no!" he instantly looked at you, then blushed again. "i wanna do this."

you smiled at the confession before kissing him deeply. you tugged his boxers off and quickly wrapped your hand around his length. his head fell back against your bed, letting out another moan.

"so worked up already, huh?" you taunted. he could only groan in response.

you watched him squirm under you as you jerked him off. his hoodie was riding up, showing off his honey-like skin that you loved so much. you leaned down to place kisses along his sides and his abs while your hand continued to work him.

soon enough, intak was moaning louder and longer. his hips bucked up into your hand, chasing his orgasm so desperately.

"gonna cum already, tak? is my boy gonna cum?"

you were just trying to tease him, but little did you know the effect those words had on him. he instantly began to spray ropes of cum all over himself, humping into your hand faster and harder as moans and whimpers fell from his lips. you stared in awe.

intak's head collapsed against your mattress again as he tried to catch his breath. you kept stroking him slowly as he came down.

"shit, i'm sorry," he whispered. he'd never cum so fast in his life.

"don't ever be sorry, tak. that was so fucking hot."

a smile caught intak's lips while his chest heaved. watching him like this was like nothing you could've imagined. his legs were folded up, eyes fallen closed. he looked so perfect.

you were taken by surprise when he suddenly was sitting up and then was off of your bed altogether.

"tak?"

intak didn't say anything. he only pushed you against the bed in his place, pulling your own pants and underwear down and quickly taking you in his mouth before you could process it. you let out a sharp moan at the feeling of his lips around your cock. you sighed lewdly and tangled your hands in his hair.

"fuck," you whispered.

he tried to take more of you in his mouth, but he was still a little new to giving blowjobs instead of receiving them. he gagged a little, but quickly regained his composure and worked his tongue around you instead. he felt his confidence spike as you started groaning louder.

"that's it, tak."

you massaged and pulled at his hair as you watched him. he was so determined to please you as best he could, his saliva building up and his mouth making sounds as he took your cock over and over.

after a minute, you pulled him off of you and stood up with him, giving him another kiss before taking the rest of both of your clothes off. you rushed to get some lube and condoms. intak felt his face flush again at the realization that this was really happening. he was having sex with you.

"you okay?" you took his hand gently.

when he nodded and tried not to smile too big, you felt like dying. he was too cute.

"how do you want it?" you asked as you gestured to the bed.

he let go of your hand and climbed onto your mattress on all fours. he was still a little nervous, but he was too worked up now to let it matter. you felt your dick jump as you watched him arch his back and swing his ass in the air.

"i'm gonna prep you, okay?"

intak nodded again. he laid down on his stomach instead, ass still up for you and his legs spread a little. he grabbed a pillow for his head as he watched you lube your fingers up. he didn't even realize that he was shaking.

"just relax, okay? tell me if you want me to stop."

"mhm," intak hummed.

he felt your hand softly run up his leg to his backside, then lightly press against his hole. he immediately tensed up as a first reaction, but reminded himself to relax.

"that's it. good boy, baby."

"hah-!" intak gasped. the praise along with the feeling of your finger sliding inside him sent chills through every part of his body.

"feel good?" you asked as you slowly pumped your finger in and out of him. he nodded frantically, his body raising in need of more. you added another finger, and sooner than later you had four inside of him. he was already a mess, whining and grinding onto your fingers. you wondered how long he'd last on your dick.

he lifted his head from the pillow when he felt you pull out. he pouted at the empty feeling, but it didn't matter when he saw you putting a condom on and then grabbing the lube again. his mouth fell open as he watched you. your cock was rock hard, glistening as you stroked yourself.

"like the view?"

intak blushed again, nodding. he couldn't take his eyes off of you, off of what you were doing.

"ready?"

"mhm." intak got off his stomach and back onto all fours for you. he watched you slap your cock against his hole a couple times before actually lining it up.

"relax, remember?" you told him again.

intak nodded and faced forward, trying not to tense up as he felt your hands on him and your dick prodding at his entrance.

"good boy." you slowly began to enter him. he whined underneath you as he felt himself open up once again.

"ughh, fuck," you groaned.

intak's head hung as you bottomed out. he felt dizzy and his dick was already leaking again without even being touched.

you started thrusting into him at a slow and steady rhythm, trying not to be too much for him. he was already moaning and whimpering under you again, and those noises went straight to your cock.

intak turned his head again to look at you. his eyebrows were furrowed together as he watched you, watched your cock disappear inside him and his ass bounce against you.

"you like watching me fuck you, tak?" you taunted him.

intak couldn't really form real words, he just nodded rapidly and mumbled continuous 'yes's in response.

he kept his eyes on you for another minute. his constant moans were driving you insane, you didn't even realize you'd begun to fuck into him rougher and faster. your pelvis slapped against his ass loudly and the generous amount of lube you applied made repetitive squelching sounds.

you gave him one more harsh thrust before intak fell forward onto your bed, letting out a mix of a moan and a scream. his face was planted into your pillow as his body separated from yours, your hard cock slipping out of him. you smirked as you watched him pant and whimper while laying face down on your bed again.

"you okay?"

intak lifted his head, nodding as he responded with an "uh huh", before letting his head flop back down again.

"good, cause i'm not done yet," you said as you wrapped your hands around his hips and pulled him back up. his back arched again when you thrusted back into him, pounding him like you'd never stopped.

intak yelped in surprise, and you couldn't help but smirk again. you tightened your grip on his hips and helped him fuck back onto your cock. you watched his ass ripple against you, his head laying on your pillow and rocking back and forth with your thrusts, his hands turning white as he gripped the sheets. you almost wanted to take a video.

you finally pulled out to intak's surprise. he looked at you with hooded eyes, silently asking what you were doing.

"on your back, baby," you told him.

intak changed positions quickly, impatient to feel you again.

"that's my boy," you cooed. you easily saw his dick twitch at your words. you added a little more lube before you lined up again, then hooked his legs around your arms.

"i wanna look at you when you cum on my cock." you pushed inside him again without warning, making him gasp and whine all over again.

you leaned down to kiss him, although intak couldn't really contribute to a quality makeout when his guts were being rearranged. you didn't care though. you loved seeing him all fucked up, not a thought in his mind except you.

you kept kissing him until you felt your end getting closer. you began to let out small groans as you fully hooked his legs over your shoulders. you fucked him deeper into your mattress as he let out his loudest moans yet.

intak was seeing stars. his head rolled back, hands grasping and scratching at your back. he'd never felt any pleasure this good.

"there it is," you grunted out with another satisfied smirk. you kept aiming for the same spot inside him while the sounds of skin against skin intensified in your room.

intak was spent. he was so close, and he felt like he didn't even have control over his body anymore. he just kept letting moan after moan spill out as he tried to cling to you and feel you as deep inside himself as possible. he could feel his dick leaking all over himself and bouncing with your thrusts, just about to bust.

"yn-! i'm close..!" he moaned loudly.

you kept roughly pistoning into his prostate as you balled up your bed sheets in your hands. intak's mouth was hanging open as his head leaned back, adam's apple poking out.

"yeah? gonna cum?" you moaned in between grunts. you tried keeping eye contact with him, but his eyes couldn't stop rolling back in bliss. the view only inflated your ego more and pushed you to just keep ruining him.

"gonna cum, gonna cum..!" he was like a broken record, repeating those same words in rhythm with your thrusts and the creaks of your bed.

"cum, baby." your voice was low and quiet in intak's ear, sending electricity through his body. he clawed at your back as he finally came with another hit to his prostate.

your breath hitched when you felt him tighten around you. "fuuuck," you groaned, continuing to pump your cock into him as you spilled inside the condom.

the world seemed to go silent, like it was just the two of you that existed. your eyes met his as you both came down. he gave you a tired smile before kissing you again. it was a light kiss, but a long one. his lips were gently pressed against yours in the most loving nature you'd seen or felt from him before. you exchanged a few more kisses in between trying to catch your breaths.

after you pulled out, you took the condom off and tossed it in the trash bin that sat against the wall. intak watched your chest rise and fall as you laid down beside him. you pulled your long forgotten blanket back across your bed.

neither of you really said anything. you didn't need to. you reached over to move some of his messy hair away from his face, just admiring him now. you felt like the longer you looked at him, the prettier he got.

intak shifted over and wrapped his arms around you, legs tangling as you reciprocated the embrace. he hadn't felt such a sense of safety and emotional intimacy before. he smiled to himself. you gave him another small kiss on his cheek before you both slowly left your bed to go clean yourselves up, however it didn't take long for either of you to fall asleep once you got back to bed. you were both exhausted, but very satisfied with the turn of events.

when intak awoke again, it was with a fuzzy mind. his first sight was the ceiling in your room. your room. he smiled, then rubbed his eyes and looked over at you.

you were still asleep. your mouth was open a little and your hair was messy. intak wanted to snuggle up next to you, but had second thoughts. everything happened so fast last night that he wasn't sure what it all meant exactly. was it a one time thing? or did you really like him in the same regard he liked you?

as he was thinking, you slowly drifted awake. it took a moment for your eyes to focus and adjust to the morning light, but a large smile stretched on your lips the moment you saw intak still beside you.

you rolled over a bit and hugged onto his waist while nuzzling into his neck.

"morning, tak."

intak broke into a blush, smiling too big.

"morning," he replied softly.

"how'd you sleep?"

intak turned around in your arms to finally see the sleepy grin on your face. it gave him a feeling of warmth that he'd never felt before.

"really good."

you smiled again and kissed him.

"me too."

"oh shit," intak mumbled in realization. he rolled over to look at your digital clock. "i'm late for my class!"

you quickly looked over at the clock and frowned.

"shit, sorry. that class is already halfway through now though.. you might as well just email your professor that you got sick this morning."

intak sighed. "yeah, i guess."

you chuckled mischievously and pulled him back toward you.

"so you can stay with me?"

intak smiled and shook his head. "i still need to shower and stuff so i can at least make it to my next class. and you still have classes too, even if they're at later times than mine."

you groaned, although you knew he was right.

"fine."

intak smiled. "you can shower with me though."

"oh?" you perk up at the offer. intak nods as he stands from your bed, grinning like an idiot.

you find yourself staring at him as he stretches a little and gathers his clothes from last night. the morning sun is perfect on him. you think you've never seen him look more beautiful.

"stop staring."

you blinked, snapping out of your thoughts. you felt yourself blush a little at the fact that you were caught.

"but you're so pretty."

intak shook his head, trying to hide his smile.

you finally sat up in your bed after a minute. you stretched your arms as intak caught a glimpse of your back.

"oh my god," he mumbled.

"what?"

"..your back."

your brows furrowed. you quickly stood up and went to the bathroom to look in the mirror. your back was covered in scratch marks, a couple along your arms too.

"damn, tak."

intak's face flushed, "sorry.. does it hurt?"

"not really. it might once i shower though," you answered. "it's fine. last night was well worth it."

intak scowled when you playfully grabbed his ass.

"watch out, your first time with me could just be your last time," he threatened.

"oh, so we were gonna have sex again??"

intak's confident smile faultered, making you laugh.

"you're so cute," you said happily.

"..i hate you."

you laughed again at the pout on his face, then gave him another kiss before turning the shower water on.

intak sat across from keeho at a small coffee shop, both of them meant to be studying. intak, however, stared at his phone. more specifically, at a photo he'd gotten of you earlier that morning after your shower together. you were laughing after he put too much of your sunscreen on your face. he smiled to himself as he just continued to stare at the picture.

"okay, you can't keep inviting me to study with you just to be on your phone the whole time," keeho scolded.

intak let out a small, embarrassed laugh and finally set his phone down.

"sorry," he said sheepishly.

"so did you end up with that girl last night?" keeho asked.

intak thought for a moment. "what?"

"the girl from your party last night. is that why you're so tired today?"

"uh.. no, i.. just had a hard time sleeping."

keeho scoffed. "mhm."

"anyways," intak blushed, "do you wanna hang out again later? maybe a movie or something?"

"i can't tonight. got plans with yn."

intak couldn't help but freeze.

"yn?"

"yeah, we're going to an internet cafe."

"oh, okay."

keeho stared at him with furrowed brows.

"what's wrong?"

"what? nothing," intak replied with a shake of his head.

"no, i know you.. do you really hate yn that much?"

intak quickly shook his head again, but he didn't know how to answer that with the right words.

"no! i-.. i like him. i mean he's alright.."

keeho just continued to stare in concern. intak's eyes quickly averted back to his laptop where his neglected school work was waiting.

"you're not telling me something," keeho mumbled. "if you really don't wanna tell me then that's fine, but i'd much rather you share whatever's going on."

intak felt his throat tighten up, nerves going insane.

"i like him."

keeho blinked. "who?"

"yn."

"..yeah, you said that."

intak sighed. "no, i mean.. i really like him."

keeho stopped and looked at him in confusion. "you mean, like.."

intak nodded.

"shit," keeho's face brightened. "that makes so much sense now. you've always had a crush on him haven't you??"

"wha- no, not always!" intak defended. "i used to hate him."

"you hated him cause you found him attractive."

intak opened his mouth to rebut, but nothing came out.

"i fucking clocked you didn't i?" keeho snorted.

"shut up." intak sank down in his seat in embarrassment.

"wait! is that why you 'couldn't sleep last night'? you weren't with that girl, you were with him!"

"why are you so sure i slept with someone last night?"

"because that's usually the reason you don't sleep well?"

the two of them stared at each other in silence for a minute, continuing to bicker telepathically, before finally laughing instead.

"fine. yes, we were together last night."

"together, like you fucked?"

"jesus, keeho."

keeho laughed again, "so that's a yes."

"listen, don't tell anyone. and don't say anything to yn. we didn't really discuss what exactly we are or.."

"i got you," keeho assured. "i'm just glad you were comfortable telling me."

intak smiled. "stop being nice. you just indirectly called me a whore a few seconds ago."

"i can directly call you a whore if that's what you want."

intak sighed. "will you just work on your school shit?"

keeho snickered quietly as the both of them went back to their computers to keep studying.

by the time intak got back home, he was still thinking about his conversation with keeho. he decided to go find you, assuming you were home by now.

"hey."

you looked up from your phone to see intak in the open doorway of your bedroom.

"oh hey! i didn't hear you come in," you responded with the same bright smile that made intak's heart quicken.

"come sit?" you pat the space beside you on your bed. intak nodded, his chest tightening anxiously.

"how was your day?" he asked as he watched you sit up. you were topless, wearing shorts under your blankets.

"mm. just another day. how was yours?" you asked.

"it was fine." intak swallowed the lump in his throat and hugged his knees. "i missed you today."

"what was that?" you tried to catch his line of sight as you leaned forward. "you missed me?"

intak sighed and looked at you. "maybe."

you grinned, looking at his lips.

"i missed you too."

intak could feel the heat rushing to his face as you gave him a quick kiss.

"how about we go on a date? tomorrow maybe?" you suggested.

intak froze. your face was still incredibly close to his. his heart was racing now.

"a date?"

"if you want to, yeah."

intak looked down, fidgeting with his fingers.

"i want to," he nodded.

you smiled again before kissing him deeply. intak sunk into your kiss like the world around him didn't exist. just you. it got more heated before either of you could realize it. your hands were all over him, breathing getting heavy.

when you finally separated, you let out an awkward laugh.

"i'm, uh.. meeting up with keeho soon, so," you said as you caught your breath.

"he can wait, then."

you looked at him surprised. he pushed you back to sit flush against the headboard, hooking his leg over you to sit on your lap.

you looked up at him, still in shock. you hadn't seen him so bold before. his eyes locked with yours as he slowly peeled his shirt off. you could instantly feel blood rush to your crotch as you watched him.

"shit," you mumbled under your breath. you couldn't take your eyes off him even if you tried.

intak smirked, starting to move his hips against you. he shoved the waistline of your shorts down enough to slip his hand inside. you shivered at the feeling.

"intak.."

"shh." he hushed while stroking you slowly.

your eyebrow twitched upward, intrigued by how confident he was. you decided to let him win. you stayed quiet and leaned back against your headboard again.

intak was more focused than you'd ever seen him. his eyes were trained on you as he got you off. his thumb ran over the slit of your cock, sending a chill through your body.

he was taking off his pants and underwear before you even realized it. he slowly took the waistband of his briefs and slid it down, making his hard length slap against his abdomen.

"shit.." you mumbled without thinking. your mind almost couldn't function. he was so sexy and in control in that moment that it turned your brain to mush.

intak leaned down to kiss you slowly as his naked cock met yours. he was grinding sensually against you, his kisses traveling down to your neck. your hands gently rubbed against his hips. you sighed in contentment. as far as you were concerned, he could do anything he wanted to you.

intak sat up again and took ahold of your length. you realized he was lining himself up.

"tak, hold on. let me get a condom," you suggested. but before you could even start, the head of your dick was already inside him.

intak shook his head, "i wanna feel you. all of you." he slowly sank down to take all of you, his moans and sighs filling your ears.

"fuck," you moaned.

he started to grind on you again when your phone began to ring beside you. your immediate thought was to reject the call, regardless of who it was from. but when you saw intak shaking his head, you decided to have some fun with him.

you picked up your phone and saw it was keeho calling. you were probably late for meeting up with him.

"hey, keeho," you answered.

intak's face paled, hips gone still on your lap. you smirked and landed a hand on his ass. he quickly got the message as he started moving again.

"hey man, i'm outside your dorm. where are you?" keeho asked.

you almost didn't even catch what he said, too fixed on intak riding you.

"sorry, what'd you say?" you asked into the phone.

you could tell intak was trying to be quiet. his hips were lazy against you and his worried eyes stared at your phone.

as keeho repeated himself, you decided to take things into your own hands. you thrusted up into intak, taking him by surprise. his hand flew over his mouth to silence himself as he felt your cock pounding him from below.

"oh yeah, i'm sorry," you spoke into your phone again. "i need a second to finish this assignment. could we just meet there instead?"

"yeah, of course. i'll see you soon."

"alright, bye."

you threw your phone aside as you watched an absentminded intak lean back to fuck himself on you. you gripped at both his hips, still pistoning into him. you forgot how great it feels to be without a condom. you could feel every part of him as your pre acted as lube, making wet sounds and sticking to both of you every time your skin met.

"since when were you and keeho so close?" intak's shaky voice interrupted your thoughts.

you smiled, finally getting it. "are you jealous?"

intak's face went red. he didn't answer, instead biting his lip and beginning to bounce on your drenched cock.

"oh fuck, intak!"

intak's hands were planted behind himself, his red, rejected cock bouncing as he met your thrusts. he didn't care about the noise anymore and let his moans sing in your room, only escalating when you finally wrapped one hand around his length.

you watched intak's jaw hang open as his momentum hit a couple walls. he was drowning in the pleasure, unable to keep his consistency as he rode you. didn't matter though. it only gave you more drive.

you were in the final stretch toward your end when you let go of his cock and took hold of his hips again. your grip was harder than before as you drove your cock in and out of his hole, groans and heavy breaths leaving your mouth.

"i want you to cum inside.." intak moaned quietly. your eyes instantly met his. you didn't need to be told twice. your hips slapped against him as you kept pounding him.

"you look like you're in another world, baby," you teased. "you about to cum?"

intak only answered with a whine. he gave in and took his weeping cock in his own hand, instantly pumping it to match your rhythm.

"yeah.. shit. jerk yourself off while i fuck you.. good boy."

that was it for intak. he let out a mix of a scream and a moan as he sprayed ropes of cum all over you.

"mm, fuck! keep going, baby," you encouraged.

huffs of moans left intak's mouth as he kept pumping his cock with his hand. he hadn't stopped yet. cum was still spewing out onto your sweaty skin, most landing on your chest while some got to your face. you felt some drip down to your mouth, so you took the chance and licked up what you could. the sight sent a chill through intak's body as he began to come down from his climax.

intak continued to let tiny moans and whines out as you kept fucking him. you could make out a "..so good," from him, though it was barely audible, especially over the skin slapping and bed creaks.

you were getting dangerously close. you could feel the knot in your stomach coming undone. intak caught his breath and started to bounce on you again.

your hips started to stutter a little, mouth agape, moans falling from your lips. intak looked at you tiredly. his eyes were droopy and he was still making little sounds of pleasure. he swallowed, then spoke.

"fill me up.."

you felt your release bust inside of him. hot cum flooded from your cock as you moaned loudly and your nails left marks on his waist.

"fuuck..!" your hips jolted against his ass. you could've sworn you'd never cum so much in your life, you could feel some of it start to leak out of him.

intak's head leaned back, staring at the ceiling in a daze as he felt himself getting filled to the brim. he never imagined it would feel so good.

you tried to steady your breathing as your orgasm subsided. you gave one more deep thrust inside him, before finally pulling out. intak rose to get off of your body, falling and laying beside you. he nuzzled up to you and kissed your chest. both of your body temperatures were way too hot, but neither of you cared. you returned his affection and let him lay on your arm, kissing his temple gently.

"so you get jealous easily, huh?" you laughed.

intak clicked his tongue. "no..! i just.. didn't know you were that close with keeho. i thought you only really hung out with jiung."

you shrugged. "well keeho and i have hung out a couple times now. i've known jiung longer though, yes."

intak nodded. you could tell he was still on edge about it.

"i really like you, intak. hanging out with other people isn't going to change that at all."

he smiled now as if that was all he wanted to hear, "okay, good." he nodded again and looked up at you, "wanna shower now? i'm all sweaty."

"sure. let's shower and then i gotta leave." you gave him another quick kiss before picking him up and taking him to the bathroom.

the next day, intak stood staring at his reflection in the mirror. you weren't telling him where you were taking him for your first date, so he was blindly trying to figure out what to wear.

"almost ready?" you asked as you came and stood in his doorway.

intak sighed dramatically while turning in front of the mirror. he was wearing jeans and a long sleeve henley with a silver chain around his neck.

"you can't just tell me what i need to dress for?"

you laughed. "nope. what you have is great. you look perfect, babe."

intak's face flushed at the name. he was still getting used to it.

"okay, then i guess i'm ready. just need to grab a jacket," he smiled. you could easily see how excited he was. he was jittery and smiling to the point where his dimples never disappeared.

"you're really cute, y'know that?" you asked.

"shut up," he grumbled while trying to suppress his smile.

you laughed, holding out your hand to leave the dorm together.

once the two of you arrived at your destination, you made him close his eyes. you got out of your car and directed him inside a building. instantly, intak could feel the cold.

"what the hell?" he reacted. you smiled and gave a small laugh in excitement.

"do you know where we are?" you asked.

intak thought for a moment. but when he heard the sharp sound of skates against ice, he knew exactly where he was. a bright smile emerged on his face as he opened his eyes.

"oh my god! an ice rink?"

your heart swelled at the eagerness and pure surprise in his voice.

"you like it?"

"yes, i love skating! it's been so long since i've been able to, actually."

"good," you smiled. "we can stay as long as you like."

intak bounced in place before taking your arm and dragging you over to get your skates.

once both of you made it to the rink with your skates on, it didn't take you long to notice that intak was clearly better at this than you. he made a little turn on the ice and circled back to you with a little "ta da!".

"when did you learn to skate?" you asked. intak noticed you were holding onto the railing with one hand as you tried to gain complete balance. he grinned and took your free hand to help you.

"my mom loves it. we would go ice skating every year around the holidays. i also just love skating in general, whether it's this or roller skating, or skateboarding."

you watched intak talk as he helped you begin to skate faster, finally letting go of the railing and wobbling a little at first.

"i'll keep that in mind," you noted. "i've only been roller skating the few times, but i do really enjoy it once i remember how to skate."

intak laughed. he watched you stand up a little straighter, confident in your movements now.

thud!

"too soon, i guess," you laughed after hitting the ground. you'd forgotten the feeling skating could leave after falling on your ass.

intak stopped and extended his hand to you. he helped you up, leaving you extremely close to him once you were on your feet again. you could feel his breath, his eyes were shining, and his hands felt warm in yours despite the cold surrounding you.

"i might kiss you," you said quietly.

intak blushed fiercely. he looked around for a second.

"here?" he asked.

you nodded. "if that's okay?"

his dimples reappeared as his lips stretched into a smile. he nodded, meeting your lips in a very soft kiss. you let go of his hands to cup his face, rubbing his cheeks with your thumbs. you let go of him then, not wanting to make a show out of it in public.

intak felt his legs go weak. it took him a moment to remember what he was doing as you started skating again. his heart was going a thousand miles a minute. it felt like he suddenly had no idea where he was.

"how do you do that?" he asked.

you looked at him in confusion. "what? kiss you?"

"no," intak laughed. "i'll be completely fine and normal and then you do something or say something and.. i just get all mushy and hot and.. forget what i'm doing."

you smiled at that confession. "well please don't forget what you're doing right now 'cause then you'd fall and i'd probably go right down with you. let's not both eat shit today."

intak rolled his eyes and playfully slapped your arm.

"i mean it," he says softly.

you nod, watching the wind move through his hair. his nose and ears were a nice rosy red from the cold.

"i know, tak. that's why i want you to be my boyfriend."

intak's eyes widened. he had to grasp at both your arms to keep himself from falling after his legs momentarily froze.

you caught him steadily as a laugh escaped your lips. "sorry," you said.

intak shook his head. "that was really fucking smooth, holy shit."

you laughed again. the two of you resumed your skating at a slow place. you took his hand back as your head kept turning to see in front of you, then to look back at him as you talked.

"i really want to be your boyfriend, too," intak said sheepishly.

"good," you said, "then it's official." you raised his hand up to your lips, kissing it softly.

intak felt butterflies as the two of your focuses went back to skating. he looked down at his hand enveloped in yours, smiling and still blushing.

intak thought to himself for a moment. just a couple weeks ago he thought he hated you, but now here he was, completely entranced. and if time could stop, if he could have one memory forever, it would be this moment with you.

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