luvtsumu loves tsumu

EL, SHE/HER (this is a sideblog!!)

[luvtsumu]

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CURRENT STATUS ;; august 25, 2025

mmmmmmmmm i dont have anything to add but i miss writing

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[luvtsumu]

more than friends, less than lovers (but basically lovers anyway)

suna x reader fluff???, timeskip, solution-focused!suna x emotion-focused!reader in some bits, not rly angst but i guess angst if you squint and read between the lines hard enough wc: 1318

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being in a more than friends, less than lovers situation(ship) with suna is a headache. the biggest headache you'll ever have in your life. it's probably as bad as it is because you two have been friends since middle school—your lore went that far back into history and it always started with you liking him and him not liking you back. but things have changed—without anyone else knowing—and you simply can't deny just how special it is even if it's a little bit fucked up because

suna brings you home gifts from wherever he travels

it did not matter where suna was coming from—if you've been there, if you don't care about the place, or if there's nothing interesting about where he's going. suna will, without fail, bring you back a souvenir of some sort because he was thinking about you the entire time he was away. and it's not entirely a secret. he just simply doesn't feel the need to address or explain what the hell he's doing at an overpriced trinket shop or at an overpriced sweets shop to buy something to bring home. who cares about how pricey or impractical something is when your face lights up and you laugh your sweet laugh as soon as suna shows you what he brought home. it's funny, actually, that he considers your apartment home now. he'll phrase it as "look what i brought home for you," and you both don't bat an eye because yeah what did he bring home for you? was it something cute to add onto your trinket shelf? a cute keychain to switch into your keychain rotation? or a snack to share and judge to eventually add onto your 'japan snacks tier list'? suna simply feels as though he can't come home empty handed anymore. it's almost a tradition at this point.

suna spends the night when you can't sleep

it's only recently that suna learned you sleep better with someone by your side. not necessarily someone. him, to be specific. he didn't understand exactly why him being there helped you sleep better until one night it just clicked. the steady rise and fall of your chest, the absolute peace on your expression, and the intimacy that vulnerability brings that became oddly apparent absolutely changed everything for him. it made his heart swell and the warmth he felt in his body almost made him want to hurl. but the feeling was welcomed. you sleep better when he's there because you feel safe. and boy did that make his ego even larger than it already was. there's a sense of pride that begins to bubble in his chest when you call him to sleepover. it's not to hook-up—you two are way passed that stage and simply enjoy one another's company now—but instead to cuddle and "sync heartbeats" to promote healthy living (or whatever the hell you say it is). he doesn't care. he's more than happy to know you feel the way that you feel and that, to you, he's someone safe. so of course he'll pat your thigh until you fall asleep, of course he'll massage your scalp until you fall asleep, of course he'll do whatever you need him to do until you fall asleep. you can depend on him. please depend on him.

suna responds to you as soon as he can

as a professional athlete, he's a busy guy. it's not often his phone is on him and it's not often his smart watch is on him either. there are days where he simply doesn't have access to anything because he's on the court, he's training, or something else. that doesn't stop him from communicating with you and understanding that a lack of response sometimes makes you feel anxious. he doesn't get it—he's simply not as emotionally charged or maybe sentimental as you at times—but he tries. the moment he gets a chance and he sees your message, he'll send you a quick "hey, sorry, didn't have my phone on me all day" that is sometimes accompanied with a "i can talk later though" if he's busy at the time. nonetheless, he's attentive. he's learned to be attentive. and he appreciates that you're respectful of his time and patiently wait for him. in fact, he adores that you wait for him. it comes with this sense of freedom, oddly enough, and it actually makes him want the day to go by faster so he could spend the rest of his free time with you.

suna reassures you no matter how many times you need it

suna has never been as emotionally aware as you are. in fact, he's very very solution focused. things can simply be switched on and off in his brain and there's typically a quick solution that follows any sort of inconvenience or 'odd' feeling. but he knows you're not the same way. it took him a while to start understanding—that you are not looking for a solution but instead want to be heard and validated first—but he does his best and you're appreciative. you'll tell him that some days you feel like you have to beg him for his time. you'll tell him that some days you feel as though he's got better things to do. you'll tell him that some days he does things that hurt you even though it isn't his intention to. and suna listens. he listens to every word and he nods along. he apologizes sincerely and acknowledges the way in which you feel. and, because it's a conversation, he says his piece and reassures you that you're more to him than you think. even beyond the lack of 'label' you two have. sometimes you feel guilty that these conversations keep coming up—that you feel oddly insecure at times, most especially when he's gone for much longer than usual. it seems a bit needy or 'out of place', too, considering that you two aren't even together for real. but he tells you, always, that "if you're ever uncertain about something, ask me. i'll always tell you what i think." and he does, every single time.

suna lets you in more than he does anyone else

perhaps it's the shared experiences, or perhaps it's because you two truly are best friends, but you are the person who knows suna the most. there are parts of him he hates to let others know about but he's allowed for it to be yours. he's never been great at being vulnerable, but he allows himself to be when he's around you. maybe it's because he feels safe, too, and he actually has come to appreciate the intimacy of your relationship. it's new—sharing new and seemingly niche experiences with someone—and he's glad it's with you. everything you two share is truly yours and his to share, and something about that makes him feel... a little bit giddy. it's not to say your relationship is a secret—though neither of you ever talk about it openly—but suna appreciates the space you two have created for each other and share, more than he lets you know. he once told you, as you two were lazing around in bed doing nothing but doomscrolling on your own phones, "you know me more than anyone right now." to which you responded, "yeah. i mean, i've even seen you slip butt ass naked in the bathroom." and he scoffs playfully at your teasing lack of empathy towards his attempt to be vulnerable.

suna loves you but he's just not ready to say it. he knows it's complicated and that it might even be unfair, but it's where he is and you simply just know.

it's a tough situation, one that consistently makes your head hurt; however, his actions for now are enough to keep you grounded. he loves you—clearly—and it's just a matter of time before he finds himself able to say it.

[luvtsumu]

WHEN R U CONTINUING IWAGF ATSUMU 😩😩😩😩 dont mean to rush u but i miss him so much eeeeee and you toooooo

i was JUST thinking about iwagf hahaha i can't promise anything, but the story has been on my mind much more frequently nowadays :-))

[luvtsumu]

hi! i've been a fan of yours for such a long time! i first read your katsuki bakugou x reader story "to and from" my freshman year; now im a senior in high school! i can not describe how much your writing impacted me to this day. i constantly think about that story and how emotional it made me. i remember wanting to feel some nostalgia recently but left disheartened when i went to your page and came to realize it wasn't there 🙁. im not sure if you have disclosed this at all, but what made you remove it? and if you archived it, have you ever thought about bringing it back ? 🤔 also, have you ever considered writing for other fandoms besides haikyuu? you're truly a gem in the fanfictions world, take care 🫂.

this is so crazy !!! 😭😭😭 "to and from" was so long ago hahaha i ended up deleting it since i just didn't want to be associated with mha back then 😭 but it was a cute story and the concept is dear to my heart! i'm glad it was smth to ya too :-)))

jujutsu kaisen is probably the only other fandom i write for! i was considering one piece but i'm not entirely caught up (just finished dressrosa) and i like to be as updated as i can be before writing for a fandom. i read a lot of one piece fanfics though LOL

thank you for your message :-)))))

[luvtsumu]

love he deserves

sakusa x reader fluff, timeskip, comfort i guess,,,,,, small domestic scenario of sakusa coming home from a tiring day of work :-) wc: 456

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"i don't deserve you," sakusa sighs, forehead pressed against your chest as you stand in between his legs. your fingers massage at his scalp—an attempt to relax him after a long day of work. 

sure his working day isn't the typical 9-5 and some would actually see his job as a professional athlete as a dream, but it's fair to be tired most especially if he's constantly pushing himself to do his best. to this day you're in awe with sakusa and all that he does to achieve success, and you can't help but want to do all that you can in return to reward and reassure him. 

"you do," you respond softly, giving him a gently squeeze to your chest. you then push his hair back, like one would their pet, and giggle when he whines. his head is now tilted back, forehead so clearly exposed, and his brows are furrowed. "you deserve all of me and more, kiyoomi."

sakusa's nose scrunches and you giggle again. 

"should i run you a bath, pretty?" you offer softly, "i can bathe you if you're tired. wash your hair, your back, all that stuff." 

the smile on your face is sweet and sakusa swears his body is melting. you're much too sweet to him, much too gentle and much too loving. it almost pains him that it's so obvious your capacity to love him is so much more than his ever could be. he feels guilty—again, like he doesn't deserve you—but he knows you'll tell him time and time again that he does. 

he sighs and pulls away gently. he keeps you close, however, as his hands apply firm pressure on the back of your thighs. this closeness is enough for you to know he's not pulling away and you hum in acknowledgment—maybe more for yourself than for him. still, he's appreciative that you understand. 

"why don't we take a shower together and then we can sit in the tub for however long you want?" sakusa suggests softly. he's a bit shy, actually, but you two have done this enough that he knows it's not a silly request. in fact, offering to let you decide how long you two stay in the tub is him giving up control so you'd say yes—he knows you love sitting in the tub. 

you laugh—he knew you would—and agree. 

"sure!" you beam, cupping his cheeks briefly to give him a peck. 

you pull away completely and he lets you, now just watching as you begin preparing for your shared shower and bath. you begin rambling about something he doesn't have the capacity to comprehend and he watches you with a smile. 

he's glad you think he deserves all that you do for him.

[luvtsumu]

i loved ur writing on ur wattpad smm, gonna binge read everything on ur tumblr<3

HAHDKDHSDJDJDJ thank you 😭😭😭😭 i appreciate the support ♡♡♡

[luvtsumu]

silly questions

atsumu x reader, mention of hanahaki (but not actually using the trope LOL), fluff!!, a lil banter, osamu makes an apperance :-)

"if i had hanahaki... would you love me back?" you ask atsumu, eyes curious as you take in his expression.

he had turned to you, almost mortified. you could see it in the way his eyes widened, his nose scrunched, and his lips pulled back in disgust. "if ya what would i what?" he repeats.

you almost laugh. "i sssaaaaiiid: if i had hanahaki, would you love me back!"

this time atsumu's more obviously offended. "are ya dumb?!" he exclaims.

you laugh and duck to dodge the couch pillow atsumu throws across the living room at you. you're lucky you two are seated on different couches, him on the three-seater while you were on the opposite side on the loveseat. had you two also not been in his family home, he just might have wrestled you.

"what?!" you laugh, getting up from your seat to grab onto a pillow. you get into a ready stance, grinning at atsumu who is still hung up on your question—or that you even asked him that in the first place. "it's just a question, silly."

"it's a silly question," he scoffs, throwing yet another pillow that you hit like a baseball. it flops onto the ground and you kick it to the side. "why'dja even ask that."

you only give him a shrug, and then a smile when your gaze meets his once again. you don't understand why he's so irked; you thought it'd be a fun conversation to have since talking about unrealistic hypotheticals was always so fun with atsumu. it seems as though this one isn't all that fun, however.

when atsumu sighs, he turns away from you. he motions you to come towards him to his place on the couch like an old man and you laugh. still, you play along and eventually plop yourself right by his side.

"yes, tsum?" you say, batting your lashes which gets a soft giggle out of him, "you don't like that question, huh?"

he shakes his head. "no, i don't. in fact, i hate it."

you laugh. "well, that's dramatic. mind telling me why? m'not sure it's worth almost knocking me out with a pillow."

atsumu gawks at your words, but eventually laughs with you. "hah?! yer dramatic! that barely would'a stung! i wasn't tryin' ta knock yer head off anyway."

your cheeky smile makes atsumu sigh and shake his head. he gives you visual disapproval before he brushes the topic aside to instead focus on your presence right by him. he scooches away from you only to be able to lay his head on your lap. naturally, your hands find a home on his face, one on his cheek and the other gently pushing his hair back.

for a moment, you two bask in a comfortable silence. he falls in love yet again with your touch, and you fall in love with just how gentle and warm your infamously-known-as-big-and-bad boyfriend is.

"y/n," he eventually speaks up, placing a hand over yours that holds his cheek. his eyes close when you hum, carressing his cheek gently. "don't ask me silly questions like that. there'll never be a time or a universe that i won't love ya."

you swoon. "atsu--"

"can you two get a fucking room?!" osamu yells from the kitchen, not too far from the living room. in fact, he heard the entirety of your silly conversation with his twin brother.

you and the blond immediately burst into laughter.

"yer the grossest couple i fucking know!"

[luvtsumu]

it's gonna be alright

atsumu x gn!uni-student!reader!!!! atsumu comforts reader about their assignment deadline :-(, lots of pet names, physical comfort, super lowkey implied that atsumu pays for bills and whatnot (i just cant not include this LOL)))), hhhmmmmm i dont have anything else to add, except maybe that this is super self-indulgent and that i love atsumu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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atsumu's hands are warm, large enough that they cover enough of your thighs as he rubs them gently. he's on the floor, seated on his calves as you sit on the couch with your head in your hands. it's his body that separates you from the coffee table where you were only growing frustrated with your school work.

"it's gonna be alright, pretty," atsumu sighs, giving you a gentle squeeze. he begins to almost knead the muscle of your thigh, applying pressure with his thumbs. "ya need to take a break... it'll do ya some good," he continues, tilting his head to try and peak at your face.

you, however, had it buried in your hands so as not to let atsumu see your tears. he already knows you're crying, though.

"it's not, atsumu," you whimper, voice cracking, "i can't take a break because the assignment is due tonight. and i have barely two hours left, and i still have nothing. i've had nothing for 2 whole days..." you try to hold back a sob. "i'm trying so hard to write this-- this stupid paper!"

atsumu winces a bit. he's completely lost with his words and he knows he should say something. instead, his body comforts you first, giving you a tighter squeeze and pushing his hands against your thighs up to your waist. he squeezes himself between your legs and pulls you into his embrace, letting you curl down to sob against his shoulder.

he doesn't understand. he went straight to pursuing his dreams of going pro and securing his career. it was tough at times, yes, even tough still today; but he doesn't think it will ever compare to your frustration that only continues to boil inside of you with every single assignment you bring home. you're up all night, up so early, sometimes you don't even have time to do anything fun.

the least he's able to do is give you space in his home, take care of your other worries that he can confidently take over, and be here with you in the moment. who cares if he has an early morning practice and he's usually in bed at 9pm? he'll stay up until 4 if you need him to.

"m'sorry, atsumu," you sniffle, pulling away.

atsumu sees your face and he gives you a small smile. his first reaction is to move his hands to cup your cheeks, wiping your tear stained cheeks. he then tugs at the collar of your shirt to wipe the snot off your upper lip which makes you laugh.

"h-hey--" you giggle, pulling away.

he chuckles, admiring the way your eyes squint up. even when you're crying, you're the cutest.

"hey, it's tough, i know that much," he speaks softly, leaning towards you. he rests his hands on your hips as you take his face into yours. "and i'm 'ere with ya. i'll be 'ere until ya finish--as long as you need, sweet thing. and i'll even volunteer ta be the one typin' if yer fingers get tired."

"atsumuuuu," you whine lightly. still, you have a smile on your lips.

this makes him grin and you two share a light laugh. seeing even a small lift in your mood reassures him that he's doing alright and he knows that you aren't bothered with his closeness or eagerness to help you out. he knows that sometimes all you need is alone time, and he's so glad that now is not one of those times and you could at least some of your worries for this assignment fall onto him.

"it's okay to take a break, pretty," he continues, "sometimes, we just... can't meet deadlines. it sucks, yes, but... maybe a break will make ya feel much better. even if it's just 30 minutes."

he can see your hesitance and he knows how important this is to you. of course he won't take that away from you, always wanting you to take the lead in your own life, but he at least wants you to take a step back to breathe with him. it hurts him to see you all worked up to the point where you feel so useless and dumb because you're not. he's here to let you know that you're not—let you fall into him so he can help you back up.

"i'll keep ya in my arms," he tells you softly, giving your body a gentle squeeze before pulling away to get up. his disconnection from you is only brief as his hands immediately motion for your grasp.

you give it to him, allowing him to hoist you up so that he could hug you.

and it's warm—atsumu's hugs are always warm.

"i'll take care of ya, 'kay?" he whispers, giving your cheek a kiss before he dips his head into your neck. he breathes you in, squeezing you as he inhales and then lets his embrace loosen as he exhales. "just 30 minutes, and then we'll get ya back on yer paper. and if yer prof gets upset, tell 'em that msby's miya atsumu's gonna flame 'em on national television the next chance he gets."

once again the both of you share a laugh. you feel the squeeze he gives you when you do and it gives your body reason to relax. you lean into him, close your eyes and bask in the moment. he knows a couple tears still roll down your cheeks, but it's reassuring to the both of you that you know he's there.

"okay," you tell him, being the first to pull away. you smile, laughing a bit as you wipe your tears. "just... just 30 minutes. and then i'll get back to work."

atsumu hums, nodding along as you speak. he remains silent, listening as you continue to affirm yourself.

"and... and if i don't make the deadline, that's okay. i was trying and i don't know. i just... hit a bump on the road. or like—a pothole. plus, it's just a 10% deduction! better than 50 or getting a 0."

atsumu laughs lightly and so do you.

"we'll be okay," you say with a small smile, gaze a bit shy as you look at atsumu. his warm gaze reminds your shoulders to ease and your smile becomes wider.

"we'll be okay," he repeats for you. he gives you a kiss on the forehead and yet another warm hug. "let's take that nap, yeah? i'll wake ya up so there's not a thing my pretty lover has to worry about."

[luvtsumu]

atsumu's "bad" habit

atsumu x chubby reader!!!!, friends to lovers, more of a blurb of thoughts tbh LOL, gentle biting???, fluff, middle school atsumu, high school atsumu, timeskip atsumu LOL

best friends to lovers atsumu who never outgrew or got rid of his habit of biting you. at first it was a cuteness aggression, something he picked up from his mom who used to always lightly bite him and his brother's arms; now it was just a bad habit that is 9 times out of 10 done unconsciously

it started in middle school when you were voluntold to be his partner for a class project that would have to be worked on during summer vacation. the heat is brutal and so you had shown up to their house in shorts and a tank top that showed your arms off—all the other times you just showed up in a baggy shirt that allowed the breeze to hug you before leaving through the rest of the shirt.

there was no wind that one day--at all--so this was the first time atsumu had caught a glimpse of your shoulders.

he fought the urge to bite you the entire time you two were working on whatever the hell it was—it's not like he actually focused. it was only when dinner time came around and you had to go that something just came over him. at the door, as he and osamu were saying goodbye to you, atsumu just leans over and gives you a soft bite on the arm with his lips covering his teeth.

you literally froze and just gawked at him, unsure why the hell this dude was doing what YOUR mom would do

"atsumu!" osamu hissed, smacking his brother which pulled his twin right back into reality. atsumu stands straight with his face flushed red and frantically rubs your arm.

"m'sorry! i couldn't help it! y-yer so--" he swallows thickly, panicking to find the right words. his rubbing only gets quicker which generates a tickling heat on your skin. "yer just-- i was just-- when i-- i mean--"

it's only when you burst into laughter and grab onto his wrist that atsumu's shoulders relax. in fact, his whole body could have just dropped to the ground.

"it's okay," you reassured him with a smile, dropping your hold to give his hand a quick, gentle squeeze. "my mama does that, too. says it's because i've got chubby arms 'n it reminds 'er of marshmallows."

atsumu gasps and nods. "y-yeah!! and-- and yer just so sweet anyway!"

the biting continued and sometimes he'd even ask to which you always responded yes. it's not at all hurtful and it's pretty cute, especially when atsumy accompanies with a little chomping noise.

his teeth never actually grazed your skin, always covered by his lips to make sure he never actually hurt you. sometimes, if he couldn't bite you, he'd just opt to give you a gentle pinch. his nose would always scrunch when he did this and you'd always laugh.

eventually, it went unnoticed. eventually, because perhaps you were enabling him too much, the biting actually reached to other parts of your body like your shoulders, your forearms, sometimes even your ankles. but it was never something you two noticed. eventually, it was something others always noticed.

like that one time in 3rd year high school that atsumu bit (once again with his lips covering his teeth) your cheek to say goodbye.

"why don't you just give her cheek a kiss?" suna chuckles as he, the miya twins, and ginjima made their way from the cafeteria to the gym for a quick meeting, "it's more normal that way, you know?"

atsumu gives him a confused look. "huh? what do you mean?" the blond tilts his head. "why would i kiss her cheek?"

osamu rolls his eyes. he's tired of his brother's oblivion.

"why would you bite??? her cheek???" ginjima shoots back.

there's a silence and everyone just stares at atsumu. he, for the life of him, couldn't even recall that he actually did that. he bit your cheek??? really???? he's quick to yank his phone out of his pocket to text you, typing, "did i??? bite your cheek?????"

you respond with, "ya. i don't mind LOL it didn't hurt."

"bro i didn't even recognize that i did that."

"really? LOL i always thought you knew. you've been doing it more often actually. i really don't mind though. it's cute."

"yeah anything i do is cute. but damn. maybe i am an airhead..."

"yeah and conceited too :-|"

it eventually stops though when you two separate after high school. you went to osaka for university and atsumu went straight into achieving his dreams of professional volleyball.

of course you two didn't lose touch!! there were plenty of video calls, text messages, voice messages, video messages, personal poscast episodes, you name it!!! there just wasn't as much physical closeness as there used to. there was something missing and at first atsumu couldn't figure out what.

he tells you he misses you, says that things aren't the same when you aren't there to yell at him in person or throw things at him. he says it's even more lonely that osamu isn't with him 24/7. he says he's not used to having nobody whine about the heat, or whine about wanting a popsicle, or almost cry about an onigiri craving they've had for weeks.

and then, he remembers why it's YOU he misses. he jokes that he misses biting you and nothing satisfies him (even if he downs an entire bag of marshmallows ((which is???? wtf??? 😭😭😭))))))

you jokingly tell him there's so many new people he can meet and start biting, especially when he finds "the one"

this is you testing the waters a bit, wondering if atsumu might talk about any kind of feelings he juuuust miiight have. it's always been confusing for you, not sure where you fit when it comes to his categories of relationships. sure you were the only one he was ever that physically affectionate with... but what if it's because you two grew up together and he maybe sees you as some sort of sibling?

you're reassured when atsumu lets out the biggest sigh, telling you that "nah. no one's like ya. i only wanna bite ya. s'never gonna be the same and i don't even wanna try it."

you laugh and atsumu smiles. there's a dreamy look in his eyes that goes unnoticed by you during this video call.

but you see it so clearly when you surprise atsumu during one of his games.

"y-y/n?!" atsumu screams at the top of his lungs, "that you?!???!?! you standing there with my jersey number on??!?!"

you laugh and wave your arms, not even given a chance to respond before you're body checked almost to the ground. you laugh harder as atsumu cages you in his embrace, giving you the tighest hug you've ever had thus far. he squeezes you, lets his hands grab at your skin and breathes you in.

"i fucking missed you," he'd breathe into your neck, almost tearing up at the way his body knows he's safe with you, "even though you literally sat in a video call with me during my before game poop."

you laugh and smack his arm. "why would you say that out loud?!" you exclaim, your head thrown back which atsumu places his hand behind. he lets you stand, admiring you expression before joining you. he keeps you close though, his other hand glued to your hips as he moved the one behind your head to your cheeks.

"i missed these!" he beams, giving your cheek a pinch before leaning in to bite them gently. he pulls away, giggles to himself before nipping down your jaw, to your neck, to your shoulders, and eventually to your arm. your breath hitches the entire time and you're tense.

you're adults now. it's just a little different than before.

but it's all the same to atsumu. especially when he pulls away only to give you a quick peck on the lips.

"since suna was tellin' me that biting ya wasn't enough."

your expression twists, but the both of you share a laugh.

[luvtsumu]

comfort through body language

miya atsumu x reader :-D, hand holding, reader is anxious about having taken a test, nail picking,,,, fluff, comfort i guess?, implied uni!AU

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you're nervous after having just taken a final exam. you studied well and were certain that you passed; however, you just can't shake the anxiety out of your system. you're jittery, your leg bouncing, your lunch has barely been touched, and your fingers begin picking at your nails.

you're a mess.

it doesn't help that you've been checked out of the conversation the miya twins, sakusa, komori, and suna are having over the lunch table.

but a warm hand is placed over both of yours, separating your hands from themselves to stop the nail picking and further damaging of your cuticles. instead, fingers gently interlock with yours as your one hand is pulled onto atsumu's lap. he takes that hand with his other, holding it gently in his and applying pressure against your palm with his thumb.

he doesn't turn to you as he continues his conversation with the rest of the boys, but you don't feel as though he isn't focused on you nonetheless. you know that as his free hand now grabs your other, nudging it to hold onto his as he tucks his finger underneath your inner thigh. there's a rush of relief through your body as he reassures you with no words and instead his touch.

the anxiety and worry don't exactly fade, but you feel better.

[luvtsumu]

it feels like it's just us

suna x gn!reader, implied uni!AU, fluff :-D, not rly established relationship but there's smth going on??? idk LOL i just wanted to write this kind of feeling????

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everyone is finally asleep in the living room, loud snoring having filled the room after a long day of exploring kyoto. one would think that you get up and head to the front door to get some sort of relief from the constant rumbling that the guys' (namely bokuto and atsumu) snoring creates; however, you step outside just to have a moment to yourself and to breathe in the cool air.

it only gets this cool during the night time, and you cherish the stillness of the world that comes with it. nobody else is outside but you... and perhaps the bugs that want nothing more than to be one with the street lamps.

seated at the front steps of the airbnb you and your group rented, you're bundled up in one of suna's hoodies and wearing the first pair of crocs you saw (by the jibbitz, you're sure they belong to hinata). your thoughts still as the cool air and cool tones of the night ease your body to the ground.

you let out a long, needed sigh.

"...you alright?"

you chuckle almost immediately as you hear the voice. your moment of alone time didn't last long, of course; though, you suppose it's alright if it's because of suna.

your head turns and you give him a smile, eyes squinting up slightly as you watch him make his way towards you. he has his hoodie only halfway on, still needing to be tugged down which he never does. he sits himself down beside you, nudging you over as his wider body needs more space to occupy with you having sat yourself in the middle of the front steps.

he sits close though, making sure your knees touch.

"can't sleep?" he speaks again, "you don't have to sleep in the living room with all of us. bokuto'll be fine if he wakes up and realizes you wanted peace and quiet."

you laugh softly. "no, it's nothing like that."

there's a moment of silence as you smile at suna. he carefully takes in your expression and the two of you seemingly take a while to admire one another's features under the moonlight--street lights, really.

you continue when you turn away, feeling a bit of heat rising to your face. "midnight and... i don't know? 1 am? 2 am? it's of my favourite times of the day..."

suna's brows raise. his eyes remain on your face as you let your eyes wander along the street your airbnb is placed. you take in the stone walls, the electrical lines, the lack of lights from the neighbouring homes, and the sounds of the night. he decides to do the same.

"why?" he asks, "wouldn't you rather sleep?"

you laugh. "well, during the winter, yeah. but it feels nice during the summer. the world feels still and you--or at least, i--can really feel the time."

suna's head tilts as he returns his attention to you, and you look towards him with a small smile. "are you always this poetic during graveyard shift hours?"

you playfully roll your eyes and turn away from him, once again letting your eyes wander. he joins you, and the two of you bask in one another's presence as the world stills.

"feels like it's just us," suna whispers, following the cracks on the concrete of the pathway to the airbnb. he realizes what you meant by being able to feel the time. "and the fucking cicadas. those bitches never sleep."

"yep," you chuckle, "they serve as white noise. let's ya think, huh?"

suna shrugs. he wasn't thinking of anything at all during the silence between you two.

"what does it let you think?" he asks softly.

you shrug. "that... i guess that it's nice that i'm here." you let the cool air and cicadas surround you and suna once again only for a moment. "that you and i are here."

suna smiles. "you mean as innnn you like that it's me here and not, i don't know, one of the miyas? oorrr like that we're all in kyoto and that the break from university is nice? ooorr--"

"that you're here with me, rin," you interrupt with a small laugh. your tone is teasing which satisfies suna.

suna tries to hide his smile by turning his head away from you; though you can hear it in his voice as he speaks. "yeah? so if osamu came out here, you'd probably be wishing it was me, huh?"

you roll your eyes. "yes," you say, not bothering to disagree.

suna giggles. he doesn’t turn his head as he continues on. "you sure must like me, huh? considering you kept walking beside me during our hike and now you're telling me you want me here with you to listen to the cicadas sing harmonies and feel the cool breeze of the summer night." when he turns to face you, you don't notice the blush on his cheeks--it's much too obvious in his voice and smile anyway despite him trying to sound teasing. "how romantic of you, i'm touched."

you scoff and turn away with a small smile. "yeah? well, if you ask me, it seems like you're the one with the crush on me, considering you followed me out here and sat so close, probably wanting to bask in my body heat or something like the weirdo you are. and, if i remember correctly, back in the car, weren't you the one who refused hinata lending you his neck pillow because you want him to be comfortable? but you so obviously tried your hardest to find a comfortable spot just to put your head on my shoulder?" you snicker. "how romantic of you."

this time suna laughs. it's more embarrassing when you say it, but he can't be bothered. so what if he's smitten? he giggles and bumps his shoulder against yours which starts a gentle bumping between the both of you.

it's silent again and the words you two spoke playfully lingers in the night. they're gentle words, maybe even shy and uncertain, but they're meaningful. there's an innocence to them that the night cherishes, knowing that moments like this is what it's made for.

"so how long are we staying out here anyway?" he asks, finally wrapping an arm around your waist to pull you closer. he holds onto the hem of the hoodie you're wearing just to feel even closer.

you laugh. "just a couple more minutes," you say, scooting closer to suna. he lets you get comfortable and tries to mould your body against his in a way that gets you to lay your head on his shoulder. he does this just so he can lay his head on top of yours, craving the closeness as he could never get enough. "unless you wanna go now?"

he lets out a content sigh and closes his eyes. "well, honestly, it doesn't matter. the cicadas are growing on me."

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could yall imagine msby4, osamu and suna all at your grad at the same time!!!! i think it'd be so hectic and endearing :-(

they'd all come with their own boquet of flowers, probably having coordinated prior on what they're getting you!! the agreement was definitely small bouquets so that you'd at least be able to carry them all (BUT???? WHY WOULD BOKUTO NOT GIVE YOU AN ENTIRE GARDEN???? YOU DESERVE IT!!!!!)

atsumu is def a bit annoyed that bokuto got a bigger bouquet for you, BUT atsumu is the only one who got you a cute helium balloom!!

they'd be early to the ceremony, seeing you before and after!! you told them that it wasn't important for them to come so early (you had to be there 90 mins prior to the ceremony itself to get your gown, degree, and professional photos taken) but they insisted

they as in hinata, bokuto and atsumu... they just couldn't wait

sakusa, osamu and suna were more than happy to arrive on time... but for carpooling purposes and actually being able to find parking, going all together was the better choice

but what's 90 minutes?!?!??! time went by so fast with the number of pictures you got with them even before you got your gown

you'd obviously get solo pictures with everyone, all of them smiling in their photos that'd let everyone know how proud they are of you!!!

hinata definitely has his cheek pressed up against yours (careful not to smudge any of your make up though if you're wearing any!!), has an arm around your shoulders, and has his other pointing at your degree with you hold it! his smile is so bright and his eyes squint up. he giggles as you two take the photo which ends up making you laugh and show the camera a cheesy smile.

bokuto would have an arm around your shoulders too!! resting his cheek on top of yours and practically caging you as he gives the camera two thumbs up!! you'd smile big and mimic his pose which gets everyone laughing since you honestly give off "mini me" vibes with him

atsumu for sssuuurrreee sticks his tongue out in his photo with you. arm around your shoulders--not really since he puts up a peace sign behind your head to give you bunny ears--and his other hand pointing towards you. he'd wink at the camera too and they'd end up catching a photo of you rolling your eyes at him (that's the one he'd post LMAO)

sakusa, of course, is a little more reserved--but he's so proud of you and your accomplishments!! his arm still wraps around you respectfully and he smiles for the camera. he takes off his mask completely for you so you both get a good photo. he's definitely the most formal when it came to taking a photo with you (but anyone would be able to see how happy he is to see you graduating with the way his eyes squint up and his smile looks so natural)

osamu is super natural when taking a photo with you!! he's got an arm around your waist which atsumu calls him out for (he flips atsumu off LOL) and you laugh. someone gets a picture of this before the actual proper pose hahahaha. he'd tilt his head towards you and point at your degree, his smile cheesy and body language proud

suna, same as osamu tbh, but he practically headlocks you with how close he brings you with his arm. he smiles, rests his cheek against your head, and smiles at the camera while pointing at your degree. his smile is smth everyone gets caught off guard with--since when was he so soft?!

during the ceremony, the rowdy ones get restless because why the hell is it taking so long ahlddjsjdjdjdj but!!!!!

as soon as they see you getting ready to walk, they're EXCITED

everyone is up from their seats, clapping and cheering for you as loud as they can (except maybe sakusa, but he's still definitely standing and clapping obnoxiously loud) as soon as your name is called and they cheer allllll the way until you walk off the stage

the rest of the graduates and audience laugh at their enthusiasm, but, of course, find it endearing as they're yelling things along the lines of "that's our graduate!!!" "walk that stage y/n!!!!" "i love you!!!! give me your autograph!!!" "thats 40 thousand dollars right there!!!!"

and of course some people know who they are!!! you're definitely the talk of the town and some people are jealous you've got the rowdy volleyboys cheering you on so excitedly!!

after the ceremony, more pictures are taken (lots of group photos and silly ones too!!) and this time even with your family.

your family thanks them for coming and comments on how hilarious it was to hear them cheering. it gives them a great feeling (esp one of comfort!) knowing that you are loved so dearly by others!

the boys are also invited for dinner and who are they to say no?!?!?!?

later, they're definitely all posting photos on instagram!! hinats posts on his story and makes an actual post for you--he filmed your walk and definitely posted that, probably captioning it with "slaying their best slay rn 😫" LMAO,,, he also makes a cute collage of you, obviously wanting to highlight YOU as the graduate, for his story. for his post, he makes a photo of you two together the first photo, followed by a bunch more, a group photo, and then his favourite solo picture of you giving a cheesy smile to the camera as you hold up your degree!! he'd caption his post with a short cheesy paragraph about being proud of you and knowing you'll have a great future

bokuto also posts a video of your walk on his story and his yelling is so loud 😭😭😭 everyone who watches it definitely turns down their volume LOL but it's super sweet!! he follows it with a photo of you two together and just sticker bombs it. he also makes a post, making the first picture one he took of the bouquet he got you, then his favourite picture of the both of you, following it with more duo photos, a group photo, and even a photo of him and the boys while they waited. he captioned it with "SO HAPPY FOR @ YNUSERNAME !!! CONGRADS AND REMEBER ME WHEN YOU'RE FAMOUS!!! LOVE YOU!!!!!!!"

atsumu spams his story of your entire graduation actually LOL it started with him getting ready, him with osamu, the both of them getting you each a bouquet, him getting a balloon, them meeting up with the other boys, the hectic car ride that consisted of a loud karaoke session much to sakusa's (the driver) dismay, a video of them seeing you for the first time and how your face lit up, two 6-photo collages before the ceremony (mostly pictures of the both of you striking many different poses), a video of you getting ready to walk and him saying "it's happeenninng!", a video of you walking and his screaming (he's the one who yelled that he loves you and wants an autograph for suuurree), and bunncch of photos afterwards. he posts one group photo followed by his favourite photo of the two of you on his feed and captions it with "so proud of this scholar!!! c's get degrees!" and you're definitely defending your honour in the comments when you eventually see the post LMAO

sakusa, more reserved tbh, posts a picture of you walking the stage on his story! he has a video but thats for safekeeping and he fucking hates how loud atsumu was jsdkdjshdkdjsjdj anyways,,,, he tags you in the story, follows it with a cute photo collage with a couple cute stickers that said congrats! and some confetti, and he also posts a group photo on his feed. he captions it with something sweet and simple! "congradulations to @ ynusername. so proud of you and your success :-)"

osamu posts a video of you walking on his story (volume included LOL) and he's also cheering for you! a part of the video he posts, the camera turns to him and suna and they both exaggerate their cheering. they laugh together but it gets cut off (((and everyone who views it replays it just to see that part again))))). he posts a lot of pictures on his story, so obviously proud of you, and he also gets pictures at dinner! he's late for the actual feed post because he forgot LOL and the first picture is of him, you and atsumu together! it's a silly photo, of course, and it's follow by proper ones, duo photos, a group photo, and a cute picture of you! he captions it with "sry it's late :P happy grad to our happy grad <3" and ofc the boys put him on blast for being late

suna is similar to atsumu (not surprisingly) but not as aggressive. he definitely makes it more mysterious as to where he's going on his story as he posts a mirror selfie of him all dressed up (practically a thirst trap ugh....) and even posts the cute bouquet he got you without context LOL. after that, the next story post is a video of you scurrying over to him and the rest of the group. he posts a picture of the two of you together (def a .5 pic) and captions it with a simple "with the cutest graduate" !! of course he films your walk, posts it, and follows it with a collage of photos! his post for his feed is of the two of you (his favourite photo ofc), followed by a group photo, one with the boys, one with osamu and sakusa, a selfie, and then a silly one of you (probably a picture of you zoned out during dinner because of how tired you were LOL). he captions it with "cograds @ ynusername B] slay your best slay 🫰🏼"

anyway 😭😭😭 grad with these guys would definitely be so much fun

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hinata shoyou

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bokuto koutarou

msby4, osamu and suna attend your grad

sakusa kiyoomi

msby4, osamu and suna attend your grad

miya atsumu

msby4, osamu and suna attend your grad

comfort through body language ;; atsumu doesn't need words to let you know he's there for you

atsumu's "bad" habit ;; ever since you two were kids, atsumu's had a bad habit of biting you

it's gonna be alright ;; overwhelmed and frustrated because of your school work, atsumu tries his best to comfort you

suna rintarou

msby4, osamu and suna attend your grad

it feels like it's just us ;; it's past midnight. everyone is asleep and you and suna sit outside basking in one another's presence

miya osamu

msby4, osamu and suna attend your grad

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