luzifer

this isn't an ed blog anymore [she/he]

[luz1fr]

i dont know when i started enjoying being miserable and im not sure if i want it to stop

[luz1fr]

funniest thing probably is, half a year ago, my mom told me it is impossible for me to have adhd, because she would know and that i just take after her. fast forward to now, i have an adhd diagnosis and she very likely also has adhd.

take that mother

[addicted-to-pens]

I love folk punk cause it has 2 themes:

-I hate myself

-Good god you gotta live life and be kind

And I vibe with that

[luz1fr]

my mom also suggested for me to get off the pill like ma’am i literally have so bad cramps i can’t walk or standup but yea sure let’s get off the pill cuz you suddenly are convinced all medication is evil and such, man fuck that she’s like it causes mood swinging and depression ma’am i’m already depressed who gives a shit

[luz1fr]

apparently my therapist suggested to my mom that i may take ritalin to help my concentration issues and my family just said that i don’t need it and i’m just one of the few people who are able to have five thoughts at once

[luz1fr]

well considering I've been smoking cigarettes for a few months now and still am not addicted, might try hard drugs, might discover a superpower, who knows

[clown-strife-deactivated2021041]

god complex this, victim complex that… I have an underground complex, it’s where I perform my evil and fucked up experiments

[bytethehand-deactivated20250613]

reblog if you’re lgbtq+ and listened to fireflies by owl city as a child its for science

[luz1fr]

I regret everything I have ever said in my whole life

[red-enby]

*am i acting more like i have adhd bc i’ve started questioning myself on if i have it or have i always acted like this and are just starting to realize it*

[homo-sex-shoe-whale]

I don't think people understand that like... I have no mutuals. I have no Tumblr friends. The bar when you're interacting with me is literally so low.

[luz1fr]

My therapist said to me that it's really sad that such a nice looking lady like me has such bad thoughts but all I could think about is this stupid meme

[luz1fr]

Like I'm mad cuz it's so funny hhhhh like u have to imagine it like this, this old man is talking to my mom how it's so sad I have these horrible thoughts and that I'm a very good looking young lady and they're kinda just talking about my looks in front of me and all that goes thru my head is noo don't kill urself ur so sexy hh over and over again

[luz1fr]

My therapist said to me that it's really sad that such a nice looking lady like me has such bad thoughts but all I could think about is this stupid meme

[luz1fr]

I am seriously questioning if I have adhd. But idk if I'm just pretending now cuz I think I have adhd and now act like how I read stuff but like I have kinda acted like that for ages but what if I just convinced myself now that I have adhd and I actually don't what

help

[rottenbutrecovering]

Someone: tell me about your daydreams!!!!

Me, someone who’s daydreams are 99% about sex, violence, death, abuse and other triggering topics: …sometimes I have super powers in them

[calaries]

Keep thinspo/ED content out of normal tags.

Y’all need to stop using regular hashtags in your thinspo/ed posts. I don’t give a fuck if you want more followers or notes or internet clout. That doesn’t mean shit.

Some 13 year old kid is gonna be scrolling through #pretty, #goals, #food, whatever. They’re gonna see those posts and be introduced to the ed community. Wanna know how I know this? That’s how my ed started. I was a healthy kid before some asshat decided that thinspo belonged in perfectly normal tags.

using normal tags is also a good way to get your account reported lol

[luz1fr]

Why can't I be one of these people who lose their appetite when stressed