& the rest is still unwritten;

LyanneAbalosSoriano. ♥ IG;@lyannebaby.

[topinstagirls]

[retroanimu]

[linesofkayla-deactivated2018062]

i need someone who knows struggle as well as i do someone willing to hold my feet in their lap on days it is too difficult to stand the type of person who gives exactly what i need before i even know i need it the type of lover who hears me even when i do not speak is the type of understanding i demand - the type of lover i need

milk & honey, rupi kaur (via linesofkayla)

[the-land-of-false-hope-deactiva]

[lyannebaby]

miss being able to not care.

[yourbigsisnissi]

Some guys are just so boring. Like all they have to offer is dick, a few good morning texts, and a boring conversation. And people settle for it because they are desperate to have someone. But life should be exciting and relationships should be fun and spontaneous and bring out the creativity in both people. Well that’s what it has to be for me. That’s a must. Wanting to experience a life of enjoyment together is a form of intimacy

[fash-cafe]

[lyannebaby]

it's scary once you've been cheated on or even if you been played too many times. it's scary thinking you'll never be able to feel secure with someone. always thinking something negative will happen once you're in a relationship after all the shit you been through. it kinda sucks knowing those thoughts are always gonna be in your head. it sucks to overthink about little scenarios on what could happen. it just sucks in general that once you been hurt, someone else has to go through to fixing you or you can't go any further in your relationship without feeling scared.

[lyannebaby]

lowkey disappointing.

[fromrussiawithloveee]

[lyannebaby]

i hate to compare myself to his past. i hate looking at all my imperfections &comparing my body to hers. i hate thinking “what does she have that i don’t have.” i hate thinking how our relationship won’t be any different from his past. i hate thinking that he’s already experienced “real love.”

[lyannebaby]

what does it take to have a special day with a guy for just a day out of the month? like all i want is to celebrate our one year together and do something special. i’m so tired of the rave scene and how that just seems like a big part of a guys life. 

i want someone that i can go on cute dates with. someone special to celebrate valentines day with or even “monthaversaries”. i want someone who’s not afraid to do cute shit for their girl. someone who takes pride and shows off their girl even when shes isn’t anything special. i want someone who’s not just all about events but someones who’s into making memories together whether it be by going on trips or doing something spontaneous.

is it too much to ask for wanting a label on it. is it too much to want that question to finally pop up. is it too much to want to spend an anniversary not at a rave or an event but to spend it doing something special for the both of us. disneyland would’ve been perfect but instead you’d rather go to a rave like every week. but it’s fine, not like i have a say in anything.

[yeezys-girl]

[svpremer]

[lyannebaby]

still have hope that there are gentlemen out there who open the door for their girl, that still gives flower on their first date or on occasions, that celebrate monthaversaries (?), and basically do all that cute shit that guys consider "gay" nowadays.

[lyannebaby]

I want someone who's afraid of losing me.

[lyannebaby]

I hope one day I’ll stop crying of heartbreak &start crying of happiness. that finally everything has come to place, that I have people who truly love &care for me, that I am finally content with how things stand. I hope one day I am greatly appreciated by the people I do so much for. that I wouldn’t have to question whether my efforts were just wasted or not. I hope one day I can look back in my life &say that God truly made a good plan for me.