❛ HOWLING IN SHADOWS living in a lunar spell. he finds his heaven spewing from the mouth of HELL. those that the beast is looking for, LISTEN in awe and you'll hear him
─ BARK AT THE MOON. ❜
LOGAN STARK ─ an original / marvel based werewolf chara with it’s own mythos, as well as influences from tw, tvd/to, general lore. penned by NIKKO. 30+. est 2012. mature / violent & nsfw themes present. SELECTIVE + PRIVATE. multi ship / verse. multi-muses. all fandoms welcomed.
i’m sorry. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. I AM SO FUCKING SORRY. it should have been me. i know it should have been me.
✞ ─ it wasn't uncommon for matthew to bring people back to his apartment─ though more often than not they were women that he'd had an eye on for some time. at least logan ticked off one of those boxes. whiskey sloshes against glass, swirled around before taking a sip. was dying to get out of his suit pants─ constraining─ but even matthew had some decorum left. ❛ tell me about it─ ❜ shoes are taken off, placed neatly in the corner, stuffed with the white socks he'd been wearing. ❛ the light's not the problem─ though i'm sure you've noticed. ❜ all in all it wasn't the worse thing to deal with in exchange for reduced rent. years of meditation had helped matthew get a better hold over his heightened senses─ that, and earplugs.
❛ can i get you anythin' to drink? ❜ almost forgets to offer. on any other day he'd hold it over his own head─ being a bad host─ but working overtime in both job departments had left him a bit lacking in social skills. ❛ fresh out of ice, though─ so you'll have to deal. ❜
❛ ─ noticed? nah, didn't notice a thing. ❜ he responded, the tone in his voice betraying any sort of front he might have made on it. ❛ ... wasn't talking about the light. ❜ it was the sound. a high pitched squeal that for most, would be drowned out by the ambient hustle and bustle of the city, but for him ; he heard everything. even if he was well versed in dulling it. ❛ ─ though i'm sure, for some, the light was an excessive turn off. ❜ enough to depreciate the value of the corner lot apartment, he's sure. at the brunet's question, the wolf hummed, pulling his focus away from the window enough to look over his shoulder before he turned away from it entirely ; glancing down at the glass in matt's hand.
❛ whatever you're having is fine. sans ice. ❜ he said, crossing the room towards the kitchen. of course, it was formality, both in matt's offering and also in logan choosing to keep it simple ─ the liquor, of course, was of no consequence to him. ❛ have to disagree with you though, the place seems nice, then again ; when you live in a building with an AI yammering at you at ever turn... every place seems nicer than that. ❜
REPOST & LIST 6 SONGS THAT INSPIRE YOU TO WRITE YOUR MUSE.
➤ songs under the cut.
➤ tagged by: @darcdevil
➤ tagging: @hcybrothcr / @sarcasticsnackpack-@lycanslain / @iviaw
BARK AT THE MOON ─ OZZY OSBOURNE
howling in shadows. living in a lunar spell. he finds his heaven spewing from the mouth of hell. those that the beast is looking for, listen in awe and you'll hear him, bark at the moon.
PRODIGAL SON ─ RATIONALE
i wanna hold counsel with the ghost of my father. tell him I'll be everything he could never be. and if I face the obstacles that he failed to conquer, i'll make it to the other side. i don't wanna go lonely, i don't wanna reach out in the dead of night, and find no one to hold me. but I'm burning my bridges at the speed of light. i got a monochrome candle, hollow in the middle, but i can't deny... that i'm just like you. oh, i'm just like you.
EVEN IF IT HURTS ─ SAM TINNESZ
even if it hurts. even if it makes me bleed. i'm gonna carry you
pushing through with the dirt on my sleeves. even if it hurts, even if it's razor deep, i'm not giving up. not gonna run, i'll be there when you need me. even if it hurts. even if it hurts
FAKE SMILES ─ NEVV
'cause these fake smiles surround me, they empower all my guilt, but I wear mistakes proudly like I'm captain with his shield. and to say i run from problems is like saying i don't feel, i just chose to drop these people who exacerbate my will.
MAN OR A MONSTER ─ SAM TINNESZ, ZAYDE WOLF
when you close your eyes, what do you see? do you hold the light or is darkness underneath? in your hands, there's a touch that can heal but in those same hands, is the power to kill.
when you look at yourself are you a man or a monster?
CONTROL ─ HALSEY.
i'm well acquainted with villains that live in my head. they beg me to write them so they'll never die when i'm dead. and i've grown familiar with villains that live in my head, they beg me to write them so i'll never die when i'm dead. i'm bigger than my body. i'm colder than this home. i'm meaner than my demons. i'm bigger than these bones
and all the kids cried out, "please stop, you're scaring me," i can't help this awful energy. goddamn right, you should be scared of me. who is in control?
( sms ) : that's what you're concerned about?
( sms ) : whether the angles and the lighting was good?
( sms ) : ... luckily, for you, i am over 18. unfortunately for you, stiles stilinski, you sent this to someone who now knows exactly who and where you are.
a stark with chill? never heard of it. but when you wake him up in the middle of the night with unsolicited messages, he tends to get a bit curious.
[ sms : logan 🥵 ] making me work for it i see 😝 fair enough lol
[ sms : logan 🥵 ] let me know , maybe we could grab dinner or something if / whenever you're down
[ sms : logan 🥵 ] oh ? anywhere exciting ??
[ sms : logan 🥵 ] depends . . . am i in trouble if it was ?
( sms ) : tbf. this was kind of out of the blue. lol.
( sms ) : i'll definitely let you know though, could be a bit.
( sms ) : depends on what you consider exciting. lol. i'm in tokyo.
( sms ) : could be... 😏
❛ ─ the kind that doesn't subscribe to some archaic rivalry that was started over some dumb shit? ❜ he responded. not this question... again. change the words up, frame it in a DIFFERENT light, it was still always the same. ❛ ... anything else to add to that, or ... should i also inform you that i married the enemy as well? ❜
