Lycoris Radiata

My own space ♤ Journal ♤ Thoughts

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Dear Tumblr,

Do you know why I post my thoughts here? No one will read them or care... so I can post them without the fear of being vulnerable, but with the comforting feeling of talking to someone.

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Cinna💙

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There are days when I have no energy or desire to do anything—just a feeling of emptiness inside—so I simply stay still and silent.

Today is one of those days.

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Playing with bubbles makes me feel like a little girl again... peaceful and present.

Thx (๑•᎑•๑)

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Should I say something or keep it to myself?

I have so much to say, but I'm afraid you don't want to hear it. Maybe it's better if I just stay and wait.

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💕

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There he is, every time I wake up. That happy little smile and those cheerful eyes... it's scary. It scares me, but I like it.

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I wish I had someone like Peter Parker in my life

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My mind is a bit overwhelmed; I don't know what to think or do... I don't even know how to deal with what I'm feeling. I feel exhausted

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I feel like a foreigner here; there’s just no place for me.

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I’ve been looking forward to watching Heartstopper and waiting all day, but then Netflix does this to me.

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I don't know if tomorrow will be a good day, but I want to see you anyway.

💚

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All I ask is for my mind to rest. I don't want to cry anymore.

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Once again

I have the urge to run away, but I don't know where. I have nowhere to go and no one to talk to... and even if I did, I know I wouldn't be able to say anything.

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Solo days

Sometimes I need a break to clear my mind and find some peace—days of solitude to calm my thoughts and find a path forward. Who knows if it works...

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It’s not my best moment—I have a thousand thoughts in my head and a heavy, half-broken heart—but the FIFA matches have been a good distraction.

It's better than nothing.

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Happy happy✨️