D. HALE

[lykanthropo]

i’m like hey what’s up hello

[lykanthropo]

alrightalrightalright x14 like for a starter 

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feel free to change pronouns , etc . some lyrics have been altered to fit .

❝  are you insane like me ? ❞ ❝  i keep my eyes wide open all the time . ❞ ❝  yes , i’ll admit that I’m a fool for you . ❞ ❝  i’m searching for something that i can’t reach .   ❞ ❝  kiss me in the corridor . ❞ ❝  i should probably keep my pretty mouth shut . ❞ ❝  there’s a storm you’re starting now . ❞ ❝  everybody wants to know . ❞ ❝  i’m a hurricane . ❞ ❝  you’re no good for me . ❞ ❝  i reminded myself to keep you far away from me . ❞ ❝  i’m always tugging at your sleeve ❞ ❝  i don’t like them innocent .   ❞ ❝  your neck is open wide, begging for a fist around it . ❞ ❝  what happened to the soul that you used to be?  ❞ ❝  i don’t belong to no man . ❞ ❝  oh , baby , beggin’ you to save me . ❞ ❝  i swear i hate you when you leave . ❞ ❝  your little brother never tells you but he loves you so . ❞ ❝  be quick to tell me goodbye .   ❞ ❝  i hope you make it to the day you’re 28 years old . ❞ ❝  you’re ripped at every edge ( but you’re a masterpiece . ) ❞ ❝  everything is grey . ❞ ❝  i like the sad eyes , bad guys . ❞ ❝  my tongue is a weapon . ❞ ❝  you were a vision in the morning when the light came through . ❞ ❝  every single night pray the sun’ll rise . ❞ ❝  you touched me and suddenly i was a lilac sky . and you decided purple just wasn’t for you . ❞ ❝  i’m still waking every morning but it’s not with you . ❞ ❝  do you remember the taste of my lips that night ? ❞ ❝  where’d you go ? ❞  ❝  that’s the beauty of a secret . you know you’re supposed to keep it . ❞ ❝  all we do is drive . ❞ ❝  you shouldn’t waste your pretty face . ❞  ❝  i keep a close watch on this heart of mine . ❞ ❝  these voices won’t leave me alone .   ❞ ❝  they know you walk like you’re a God , they can’t believe i made you weak . ❞ ❝  my heart is gold and my hands are cold . ❞ ❝  now i think i’m possessed . ❞ ❝  you can’t wake up , this is not a dream . ❞ ❝  don’t get cut on my edges . ❞ ❝  the house was awake with shadows and monsters . ❞ ❝  they think i’m insane . ❞ ❝  if you wanna go to heaven you should fuck me tonight . ❞ ❝  i stole a bit of my mother’s perfume . ❞ ❝  i’m the king of everything . ❞ ❝  you’re part of a machine , you are not a human being . ❞ ❝  they’re coming for me . ❞ ❝  i tried to hold these secrets inside me .   ❞ ❝  i’m such a fool for sacrifice . ❞ ❝  i think there’s a flaw in my code . ❞ ❝  my mind’s like a deadly disease . ❞ ❝  california never felt like home to me . ❞ ❝  and all the kids cried out "please stop, you’re scaring me" ❞ ❝  it’s survival of the richest . ❞ ❝  my demons are begging me to open up my mouth .   ❞ ❝  hold me down . ❞ ❝  i remember when my father put his fist through the wall . ❞ ❝  make no sound . ❞ ❝  sick and full of pride . ❞ ❝  i’m meaner than my demons . ❞ ❝  don’t know where we are running to but don’t look back . ❞ ❝  saying that I want more, this is what i live for . ❞ ❝  knock me out ❞ ❝  would it really kill you if we kissed ? ❞ ❝  please stop , you’re scaring me . ❞ ❝  i imagine the tears in your eyes . ❞ ❝  do you tear yourself apart to entertain like me ? ❞ ❝  i couldn’t stand the person inside me . ( i turned all the mirrors around . ) ❞ ❝  i remember the fear in your eyes . ❞ ❝  some say you look just like your father . ❞ ❝  i jumped at the slightest of sounds don’t get cut on my edges . ❞ ❝  who is in control ? ❞ ❝  i don’t have to fucking tell them anything .❞ ❝  how you laughed when you said my name . ❞ ❝  sick of all these people talking , sick of all this noise . ❞ ❝  it’s so simple but we can’t stay . ❞ ❝  i’m choking on my pride .❞ ❝  the ending is the same every damn time .❞ ❝  i’ve grown familiar with villains that live in my head  .❞ ❝  there’s no use crying about it . ❞ ❝  they wanna make me their queen . ❞ ❝  goddamn right , you should be scared of me . ❞ ❝  oh , baby girl , you know we’re gonna be legends . ❞ ❝  you know the two of us are just young gods . ❞ ❝  i’m the king and you’re the queen . ❞ ❝  goddamn right , you should be scared of me . ❞

[lykanthropo]

DARCY

              her eyes narrow as he folds his arms and curses. yes, hell is a bad word, and she doesn’t like him using it when he sounds like he’s giving her an order. but she’ll respond anyway — she doesn’t have much of a choice otherwise. ‘i’m just going to school.’ she responds, and it’s the truth… except there’s one part missing, and she takes a deep breath before sighing. her shoulders don’t relax, however. ‘and my father is missing so i’m looking for him too.’

DEUCALION. the thought of him burns something bright in his chest, the pain of losing boyd and erica still so fresh like a wound that will never close. he can’t really blame darcy for wanting to look for him since she’s his daughter, but now it’s just too hard to remember that she’s related to that monster. ❛ he’s not here, ❜ he grunts out, looking away from her. he couldn’t do it anymore. ❛ he’s gone. ❜

[sad-goddess-blog]

on the bright side, at least my debilitating fear of abandonment will never leave me

[lykanthropo]

TABIMCCALL

   “ my father calls me tabatha. but, i prefer just tabi. when our parents separated, the custody was ruled so that each of our parents took a kid. our father got me.             – i believe social cues say that it’s your turn to tell me your name. “

------ yeah, scott had never mentioned tabi since they’ve met. he doesn’t know whether to feel guilty for not knowing who she was or to feel unsettled because there was another mccall.

❛ derek, ❜ he responds. ❛ uh, derek hale. it’s nice to meet you, tabi. ❜

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NOEL

             ❛     somethin’ like that,     ❜  the brunette muttered, fingers clawing at the label of the beer, removing it with ease, the glue loosened by the condensation on the glass. he averts his gaze long enough to take a few calming breaths. he could do this. they were just TALKING. words had  no power, he wouldn’t let them have POWER —

                ❛      kinda like this place better though. s’clean, less busy, warm. i’d almost say it’s HEAVEN, aside from all the murders n’weird shit, of course.      ❜

green eyes flicker over to noel, but he doesn’t move his head, instead letting his ears pick up the few quick breaths that seem to settle his heart beat. why is he really here, he thinks to himself. derek wonders if he’d be talking to him if he hadn’t been attacked by a werewolf, if they had met under different circumstances, and his lips thin out.

❛ just pretend the murders aren’t happening. that’s how people get through the day here. ❜ he shoots him a smirk, finally turning his head so he can take a sip of his beer. 

[lykanthropo]

DARCY

                    she knows. she can tell from the way he speaks that he knows who she is — she wonders if he knew while they were texting, and she swallows thickly yet she doesn’t let herself look alarmed. she’s become quite good at pretending she’s FINE on the outside when she’s not on the inside. she expects him to become aggressive any minute now; after what her father did she deserves little else. softly, and after a pause, she asks, ‘is this the part where you pin me against a tree and demand to know what i’m doing here?’

❛ i’ve  surpassed slamming people into trees to get information that i want, ❜ he says, tilting his chin a little. crossing his arms over his chest, he feels like that’ll put a bit of barrier between them, plus the amount of feet that separates them. it was weird seeing her after years of thinking that she had been dead, but he doesn’t let that affect him, instead schooling his face into a blank look. ❛ i’m pretty positive that just standing here and waiting will give me an answer as to what the hell you’re doing back. ❜

[lykanthropo]

NOEL

           THIS GUY WAS a lot more open than noel dared to be. everytime he felt his thoughts tugging back towards what once was, his entire body went into shock. he could already feel the knot forming in his stomach, the images flashes behind his irises, in his mind’s eye. SHIT. he didn’t need this right now.

                                         ❛     yeah ? new york’s where i was from. how’d y’like it ?     ❜

           he assumed it wasn’t the other cup of tea, if he ended up coming back to beacon hills, after a few years. then again, it might have been related to an entirely different reason, too – not everyone was a RUNNER like he was.

derek figured that noel was from somewhere up north from the way he spoke, easy enough for a californian to know that he wasn’t originally from here. with a shrug, he looks away, eyes skimming through the other nameless people that he has seem from time to time whenever he made a stop in here. ❛ i liked it plenty. ❜

------- lies, he loved new york. missed the anonymity, missed always having something to do to take his mind off of his mistakes. but now he was stuck here, not only cleaning up after his own mess, but others’, too. ❛ couldn’t handle new york anymore? ❜  

[lykanthropo]

VOIDWORN

❝  i mean i don’t see the problem with everyone knowing. i think if they all found out you had a puppy, honestly i think them knowing would bring us all closer together or something. ❞ not that they aren’t already close with one another but he just has a feeling that it would be nice for them to all bond over something NICE for a change.

❝ although now that i’m the first to know i’m obviously pretty special so she’ll like me more than all of them. ❞ stiles gives derek a beaming smile as he watches the small puppy and he aches to just cuddle the small dog.

❛ either that, or they’ll make fun of me for buying a puppy. ❜ derek looks over at chewie, pursing his lips. ❛ especially one that’s so small. ❜ in reality, he didn’t mind. the moment he had made eye contact with the dog, he knew that he had to get her. after spending hours with her next to her cage, deaton knew that derek wasn’t going to leave without the puppy, so now here he was, unmistakably, in LOVE.

he looks over at stiles and is nearly blinded by the smile on his face, and he thinks, maybe this would bring the pack together. maybe this would be a better chance for them. ❛ she got used to you so quickly, i’m pretty sure she already has a biased opinion about you. ❜ instead of following stiles’ view, he kept looking at him, teeth chewing on his bottom lip.

[lykanthropo]

just a quick thing before i do drafts but i definitely recommend listening to kanye’s new album bc it’s like having a religious experience 

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FIISTFULL

        HE’S HESITANT,  NOT  wanting to dive into the reasons WHY he skipped states, after being born & raised in hell’s kitchen, new york. the events that’d transpired had been kept as hushed as they could be – which was relatively hushes, despite who was involved. but the damage had been done. the TRAUMA would live with him, & the others, for the rest of his life. he couldn’t talk about it. especially not with a stranger.

         or, perhaps, a stranger was EXACTLY what he needed – someone he could confide in, then never see again.   ❛    little bit’a both. don’t – talk about it though. rather not.    ❜  an apologetic smile is mustered, as he sips his beer again.  ❛    what about you ? you always lived here ?    ❜

alright, hesitancy. he could work with this, knew where noel was coming from when it came to sharing things with people he didn’t know ( even sometimes with people he did know ). he doesn’t pressure noel into spilling his secrets, doesn’t think it’s a good idea, anyway, and takes a sip of his own beer before speaking.

❛ i grew up here, but then i moved to new york and lived there for about five or six years, give or take. ❜ he chews down on his bottom lip. ❛ then i came back. ❜  

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FIISTFULL

             HE LIFTS HIS HEAD, as the other speaks, smiling faintly to him. emerald eyes shift as the bartender arrives, feeling a tad nervous, heart racing, though he shows nothing outwardly. he thanks the man for the beer, examines the dark bottle – a brand he hadn’t tasted, ever – & takes a small sip, then another, after he’s approved.  he sets the cool brew onto a coaster, scoffing at derek’s comment.

                                     ❛      shit – here i thought comin’ here i’d ESCAPE trouble,       ❜

the fast thumpthumpthump beat of noel’s heart was picked up by derek’s ears, his own hazel eyes searching for any physical signs of nervousness or panic. the guy seemed as cool as ice, but the werewolf knew what he heard wasn’t a mistake ------ the slight spike of his scent, the chemo signals ------- he KNEW.

fingers curl around the cool bottle of the beer as he leaned forward a bit in his seat, suddenly interested.  ❛ escape trouble? you tryna build yourself a new life in beacon hills? or are you just running away from your past? ❜     

[lykanthropo]

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