lykkexliten

he vowed to spend a lifetime discovering ways to keep her happiness a flame, willing to give his all in the pursuit. a burning desire to go above and beyond for them. here he stood, ready to give his all, excited for the future as the idea of a mini me started to settle. " you think so? " he scoffed, unable to fathom what she saw in him. " you're definitely going to be the better parent. " he teased with twist of his mouth, before leaning in to kiss her. " i hope they have your eyes, and smile. you know my moms side has that lazy eye. " a playful smile, before running his hand through her hair. a comfortable silence enveloped them, their gazes locked as he looked into whiskey-colored pools. in a moment of impulsive clarity, a thought flashed through his mind like a shooting star. " what if we got married? "

#(c:) azra #hclysins #might be my worst reply ever - but it is what it is

the hand that rested on his face moved to lay around his neck so that she could stand a little closer to him than she already was, gently caressing his neck as he spoke, being quick to nod and smirk as soon as he scoffed. "I really think so! they're gonna have the best and protective dad-" she said and smiled even wider as they kissed, head tilted slightly as she looked at him as he expressed wishing their child would look like her instead of him, not helping but roll her eyes a little and kissed him one more time. "If it was up to me i'd much rather they have your eyes," she said softly, leaning into his touch, while their eyes kept resting on his, feeling all kinds of warm and happy inside. but never in a million years did she think she'd hear the words that left him next. her eyebrows raised, ".. you'd really want to do that?" she asked, biting the inside of her cheek. it wasn't like she'd never imagined what her life would be like if they did get married, how happy she would be with him, and genuinely how she thought they could be one of the ones that could make it-

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from a young age jackie became accustomed to being alone. often finding comfort in the symphony of silence. it wasn't until azra walked into his life that he felt the warmth that had been missing all these years. " you won't have to do this without me. I'm here, and im not going anywhere. you're truly stuck with me now, you know that right? " a half smile, as he bent down to catch her gaze. the concept of family had always been a distant one, but now he'd have one of his own. " hey, we can look at this like a new beginning for us. " the fear that swelled within him was indescribable, but it was eclipsed by the anticipation of tiny feet pattering through the studio. he found her hand again, pulling softly until they were flesh once again. his eyes dropped to her flat stomach, soon to be swollen in only a few months. " you and me. we got this. " he whispered a mantra of reassurance. he wasn't sure if the pep talk was more for himself or her, but he had to believe it for the sake of his new family.

in the years of just being jackie's friend, there had always been something else to them that she didnt share with any of her other friends. he'd always been special, someone she trusted more than the others. someone she felt more safe with, and he'd done things time and time again to reinforce just that, that she was safe with him. and her feelings were safe with him too. and now, now their unborn child would be safe with him too, with them. she listened to him and couldnt help but smile, really not minding the thought of being stuck with him forever, "i know i am, and i like it that way.." she said softly as she too smiled gently his way as their eyes finally met again, dark hues looking at each other, just listening to what he said before his hand found hers and pulled her body back against his. her head lifted and she used her free hand to place it against the side of his face, letting her thumb gently graze his skin. "we've really got this- youre gonna make the best dad.. "

#(c:) azra #hclysins

kiillerqueen

" I have a serious question for you. " Scott knew how her mind likely would go to something like a proposal , but that is the furthest thing from what is on his mind. " What would you do if I wasn't exactly the man you have pained me out to be? "

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azra glanced down at him while her fingers moved through his wet locks, awaiting his question. not even sure what it could’ve been, though part of her did think this was the time he’d finally pop the question.. but that thought was quick to disappear as he finally asked her. her eyebrows furrowed as confusion spread across her face. “not the man I — what do you mean..?”

#(c:) azra #kiillerqueen

Brody was trying his best to simply enjoy the moment, to keep any thoughts of shutting out his growing feelings at bay. It was difficult for someone who always ran away from anything that had even the slightest chance of being real, but he was trying. “No…” a teasing smile, he shook his head, tugging her as close as he possibly could, “you don’t.” Unbothered by people coming in and out of the kitchen, he kept her flush against his body, moving to kiss her again. Fear would undoubtedly kick in further down the line, but for now he was happy to stand in the kitchen at a party kissing her like they were the only two people there.

hearing him teasingly correct her an ever so small smile pulled at the corner of her lips, she didnt even try challenging what he said cause he was right.. she didn't- not really. instead, her arms came to wrap around his neck, keeping her as flush to his body as he was trying to keep her. her fingers gently wrapped up in the strands of hair that fell down his neck as she kissed him back again, feeling like it was just the two of them there. maybe she could get used to this-

#the amount of not ok i am right now #( miracle )

takenoteguide

" fuck " a hushed hiss, before he caught her gaze. big doe eyes reminding him she had more reason to be afraid than he ever did. it was her body after all. doubt gnawed at his resolve, whispering cruel words of inadequacy. would he repeat the sins of his father? would he be condemned to a cycle of pain and regret? " i don't want you to get rid of it, if you don't want to. " amidst the darkness, a glimmer of determination flickered within chestnut eyes. the man who was supposed to guide him, protect him, had been a shadow of darkness, a master of disappointment all of his life, and he refused to follow in his foot steps. " i'll probably fuck up. " he started with a shaky breathe. " in fact i know i'll fuck up. but i won't ever leave your side, if that's what you want. "

she finally opened her eyes again and turned to look at him, swallowing hard while she just quietly looked. just wanting to hear what he had to say, knowing the news couldn't have been easy for him to hear.. she knew bits and pieces of what he came from, but she still hadn't expected the reaction she initially got.. but as soon as he started talking again, it seemed like he'd changed his mind.. reassuring her that she didn't have to do anything she didn't want to do. that he in fact wouldn't leave her side.. her eyes glossed over as she started welling up just a little, "i need you, jackie. i can't do any of this without you.."

#(c:) azra #hclysins

her words crashed upon him like a tidal wave. no remorse. his hands growing sweaty, as they began to loosen around hers. he felt like he was suffocating, softly pushing her aside as he stood trying to slow down his breathing with a large inhale. " are you — uh, are you sure? " a nervous hand wiped the back of his head. he gazed at the chaotic strokes of colors, each canvas a window into his soul — memories of his own father's failures clawed their way to the surface. " what are you going to do? " emotions in his voice made the words sound harsher than intended, as he fought to stay calm in front of her.

her hues fell to watch his hands slowly let go of her before physically pushing her aside to get past her. she felt sick.. she didnt dare look at him, as guilt and shame filled her for having let it happen- or even get this far. "- I'm sure.." she said quietly, still unable to face him, her eyes squeezing shut as he spoke up next. the sound of the words stung, digging themselves deep inside her and it mixed with the already building hormones cause her to break.. "I-I don't know Jackie.. i don't know what im supposed to do.. I-I cant just.. get rid of it..""

#(c:) azra #holyxsins

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brody had never been into halloween— at least not since he was young and his mother would dress he and his brother up in duo matching costumes. visiting a haunted house hadn’t been something he cared much to do, but naturally he’d been dragged their by his friends. when he found out azra was also there, it at least seemed like the night would be a little more bearable. he weaved through the tight space, unbothered whenever an actor would pop out and try and scare him, his heart picking up every so often but he didn’t let it show. spotting azra in the distance, he moved slowly behind her, smirk forming as he let out a loud shriek, hands reaching out to grab her waist in attempt to startle her.

She didn't want to be there-- whatsover.. There was just something about halloween, spooky things and being scared that she hated more than absolutely everything.. but she tried to be a good sport- she'd even 'dressed up' herself for the occasion. looking around she reluctantly let her friends lead her into a building, unfortunately for her she hadn't paid attention to what kind of building it was before it was too late. they would weave through tight, scary spaces, with scary music and sounds surrounding her, people popping up, screaming and throwing things around, scaring the ever-living daylight out of her. Her heart was beating out of her chest, and just as she thought she would get a break for just a moment, she felt hands grab at her waist, causing her to react with fight or flight-- and for once in her life it was flight. instead, she let out a loud scream, turning around, throwing her elbow up to let it knock whoever grabbed her, HARD across the nose, making them fall to the ground. "oh my god-!" she let out before a flickering light allowed her to catch a glimpse of who it was, and instant regret filled her.

His smile was subtle, part of him still trying to convince himself that there was no feelings beyond attraction, but it was clear to everyone else that he’d formed some kind of attachment to azra. A gentle tug closer and his hand moved from her waist to her face, thumb caressing her cheek before he dipped his head and placed a kiss to her lips. “I still hate you,” he teased, words mumbled into her mouth. He doesn’t, of course, and isn’t sure he ever really did.

There was absolutely no way to make her heart beat any slower, or quieter in her ear at that moment. She wanted it-she really wanted it. It had been years of convincing herself that all she felt for him was pure hatred, nothing more. But maybe that was turning out to not be all that true after all. As his hand moved from her waist to gently hold her face, letting his thumb caress her features before leaning in close. Their lips met, and she felt herself stop breathing for just a moment before his lips moved back just a little to form words.. "-- I still hate you too.." Maybe the biggest lie she'd ever told-

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#( azra )

brody at one point in his life had been a sweet boy. a little rough around the edges and always with some underlaying anger, but sweet nonetheless. when his mother died in an accident, however, his world was completely flipped on it's head. that, and the events that followed had changed him as a person, making him almost completely emotionally unavailable. maybe if they’d met at a different time, she’d know a different version of him. though she seemed to be slowly getting past the wall this version had built up. a knowing smirk as he closed the space between them, brody let his free hand fall to her hip, urging her towards him. “oh, it’s a maybe, is it ? well maybe we should try it again and see what you think then.”

#(c:) azra #cxsmicwrites #screaming crying sobbing

As the gap between them closed completely as strong hands grabbed at her hips and pulled her body against his, she let it happen, kinda having wanted it. Maybe she’d even missed being this close to him for longer than she’d admit. Carefully she laid a hand on his chest while she looked up at him, her dark hues finding his. Her heart was beating so incredibly hard, even more so as he spoke. And without giving her words much thought she just let out what she felt. “I think we should too-“

gvzel

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#( azra x brody )#( azia x jackie )#cxsmicwrites #hclysins #( azra )

brody couldn't help the teasing smile that appeared on his face the moment he saw her cheeks blushed. he'd be lying if he said he didn't enjoy the fact that he had that kind of effect on her. though annoyingly, she seemed to evoke something within him too. and while he was adamant he didn't want to get involved with anyone, it seemed near impossible for the two of them to avoid one another. and so it didn't seem like the worst idea to maybe just... kiss a little more. "i did," he assured her, taking another step closer until he was close enough to reach out and place his finger beneath her chin, slowly tilting her head towards him. "did you ? "

her heart might as well have beat out of her chest as he only came closer to her, all while her stomach was turning into knots from the conflicting feelings.. on one side she did hate him-- or maybe not hate. just.. find him annoying, but on the other hand, the thought of him kissing her again gave her what felt like butterflies every single time. so as she heard him admit to having liked kissing her, followed by his hand gently tilting her chin up so that they looked each other in the eye, asking if she too had liked it, the conflicted feelings really started churning. not wanting to give him the satisfaction of knowing she had enjoyed it if it turned out he was just joking, but then again.. she'd really enjoyed the kisses- how his lips felt against hers. "maybe i did.."

he let his gaze linger, and he wondered if she'd realized yet that he didn't hate her, not even a little bit. sure, they'd started as two people with dislike for one another, but when he'd seen her in a bad situation, there had been some small part of him that actually cared. "who's pretending ? " brody questioned, a step taken closer. a smirk began to form, a familiar tension between the two building quickly. "i might find you a irritating as hell, az, but that doesn't mean i don't enjoy kissing you."

she wasn’t sure why she was still hesitant to believe he could do anything but dislike her, even if her heart was beating so incredibly fast in her chest when she saw him. Something which had only happened the last little while.. but as soon as she actually listened to him, she couldn’t help but swallow hard. “You didn’t..?” She asked and stopped leaning at whatever she was leaning on. Nervously tucking her hair behind her ear, her face getting all flushed.. “you enjoyed it..? You’re not just.. lying or anything..?”