lysander scamander

Lysander Scamander Carrow Flint twin. husband. artist

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Tristan 📜 Lysander

Tristan: I know. I’m sorry.

Lysander: I'm sorry too. see you this weekend, love.

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Tristan: you don’t but maybe I do.

Lysander: I wish you didn't

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Tristan: big benefit is I can keep an eye on him. Also make sure he’s at least trying to be someone worthy of you…

Lysander: you know I don't need all of that. I can look out for myself without you selling your soul even further.

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Tristan: I guess.

Lysander: hate that

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Tristan: twice but they’ve been post larger group meetings. He had me and Zambini for drinks last week and then he and Evangeline insisted I join them for just a “catch up” with Amara two days ago.

Lysander: damn, you really are becoming part of his inner circle, eh?

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Tristan: which is why an invite to the manor doesn’t shock me anymore. But perfect. I’ll look forward to it.

Lysander: have you been there much since I've been gone?

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Tristan: sorry, habit. Yeah, of course. Just let me know wherever you are/port key I suppose?

Lysander: it's fine, he IS your new bestie I guess. I'll send a portkey your way.

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Tristan: I know, I know. This weekend? I have a morning practice Saturday but I suppose I could swing by the manor.

Lysander: no ew not that manor, I'm still with Lor.

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Tristan: I’ll try to remember that as long as I can. I know, love. But that is something he has to live with. I’m sure he’s going to realize it’s a mistake.

Lysander: please do. doesn't mean I have to be happy about it, lorcan didn't deserve any of this shite. are you busy this weekend? you should come spend time with us.

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Tristan: I stand corrected, then. Lysander. I think they’ll figure their shit out eventually. It sucks to watch now but those two both know what they want and both strike me as those types to not stop until they get it. Because the school wasn’t as large as the world stage. I agree it’s back pedaling on who he is but he has to live with the choices. If he loses lorcan, isn’t that ultimately his loss and your brother can focus on finding someone who loves him AND would show him off to the world. It’s alright. Better to have you some times than non at all

Lysander: just never forget that I always want to be looking at you. they'd better. it just really sucks that Lorcan is the one getting hurt in all of this because James can't be more comfortable with who he is. it's selfish. and it's hurting the person he claims to love in the meantime. lorcan deserves the world. just like you do and yes I realize I'm being a massive hypocrite.

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Tristan: I’m just saying there WAS time you didn’t. Okay please don’t murder. That’s something more along the lines of what your husband would do. Not you. Ly, come on. Sexuality isn’t easy for all of us. What, I’m just saying.

Lysander: no, never. I always WANT to see your face. but there have been times where I couldn't or had to not. semantics, ya know? maybe murder isn't so bad, it can be useful and deserved. okay but he was happy to flaunt his sexuality at school. we all saw it. I'm sorry.

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Tristan: Love… I didn’t make it up. I know. We can’t do much about it. It’s something they have to figure out and we just have to be there. No. It wouldn’t. But it’s something you have to convince him of. I wish I could be more out, help him realize it wouldn’t. But not like I could take you around.

Lysander: I always WANT to look at you, that’s never a question. yeah well it sucks and I want to murder him a little for hurting Lorcan. maybe he shouldn’t be such a wuss? stop, I’m sorry, I wish you could too

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Tristan: There was a time you barely wanted to look at me. I’ve heard him say he loved him. I can imagine. It’s like if you told me to fuck off completely. Exactly. But I know he has more on the line. I don’t think it’d end him but he has to convince himself of that.

Lysander: that's not true. ugh, yeah, makes it worse with them throwing that phrase around and then things just....ending for no actual good reason. it definitely wouldn't end him, he's just being a selfish little bitch.

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Tristan: I know you say that but who knows what’s going to happen in the future. He will find a person. He attracts people. Don’t worry about that. He’ll end up alright, doesn’t he always? Uh huh. I don’t even know if the French girl is keeping him from lorcan. It’s just the image of it all, I think.

Lysander: come on, we both know I will forever be completely enamored with you. he will, and I know he does, but this one's hitting him hard. it's just rough to watch. ah right because Merlin forbid a quidditch player rides brooksticks on and off the field.

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Tristan: I’m going to save that if you ever change your tone ha oh come on. It’s lorcan. He’ll go entertain himself somehow. I can accept that. That’s not malicious at all. I can’t exactly argue against that. I know Lorcan was just hoping he’d change his mind but I think we all know James is pretty stubborn.

Lysander: I could never. true, but I felt less guilty about losing time with him when I knew he was enjoying himself with a person too, you know? not a malicious bone in my body ha. he was and he is. the whole thing's just a mess. hope that french girl is worth it to James.

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Tristan: glad I still have your attention. Yeah but it doesn’t change too much for us. James isn’t going to go running to Evander if you come over. He can go find some other place to hang. Please don’t wish ill on my teammates ha. They’re just on different pages but at least now they’ve made it clear where they’re at?

Lysander: always have, always will. it kind of does, though. I feel bad just leaving Lorcan, you know? at least James gave him something to do. okay I promise not to wish ill on your teammates....but I WILL keep hoping that you get moved up, however that ends up happening. I guess. just feels like he strung Lorcan along for entirely too long.

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Tristan: she would. I’m glad to hear that. Would be a shame if you thought it wasn’t fun ha we’ll see. You never know with quidditch. One bad bludger and I’m in. Yes he’s down. I don’t know. Still doesn’t mean he’s sad it ended.

Lysander: it's definitely fun. bummer Lor and James are over, it was nice just being able to swap people for a few hours. that's true, hate to hope for someone getting hurt but I hope you get a chance to be moved up soon so you can be the star you are. he's just being an idiot and he's hurting my brother in the meantime.