[m34tthews]

— about me

mia. 22. she/her. toronto maple leafs hockey club <3

who i write for — people on my masterlist, those requested (just ask!)

who i don’t write for — players younger than me or married.

requests are open!

current series

— walking away

completed series

— another life

masterlist • wips

[m34tthews]

What the worst thing Scott Laughton's ever done? Pls, M34tthews Esq. I need to know before committing to my friend's hockey drag party.

HELLO I AM HERE. well i am honoured from what i know laughts is safe for your drag. i did a quick check on reddit and other than scrums and hits with the flyers he hasn’t had major controversies.

disclaimer: i do not know him personally this is all based on the internet

[jarvypup]

having the worst week of my life and here comes bald seth jarvis...

[wmnylander]

[m34tthews]

the leafs are never winning a hockey game again

[m34tthews]

i stand corrected

[m34tthews]

the leafs are never winning a hockey game again

[m34tthews]

idk what that anon is on about there's 100% a difference between a player possibly having conservative views versus one going to the White House to boot lick trump

there’s a massive difference but i think where they were coming from was that you can’t confirm whether hockey players are good people or not.

but what auston did was bootlicking a criminal, uplifting facism and being outright misogynist while laughing at the women’s us team. he took the same route as his cowardly teammates and never apologized or took accountability.

[m34tthews]

“Not trying to get any brownie points” yes, you are. You’re going to write about players when, realistically 99% of them probably share the same values, they’re just not open about it. Matthews being maga has been an open secret for years. If you want to guarantee a character is 100% perfect and aligns with your beliefs, create your own oc. The moment you choose a real nhl player, you’re accepting that you can’t fully know what they believe or whether they’re a Trump apologist. And with a league that’s overwhelmingly conservative, it’s hard to completely avoid that.

you’re right. my choice of words in the first answer was poor. what i meant was that i didn’t need to be praised or recognized for decided to not write for auston because to me, it wasn’t a hard decision.

i do not know these men and i am not in the business of defending men i don’t know. i think because i started my willy series already and have a lot written i would continue but currently, my heart isn’t feeling drawn to or motivated to write rpf

i’ve see so many rpf blogs start writing their own hockey ocs and i’m excited to read them!

i appreciate you holding me accountable

[m34tthews]

Just wanted to say its really nice to see a blog not continue to stand beside their favorite usa team players, it hurts even me to not support them anymore after dedicating so much time to them but i really love your writing so it brings me happiness to know that you are as a good of a person as i knew you were

Sending love xx

hey nonnie! thank you for your kind words and i’m glad that my works can bring you joy. this message made me so happy you have no idea <3

to me it was a no brainer to stop writing for auston and all the usa hockey men. i’m not trying to get any brownie points for stopping but i refuse to continue to write like it never happened. truthfully, it’ll bother me for a long time because of how audacious they all are including auston.

my blog will always be a safe place for unique perspectives and different backgrounds/identities. having a player who basically endorsed everything i’m against won’t be happening

[m34tthews]

Hey! Love the pfp where did you find it? Great shot of willy!

hey i got it from google! i’m not sure the photographer but here it is

[junovee]

hi my angels, please take a few minutes out of your day to read & reflect on what’s happening across the middle east, pakistan, and neighbouring regions.

there is an ongoing war in the middle east, especially between iran, israel, and the united states, which has escalated into missile strikes and armed clashes affecting multiple countries including saudi arabia, qatar, kuwait, the uae, bahrain, jordan, and iraq. diplomatic efforts have collapsed and there have been attacks and retaliations that have caused civilian casualties, damaged infrastructure, and disrupted everyday life for millions.

additionally, pakistan and afghanistan are currently experiencing heavy clashes along their border, marking what officials have described as open military engagements between the two nations. this situation has added to regional instability and concern for civilians on both sides.

last year, tensions between india and pakistan also surged: india launched a military campaign called Operation Sindoor in may 2025 in response to a deadly militant attack in indian-administered kashmir. that operation involved missile and precision strikes on sites inside pakistan and pakistan-administered kashmir, which india said were linked to militant groups — and which pakistan described as unsafe and damaging to civilians.

in early 2026, indian military leaders announced a continuation of that broader strategic posture under what some reports call Operation Sindoor 2.0, indicating india was prepared to respond more strongly if provoked again. these developments have kept south asia on edge and raised concerns about wider escalation.

with tensions already high between pakistan and afghanistan, analysts have warned that any additional military involvement by india, even if indirectly, could dramatically widen the conflict.

because india and pakistan are both nuclear-armed states, even limited escalation carries serious regional and global consequences.

beyond the headlines, long-running conflicts like the yemeni civil war and the israeli-palestinian genocide continue to impact millions of innocent people with displacement, loss of homes, and disruption to daily life.

this is all affecting real families, workers, students, refugees, children, and everyday people. you don’t have to be a political expert to care, you just have to see that people are suffering.

if you can, read from multiple verified news sources, listen to voices from communities actually affected, and share accurate information. and if you do pray, please keep palestine, afghanistan, pakistan, iran, israel, saudi arabia, the uae, qatar, bahrain, jordan, iraq, yemen, india, and all civilians in your thoughts.

[m34tthews]

i am in the process of changing my blog name to something leafs coded and not attached to any players. if you have any suggestions let me know!

[m34tthews]

honestly, i believe it would not be true to myself if i continued to write for auston amid everything that’s happening. i would like to clarify that i don’t know auston. i never once thought he was a perfect person, but the actions of the usa hockey team he captained are enough for me to stop writing for him entirely.

i’m sorry to anyone i’ve disappointed with my decision to stop posting about the another life universe beyond what’s already in walking away. i wish I could say this was a tough decision, but it’s not. i’m disgusted with him, as always disgusted with hockey culture that continues to give these misogynist men the room to act this way and never see the flaws in their own ways. i will never ever write for a man who bends the knee to facism and laughs and parties with criminals and sex offenders.

[m34tthews]

Jack Hughes confirmed he’s going today to the White House…

oh i have a lot to say about those set of brothers. just pure fascist propagandists. it not their “true colours” showing, its who they are. the entirety of that men’s team minimized the women’s to laugh with a pedophile war criminal. they took their win to spew their pro-america rhetoric amidst all that is happening in america AND partied with the man who actively protects pedos with the stalling of the epstein files. they tried to do pr and act like it’s just “social media” who have issues with their celebrations and clearly man to take no accountability so screw the entirely team usa from the bottom up

[m34tthews]

this is me with a literal leafs blog and with an am34 username. if he goes on tuesday and neglects his duties as captain of the leafs, they need to reconsider his captaincy

[m34tthews]

https://www.tumblr.com/m34tthews/809311426159214592/the-impending-doom-of-will-auston-or-will-auston

The visit will not happen right away tho and considering how happy they were to have trump’s fbi director in their locker room and how happy they were when they spoke on FaceTime with Trump they are going 100% to visit a criminal.. I’m sorry to tell you this..

no, i know this. that’s why i said i’m lowering my expectations because from the look all the celebrations and videos they’re all happy to meeting that criminal because it’s an “honour” . i’m not naive enough to think the captain of my nhl team won’t go but he also has commitment to the leafs to be back in time for our playoff push. just bad optics as the leafs captain

[m34tthews]

the impending doom of will auston or will auston not move things around to go to the white house tuesday night. i mean we have a back to back on wednesday so morning skate and with the storm i don’t think it make sense. i think intiatlky the plan for everyone fo part ways from new york was the most ideal but obviously circumstances change. i just don’t see why he would go from milan to florida to washinghton back to florida considering its voluntary.

then again, he’s the captain but seeing the state of the world right now i don’t think it’s best for the captain of an nhl team to leave after the olympics for festivities with a criminal.