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the discontentment with dino's album is truly appalling bc i'm failing to see where this is even a fraction of the problem some of these people are making it out to be. everyone wants fresh and fun till it breaks the norm in a very non intrusive way, this is not the first time an alter ego has been used in music, or in Kpop. in fact I think its a really clever way around the uneven pairings and it's putting a genuinely refreshing twist that isn't manufactured just for this album.
also. I don't wanna hear JACK shit bc the way Wait was done dirty is something I'll never forget. people want something to be mad at and it shows bc it's anarchy anytime someone steps outside of the box. and again, HES BARELY TOEING OUT OF IT IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!!!! future of Kpop this future of Kpop that please do not speak if you can't handle the change being the future brings
no bc i’ve actually cried over the thought of him seeing all of this hate like pls he’s just a baby leave him alone
i was literally SO excited to hear that my man pi cheolin was dropping his own album and i was so shocked to see that so many other ppl were mad????? like are we watching the same content orrr
summary: you wish your ex a happy birthday and he asks for a little more.
word count: 1530
SVT Shorts Series | Masterlist
Sorry to keep inundating you guys. Last one for a while!
You’re almost asleep when your phone alarm goes off. Confused and groggy, you grope around on the mattress, finally pulling your phone up to your face.
Seungcheollie’s birthday!!
It’s 11:50 p.m. on August 7th. Ten minutes before his actual birthday, because your boyfriend–no, ex-boyfriend–likes to be wished a happy birthday right at midnight. It makes him feel loved and special. And you still have an alarm set for it.
Groaning, you toss your phone back onto the bed. That’s not what you needed to see right now. You’ve already been thinking about him more than you should lately, partially because you’re lonely, and partially because…well. It’s Seungcheol.
Minghao mentioned him the other day in passing, just a slip of the tongue over lunch. He’s normally not absentminded and hearing Seungcheol’s name caught you both off guard. Minghao apologized, but Seungcheol has been stuck in your mind like a splinter ever since.
And now it’s his birthday.
You don’t know what to do about that. Even before you dated, you always wished him a happy birthday at midnight, or close to. Now that you’re…nothing, not even friends really, you don’t know how to handle it.
And it’s not that you can’t be friends, it’s just that you wiped everything about him out of your life because it made you sad to think about him. Everything except this fucking reminder alarm.
He would wish you a happy birthday. If you don’t, if you ignore him, you’re the asshole. You don’t want to be the petulant one.
You also don’t want to seem too eager.
Buuuut, you also want to win.
Five minutes until midnight. You pull up a new thread and start typing. Hey! Happy Birthday!
No. Too energetic.
Hey, happy birthday. Have a good day.
Too prescriptive. Too cold. Also, you’re running out of time.
At midnight precisely, you send: Happy birthday! I hope whatever you’re doing that it’s a good day.
Good. It’s fine. The right balance of enthusiasm and distance. Only one exclamation point. Weird grammar, but whatever.
It’s only now that you’ve sent it that you realize sending him a midnight text after not speaking to him for months looks insane. You could have just sent one in the morning like a normal human being. Like everyone else.
Also, fuck, he’s read it. Seconds later, your phone starts ringing in your hands. Groaning, you fight the urge to hide it under your pillow. He knows you’re here. It’s not like you can just get out of it now.
“That’s all I get?”
His low, sulky voice echoes out of the speaker. Immediately, you roll your eyes.
“What do you want? We’re not together. I acknowledged it at least. I could have just ignored it.”
You couldn’t have. You’re not that type of person and he knows it.
“All right, all right. Thank you for the birthday text.”
“You’re welcome.”
Silence. Prickly, uncomfortable.
“So…” you start, just as he says, “So, how’ve you been?”
You both pause. Sighing, you say, “Seungcheol, we don’t have to do this.”
“No, but you sent me a birthday text at midnight. That’s something.”
“It’s ‘I forgot to remove my reminder alarm and I felt like I should say something.’ That’s all. I regret it.”
“You don’t.”
“I kind of do.”
“But only kind of,” he challenges.
Flopping back against the pillows, you stare at your phone. At the silly photo of him that’s still his icon. You remember when you took it: he was tipsy and cute and happy and making the babiest of faces and you snapped a great shot and immortalized it as his icon, much to his annoyance. It still makes you smile, even now.
“Don’t read too much into it,” you warn him. “Anyway, I was trying to go to bed.”
“Oh. Sorry.”
He doesn’t sound very sorry. He also doesn’t hang up.
After a moment he adds, “You could come over.”
“Absolutely not,” you say firmly.
Seungcheol’s voice is rushed. “Not for sex! I didn’t mean it like that if that’s what you were thinking. I just meant to talk. Catch up.”
“There’s nothing to talk about. Enjoy your birthday.”
“Wait! Wait, okay. I overstepped. Just…can we talk a little more?”
He sounds so desperate, so sad, that it makes you linger, even though you know you shouldn’t. What you should do is hang up, block him, never wish him a happy birthday again. Let it go. Let him go.
Instead, you wait.
“I…was really hoping you’d be the one to do it. To wish me happy birthday at midnight.”
“Did I win?” you ask, unable to stop yourself.
Seungcheol chuckles. “Jeonghan beat you again.”
Like always. “Bastard.”
“But you came second.”
That sounds about right. In your relationship you were always second place: to his friends, to his job, to everything. He’d tell you he was on his way and show up an hour later. When you both had a rare day off that overlapped, he’d spend half of it sleeping in or playing computer games with Wonwoo and Mingyu.
And you never threw a fit. You never begged for him. You just filled your life with friends and activities to get revenge on him and it worked so well that towards the end you felt like breaking up was easy. He didn’t need you in his life the way you wanted him to. So then what was the point?
Except…the more you think about it, the more you realize there were little signs. He’d show up late but he’d show up with flowers. He’d disappear to play games with the guys but he’d save his evenings for you. And he’d always try to make it up to you with gifts. And while you didn’t want flowers or gifts, you only wanted his attention, you recognize now that it was his way of apologizing. Of attempting to do better. And you never really gave him that chance.
Maybe neither of you had enough time to adjust from single life into the kind of relationship either of you wanted or expected. Which means that’s not just Seungcheol’s fault then.
“I know I didn’t do a very good job,” he says gently. “But it wasn’t from a lack of wanting to.”
“I don’t think either of us gave it a fair chance,” you admit.
“I felt like you didn’t really want me.”
You close your eyes for a second. Inhale. “I wanted you. Too much to admit it.” I still want you. You’re grateful you have enough self-control to keep the second part to yourself.
“I think about you all the time. All the time. I’ve wanted to text you so many times and I just lose the courage.”
“Why? Am I that scary?”
“I feel like I only have one more shot and I don’t want to mess it up. Not this time.”
He sounds like a crazy person. He sounds like standing outside your window with a speaker kind of crazy and you’re not sure how you went from texting him happy birthday to this.
“Seungcheol, what exactly are you saying?”
“I’m saying let’s try again,” he says earnestly. “I’m saying let’s be all in this time. I can do so much better, I promise. I can be the man you really deserve.”
“You’re insane. Truly.”
“I’m saying I’m willing to try.”
“You’re saying crazy things.”
But still, he presses. “I’m saying…it’s my birthday and I want to see you. Can I come over?”
He’s taking real advantage of this whole birthday thing and you want to tell him that. You want to tell him to shove it and leave you alone. But you also want to let him.
You’ve known from the moment you picked up the damn phone and heard his voice that you were going to break. Because that’s what he does to you, even now. Especially now.
“Yes.”
Seungcheol hums his approval; you can picture his smile, the deep dimple in his cheek. He’s irresistible to you. God, everyone is going to be insufferable if you date him again. Not after you made such a fuss.
But you’ve missed being held and no one holds you like him. You’ve missed being kissed, and no one does that right, either. Just him. Just Seungcheol.
“But give me ten minutes,” you rush to say, realizing you’re in your “skipped laundry day” pajama set. You don’t know what you’ll find in ten minutes, but there has to be something better than this.
“Too late,” he says fondly. “I’m already outside your door. Let me in?”
You hear it now, the barest of knocks. Each one makes your heart jump.
“Seungcheol…”
“Please?”
Swallowing, you head over to your door and peer through the peephole. Sure enough, Seungcheol is standing on your step, dressed in an oversized black hoodie. His full cheeks and pouty lips are still visible under the hood; if you let him in you’re definitely going to kiss him.
He’s still holding his phone. You watch him say your name, softly, sweetly, into the receiver. It echoes back to you inside your apartment.
Inhaling deeply, you unlock the door and pull it open.
I opened twitter today and yeah I knew couprangs were wild but things they write after him looking like THAT yesterday are absolutely insane (I agree with everything)… sometimes I’m thankful he’s bad at english, but then I remember that he’s learning…
pairing - non idol ! seungcheol x f.reader [fluff/angst]
summary → you and seungcheol became best friends freshman year of college, drifting into something softer and unspoken by junior year when you became roommates. now, after graduating, he has one week left before enlistment— a countdown tied to his future at his father’s company and the life waiting for him after completing service. but between a simple haircut in your shared bathroom and the weight of leaving, everything he’s kept buried finally spills out, because what he’s really afraid of isn’t enlistment… it’s leaving the person he’s been secretly in love with for years
word count - 3.7k
warnings! → friends to lovers, roommates to lovers, mutual pining, love confession, yearning, seungcheol being devastatingly in love, military enlistment mention, pre-enlistment emotions, kissing/making out- no smut, years of repressed feelings, bathroom confession scene, soft/domestic intimacy, suggestive ending, happy ending, two idiots finally communicating, *additional parts will probably be written
The bathroom smelled like vanilla, clean laundry, and Seungcheol’s cologne. The one he always wore without thinking. That warm, slightly spicy scent that clung to his hoodies and lingered in the apartment long after he’d walked out of a room.
It mixed with the softness of vanilla melting through the air in slow, comforting waves, trying to wrap the moment in something gentler than what it really was.
Clean laundry hung nearby from the rack beside the shower, still faintly warm from the dryer, fabric softener folding itself into the air every time you moved. It made the space feel lived in, like any other night, like nothing was about to change.
Like he wasn’t leaving in a week.
You’d lit the candle earlier to keep things feeling normal. Because to you, this wasn’t goodbye.
Not really.
It was just something difficult he had to get through before coming back home again.
But sitting in front of the mirror while strands of dark hair fell steadily around him, Seungcheol felt every inch of this moment settling into his chest with terrifying finality.
The low buzz of the clippers sounded too loud in the small bathroom. Every pass against his scalp stripped away another piece of familiarity, and with each lock of hair hitting the tile floor, the reality became harder to ignore.
One week.
One week before he left behind the apartment that had become more his home than any place ever had before.
One week before leaving you.
Meanwhile, you stayed focused carefully behind him. Occasionally brushing loose strands from his shoulders and chatting softly about completely ordinary things. The grocery list for tomorrow, your cafe manager finally fixing the broken espresso machine, and which of your friends would inevitably cry the most dramatically at the enlistment send off.
Like this was temporary. Like the two of you would naturally fall back into this exact rhythm again once he returned.
And maybe that should’ve comforted him. Instead, it only made the ache in his chest worse.
You swallowed around the lump in your throat and focused on the careful motion of your wrist.
One more pass.
The clippers hummed over the back of his head, leaving behind soft dark stubble. You stepped back slightly, examining your work before flicking the power off. Silence settled heavily between you.
“There,” you said quietly.
You brushed the loose hair from his neck before running your palm gently over the freshly shaved skin. The texture made your chest ache unexpectedly.
“All done.” A small smile tugged at your lips as you leaned down into his line of sight through the mirror. “Wow. Okay, it definitely looks weird.”
His brows lifted faintly.
“Not bad weird,” you corrected quickly, laughing softly. “Just.. you’ve never had your hair this short before.” Your fingers rubbed over the top of his head again playfully. “You actually look really cute.”
You moved around the stool until you stood between his knees, his legs naturally parting to make room for you in the cramped bathroom. Your hands stayed on his head, thumbs brushing along his temples while you grinned down at him.
It was the smile that always ruined him.
The one that crinkled your eyes slightly. That he’d watched across lecture halls and grocery aisles and lazy Sunday mornings in your shared apartment kitchen. The one that had slowly, disastrously made him fall in love with you years ago.
But instead of smiling back, his expression only seemed to sink further.
Your own smile faltered.
“Cheol?”
He looked away. His gaze dropped to the floor instead, landing on the ridiculous fuzzy green house slippers covering your feet.
The pair he bought you two winters ago after you’d spent twenty minutes dramatically mourning them in the middle of a department store because you couldn’t afford “unnecessary purchases” until your next paycheck from the café.
You’d worn them nearly every day since.
“Seungcheol,” you said again, softer this time, but still nothing.
You reached down, fingers curling around his chin until you gently tilted his face back toward you.
“Earth to Cheol?”
He swallowed hard, his eyes still locked downwards.
“I don’t want to go.”
The words came out rough, and your chest tightened immediately.
“I know,” you said carefully. “It’s not exactly an easy thing.”
You tried to give a reassuring smile again, thumb brushing along his cheek.
“But you’ll be back before you know it. And then you’ll start at your dad’s company and everything’ll work out.” You shrugged lightly. “Unless you can convince your dad to rearrange the plan somehow?”
He shook his head once.
“That’s not it.”
“Then what?”
His eyes finally met yours fully, and it nearly undid him.
Because you were looking at him the same way you always did. Soft, patient, worried for him before yourself. Standing between his knees in those stupid fuzzy green slippers, your fingers still warm against his skin from where you’d rubbed over his freshly shaved head, completely unaware you were holding his entire heart in your hands.
God. How was he supposed to leave this?
How was he supposed to pack up two years of shared mornings, late night convenience store runs and you humming in the kitchen while making coffee half asleep and just, walk away from it? From you?
His chest tightened painfully. All he could think about was time.
A week from now, he’d be gone, and life would keep moving without him.
You’d still go to the café on weekends. Burn pancakes every Sunday morning because you refuse to turn the heat down, and still laugh so hard at dumb movies you’d snort without realizing it.
But eventually, someone else might be there to see it. Someone else might start memorizing the little things about you the way he had.
Someone else might carry your grocery bags, and sit in his spot beside you at bars. Walk home with you at night, or hear you call their name from another room instead of his.
The thought made him feel sick.
Because Seungcheol had spent years pretending what existed between you was enough. Pretending friendship didn’t already feel dangerously close to love. Pretending he could survive watching you belong to somebody else someday.
But now there was an expiration date looming over him, and suddenly every second with you felt fragile. Temporary.
His throat tightened before speaking again.
“I don’t want to leave you.”
The words came out quieter than he intended. Not because he was unsure, but because saying them out loud made everything terrifyingly real.
Your heart stumbled at the words, a sharp, disorienting skip you immediately tried to dismiss. No, that wasn’t what he meant. It couldn’t be.
You latched onto the thought almost instinctively, like a reflex. Like you’d done a hundred times before whenever something about him felt like it tipped too close to something you weren’t supposed to look at too long.
He’s Seungcheol. Your best friend. Your roommate. The person who had been woven into the shape of your days for four years until it didn’t even feel like separate lives anymore.
That’s all this was. It had to be.
So you laughed softly anyways, a little too quick, a little too light, as if you could smooth the moment over before it had time to turn into anything else in your mind.
“You’re such a baby,” you teased gently. “I’ll still be here when you get out.” You squeezed his shoulders. “Plus, you’ll get leave sometimes, right? We’ll still hang out.”
He shook his head again, sharper this time.
Before you could say anything else, his hands suddenly wrapped around your wrists, stopping your movements against his shoulders. Slowly, he slid his hands down until his fingers intertwined with yours. And when he spoke again, his voice had changed completely.
Serious. Low. Almost trembling.
“I don’t want to leave you,” He repeated, his tone vulnerable and bare.
The air shifted. Your smile faded entirely now.
“Cheol..”
“I don’t want to leave and come back and..” He exhaled shakily, eyes squeezing shut for a second before reopening. “Be replaced.”
Confusion flickered across your face.
“Replaced? Seungcheol, what are you talking about? You’ll always—”
“I don’t want another guy taking my place in your life.”
The words hit you so hard you went completely still. For a second, your brain genuinely couldn’t process them. Not because you didn’t understand what he was saying, but because some terrified hidden part of you had spent years convincing yourself you imagined all of it.
The lingering looks, the way his hand always found the small of your back in crowded places. How naturally the two of you moved around each other like you’d built a life together without realizing it. The quiet domesticity of him bringing you home your favorite snacks without asking. Falling asleep together on the couch, sharing inside jokes, or tying his tie for him when he has to visit his fathers company building.
Like he belonged in every crevice of your daily life.
You had spent so long forcing yourself not to read into it. Because Seungcheol was Seungcheol. Your best friend, Your roommate, the person who had become home so slowly you never even noticed it happening.
And loving him had always felt dangerous. So instead, you suppressed it.
Buried every flutter in your chest when strangers mistakenly called you his girlfriend. How much you loved hearing him laugh from another room. Locked away the embarrassing ache you felt whenever he looked especially handsome before going out somewhere. Ignoring the way your heart would sink anytime another woman flirted with him in front of you.
You told yourself it was safer that way. Better to keep him as your best friend than risk losing him entirely. But now he was sitting in front of you looking terrified of losing you, and suddenly every moment over the last four years came crashing together so violently it almost made your chest hurt.
Your throat tightened painfully as you stared at him, your pulse pounding so hard you could hear it in your ears.
Meanwhile Seungcheol looked seconds away from unraveling completely, like he already regretted saying it out loud.
And somehow that made it worse. Because all this time, he’d been carrying the same feelings you had.
He laughed once under his breath, but there was nothing amusing about it.
“We live together,” he said quietly. “We cook together. We grocery shop together. We do laundry together. We spend every stupid Sunday rotting on the couch watching movies neither of us actually likes because we’re too lazy to change them.”
Your lips parted slightly.
“And somewhere along the way my feelings stopped being normal.”” He shook his head, his thumbs rubbed nervously against your knuckles.
“I like when strangers think we’re together.”
Your breath caught.
“I like when we argue over ramen flavors in the store and old women smile at us like we’re married already.” His eyes flickered up to yours finally. “I like when we go out drinking and some guy starts trying to flirt with you, but the second I walk back over beside you he leaves because he thinks I’m your boyfriend.” His voice softened painfully. “I like taking care of you.”
Your chest felt impossibly tight now, every feeling you had spent years carefully locking away had suddenly cracked open all at once.
It hurt. Not in a bad way, not really. Just, too much.
Too much affection. Too much relief. Too much longing you’d trained yourself not to touch because wanting Seungcheol had always felt like standing too close to the edge of something dangerous.
Your eyes burned as you stared at him. At the boy who had unknowingly become the center of your entire life, and now he was sitting here looking at you like losing you would ruin him.
The realization nearly knocked the air from your lungs. Because all this time, you thought you were the only one aching quietly through all those little moments.
All those nights lying awake in your room wondering what would happen if you reached for him first. All those mornings watching him half asleep in the kitchen, thinking with painful certainty that someday another woman would get this version of him instead.
But he was looking at you now with the same fear.
“I like knowing how you take your coffee.” He laughed quietly. “I like that you steal my hoodies and leave hair ties everywhere and sing badly when you clean the apartment. I like that you always save me the last dumpling even though it’s your favorite food.” His eyes glistened slightly. “I like coming home to you.”
The room felt too small, too warm.
The tiny bathroom that had always felt ordinary suddenly seemed intimate in a way it never had before. His knees brushing against your thighs, your hands still trapped in his, the soft buzz of the overhead light filling the silence between every shaky breath.
You could hear everything. The uneven rhythm of his breathing. The faint drip of the faucet. Your own heartbeat pounding violently in your ears.
And Seungcheol was close. So close enough that you could see the nervous swallow in his throat. Close enough to notice the slight tremble in his fingers where they held yours. Close enough that if you leaned forward even an inch, both of your foreheads would touch.
It made you dizzy.
Because suddenly every little domestic moment you both shared in this apartment over the years felt charged with something you’d spent too long pretending not to notice.
Late night conversations in this same bathroom while brushing your teeth. Him standing shirtless in the doorway after showers with wet hair dripping onto the floor while you complained at him to clean it up. You sitting on the counter while he shaved, talking about absolutely nothing for an hour because being near each other had always been enough.
How had you both survived living like this for years without combusting?
The warmth crawling up your neck had nothing to do with the bathroom anymore. It was him.
The way he was looking at you now, open and terrified, aching with love he could barely contain made the entire room feel suffocatingly small.. and he still wasn’t done.
“I love how excited you get over stupid little things,” he whispered. “Like finding books at thrift stores or those ugly ceramic frogs you keep collecting for some reason—”
“They’re vintage,” you muttered automatically through the overwhelming emotion building in your chest.
He huffed out a broken laugh. “See?”
And there it was again. That ridiculous, earnest defensiveness over something objectively stupid. Even now, standing in the middle of a life altering confession, both of you seconds from emotionally unraveling, you still couldn’t help correcting him about the ceramic frogs. It hit him with such painful affection he thought his chest might split open.
Because that was you.
You cared so deeply about little things, threw your whole heart behind harmless, ridiculous things without embarrassment. You made ordinary moments feel alive simply because you existed inside them so fully, and Seungcheol had spent years helplessly falling in love with every tiny piece of it.
The way you argued passionately about thrift store finds. How you got distracted halfway through serious conversations because a dog walked past the window. The way you always, always found something to love in things other people overlooked.
Even now, with tears gathering in your eyes and his confession hanging heavily between you, your instinct has been to defend your stupid frog collection.
God. How was he ever supposed to leave someone like you behind?
Your eyes burned.
“I’m in love with you,” he finally admitted.
The words hung between you, raw and terrifying.
“And I’m horrified that while I’m gone, somebody else is gonna get all of this instead.” His voice cracked slightly now. “Somebody else gets to live with you and cook with you and hear you laugh at two in the morning and hold your hand in public and–” He stopped to breathe shakily. “I had to tell you before I left,” he whispered. “Even if you don’t feel the same. Because I think it would actually kill me if I came back and you belonged to someone else.”
Silence. Complete silence. Seungcheol’s heart pounded so violently he thought he might actually throw up.
Then suddenly, you laughed.
His brows furrowed immediately.
“What?”
You laughed harder, one hand flying up to cover your mouth as tears filled your eyes now.
“Why are you laughing?” he asked, completely bewildered as you breathed between laughs.
“We are two huge idiots.”
He blinked at you.
“What?”
You shook your head, smiling so brightly it nearly knocked the breath from him.
Then you leaned down and kissed him.
Seungcheol froze. For one stunned second, his brain stopped functioning altogether.
But then his hands were suddenly at your waist, gripping tightly as he kissed you back with years of buried longing crashing into the moment all at once.
The kiss deepened instantly. Messy, desperate, relieved.
You could feel the shaky exhale leave him as he pulled you closer between his legs, your fingers sliding over the newly shaved sides of his head as you kissed him again and again.
When you finally pulled apart for air, both of you breathless, he rested his forehead against yours in disbelief.
“You idiot,” you whispered fondly, still smiling like you couldn’t quite believe him.
“You love me?” he asked, quieter this time, like saying it wrong might make it disappear. Like he still couldn’t fully trust it was real.
You hummed, pretending to think about it as your fingers absently traced the back of his hand.
“Unfortunately for you,” you said lightly, “yes.”
His breath caught just slightly. Then, like something finally clicking into place behind his eyes, his expression shifted.
“Since when?”
The question wasn’t playful anymore. It was careful and serious.
Your teasing smile softened at the edges, but you didn’t look away. “Junior year,” you said simply.
His brows pulled together immediately. “Junior year?”
You nodded once, like it should’ve been obvious, but it wasn’t. And you let him sit in it for a second longer before you added, softer now, just a little less teasing.
“You came back to the apartment at like 1am during midterms week,” you said. “And I was on the kitchen floor because I’d completely given up on studying.” Something in his expression shifted instantly.
“Oh.”
You nodded, watching him remember it piece by piece.
“I wasn’t sick,” you continued. “I wasn’t anything dramatic. I was just.. exhausted. Like, the kind where you feel stupid for crying but you can’t stop anyway.” His thumb tightened slightly against your hand. “And you didn’t try to fix it,” you said, voice quieter now. “You just sat down next to me on the floor like it was the most normal thing in the world and started going through my notes with me.”
A faint, almost disbelieving smile flickered on his lips. He remembered now, too. Especially how pretty you still looked when you sat in front of the kitchen stove covered in a sea of notebook paper.
“And you didn’t say anything about it being late, or how tired you were,” you added. “You just stayed until I stopped crying.” You shrugged slightly, like you were trying to make it sound small.
Seungcheol went quiet. Really quiet. Like he was realizing something he’d never considered before, that for him it had just been another night of taking care of you, showing up for you, but for you, it had been the night you started loving him.
A disbelieving laugh escaped him.
Then you grinned suddenly, mischief returning to your expression.
“So while you’re gone,” you said casually, “which room should I combine our stuff into?”
He blinked.
“Huh?”
“You know,” you continued innocently, in a way only you could. “Since obviously one room becomes ours and the other becomes a spare room.”
He let out a loud scoff laugh, shaking his head in disbelief before suddenly standing up. You squealed as he grabbed your thighs and lifted you effortlessly.
“Wow,” you laughed breathlessly, your arms sliding around his shoulders while your legs wrapped around his waist. “Someone got confident really fast.”
Seungcheol looked up at you with a grin that was equal parts smug and completely lovestruck.
“You kissed me first,” he pointed out.
“You confessed first.”
“And now I’m making up for lost time.”
Heat rushed to your face instantly at the way he said it, low and certain, like something in him had finally snapped after years of holding himself back.
You tried to laugh it off anyway. “Oh, so this is who you are now?”
“This,” he said, tightening his grip slightly beneath your thighs, “is who I’ve been trying not to be around you for four years.”
Your stomach flipped violently.
“Cheol–”
“I’m serious.” His eyes flickered down to your lips again. “Do you know how hard it’s been living with you looking like that all the time?”
You let out an incredulous laugh. “Looking like what?”
“Like my girlfriend,” he answered immediately.
The bluntness of it made your breath catch.
“And now you actually are. No take backs,” he murmured, sounding a little stunned by the realization himself. Then his mouth curled into something more teasing. “So yeah,” he said softly, stepping closer until your back brushed the bathroom wall, “I’m gonna be confident for a minute.”
Before you could recover from that, he kissed you again, slower this time, deeper, like now that he finally had permission he never wanted to stop touching you.
Butterflies exploded in your stomach.
When he pulled back, his forehead rested against yours again, eyes softer than you’d ever seen them.
“We can figure the room thing out later,” he murmured. “But we only have one week before I leave.” Your breath caught at the look in his eyes. “And there are a lot of things I’ve been fantasizing about doing with you.”
Heat rushed to your face instantly.
“Choi Seungcheol!”
He grinned for the first time all night. Then he carried you out of the bathroom and down the hall toward his bedroom while your laughter echoed through the apartment the two of you had unknowingly turned into a home together years ago.
drabble.⠀⠀wc: 692 (edit)⠀⠀tags: seuncheol x fem!reader, established relationship, fluff, pet names (cheollie, baby/babe, princess), domestic, mentions of menstruation, slighty suggestive.
“Cheollie!” you whimpered, crossing the front door with the biggest pout on your lips and glistening eyes. That was enough for Seungcheol to stop doing whatever he was busy with and give you his full attention.
He was sprawled all over the couch, watching some TV junk food in a plain white oversized tee and pajama pants. He looked very cozy and relaxed. Yet, in the moment you started walking towards him, looking like a kicked puppy, all his muscles tensed, then he immediately fixed his posture, opened his arms, and pulled you into his lap.
“What happened?” he said with a gentle voice, tucked a strand of hair behind your ear, “Mm?”
“I had a terrible day”, you hid your face in the junction of his neck and shoulder, melting into him.
“Did you?”
You nodded.
“I woke up late, with a terrible tummy ache and cramps”, you began telling him your tale of woe, “my breakfast was tasteless, my coffee went all cold and disgusting because it took me a while to finish my boring breakfast, and you know how I hate cold coffee,” you pouted.
“Yeah, baby, I know.” his hand found its way beneath your skirt, tenderly caressing the side of your bare thigh under the thin fabric.
“Then there was so much traffic, it was unbearable. The weather is so hot and I felt like melting throughout the day. My lunch was also bad and I missed you the whole day…” you whined again, hugging him tightly.
Choi Seungcheol is a very observant man. He knew a scenario like this would happen soon, since last week you were all over him, touching here and there, always looking for an excuse to be close, and actively seeking intimacy with him.
At first, he thought it was your ovulation making you need him so bad, but then, in the middle of a messy and handsy make-out session, he noticed your breasts felt slightly heavier. They were more tender and sensitive than usual. He did a quick calculation and realized that your period was just around the corner.
He didn’t complain about the proximity whatsoever. He enjoyed intimacy with you just as much as you, but he knew he had to be prepared for anything you needed; he bought painkillers, refilled your pads drawer with large and overnight-sized pads. He bought some chocolate and your favorite red fruit tea. He even bought you two new sets of cotton panties just to make sure you had something comfortable to wear.
You’ve told him multiple times that he doesn’t have to do all that, that you can buy your period supplies by yourself, but he just won’t listen.
It's not like you don’t appreciate it. You do. And you always keep in mind how attentive he is. You simply don’t want to feel like a bother.
The first time you voiced the fear of annoying him with your menstrual stuff one random night in bed, he almost gasped. The expression on his face was nearly offended.
“Babe… What?” he blinked twice, before practically smothering you in bed, “don’t you ever think such a thing again. Nothing about you could ever bother me.”
“You’re being a little dramatic.”
“I can’t let you think you could ever annoy me with something like that. Maybe with refilling the water pitcher, but not this."
“Ugh, back off, you're so annoying” you pushed his shoulders, trying to get him off of you, but it was useless; he’s just too big and strong.
“Mm, no,” he teased, and peppered your face with small kisses between whispers of sweet nothings.
You’re truly grateful he’s stubborn because, if he weren’t, he wouldn’t be cuddling you on the couch. His hand deep under your dress, stroking the small of your back, where he knows it always aches the most when you have cramps.
He’s carefully listening to you, kissing your forehead every once in a while, and holding you so steadily, he grounds you with his soothing caresses.
“Tomorrow will be a brighter day, princess. And if it’s not, I’ll be here just to hold you and love you. As always.”
Pure self indulgence because I'm on my period and that was literaly my day. I hope you enjoy it anyway! Likes, rebogls and comments are appreciated 🫶🏼 specially if you have any writing suggestions. English is not my first language so I'd like to know how I'm doing so far, hehe. 🩷
imagine seungcheol, shirtless. laying on his stomach while doing his own thing, and you behind him doodling on his muscled back around his tattoo. While talking about whatever comes through yall's mind. I NEED SOMEONE TO WRITE THIS OMG
ohh please do thoughts on creampie breeding kink jun…
a/n: bestie, you're in my head bc Jun lives there rent-free with 19 others- also, this sounded like a request for hcs, so let's go!
warning: mdni, 18+, lowkey service top! Jun, dirty talk, teasing, praise, unprotected, established relationship, a little dumbification, multiple orgasms, creampie, Jun big, Jun down bad, you down bad, etc.
[BE VERY AWARE, SMUT BELOW THE 'KEEP READING' TAG]
Jun is a provider; his love language is acts of service, so he definitely is the type to get turned on by the idea of breeding you and truly marking you as his.
He'd prefer to give you a few orgasms before even giving you his cock. Again, acts of service, but also, he genuinely enjoys the way you get wet for him when he plays with you. It's something he probably would tease you about. "Mmm, I think you want this more than me. Do you get lonely when I am away at work, hmm?"
He is the type to talk you through it. He's playful, a mix of praise and teasing, which he says with a smirk. He enjoys the way your face flushes, and the way you're coating his cock with a new layer of slick just from his words.
He's also the type that watches the way his cock stretches you open nice and slow. Watching the way your pretty pussy swallows him up eagerly, the more he talks you through it. "Yeah, you've been wanting this, haven't you? Always so wet for me, I don't think you want me to leave, Baby."
He's not rough or hard, but actually something much worse. He's deliberate. Rolls his hips in firm, slow strokes that make you feel every inch, feel every throbbing vein on his cock pulsing along your gummy walls until the tip of his cock is hitting the back of your soft cunt.
His tip swabs along your cervix like he's writing out promises to you. Promises to make you forget your name, promises to make you feel him days later, and the stretch on the back of your thighs scream in agreement as he puts his weight into it.
His lips get looser the longer your pretty pussy is wrapped around him. His eyes are drooping, darkening as the sounds of your drooling cunt get louder with each passing second. "Yeah, that's it- tell me how good you feel."
He enjoys the way your mouth parts, little cute noises slipping past them because he's reaching deeper with each stroke.
He enjoys the way your body responds to him, your hips squirming until he's pushing your knees up to your chest, and forcing your starry eyes to focus on him. "No, don't run away from me, I know you can take it. Want you to take it all."
His stamina is actually insane! He's not satisfied with just one thing. It's why he played with you for so long before giving you his cock. So now, when your eyes are crossing lewdly, and you're clamping around him, trying to milk his first orgasm out of him, he can only laugh. "We have all night, my love, there's no rush." He plans to give you everything until you're a mess, dripping with his cum.
This man loves validation! His love language is acts of service, so when you give him praise, a shiver literally runs down his spine. He's asking, "Does that feel good?" "Can you feel me deep inside you, my love?" "Tell me who's got you feeling this good." He thinks the way your tongue is glued to the roof of your mouth, you won't respond, but when you do, his ears burn red.
You're babbling that it's him, him, him, that's making you feel so good, and you even got drool forming at the corner of your mouth while doing so.
Each praise you give has his dick twitching, hips stuttering, while his ears turn pink under the validation. His thrusts get sloppy, meaner as you give him praise, desperate to hear more while you're holding onto him for mercy.
He also coos when you cum on his cock with a wail shortly after. Your knees are to your chest, ankles over his shoulders, and he's fucking you through it with deep grinds, swirling the globular head of his cock against your cervix while telling you he's going to fill you up with a lovesick grin.
And that's what sends him over the edge. Overstuffing your cunt with his gooey seed until it seeps out is enough to make his head fall back with a deep groan. His balls tense, and the tip of his cock throbs as he does just that, spilling rope after rope of his cum deep inside.
He has you trapped underneath him, feeling every wad of cum fill you up before it's too much, and it trickles down onto the bedsheets underneath you.
And when he finally slips out, he spreads your puffy folds apart with his fingers, watching his cum ooze out before he's scooping it back up and stuffing it back inside. Making sure he's not wasting a drop because "you look so pretty just like this."
And he means that. Your body's all soft, pliant, and full with his seed. Your thighs still tremble from the multiple orgasms he's given you, and his hands massage your twitching muscles with slow, smooth circles.
His touch is all soft and gentle as he continues to praise you, his hands rubbing along your body until you're melting back into the bed with him.
Then he's pulling you close to hold you in his arms as your back presses against his chest. And that's how you two stay until he thinks you've rested enough for round two.
Again, his stamina is high, and it doesn't take him long before his hand snakes between your thighs. He's murmuring that he just needs you to hook your leg over his knee, and he'll do all the work. He just wants to make you feel good, and the image of cumming inside you again has his brain mushy while his fingers give your sweet cunt a cute little inspection to see if you can handle more.
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Seriously 🍀 your vision for this Mingyu was so spot on to what I think Mingyu would be like!! Because that guy would seriously forget how big and strong he is and just be so desperate in every way possible!!! I just love him ugh. I've just seen your other request too about Cheol and you're totally right, I promise I'll get round to them as quick as I can!!!
18+ content, MDNI
Sweetie pie Mingyu who had treated you to dinner for your anniversary. Which would've been more than enough for you, just spending time with him is all you need. But when you got home, he'd sprinkled rose petals everywhere and even had champagne chilling in an ice bucket, ready to just keep the surprises coming for his most perfect girlfriend (his words).
Sweetie pie Mingyu who doesn't even let you say thank you before he launches himself at you, his lips everywhere and hands desperately pulling at your clothes. Fucking annoying things just getting in his way when all he wants to do is touch you. He's been thinking of nothing else but feeling you, all of you, all night and it took everything in his power to not force you to skip dessert then he could drag you home and have his way with you.
Sweetie pie Mingyu who really forgets his own strength and pushes you back onto the bed, mumbling a half assed apology before he shoves his head between your thighs, his lips sucking your clit so desperately that you'd think it'd been years, not hours, since he'd last tasted you. He doesn't even let you get comfortable, you're in which ever position you landed in when he ungracefully launched you, not that you're complaing. His strength and big body is one of your favourite things about him.
Sweetie pie Mingyu who humps the mattress when you cum in his mouth, he's moaning louder than you are and licking like an over eager puppy making sure he gets everything you give him. You should be embarrassed you cum in a couple of minutes but what can you do when there's an over eager man between your thighs who seems to enjoy the taste of you more than the Michelin star meal he's just eaten.
Sweetie pie Mingyu who looks like he's torn between diving back between your thighs again and flipping you over. He doesn't tell you what he's decided, just turns you over then you're way he wants you. He needs to feel you, needs to be inside you, it's the only thing that's been on his mind for hours.
Sweetie pie Mingyu who leans over you as he lines himself up with your dripping hole, your body lying flat on the bed and eagerly waiting to have him inside you again, like it wasn't just this morning when you last had him. He mutters in your ear about how good he's going to make you feel and how much he loves you, each word interrupted by a kiss to your face and neck. It's tricky deciding between telling you how good he's going to be and the constant need to show you how much he loves you.
Sweetie pie Mingyu who as soon as he bottoms out can't hold himself back, you just feel so fucking good like you always do, that he barely gives you chance to adjust to him. You're used to his constant need by now but it doesn't mean you don't always have to try and take moment to realise just how fucking full you feel.
Sweetie pie Mingyu whose sweaty back is against yours as his hips smack into you, your ass rippling every time he slams his fat dick into you from the sheer force and speed he's going at. The constant sound of skin slapping skin is just a constant reminder of the speed this man can move when he's desperate to have you.
Sweetie pie Mingyu who's whining and groaning in your ear, pleading with you to tell him how you always feel so fucking good for him and begging you to tell him how good he's making you feel. Which you would do if you could get a word out from how hard he's fucking you into the mattress, your body is just a vessel for his pleasure at the moment and he's driving you closer and closer to yours from the force of his dick hitting your cervix.
Sweetie pie Mingyu who rushes to hold your hands and leaves sloppy little kisses all over your neck and shoulders, still moaning and whining every time you clench around him because his dick feels so fucking good inside you. But he needs to be as close as possible to you, even if it means holding your hands as he pistons into you, then he knows you're not getting away from him.
Sweetie pie Mingyu whose body completely shields yours, his back flush against you, his hands with a tight hold on you and his lips never stopping, it'd be almost as romantic if his hips weren't frantically rutting into your aching hole.
Sweetie pie Mingyu who whimpers when he feels you clenching uncontrollably around him, it's already so tight when he fucks you in prone but when you're close it's so much fucking tighter and he's never felt more thankful and lucky to be yours. To be the one who gets to feel someone as incredible as you.
Sweetie pie Mingyu who keeps fucking you senseless when you clutch his hands harder and your whole body shakes underneath, your orgasm hitting you like a tidal wave from how relentless his big dick is. His kisses only increase, like it's his way of thanking you for letting him be the one to make you cum.
Sweetie pie Mingyu who begs you again and again and again if he can please please cum inside as he keeps smacking into your ass, his sweaty body only getting more desperate the closer that he gets. He's basically fucking you further up the bed at this point he's going that hard and fast, and yet he's still whimpering and leaving little kisses all over your cheeks, neck, shoulder, basically anywhere his lips can reach like a puppy begging it's owner for his favourite toy.
Sweetie pie Mingyu who, when you manage to get out a croaky "yes" he can cum inside you, let's out the most pathetically whiney thank you as he slams into you when his orgasm finally hits him, that you'd never guess he was the same gentle giant that's just fucked you into next week.
Sweetie pie Mingyu whose hips are still frantically rutting into you to ride his high out, his sweet sticky cum feeling warm inside you. Almost as warm as the burning mark he's sucked into your neck as he came. He couldn't help it, he just needed something to ground him and your sweet skin was his first choice.
Sweetie pie Mingyu who once he's pulled out and marvelled at the way he's already pouring out of you, can't help himself, he needs to show you how much he loves you. He kisses every inch of skin he can, your back, your ass, your legs, literally every single inch of you.
Sweet pie Mingyu who makes you roll over for him and carries on his worshipping kisses, mumbling "thank you" and "fuck you're so beautiful, I'm so lucky you're mine" before his lips find your nipples and he soothingly runs his tongue round each of them for a little while, just incase you forgot in the last minute that he loves you and your body more than anything.
Sweetie pie Mingyu who when his kisses finally reach your face, greets you with the most beautiful smile you've ever seen, before his lips find yours and he mumbles his final I love you. That is before the pace he set catches up with you both and you fall asleep in each other's arms, sticky and sweaty but thoroughly fucked and thoroughly in love.
a/n- I have quite a few requests to get through but if you've sent one- I have seen it and it will be done soon!! I'm trying to do a couple or so at a time (I'm losing my mind at the amount of mommy kinks there are- I LOVE a good mommy kink so thank you for feeding that so much lol)
synopsis ➠ you have a crush on your boss and he knows it. he just does not care. until, he starts behaving awfully lot like someone who cares—or maybe you are reading too much into it.
genre ➠ office romance, unrequited love, smut.
word count ➠ 5.7k
warnings ➠ pining, low-key asshole cheol, flirty jeonghan who's lowkey a cupid, unequal power dynamics ig, jealousy, cursing, reader does smth pretty embarrassing, lowkey unrequited love, unprotected sex, office sex, tiny bit of sir kink, female oral, hickeys, multiple orgasms, a lot of kissing, creampie, HR would go crazy if they knew what these two were doing in the office.
“Can I leave early today?” You stand in front of your boss’s desk, sweaty hands clasped in front of you, heartbeat thudding in your ears. Seungcheol has been in a bad mood for a few days now — with the factory relocation and all, which has made his usual grumpy self even grumpier.
“Why?” He drops the file you just brought in with a thud on his desk. Leaning back on his chair, he stares at you with a pointed gaze, like a prison officer looking at an inmate.
“Uhm…I actually have a date…” You murmur. Still impassive, he keeps boring holes into your face with his eyes as you grow uncomfortable.
“Date, huh?”
“Yes.”
He rubs his index finger thoughtfully over his chin before saying, “Go ahead. Take the afternoon off.”
Whew. “Thank you, sir.”
“I hope you won’t go on your date dressed like that.”
What?
You pause, thinking you misheard, and blink at him, who is now looking at his computer screen like he did not just make that snide remark. You look down at your clothes — baby blue silk blouse and a cream skirt — this is not a bad outfit. Not that you were going to go on your date like this anyway. You asked to leave early so that you could go home and freshen up.
Biting your cheek, you hold back any retort. Instead, you decide to overlook his petulance and offer him a smile as you step back. “I will see you on Monday, sir.”
He does not respond and you march out of his office.
—
The man in front of you — Eric — is underwhelming. You already forgot his last name.
he is definitely not worth you going home early to take a full body shower, shave and put on makeup and a nice dress. One hour into the date at the Italian restaurant, he keeps on talking about some start-up he and his buddies are working on, not bothering to ask you a single question.
As you play with the cherry tomatoes on your plate, occasionally nodding as a pretence of listening, your mind starts to wander. And like most times, they drift to the thought of Choi Seungcheol, your boss.
You have had a crush on him for a few years now. The story is an embarrassing one but you have come to own it over time. Five years ago, when you first joined this company as a junior sales executive, he was the COO. He made a good name for himself and the previous chairman loved him, so it was almost an open secret that he would be the next one to take over. He was the definition of tall, dark, and handsome, with a side of sharp intellect and unapologetic bluntness, gaining everyone's admiration if not support.
As expected, once the ex chairman resigned two years later, Seungcheol became the CEO. Right away, he needed a secretary and he wanted someone within the company who already knew the ropes. Among the five applicants, you got the job, and right there, your future was decided — working in close quarters with Choi Seungcheol, the handsome, brooding man whom you looked up to immensely. And somewhere between you switching roles and becoming his right hand person, you fell for him. Hard.
And it was supposed to be a secret. A harmless little crush. Until that one mistake drunk you made.
You had sent your coworker Minji — who is also one of your best friends since college — a text one night after a team dinner, fangirling about your boss in the most brazen way. The next morning, you woke up to see that you, in fact, did not send the text to Minji but the group chat you were in with all the sales team members. Words spread like wildfire, and on Monday, when you showed up at work (while contemplating on what excuse to make up and quit this job and leave this city; possibly the country) word had already reached Seungcheol. Once in his office, he asked you only two questions. Was it true? You nodded yes. Were your feelings going to affect your work? You vehemently shook your head no. As unbothered as ever, he signed some files, handed them back to you and said that all was good and he would overlook this fumble.
And so, since then, everyone in the office knows you have heart eyes for your boss. And over time, you have gotten good at acting casual about it. Except, you know, there is nothing casual about it. It has become a disease, the way you yearn for that man, and it was high time you decided to get out of that cycle of torment.
Which is why you are on this date.
And it isn’t really going well.
Eric is still, somehow, talking about his start-up. With a tight-lipped smile, you interrupt him as your patience stretches thin, “Shall we order dessert?”
—
It is drizzling now.
Outside the restaurant, you stand and wait for your Uber, which seems to be malfunctioning. For the past ten minutes, it has been looking for a driver, but to no avail.
Eric left a while ago, parting with decency once you said you were not sure this would go anywhere. He agreed, saying he was too focused on his business right now anyway. So, that was that.
As you stand and watch the rain, contemplating your life so far, a familiar voice calls your name. “Secretary ___?” You turn around to see Yoon Jeonghan, one of Seungcheol’s closest friends and a big name in the business world. You have worked with him a lot on various projects over the past few years and he has almost become your friend as much as he is Seungcheol’s — especially due to his easygoing behavior and charming humour. He is the exact opposite of Seunghceol in terms of personality and attitude, and you sometimes wonder how they are such good friends.
“Good evening, Mr. Yoon.” You smile.
“See, I thought I saw you earlier when I came in.” He says, stepping out of the restaurant and standing next to you. “Were you not here with someone else?”
You nod.
“Date?”
Another nod with an awkward smile.
“Let me guess, it did not go well.”
“Not really.”
He chuckles. “Well, it is good to see you trying.” He sends a playful look your way. “As I have always been saying, you are too good for Seungcheol. I can get past you being his secretary, but his girlfriend? Nah, that guy isn’t worthy of you.”
Yeah, even Jeonghan knows about your crush on his friend. Probably everyone in this field does.
“I am sure Seungcheol would not like hearing you badmouth him.” You tease.
Jeonghan sends a dramatic look of offence your way. “Badmouth? I am stating the facts, ___. And he would agree with me.”
A black Mercedes pulls up in front of you, the driver stepping out to hold the back door open and Jeonghan extends a hand, gesturing you to get in.
“What? Oh no, I couldn’t possibly trouble you.” You refuse politely.
“No trouble, ___. Get in. You are not going to find a ride anytime soon.”
You bite your lip, hesitating for a second. “Thank you, Mr. Yoon.”
“When are you going to stop calling me that? I told you, Jeonghan is fine.”
Maybe it is the wine in your blood that enables you to say, “Alright, thank you for the ride, Jeonghan.”
He smiles, closing the door behind you.
—
“How was the date?” Seungcheol asks without sparing a look at you as you set down his morning coffee on his desk while he flips through the pages of a report.
You pause. “It was…okay.”
His eyes stray from the documents briefly, taking a quick look at your face before returning to the report. “Seems it was unworthy of the afternoon you took off.”
You look around his office helplessly, uncomfortable at his sudden questioning. It seems like he is picking on you on purpose. You decide it will be better to divert the conversation, “I met Jeonghan at the restaurant.” You cringe at how you accidentally refer to his friend by his first name.
Your words finally make your boss drop his work and regard you with full attention. “Jeonghan?”
“Erm, Mr. Yoon, I mean.” You avoid his eyes. “He was kind enough to offer me a ride home, since it was raining and all.” You need to stop blabbering. Seungcheol stares at you silently for too long a moment, his intense eyes focused on you as if he is decoding something.
“I see.” He murmurs after a while.
A beat of silence.
“Well then, I will prepare for the meeting.” You awkwardly bow while stepping back, eager to rid yourself of the growing tension in the air. With his usual expressionless face, Seungcheol’s eyes follow you until you are out the door.
—
The meeting today is, in fact, with Jeonghan. This weekend, his gallery is holding an art exhibition, sponsored by Seungcheol’s company, with him as the keynote speaker. Today’s meeting is to cross-check if everything is in place and for last-minute adjustments.
“Where is my dear friend?” Jeonghan asks as he takes a seat in the meeting room. You take a seat on the opposite side of the table while a junior employee distributes the printouts across the table.
“He will be here soon, Mr. Yoon. He told me to go ahead and start the meeting.” You smile. Jeonghan drums his fingers on the desk. “I thought we agreed you’d call me Jeonghan.”
You pause, looking around, briefly meeting the eyes of Jeonghan’s secretary as well as the employee arranging the desk. “At work it may not be the most appropriate.” You explain.
He sighs dramatically. “You know, sometimes, I feel like you are becoming quite like Seungcheol.”
You look at him, wide eyed. “My god, what do you mean?”
He throws his head back and laughs, “The idea is distressing, no?”
“Your face is distressing.” A voice says quietly but unamusedly and you turn back to see Seungcheol stepping into the meeting room, with his usual air of boredom. Taking the seat next to you, he murmurs, “Why don’t you stop flirting with my secretary and optimize the work hours?”
“Someone is extra grumpy today.” Jeonghan teases with a knowing grin. Ignoring him, Seungcheol says to the junior employee, “Mina, can you pull up the slides?”
The rest of the meeting is productive as the four of you finalize all the details and map out the entire event. As the discussion rolls to an end, and your boss is getting up from his seat, Jeonghan says, “___, I would like to have you as a translator for the exhibition day.”
Surprised, you blink at him. Next to you, Seungcheol, who just got up from his chair, stills. Jeonghan continues, “You know, there will be a lot of French guests and I would love it if you were my translator. I’ll pay you for your time, of course.”
“Just hire a translator,” Seungcheol says dryly.
“Oh come on,” Jeonghan rolls his eyes. “Don’t be such a baby. ___ has helped us out with translations before. I need someone I am familiar with and someone who is smart and charming.” He turns to you. “You have no problem with it, right?”
“Uh,” you glance at your boss, who is staring at his friend with narrowed eyes. “No, I don’t mind.” You are supposed to be there anyway, as a representative on Sungcheol’s end. So getting paid separately to be there does not hurt. Besides, you have always loved meeting new people.
“It is settled then,” Jeonghan smiles, clasping his hands. “I promise to return her to you, Cheollie. Stop glaring at me like that.”
“Whatever,” your boss murmurs and marches out of the room, shutting the door behind him with a loud thud. You cringe, before looking at Jeonghan, “I’m sorry. I have no idea why he has been behaving weirdly for the past few days.”
A mysterious smile kisses his lips, “I think I know why.”
“Huh?”
“Never mind.” He turns to his secretary, “Could you please email the contacts of the French guests to ___.”
—
The exhibition starts at 2 pm, but you arrive at Jeonghan’s gallery by 1 pm. Jeonghan’s secretary, Chan, gives you the tour, showing you around the space and the paintings being exhibited while his boss finishes a meeting. Just before the exhibition is about to start, Jeonghan finds you.
“Hey, ___. Sorry, my meeting took longer than expected.”
You smile. “No trouble. Chan was a very helpful guide.”
“That’s good to hear.” He replies before glancing down the length of your body. “You look stunning, by the way.”
Flattered, you glance down at the length of your baby pink dress before giving him a smile. “Thank you. You look great as well.”
He fixes the lapels of his maroon suit with a dramatic gesture. “Thanks, this is a custom piece from Italy. By the way, when is your boss going to grace us with his presence? He does know that he has to be here by 4 for his speech, right?”
“He said he would be here in time.” You give Jeonghan a tight smile. “He had a few meetings in the morning.”
“And let me guess, he is brooding.”
“Yeah, the warehouse shift has been a challenge.”
“Mhm, I think that’s not all.”
“What?” You blink. Before he can reply, Chan calls his name. With a reassuring smile and a soft squeeze on your shoulder, Jeonghan takes his leave.
Thus starts the event. You greet the guests and show them around the gallery, chatting and socializing all the way through while keeping an eye out to make sure everything is going as planned. Despite your worries, Seungcheol shows up on time — 15 minutes before his speech. After the viewing, the crowd moves to the auditorium for the panel discussion, where Seungcheol delivers his speech, along with a few other guests. You have some food, observe the scene, and help the staff with anything they need before finally, the exhibition officially rolls to an end.
To your surprise, Seungcheol stayed the entire time. You had expected him to march out the moment he was done with his formalities but he stayed the entire length of the artist’s discussion panel, hovering around, never quite coming to you or addressing you, puzzling you.
Why was he acting like a stranger?
Just as you are contemplating his behavior with a glass of champagne in your hand, Jeonghan appears. “Thank you so much for your help today, ___. You were amazing.”
You grin. “You are too kind. And it was my pleasure. This is a really good exhibition.”
“Thank you, I am glad you enjoyed it.” He winks playfully. A cameraman walks past you and Jeonghan flags him, asking for a photo of the two of you. You pose next to him, flashing a big smile for the camera. Just as you are recovering from the blinding flash, you see Seungcheol heading towards you.
He is dressed in a dark grey three-piece suit today and all afternoon, you have tried your best not to let yourself drool over him. It does not work right now, as with the jacket off, you can see the muscles of his bicep bulge underneath the white shirt and momentarily, your mind blanks.
“Ugh, there comes Mister Sourpants.” Jeonghan murmurs. Seungcheol comes to a halt in front of you, his eyes briefly meeting yours before he looks at his friend. “Great work on not botching the show.” He says unimpressively. Jeonghan laughs, slinging an arm over his shoulder, “You underestimate me, my friend. But thanks for showing up and not badmouthing me on stage. I’m surprised you’re still here.”
“I was looking at the pictures.” Your boss responds indifferently.
“Well, since you are all still here, let's go grab dinner together.” Jeoghan offers.
“No thanks, I am going back to the office.” Seungcheol removes his friend’s arm from his shoulder. When Jeonghan looks at you expectantly, you say, “I would love to, but not today. I have to go to the office too, as I left my charger. My battery is about to die. I have some work to finish up as well.”
Jeonghan rolls his eyes, “Ever the workaholics. Come on, people, work hours are over!”
“Let’s have dinner on Friday night, perhaps?” You look at Seungcheol for confirmation but he seems busy with his phone, dialling his driver’s number. As he presses the phone against his ear, you notice something and your hands instinctively reach out to fix his crooked tie, before smoothening the hem of his vest. You have done it multiple times before — for meetings and press conferences — as Seungcheol’s tie always seems to rest in a crooked manner.
As you finish fixing it and he hangs up the call, your eyes lock with his and a shiver runs down your spine. In a split second, the air seems to be full of tension, thick enough to cut through with a knife and hot enough to ignite a fire in your belly.
Fuck. You look away and retract your hands, trying to act as normal as possible. “Your tie was crooked.” You murmur.
“Thanks.” Seungcheol’s voice is quiet.
Jeonghan looks at the two of you with a growing smile of mischief. “Well,” he looks pointedly between the two of you, clasping his hands, “I will let you kids get back to work for today. Thanks again for your help, ___.”
“My pleasure.” You smile, suddenly embarrassed to meet his eyes. With a harsh pat on the back and a suggestive wiggle of his brows, Jenghan says goodbye to Seungcheol, grinning like a Cheshire cat. With his friend gone, Seungcheol wastes no time, marching towards the exit, “Let us get going.”
—
It is suffocating inside the car.
Even with the AC on full blast, it feels like a thousand degrees in here with zero ventilation. The earlier tense moment between the two of you seems to linger, now even more amplified than before in this enclosed space.
You shift uncomfortably in your seat, trying to think of something to talk about but coming up with nothing. You don’t trust yourself to speak right now, so you try your very best to look out the window and pretend there is no one sitting next to you. After a while, when doing that gets tough, you pull out your iPad and start sorting through your work.
Just then, Seungcheol speaks. “You seem to have gotten really close with Jeonghan.”
Oh boy. There seems to be an edge to his voice and you are unsure how to reply or what to reply. An awkward laugh floats past your lips. “I mean, he is easy to get along with, you know.”
“Mhmm.” Even the Sahara is not as dry as his tone.
You glance at him, waiting to hear something else. For a brief second, you let yourself be distracted by his gorgeous face — the couple of stray strands of hair on his forehead calling your name, making your hand itch to put them back in place.
Though if it were up to you, you would mess up his hair. And his clothes. And his back—
“From now on, don’t help him out.” He turns to look at you. “He might be my friend but business is still business and you are my employee.”
“Uh, okay.” You whisper. Your boss looks back out the window, and you interpret that as the conversation being over. You return to your work, but for some reason, the numbers and the letters on screen make no sense to you.
A moment later, you whisper, “Did I do something to upset you?”
Seungcheol turns his head slowly to regard you with a quizzical look. A sudden rush of emotions swirls within you, and for a scary moment, you think you might cry. With a deep, calming breath, you meet his eyes and try to flash your usual professional smile. “If you are displeased with my work or anything I have done, I hope you will let me know.”
Seungcheol is mute and slightly wide-eyed, almost like he is scared of you. The silence stretches on like chewing gum, and he looks like he is about to say something, but the car halts, and you waste no time getting out.
A quiet and suffocating elevator ride later, you step into your floor, with Seungcheol leading the way. The office is now empty and quiet, save for your footsteps, which halt in front of your desk as you set your things down. Seungcheol continues his way towards his personal office, but stops at his door. Turning his head back, he says, “Can you come into my office for a second?” His voice is not commanding, and he almost sounds unsure.
Confused, you stare at him for a second as he stands at his door, eyes fixed on you expectantly. Quickly plugging your phone in, you walk towards the double doors, stepping through the one he was holding open.
The second you are inside, Seungcheol locks the door shut behind you. You only get a second to process that you are pressed against the door with Seungcheol’s body dangerously close to yours and keeping you trapped, before a hand cups your jaw and tilts your head up.
“I can’t pretend anymore.” He whispers so low, you almost miss it.
“What?” You croak, your heart galloping like a racehorse, your knees are suddenly weak. What the fuck is going on? Are you dreaming?
His eyes meet yours before he utters very quietly, “I can’t pretend that I don’t care for you. I care much, much more than a boss should care for his secretary.”
“I…I don’t…” You mumble, heart racing in your ribcage, brain functioning on overdrive to make sense of what is happening.
“I am going to kiss you now, ___.” He warns. Then, Seungcheol is kissing you.
Warm, soft and delightful, you forget to breathe for a long second, your heart swooning, ready to burst. Almost unconsciously, you wrap your arms around his neck and pull him close, molding your body with his. His large arms wrap around your back and your waist, pressing you flush against him, and you swear it is the best feeling in the world.
When you part, Seungcheol looks at you with glistening eyes, warm like a summer afternoon and for a second, you get lost in them. The kiss lingers on your lips, making you bite your lower lip. Like yours, your boss’s lips too, are swollen and just as he leans his face towards you again, you stop him, pressing your hands flat on his chest.
“Wait. Stop.” You say, voice too loud amongst the stillness.
Seungcheol pauses, eyes flashing with worry.
“Are you drunk, Mr. Choi?”
“What?”
“This cannot happen if you are drunk.” You take a deep, shuddering breath. “I… I cannot be your plaything. You know very well that I like you — I have been for a while and I’m trying to make sense of why you are suddenly doing this. I…I cannot—” you are suddenly choked with emotion, your gaze falling on the floor.
“___.” He says your name with a tenderness unlike ever before. “Look at me.”
You cannot bring yourself to, fighting to keep the tears at bay. With a finger below your chin, he tilts your face up to meet his eyes. “I am not playing with you. I am doing what I should have done long ago.”
“What?”
“I like you, ___. A lot. And I have liked you for a while. I just did not realize it,” He sighs, taking a step back and running a hand through his hair. “Well, I actually did…I think. I just did not want to give in to it, I suppose, with the dynamic we have and all.” His pauses, looking back at you. “I know this is pathetic, especially with the way I have been behaving for the past few weeks, but I cannot pretend anymore. I hate seeing you go on those dates. I hate seeing you be friendly with Jeonghan. I want to do those things with you. I want to be with you.”
Breathless, you gape at him, still struggling to believe that all of this is real.
Holy shit. Holy fucking shit.
“I took you for granted.” He continues. “I got so used to your presence around me that I thought I would have you forever, forgetting that you could eventually move and find someone else, not only getting over me but leaving this job altogether.”
“So what, this is a ploy to keep me working here forever?” An awkward laugh comes from your mouth. Seungcheol keeps looking at you with a somber expression, a quiet storm brewing in his eyes.
“I mean it, ___. I want you. I want you to be mine, and I want to be yours.” He says quietly.
Wow. You must have died and gone to heaven.
Realizing that there is not much left to say, you inhale a steady breath, remove the gap between the two of you with a few quick steps, wrap your arms around his neck and pull him in for a kiss. Seungcheol wastes no time, wrapping his arms around you, meeting your lips with an equal fervor and the passion of a starving man. Lips connected, bodies in embrace, he guides you through the office, stopping in front of his desk and pushing you against it.
Catching his breath, he swiftly takes off his jacket and your fingers reach out to undo the buttons of his vest, shaking with hazy desire. He helps in taking off your dress, undoing the ribbon on the back and pulling down the zipper before tugging it down with one strong move. Left only in your bra and panties — which do not match by the way — you cringe in embarrassment while trying to combat the sheer amount of desire flowing through your veins. Seungcheol, unbothered, gets down on his knees, face to face with your pussy.
“Oh my god, what are you doing?” You squeak. The response is him taking off your panties with a tug so harsh that the lace on the edges rips.
“Seungcheol!”
“That’s right. That’s how you call me from now on. And that is the only word I want to hear from you now.” He commands with a burning fire in his eyes as he grabs your thighs, putting them over his shoulder and then gets to work.
Shit.
His tongue laps at your core and the first touch has you falling back on his desk, pushing down the stack of files and stationery on the floor. His tongue works at your core mercilessly, switching between playing with your folds and sucking your clit while you writhe in his grasp that is iron clad. With each flick of his tongue, your moans rise, and then he inserts one finger, which very quickly turns into two, and you think might die from the pleasure.
"Fuck!" You cry, body twisting and turning on his desk, desperate to get away from his touch but wanting it simultaneously. It is maddening —whatever that is happening, and you feel your high building, too quick, too strong.
"I cannot...Seungcheol...I think— I think—"
His response is muffled and you can only hope its a positive one as you feel the tremors run through your body, sitting right at the edge of an orgasm. His tongue moves like he has known your body for years, and with one strong flick on your clit, you go off, falling head first into an abyss of pleasure, all your nerves on fire.
As you lie flat on his desk, body still trembling from the orgasm, Seungcheol smothers kisses on your belly, slowly going up towards your chest and then your neck, biting and sucking your skin however he likes. You have bearely had a couple of minutes to recover, but heat starts pooling in your belly all over again, your hands coming up to wrap themselves around him, soft sighs parting from your lips as he kisses your jawbone, soft and sweet.
“You are so beautiful,” he whispers in your ears. With a thousand butterflies fluttering in your stomach, you turn your head to capture his lips in a kiss.
Then, he stands up, discards all the remaining clothes from his body and makes himself comfortable between your legs. You prop yourself on your elbows, taking a good look at his chiseled body and his flushed cock, which stands tall and angry, pointing at you.
“It’s rude to stare, you know.” Your boss hums, stroking his length, before hooking an arm underneath your thigh and yanking you closer to the edge of the table, your pussy a mere inch or so away from his cock.
“I am so sorry, sir,” you smile suggestively and Seunghcheol exhales a rough breath.
“You better keep screaming that when I pound this pussy.” His eyes shine with determination. You bite your lip, giving him a cheeky smile and watch as he inches his cock near your pussy. You take in a deep breath as he pushes his cock inside you, tantalizingly slowly, making sure you feel every inch and your nerves are on fire. With a moan, you fall back on the table, eyes falling shut with the way he fills you up over and over again.
“Fuck,” Seungcheol hisses, his voice throaty as he goes all the way in, and you swear you feel him in your stomach. With a loud cry, you cling onto his body, nails digging into his back and your toes curling at each thrust. He builds a pace, pushing in and out of you in steady movements. Your brain feels like mush as you fail to utter anything, your mouth simply hanging open to let out breathy pants as you close your eyes and feel every ridge of his cock move in and out of you.
“Fuck, you feel so good,” he mutters underneath his breath, eyes set on you so intensely, you feel a shiver run down your back. “Seungcheol…” his name parts from your lips like a prayer. Another mutter of curse from him before he stops his movements and yanks your ass upwards. The new angle makes his length curve inside you and you start seeing stars.
“Oh my god,” you hiss, eyes squeezed shut. The back of your thighs rests over Seungcheol’s, your legs wrapped around his waist, and your hands clutching his arms as he starts to pick up pace. With each thrust, the force increases, the tip of his cock hitting your most sensitive spot, low groans falling from his lips to match your breathy moans.
“Shit...I want to cum...please,” your whisper mindlessly, the words scattered between whines of pleasure. “You want to come?” He taunts, leaning closer to look at your face. “Beg me. Say sir, please let me cum.”
Oh god.
The need to find your release only intensifies at his words. You are so close you can almost taste the blissful release, and as you utter the next words, you wonder what other hidden kinks you have. “Sir, please let me come.” You beg, wrapping your arms around his neck and pulling him closer to you. The man squeezes his eyes shut and lets out a low groan, his pace increasing.
“Fuck, you’re going to be the death of me,’’ he hisses in your ears, his warm breath tickling your skin.
“Please, sir.” You whisper, doe-eyed and drunk on his cock. “Oh baby,” he murmurs, before leaning in to seize your lips in a bruising kiss. With one hand, he keeps a firm hold on your jaw while the other reaches below to touch your clit as he wastes no time rubbing the sensitive bundle of nerves with the pads of his finger, all the while continuing to thrust inside you earnestly.
“Seungcheol!” With a loud cry you part your lips from his, your entire body jolting at his touch.
Your reaction makes him smirk as he chases his own high, not far away from finishing inside you. Standing up, he slows he pace ever so slightly, making sure to put all his body weight in each thrust as he places your clit between his thumb and index finger, giving you a particularly harsh rub followed by a pinch.
You are catapulted over the edge. Your vision goes white, your entire sweat-coated body twitching on his desk from the intensity of the orgasm. It only amplifies as you feel Seungcheol spill inside you, his warm release filling you up while float as high as the clouds, pure bliss overtaking your senses.
Once you have caught your breath and managed to gather your senses, you realize you lie on top of Seungcheol on the office floor, your bodies pressed together, riddled with exhaustion and sweat. For a moment, you say nothing, just feeling Seungcheol’s chest go up and down with every breath he takes.
“I can’t believe we just did that. In the office.” You whisper, almost like someone would hear you. Seungcheol shifts underneath you, helping you rest your head on his arm. “Me too but about time I acted on my desires.”
Shy but intrigued, you look at him, “Have you been wanting to do this for a while?”
“Fuck you on my desk?” He asks bluntly, making your face heat up. “God yes. You have no idea how long I have wanted to do that.”
A small burst of laughter parts from your lips, delighted at his confession. Snuggling closer to him, you start tracing your index finger aimlessly over his chest. “We are going to be a nightmare for HR.”
“Fuck them. I am the CEO.”
His response makes you smile. “You are serious about this, aren’t you?” Seungcheol’s hand reaches out to cup your cheek, tilting your face upwards to look at him. “If you still have any doubts in your heart, you need to let them go because I am dead serious. You are mine.”
His words reignite the fire in your belly. And the way your lipstick marks are branded all over his face does not quite help either. Still, you decide on teasing him with a pout, “Was that supposed to be a confession? At least buy me some flow—”
You are cut off with another ruthless kiss. His tongue passionately makes its way into your mouth, meeting yours that is equally wanton. You claw at his chest, a soft moan escaping your lips as you feel him growing hard again.
“Fuck,” he almost yanks himself free from your lips. “Let me get you home before we start round two here.” Your delighted laughter rings in the air as the two of you get dressed.
Next morning, when you wake up in Seungcheol’s bed, a bouquet of a hundred roses sits at the foot of the bed, with a note saying:
Can I be your boyfriend?
For a bonus epilogue, click here! This work will also be cross-posted on my AO3.
a/n: this was supposed to be out like a month ago but life got in the way, I suppose. been feeling quite shitty these days hence I haven't been writing much but I have started on this wonwoo fic that is inspired by Perfect Crown (the prime minister's character basically) so let's see where we can go with that. thank you for reading till the end and as always, your reblog, comments and feedback are very very appreciated!
they might as well watch like disney movies and call it a day and also not to mention to casual misogyny in these comments too?? like how are you as a woman (not op in this pic im referring to what i read from some kcarat's post on twt) hating other women for doing their job
there is no cleavage what so ever bc they're in TURTLENECKS and their skirts have PROPER safety shorts under them like can we calm down
I KNEW IT ppl (i think mostly kcarats) are hating on feel for the dancers choreo and outfits THIS IS INSANE btw the boy moms are truly back (not referring to op in this pic)
let them sing sexy songs with their absolute baddies of a dance team pls