My Emotions Unfolding

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Sweet & sour fish for lunch #lutongbahay🏠 #baon #pampano #NeasCooking #neascuisine 03052017

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My beautiful and dashing parents. Don't know why this shed me a little tears as they walk down the aisle together. #DarleneAndMarvinWedding #Road2Forever #JaymeMagarzoNuptials 25042017 (at St. John the Baptist Cathedral)

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Breakfast on a holiday #strawberriesandcream #goodfriday #longweekendvibes

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My company on a kinda long weekend #iq84 #harukimurakami #newcrazeforme #bookwormhitsagain

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God is not like people, who lie; He is not a human who changes His mind Whatever He promises, He does; He speaks, and it is done. NUMBERS 23:19 012717

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Before, I pray because I wanted to ask something from the Lord. Now, I pray because I draw my strength from Him. By reading the bible and knowing how great His love for us...I'm becoming strong in every failure and obstacle that I endure in life because I know Jesus is with me always. 012617

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It's hurting and frustratingly sad and painful at the same time but you don't have a choice but to move on and go on fighting until all your might is fully exhausted. A chance is waving at you and put a little smile on your face only to be slapped in the end. Still you get up and take another chance coz that's living. As they say cliche maybe "as long as you live there's hope". Hope that is fueling the pain of failure and despair that one day at the end of the road awaits the much elusive new beginning. As difficult as it maybe but you have to treat everyday as a rainbow - a start of a new challenge and loads of chances and HOPE.

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8 years of living in the metro... is it really for good? Hopefully. I just have faith that God crave another path of my life which I would make use of the gift that He has bestowed upon me. #hopeful #crossinganothercrossroad #challengeaccepted

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Cucumber kimchi is ❤️ #anghang #gastronomicdiary #foodporn #foodstagram #passionatechef #neascuisine (at House,Pembo Makati City)

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Na miss ko tong mga panahon na to #collegedays

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It's that bundat time agen #welcomenewbies #nsapteam #buffetbreakfast🍛 (at The Pantry)

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I'm a sucker of bluerberry #blueberrypancake #blueberrybliss #blueberrybaby (at Circle's Restaurant Makati Shangri-la)

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The day I’m a mess and Jesus lifts me up Today I'm a mess and feeling so low that I couldn't think better. So, when I went home I watched the movie God’s not Dead2 and after that I opened my bible and pray and I just randomly opened the bible while praying to Jesus to help me ease my heart in the situation that I am in right now. 
Then when I opened the bible and saw the first paragraph about the letter Jeremiah wrote to the priest and prophets in Babylonia I said to myself… uhoh this might not be related to my situation but whatever just read what the Lord says. And when I was in verse 7 “Work for the good of the cities where I have made you go as prisoners. Pray to me on their behalf, because if they are prosperous, you will be prosperous too.” ……..
“The LORD says, When Babylonia’s seventy years are over, I will show my concern for you and keep my promise to bring you back home. I alone know the plans I have for you, plans to bring you prosperity and not disaster, plans to bring about the future you hope for. Then you will call to me. You will come and pray to me, and I will answer you. You will seek me and you will find me because you will seek me with all your heart.”
I have read this scripture so many times but this is the first time that I have truly understand it and the answer that God gave me to my prayer.
This gave me strong hope and desire to work for Him and I know this will be the lesson that He wanted me to learn. I have to listen to Him and really listen and stop being a naughty and hard headed daughter that only follow her own will at times. That I have to believe in my heart and with all my soul that no matter how long I wait the promise of God stands and to keep that faith in Him.

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For 24 hrs this is just what I ate and couldn't even drink a decent amount of water! Oh sore throat please leave now. 💊🌡😭

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A very fulfilling taniman in the forest with AP NS friends regardless the no sleep after night shift, 4hr traffic and back to work again at night. Whew! Kahit zombie mode gow lng ng gow ang saya. Pero ang tanong, uulit ka pa ba? @posposmylady @greekclymene @karoltherese #ipasaangpagasa #treeplanting #givingbacktoenvironment 17-june-2016 (at La Mesa Watershed Reservation)

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Since I'm feeling nostalgic na eh might as well maki flashback Friday na rin. UP days, one of the most happy memories in my entire existence. Distance may separate us but the memories lingers a lifetime. Miss my best bud Beth, Lala & Ate Nice. Wherever part of the world we may be...we may not see each other again...our escapades will always stay with me and you a part of my heart. Love you guys! 10-june-2016

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I've always had the best options and surrounded by people that loved me and very good friends. Now, I know how it felt like being unwanted. Being friends with people that only tolerated me but never ever felt like being welcomed. Having a boss that not only hated me but felt like it is his /her mission to make me look stupid and always make it a point to embarrass me to other people. I don't know how to escape or moving in this phase of my life. I dont want to live like this anymore but it seems that I have to wait for the Lord's right time for me to move forward. All I have to do now is to endure all of this and hope against hope that the right time would come that I'll finally be happy.