An Explanation
Hey there, everyone. I hope that you’re all doing well despite the status of the world. Please stay safe!
So, I obviously have kind of disappeared. Let me explain all that has happened in the last however many months.
So it started with a mix of Tumblr changing what its acceptable content was and breaking my finger. Those happened around the same time, which made me really unmotivated to write. Those were last year. Around this time, I actually had gotten back into writing somewhat. Or, at least, I was trying to. Hell, I made it my new year’s resolution to finish my backlog. That...didn’t happen.
I got really caught up in life, especially school. I was on the verge of a mental breakdown with how much I took on during the spring of last year. Some days, I was busy from at least 8:00 am until 5:30. After that semester ended, I spent the summer studying abroad. Once I got home, I had a semester with not one but two thesis papers alongside my normal schedule load. Things got really muddy for me in the fall, and I lost almost my entire friend group and I was involuntarily hospitalized (talk about traumatic).
Then, this spring happened. Started off normal enough. Nothing was out of the ordinary until late February/early March. It was then that I found out that my mother has been stealing my identity for the last 4 or so years, and I’m in debt with a very poor credit score. So, I was just starting to deal with all that when Covid hit the States.
So, even if I had wanted to, I was not in any state of mind to be writing. And, well, that’s where my next points are. I’ve lost interest in Doctor Who for the most part. I have hyperfixations that last for a few months, then fade away. It came back really strong a year and a half ago, but beyond that, it’s pretty much faded. A huge part of this? It’s actually a trigger for me now. Like. A pretty decent one. My ex introduced me into the show, and I never was able to watch it again because I associate it with him. That relationship wasn’t the worst on me, but it wasn’t great either. Either way, I couldn’t watch it either because I missed him or because it brought back up memories I’d rather forget.
So, for as far as I can tell, I am on indefinite hiatus. Who knows, maybe I’ll come back at some point, but I don’t know. I feel awful because I know I had so much to write, but I never got to it. But I just can’t write for this fandom anymore, or at least for the time being.
So, that brings me to my final point: If any authors would like to take some of my prompts or requests and write them, please let me know. I’d love to see them come to life, but I know that I can’t be the one to do it.
I suppose that’s all for now. I’ll keep this pinned, and I’ll reblog things when I see them, but I’m certainly far from active on here. I really am sorry, everyone.
Please take care. I love you all lots! Thank you for all of the support 💜
Morgan
