Amber

Teen Wolf fanatic depressed bitch

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Imagine. You’re acting out as a cry for help but instead they just think you’re pathetic. One day of anyone sees this they’ll know I’m not. I just needed help but I can’t ask.

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Anyone else play romance club? I for one am obsessed with it. Favourite stories are heavens secret and soulless. Lucifer and Elliot for the win. I’m playing advent no3 right now and I’m livid that Rex waters isn’t a main character. Pain.

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There needs to be more season 1 frat Buck dirty fics. There’s just something about him being so feral I crave

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Can Quinn PLEASE get Ryan Guzman or Oliver stark to read. Or both?! Please. I need it.

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9-1-1 is getting too relatable to my personal life that I can’t even watch it anymore. Seeing clips of Buck struggling with grief as I struggle with grief hits too hard. I wish they hadn’t chosen this storyline this show was supposed to be my escape from reality and now it just reminds me of my reality.

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Had to go to a funeral in my personal life last week and now gotta watch Bobbys in my comfort show today. Not looking forward to it. Comfort show isn’t comforting like it used to.

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Ok so I’m struggling to deal with grief in my real life right now and watching 911 has been one of my only sources of comfort. I just can’t believe they’ve done this. So horrible and unnecessary.

[stilinskisbitch]

I recently suffered a great loss and this is the first time in my life I’ve ever lost someone close to me. I’m grieving but I don’t understand grieving it’s confusing me. I don’t feel right. I don’t think being autistic helps but I’m really struggling to cope and figure out how to make sense of it all.

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Oh my god I was just talking to my mum about Buddie and she was like they aren’t gay! Especially not Buck, Buck isn’t even close to being bi! She’s only on season 3 episode 8. She’s in for a surprise! 😂

[pretty-fishy]

Chim is never in a Million years going to let Eddie live down falling for Freddie Fakeman

[originalcrime]

the 118 groupchat

Eddie: Chris and I went to a music festival in El Paso! here’s some pics

Chim: was Freddie Fakeman there?

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And also Bucks outfit style has completely changed!

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Watching the new episode of 9-1-1. Why does the cinematography feel different? I’m on edge I feel like the show just seems different ughhh

[stilinskisbitch]

Depression is the biggest challenge in my life

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How do you deal with feeling like you’re never good enough? Like every time I spend time with someone I have so much anxiety after that I’ve done everything wrong and they’ll never wanna see me again.

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That one picture of Eddie Diaz leaning on a tree will forever be the hottest thing.

(In season 2 with that gorgeous stubble)

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So we’ve all seen the behind the scenes clip of Buck and Eddie saying goodbye and now the 8b trailer has come out and Eddie isn’t in it. We hear Athena say he’s taken maddie but it’s obvious the ‘maddie’ is dubbed in. We have also seen behind the scenes photos of what looks like a funeral or wedding. For some reason im getting the feeling Eddie is taken and maybe gets killed. I’m sure I’m just being delusional coz this will ruin me but like I’m scared for the new season. I’m just getting a weird feeling about it.

(Just want to add I am having a mental breakdown currently so who knows what I’m actually talking about)

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Another year older. What a life I’ve lived so far ❤️