Mad College Rambles

A place where I talk about my college struggles. it's mostly for me to vent personally. But hey if you want to jump on this derailing train be my guest. You can also ask me things about this horribly amazing thing called college. I am an art student, and who knows how long it will last.

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update

School is going a lot better now. Taking less classes but I feel bad. I feel so bad that I can’t handle taking more classes. I would take more classes if I was able to with out failing them. it’s just too much for me and it sucks. I feel broken.

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Here are the paint pots. All mixed and stuff

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2D morning

Okay so I woke up early this morning and I got everything mostly done for class. It was a work day so it wasn't a big deal. I got it done fairly quickly once I was in class and sat down to work again. But then I noticed I forgot my pallet knife, and my paint pots for storing the paint I mixed, and with this project I need to have everything mixed before I started painting. So I goofed off on my phone the rest of class and then went back to my dorm to mix the paint, and properly put them in the pots. 

OH! I almost forgot one of my older classmates complemented my picture. I got kinda nervous and didn’t say much, just “thank you.” I wish I would have said more because it meant a lot to me. I should look at his work and tell him how nice it is. he makes a lot of good stuff so I’m sure his will look awesome I’ve just been too wrapped up in my own project. 

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Making this blog did make me feel a lot better. So that has to count for something, right?

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Wow

I just realized how little I did. I just made a tumblr instead of doing my work.

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Oops maybe not sleep but mac and chee????

I am very hungry. The cafe was open today but they didn’t have much to eat. Most of the food tonight kind of sucked because not everyone was even back yet for school, and I didn’t eat much. Cause it sucked.

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Good night for now???

Ok. So. Going to bed for now. waking up early to work on my final for 2D. I’ve been getting up pretty early lately but Thanksgiving break messed it up a little and also going to bed late is already messing it up. Basically I just hope that I wake up early and my alarm wakes me up, or I’m gonna cry or somthin’. I also have 2 reports I should have already done to do. and I guess work on my drawing 1 final and in class still life. I really want to just tell the teacher. I’m going to work super duper hard tomorrow, and the next day. I think I can do it if I work really really hard and use all of my time for art. 

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So I have just gave my canvas board a wash of paint before I sketch. I’m going to play the binding of Issac while I wait for it to completely dry. Probably not the best choice but hey. It’s a nice break and it keeps me sane.

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College sucks. I suck. I suck at college.