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starting to develop; coming into existence

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Trapped in the moment

I’m living inside a moment

stuck

a moment in time

cyclical

I can not find my way out

like i got left in the washing machine

just stuck

living life in a moment

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España, 2015

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Under my favorite tree in Oakland, CA.

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The UpBeat || Ugly Frank

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I hid my deepest feelings so well I forgot where I placed them.

Amy Tan

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Dig.

I have learned to dig deeply

Through my thoughts

At 3 am

When i can’t sleep

I fall hard

Into my soul

Into my heart

Into my body

Into my mind

but sometimes 

I am left wondering

what is left to find

at 3 am

when i can’t sleep

~mx

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Oakland

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I Can’t Swim. 2

I dive in To the deep end Feet first Ending my thirst

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I Can’t Swim. 1

I dive in To the shallow end Head first Scraping my chin On the bottom of the pool That contains my thoughts

~mx

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Watch List || Annie Hall (1977)

Annie Hall (1977). 

~ 10/10 would recommend ~

Love is too weak a word for how I feel about this movie.

This boy-meets-girl ~ pessimistic and romantic ~ comedy was written and directed by Woody Allen.

Infused with deeply serious humor his film is a distinctive piece that explores the rise and fall of different contemporary relationships while keeping the concept of true romance alive. An Academy Award winner for Best Picture, written and directed by Woody Allen, portrays a convincing and candid heterosexual relationship between Annie Hall (Diane Keaton) and Alvy Singer (Woody Allen). 

This is an honest cinematic review of love, as it happens. 

~mx

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Thought.

I am not whole

I am still figuring out how to manage this soul,

The pieces of myself that only I can see

The pieces of myself that I hold dearly

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The UpBeat || Gus Dapperton

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Taking Time.

Back then

I would in the mirror and see this girl

Back then

I only saw a girl who was lost in this wild world

Now

I look in the mirror and I no longer see what I used to

Now

I see more than anyone else could ever see in me

my wrongs, my rights, my sorrows, my joys

Now

I look at how I have shaped myself

Now

I look in the mirror and I don’t see a girl

Now

I see a woman

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Never begin with the end in mind.

Madeleine Davis

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The UpBeat || Led Zeppelin