I know I have no followers here. But I really need someone to know that I’m not okay . Because I’m not okay. I’m really not okay. I don’t have the guts to say it or show it to anyone else. Nobody. My head and stomach hurts from thinking so much. I’m so not okay. I can’t ever do anything. Why am I always so paralyzed by my thoughts. Why can I never achieve something I start. Why am I so dumb why can’t I do anything why am I like this I hate myself. I want someone to be with me. I want someone who would pay attention to me and how I am and help me to stay focused and achieve things. I want someone. I really want my family to be together and happy. I want to do things with someone who genuinely loves me and loves being around me, someone who loves to see me happy and wants me to be okay. Please.











