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[oneheadtoanother]

[bugak]

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integra

[maddie-sama]

So, I talk about Alutegra a lot on this godforsaken blog. It's what this blog was made for in the first place really.

And looking back on my thoughts about those two was very sexual. However, when they met, she was a young girl.

So my thoughts are it would've taken a while for him to gain her trust, even if he bowed to her and called her master from the get go. He is a monster, after all.

But I think she would be very conflicted over that, she has to be reminded in the anime that he is a monster.

So my theory, is he would be too hard to resist. 10 years just them, getting to know each other, poking their buttons to see what lights up. Always there, always watching, of course Integra would feel something other than "He's my slave, whatever."

She was begging him not to disappear/leave her. That, to me, is caring and shows how attached she is to him. So... ship or no ship, she is very tied to him as he is to her.

[danyllura]

I love that in Catching fire Katniss comes to the conclusion the other tributes are trying to keep Peeta alive because they must see how amazingly perfectly wonderful he is. When in actuality that’s just her having a crush and everyone else recognizing that if Peeta gets hurt Katniss will go fully feral and unhinged and probably try to kill everyone and then herself.

[grawly]

[mejev]

mistress and her dog

[theladystardustt]

katniss and peeta (how I imagined them in the books)

drawn by me @theladystardustt on tiktok and Insta !!

[christopher-walken]

“Sweet Dreams”

Here’s the full cover for my zine, “Infinite Tenderness”.

[juniperandthistle]

Catching Fire is a very funny book

[alucardfan]

[maddie-sama]

Hellsing Fandom, I ask for a blessing, a favor if you will

I need little Integra hiding behind Alucard, peeking out between his arm like "uwu try me b*tch"

[moliathh]

people accusing alutegra shipper of homophobia and lesbian/aroace erasure are so funny because ONE, as a fan, i cannot make or remove a queer representation of a media, that act can only be done by the creator/producer/corporation/ institution themselves, the fanworks you make for a ship does not held the same weight as official materials. It's a bit insulting that you are comparing fanworks made out of love (that could very much be made by queer people) to a phenomenom driven by hate and bigotry and was a contributing factor to the oppression of queer people. Throwing around big words, accusations, that were meant for something very serious and harmful to refer to something unharmful just because you dislike a ship is not a very LGBTQIA+ friendly thing of you to do. Do you think of homophobia so lightly? Accusing REAL queer people who are being subjected to homophobia on a daily basis because of something they love?

SECOND OF ALL, let's assume that your headcanon is true (i haven't speak of the fact that its basic fandom etiquette to treat headcanon as something personal and not universal and don't harass other people over unharmful difference in opinion). Let's say, Integra is a lesbian, which is a headcanon. Did we collectively forget Alucard is canonically genderfluid? Yet you're referring to Alucard/Integra as a "cishet" ship? Does a queer person get stripped of their queer identity when they participate in a relationship that is male/female presenting? I thought we are about "queer rep"??? How convenient it is to deem him a cis het man and headcanon Integra as a lesbian to make the shippers look bad. Oh, and on the way of watering down queer identity into a caricature, you are also claiming ace people cannot have sex and it's disrespectful to depict ace people having romantic/sexual relationship. As if asexuality isn't a spectrum ranging from "little to no attraction" and the definition of sexual interaction is very loose, especially for queer people. Do you even care about queer people at this point?

And before any of yall jump me, i am queer myself how can i be homophobic my bitches are gay I AM GAY. I'm so sick and tired of yall justifying hate by pretending to care about the alphabet mafia. DO YOU REALLY? It was never that serious, just say you hate the ship and get tf going. I think its perfectly fine and cool to hate a ship just because you hate it, i do! I have headaches and want to vomit when i see ships that i hate but i dont feel the need to moralize it nor do i have to bring it to the face of the shippers or bad talking them. What really piss me off is how you drag real QUEER people through the mud for some fucking little pixels. Go outside, have some empathy. When fascism and censorship comes to wipe us out none of us gonna be spared because you are "one of the good ones" so stop fucking eating at your own community omg if you dont like something and its unharmful then BLOCK

[manga-and-stuff]

Source: HELLSING ヘルシング

by Kouta Hirano

[chericherilady111]

[maddie-sama]

really bad opinion abt alutegra shut up forever

Can you please learn to spell and use punctuation? I would really appreciate it.

[maddie-sama]

I need someone to share Alutegra headcanons with me please and thanks