A War In My Mind

Madison Lana Argus//Nurse in training//flower child at heart Harvests Completed: 0 "I'm doing my best but optimism only goes so far you know?"

[jacob-douglasrp]

I don't know, you tell me:

do I look like I need another one?

[maddyargusxx]

"Nope, I think you're good. You might even be out of room," Maddy answered with a small smile.

[maddyargusxx]

—Seriously? You bumped into me. Not the other way around.

[mama-fiona]

Woah. Sorry there, Maddy.

[maddyargusxx]

Oh sorry. I thought you were someone else....Peter right?

[maddyargusxx]

--Seriously? You bumped into me. Not the other way around.

[aliceidle]

"Probably not." She chuckled.

"I guess it would just be both of us."

[maddyargusxx]

I think we can manage. We just have to figure out how to get books. I was already warned about leaving past the walls of this place, so I'm not much help.

[mama-fiona]

  Yeah, that would be best case scenario. Keep your fingers crossed. Pray. Whatever your gamble is.

[maddyargusxx]

You really think any of that stuff works? Like praying about it? I would think someone would have prayed about the virus in the first place and for it to just disappear. That didn't exactly work.

[ethanecameron]

  I don’t mind giving people things. It’s not that big of a deal but guns are another story. 

[maddyargusxx]

Never know when there  might be walker's around and you need it. Especially lately.

[notmaxine]

The good side is the only thing that gets me through this stuff, honestly, so I try really hard not to lose sight of it. Just try not to stress yourself out too much, alright?

[maddyargusxx]

I'll try. I make no promises though.

[mama-fiona]

  Someone needs to stay behind and keep watch. Safety in numbers, right?

[maddyargusxx]

That would be the idea but I don't know about that anymore. Guess we'll see. I just want everyone that's going to come back in one piece.

[xwolfleader]

Problem? Cause it sounds like you have a problem with that. Nope. Nothing else I need from you. 

[maddyargusxx]

Yeah I do have a problem with it. When I trust someone and they turn around and decide it's a great idea to rat me out. So much for my kindness--won't make that mistake twice.

[xwolfleader]

Right. You do that. 

Your little teacher told me. He spilled the beans right before I shot the little fucker twice, guess he didn’t know it was supposed to be a secret.

[maddyargusxx]

Really? That's real freaking great. Uhm, did you need anything else besides warning me about going outside the gates?

[mama-fiona]

Speaking of, are you helping with that?

[maddyargusxx]

No I'm going to hang back here. I wouldn't do much good probably. What about you?

[ethanecameron]

  Then this is probably not one of your best ideas to do. I would say you could do it while I’m out there but I kinda need my guns.

[maddyargusxx]

Maybe not, but I'm not letting Annie go without knowing how to defend herself. It's fine, really. I wouldn't ask you to give me anything.

[ethanecameron]

  Got it all worked out, don’t you? But yeah, I can help. I just— I’m trying to stay off Wolf’s bad side, personally.

[maddyargusxx]

Got to have a plan anymore. Yeah I wouldn't want to get you into trouble. I'm already on Wolf's shit list and on strike two, so trust me, I'm not looking to poke at him anymore.

[mama-fiona]

  You got me there.

[maddyargusxx]

It'll probably calm down after the supply run. That's what everyone's saying anyway.

[ethanecameron]

  She’s not going to have a gun if something major happens. They are all locked up and stuff— even in an emergency. Just putting that out there.

[maddyargusxx]

In the event of an emergency, I can always ask Grant. He's got more than one to spare and probably no problem sharing in that situation.

[mama-fiona]

  I can only imagine that it’s stressful though.

[maddyargusxx]

A little bit but that's expected. I mean what's not stressful anymore?

[ethanecameron]

  Mmm. We just— Ammo and stuff. People get pretty pissy if we waste it. I— We just can’t go shooting for the Hell of it. So, she’s gotta be ready to fake it for the first bit and learn from talking about it.

[maddyargusxx]

Of course. I just wanted her to get the feel for it and learn what she can before shooting. I don't want any of us in trouble for it either, but self-defense classes aren't going to cut it in the event something major does happen--I would like to know that she can defend herself.