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One Nice Bug Per Day
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PUT YOUR BEARD IN MY MOUTH
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@madelinesandlines
Weeds know not to grow
Because they know, that’s when they get cut down
Cut down
Weeds know not to grow
But they do it anyways, in spite of the real threat
Because they know, that’s what one must do
Keep growing.. going. Keep being cut down but do it over again anyways
Keep growing
My tremendous soul is bursting out of my skin
Ripping the layers of flesh
It hurts to see myself as real
Because I’d rather slip into the quiet stillness
And let everyone forget about me
Just a pile of flayed meat
I want to escape into the blue waters, deep and quiet
Your pain is gone
But ours is ever-expanding and infinite
I only want to think of you as you were at your best
I don’t want to think of you as you left us
Your deep blue brooding eyes screamed messages across the room, even when you couldn’t
I wish I could sink into the quiet blue to find somewhere safe away from this place where pain is never far away
But there is no cure and the water is fleeting and solace has become trite
I’ll remember your eyes as the healing waters that I was lucky to have known
And accept our fate and embrace the pain
I wonder if you still love me
But I know you do
Do you?
You wished you’d let me go
Before I was ever even here
But you kept me, trapped
You had no options because of me
And still now you live in silence and squalor
And I wonder if you think of me
It’s a matter of morality
But I wonder if you love me
I know you do
Do you?
I need to know, am I in this alone?
Is this a one woman show?
Where will you be when the curtains close?
Because the stage is big enough for the both of us.
And I don’t want to miss you more than I do when you say
“I would rather be alone than be with you”
Maybe I will
Maybe I’ll just finally slip away
I’ll die every day until I finally die
There's a stain in my best friend's bed sheets From my endless tears that followed me all through the night They never left, even as dawn approached Tears spilled from my tired eyes And left a mark that I've traced with my fingers all morning The fingers that used to trace the scars on your skin The fingers that held yours so tightly through the time we had together The fingers that have wiped away the tears that followed me into today You left a tear stain in my heart that won't ever fade
I feel like you've died and left me orphaned But you're alive and have chosen to leave Which burns so much more
Maybe one day we'll find eachother again Underneath the moon you won't see our mistakes And I'll fix myself up And you'll love me again
I'm the prodigy of an addict The daughter of a sinner I knew what the cold felt like long before I knew perfect warmth I'm damaged and hurt My skin turns paper thin with the seasons I have grown tired and beaten But met you on the way to hell And we danced on our pain And spit on the liars and the cheaters And slipped into the evil warmth that our love affords us Your love feels like a smooth knife slicing perfectly through my white hot skin You are everything that tastes like victory Love Grab me tighter and hold me still Cold burning love
I think if you dug into my chest Stomach You'd see blood bones and bile Ask me, please, why I cry Lying on my back Begging you to release my inner beauty Organs spilling Lipstick streaked across my cheek One tear released, racing across the lipstick "Thank you"
Maybe I do feel everything all the time But I've grown and changed And handled a heartbreak I can't even explain With grace I couldn't have had before Just allowing my skin to harden again But the dust has glass and the wind carries it right through me Skin still raw in places Rough in others It hurts in places Doesn't in others
It feels like I slipped and pricked my finger Like a small cut that slices deeper than you'd expected And hurts more than you'd hoped And surprises you in a way that you never saw it coming The realization that I should never have told myself To be softer with me I should have pushed harder Because this could go away and my finger can finally stop Stinging
Let's stay home next time I'll take care of you Hold you Kiss you Tell me about your darkness Put your fingers in my mouth Tell me I'm a good girl And I'll tell you that I'm all yours Let's stay home next time You're only mine I didn't want to fight
Your body tastes so good
Sometimes I see the pain in your eyes And I want to fall down the rabbit hole again Where Are You, baby? Help me stop bleeding My hands were too heavy to open the door My feet had melted into the floor of your car Maybe it's too late for me Satan has come to take me I wish you didn't need it But I need it too Slam my head against the wall Take a bath and breathe My soul is too big for my body My mind too much for my brain The smell of the skin behind your ear See you tomorrow