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❀ Nicole. She/They. 35. Gay. WA. Slytherpuff. Candormity. Very happily married. ❀ A chronic illness/mental health blog. Generally a total mess. Also cats. And knitting. ❀ I'm doing the recovering thing as best I can. It's kind of the worst ever. ❀ Asks are always open. Message me with questions or for advice or just to talk!

[madeofbees]

I don’t know. I mean, I don’t really think in a way that is helpful to anyone.

— Chanel #5

[planet4546b]

im currently completely losing it about the great stalacpipe organ. are you fucking kidding me they made an organ out of a CAVE???? IT TAKES UP THREE ACRES??? i legit am about to lose it

[planet4546b]

this is a comment left on a recording of moonlight sonata played on an organ that is literally made out of a cave and its making me so emotional its not even funny

[image id: a youtube comment that reads ‘wonderful…and the moon has never shone there…’ end id.]

[marlynnofmany]

All that and no pictures??

According to Wikipedia, it works by hidden rubber mallets on the naturally-musical stalactites that tourguides have been knocking on for over a century. The guy who made the organ may have gotten the idea when his son whacked his head on a stalactite.

Here’s a video. It is hauntingly beautiful.

[spirit-pyrite]

In case anyone is looking, here’s the link to the video op mentions.

https://youtu.be/HsKUUn29tSs

[madeofbees]

—the house on the edge, by me, from invisible monsters by chuck palahniuk

[madeofbees]

—I found the telephone number, by me, from Invisible Monsters by Chuck Palahniuk

photographing this was never gonna be really possible bc it’s two different kinds of metallic and glittery gelly roll on top of each other but i did my best

[dzumii]

girls yearn for popular media with a butch as a main character

[madeofbees]

just one of those days—.

by me, from invisible monsters by chuck palahniuk

[scribeherself]

seeing people say "this trope has been done to death" as if that's ever stopped anyone from eating bread. BREAD HAS BEEN DONE TO DEATH FOR LITERALLY THOUSANDS OF YEARS AND WE STILL WANT MORE BREAD. write your chosen one AU. write your coffee shop meet-cute. write your 47th iteration of "there was only one bed" because guess what??? we're still hungry.

[draconym]

Sorry, my what? My pronouns? Oh, yeah I'm between genders at the moment. No, it's cool, I quit my last gender a little while ago because it really wasn't working out. I don't know if I even have a dream gender anymore.

[draconym]

Oh yeah, it did come with benefits, but they weren't really worth it. The culture was really toxic. To be honest I think I'd prefer a part-time gender so I can just be self-described in my spare time.

[draconym]

I mean, in a perfect world we wouldn't need gender, you know? We could just voluntarily be perceived as much as we're able, as much as makes us feel fulfilled. Having a full-time gender shouldn't be a prerequisite for food, shelter, and healthcare.

[chryza]

I think AuDHD is a cute term so I would like to propose for those affected by the full Autism/ADHD/OCD trifecta the term “AuDHO” pronounced audio.

[madeofbees]

Or aud-ho, if you happen to be a little slutty ~~

[madeofbees]

book trackers for bears of very little brains ~

read | own ( physical paper copy / ebook / audiobook ) | title | year | notes

[n0turg1rlfr1end]

Can I crawl inside u and live in there or will u be weird about it

[madeofbees]

—lilies, by me, from invisible monsters by chuck palahniuk

[currentlycryingaboutlancelot]

“yes, I’ve been wanting to read that!” I say with complete earnestness, as I proceed to ignore every opportunity I have to read it

[pelahnar]

“I’ve been meaning to read/watch/listen to that, but the stars are not in position, so I can’t do it yet”

[madeofbees]

[madeofbees]

has anyone here been on pregabalin / lyrica and had any side effects not limited to but including:

exhaustion

weight gain

depression

anxiety

i’ve been on it for months and it’s not the initial brain fog, which i did have but went away after a few weeks. idk if all that’s because of the meds but at least some of it probably is ? would love to hear other people’s experiences

[madeofbees]

—ten thousand years, by me, from Invisible Monsters by Chuck Palahniuk.

[madeofbees]

—brutal honesty, by me, from invisible monsters by chuck palahniuk

[hustlerose]

do you want to come over and care about me