❛ our prince has arrived .

❛ i still got the HOLE where my heart was . & the head where my MIND used to live . ❜ / TED from i have no mouth, & i must scream. private & selective. WRITTEN & DESPISED BY POLYBIUS.

[sa2ha]

[autumnhobbit]

literally all four Fs of trauma typology lmao

[autumnhobbit]

Flight—Responds to abuse by constantly attempting to escape it, devolves into self-repeating perfectionism in the belief that it will prevent future abuse, obsessed with either geographical escape or forcibly recovering instantaneously to escape the continual, constant torture.

Fight—Responds to abuse with anger and aggressiveness because that is the only thing that appears to give control in family dynamic. Responds to anything that resembles attack with cruelty and defensiveness and attempts to manipulate with intimidation and disdain before others can manipulate them.

Fawn—Responds to abuse by attempting to become the perfect victim in the hopes of being less hated and less mistreated in exchange for cooperating. Turns off all personal desires, boundaries, traits, and emotions, tries to become exactly what the abuser wants. Continues this set of interpersonal rules even with non-abusive outsiders.

Freeze—Responds to abuse by attempting by any means to dull or numb it. Shuts down mentally, tunes everything that is said or done out, drowns it out with electronics or isolation or addictions. Prefers being disconnected and unaware to actively living.

[inked-black-books]

Insurgent- Veronica Roth

[sensorymon-deactivated20190603]

花布爱上鸟

[irobotboy]

Me and my friend collaborated to make a hangout server—- it’s pretty much fandomless so anyone is free to join !https://discord.gg/4aQPunm

[halfpresent]

Visit Original Link

if this is how you folks make art, it’s fucking depressing

[charmingsaviour-blog]

Everyone I RP with deserves a Nobel Peace Prize for not killing me when I don’t reply for like a month

[madeparanoid-blog]

❛ so that’s what you do.. you command attention. ❜ - Beast of course B)

      ❛  i don’t need to command your attention, dearest. your eyes are always on me.  ❜   not the best idea to tease an entity so beyond him… but, beast was his entity.  ❛   don’t be modest… you’re welcome to stare.  ❜

[won-der-land89]

[madeparanoid-blog]

antagonest‌ : handsome jack.

Wow. That almost could have been convincing… but he was pretty sure this guy was on the verge of pissing himself. “Yeah, yeah. We’ll see about that. Alright, you all comfy there? Good.”

In an instant Jack was on his feet, hands slammed onto the table for unnecessary dramatic effect. “Listen, Ted, do you think I don’t see you? You may think ‘oh if I cover my eyes Mister Handsome Jack won’t see me,’ but that’s NOT how it works. Why the hell do you disappear every time I come around? That’s shady. Suspicious. And I don’t work with suspicious people so you better give me one goddamn reason not to throw your ass out that airlock.”

     his heart, had it not been so firmly rooted, would be taking solace in his throat. it skipped a few important beats, & he began to think the palpitations would kill him before jack got the chance.  ❛   n - no, sir.  coming off as suspicious is not my intention !  i am loyal to hyperion, i assure you.   ❜

    coming to terms with his condition wasn’t an easy task, one he still struggled with daily, & talking about it made him feel even crazier. but if ted wanted to leave this suffocating office unscathed, he’d have to be honest.  ❛   several mental evaluations have diagnosed me a paranoid... i haven’t been able to keep up with my prescription with all the vet bills ! please, do forgive me for seeming dubious.   ❜  if he gripped his sweater hem even harder, it’d tear. 

[madeparanoid-blog]

antagonest· : handsome jack.

Ah! There he was! The man of the hour or whatever. Jack liked to consider himself pretty good at reading people, but this guy kinda just… radiated fear. Which was hilarious! Smart, but hilarious! “Hey, pumpkin. Just wanted to have a little chat.”

The CEO gestured to the chair on the other side of his desk with a far too smug grin. “Have a seat! Not like I bite.” Nah, but he sure was known for tossing suckers like this guy out the airlock. “It’s Timothy, right? I was gonna say Alex, but you- you don’t like an Alex. I imagine an Alex to look cool, you kinda look like you just got shoved in a locker.”

     if the pet name didn’t make him weak in the knees, the emphasis on chat did.  at this very instant, ted wished he could run far, far away from helios. though his feet lead him closer & closer into the awaiting maw of the lion.  he settled in as suave as he could, even throwing his boss a small grin.

     ❛   no unnecessary violence in chats ! count me in as all ears -- not that i wouldn’t be if violence was the intention here.   ❜   tough topic, he chose to ignore it. cast an anxious glance to his manicured nails rather, & cleared his throat. ❛   ted, shortened from theodore.  you know, the ‘ i’m too afraid to work on bring-your-dog-to-work-day ’ ted...   ❜

[madeparanoid-blog]

@antagonest let’s get this bread

     ❛   handsome jack, s - sir.   ❜   every step was cautious -- the floor is lava, this is the lion’s den.  being called to jack’s office was often a death sentence. so many bright, confident employees thinking they’d be getting praise from the big man himself, never returning...

    ted nervously fidgeted with the hem of his sweater. this was it, wasn’t it ?  ❛   you wanted to see me ?    ❜

[gothspitt]

let me wear ur hoodie while i ride ur dick 

[thedudeleftthebuilding-deactiva]

[vulgarflesh]

        YOU MUST COME WITH ME,    loving me,  to death  ━━  or else hate me,  and still come with me,  and hating me through death and after.     independent eddie gluskin from outlast.   non-roleplayers do not interact.    ♡

[inanotherunivrse]

in another universe I’m easier to love

[trappedangel-deactivated2017061]