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HEEYY!!

So I lied lol

I said I was going to delete this account but I just accidentally logged in trying to access my other Ed account lmao

So I may or may not be back, I know it's been about a year since I've been seen here and people have probably forgotten about this account but oh well!

My other account is @bunny-cals

I might be more active on there, tbh I prefer twitter

It's less dry 🤷

It's nice to be back baby!!!

#model thin #edmeme #tw ed vent #skinny #skinnnny #an0rexic #bonespo #bonesp0 #not pr0 4na #thinspo #ed not sheeren #proannna #thinsp0 #thinspi #tw ed relapse

lousydrawingsforgoodpeople

ironpour

so. how does anyone ever have the time or energy

ashstfu

it's hard to be the coolest cousin who is mentally ill, touch starved, annoying and reads a lot, has the best fashion sense and an unstable obsession with swords, fictional characters and always have the best comebacks, cries a lot, is always yearning and is the family failure but someone has to do it and that someone is me

skin-n-bcnes

of all the mental illnesses, anorexia has the highest mortality rate with %10.

there are 1.4k ed accounts following me, and counting.

meaning approximately 140 of us will die from this disease.

could be me. could be you.

i'm not trying to scare you into recovery, i know it won't work. but as someone who've been in and out of hospital her entire life because of her ed, i feel obligated to remind you, skinny is not worth dying.

you don't care for staying alive? you don't see a point to live? well then, let me tell you what's gonna happen. you're gonna be hospitalized when it gets worse and they're gonna put you on iv, put you on meds you'll have to take for the rest of your life and make you eat hospital food if you're lucky enough to not be tube-fed. when that happens you're gonna beg those doctors to just let you die but they won't.

i know you've seen people who achieved their goal weights but just because they look good doesn't mean their bodies aren't in a fucked up condition.

you see thigh gaps, right? what you don't see is memory loss, heart problems, loss of hair, organ failure and many more.

because there's no happy endings to eating disorders.

recover while you can.

smolpeas

It’s actually 20%*

skin-n-bcnes

reblogging again for the comment, thank you for correcting me.

the post is much scarier now, isn't it? eds can take so many people's life, including yours or your favorite mutual's.

you're still young. you're capable of recovering and living a full life. getting into collage, having your dream job, taking up hobbies, taking care of your pets, meeting the love of your life.

i know some of us have been suffering so long that it seems impossible to have all those in the future but i promise you, it's not.

your life will turn around and everything will be so wonderful to the point you'll say to yourself "huh, i could've missed all these things if i hadn't recovered can you believe it?" or "thinking about how i almost let my depression win and killed myself years ago, i can't even remember that feeling" and you'll shake your head, smiling. screw "iMaGinE yOu weRe skiNNi" posts. imagine this.

imagine feeling so proud of yourself because you fought a deadly illness and you fucking won.

skin-n-bcnes

jsyk i will regularly reblog this post.

and not because i want more notes, more followers or anything.

i'm actually this close to begging people to not follow me. i don't want more followers, i don't want to trigger people with my posts even if i never mean to do that. it's genuinely upsetting to have an ed blog and watch your follow count go up, up, up.

i wilk regularly reblog this post because it's fucking IMPORTANT.

i know i'm repeating myself but it's so fucking important for every sick person to hear that recovery is the only good option here.

your body is NOT designed to take 300 cals everyday. your body is NOT designed for your b/p cycles. it's trying to survive anyway, it's trying to keep you alive but there's so much it can do and at some point IT WILL GIVE UP ON YOU.

and you know what that means.

wannabeskinni-i

i have nearly 9000 followers. im not going to tell u that recovery feels good because tbh im miserable and i feel like shit everytime i eat. but i can tell u that i would care if u were one of the 20%. that i dont want u to be a statistic. if that number is accurate than that means 1800 ppl. 1800 ppl is the size of two high schools where i live. please dont become a number. im here if u need to talk my dms and asks r always open <3

spidaerman

To all my black followers and friends, stay safe.

cockroachmotherfucker10

Hey, whatever drove you to your eating disorder, I just wanted to say I’m sorry.

Weather it was a fatphobic comment overheard during class, or bullying, or a “health” obsessed parent, or a society saturated in diet culture, or trauma, or anything else; I’m sorry.

You were wronged. You may never hear it from the people or things that influenced it, so hear it from me.

You deserve better.

I’m sorry.

32-kgs

if youre reading this i am so sorry that youre following me bc that means youre probably going through the same thing i am and i hope you all can find peace in your lives and beat your illness, disorder, sadness

feministism

whirlibirdy

all pedophiles should die and theres literally no downside to them all dropping dead

whirlibirdy

i want to personally give everyone who reblogged this a high five

ahsteria

i’m screaming i just lost 8 followers after reblogging this bye fuckers i hope you all drop dead

solangeloandotheradorablethings

Luckily for me, my followers are decent human beings and know that older people sexually assaulting children is fucking disgusting.

bagpipespider-deactivated201912

if you don’t reblog this you shall perish by my hand

vesface

cockroachmotherfucker10

oneman-wolfpackk

I know you’re tired bitch but keep fucking going

peacelovesexandbliss

the-suburban-craft

It’s my time of year again

mementt0mori-deactivated2020051

understanding yourself is power.

eearth-deactivated20180601

loving yourself is freedom.

phillymadeleek-deactivated20230

Forgiving yourself is peace

estebun

So I just got this message literally few minutes ago

And if YOU get this message in the future DON’T YOU FUCKING DARE CLINK ON THE LINK I FUCKING SWEAR TO GOD I WILL CUT YOUR HANDS OFF

A warning to all of my followers there no such a thing as @exposingthoselosers I just thought any form of information is good and can protect my followers from getting their phone or any other devices hacked if you’re connect to the wifi they might hack all of the devices connected.

DO NOT FUCKING CLICK ON ANU LINK YOU GET NOT EVEN FROM UR FRIENDS ON TUMBLR BECAUSE THEY COULD GET HACKED 👀

Pls share this awareness ⚠

izzyfandoms

Also blogs get hacked or something and send these without the blog owner’s consent. I got this message and then afterwards the person who sent it to me said they didn’t send that.

angelcatsiel

got a message from a mutual today similar to this and they later messaged me to say it wasn’t them so yeah be careful

djpaige13paige

Basically if you get this message, don’t click on it, instead tell the person that you received that message. That way they know that they were hacked.

If I ever send you any message, especially if it has a link, message me back about the message before you click on the link. I will understand because things like this^^ can happen.