Time & Place

A Random Collection of Nothingness ~Libra~

[madhadr55]

So I haven’t posted in a few days. Remember what I said about procrastination? 😅 Anyway, I was still trying to be somewhat productive so here are some miscellaneous shots I wanted to share.

Had a really awesome time finding all these lovely bits of nature with my girlfriends. 🥰

[madhadr55]

QUICK, It’s almost tomorrow

So, I have 20 mins to post this to keep my streak of posting daily. And it occasionally takes me a hot minute to figure out what I want to say or what point I want to get across.

But guess what.

I have no point today. 😂 I’ve had half a bottle of wine and I’m ready to enjoy some sleep!!

It’s been a busy day full of children laughing, lasagna cooking, (which by the way was an EfFiNg delight!); and, a long long work day.

Don’t forget there’s 168 hours in a week. That’s something important a lot of people don’t think about.

This post is a jumbled mess, and I don’t care.

So long, professionalism! The moscato is taking over. 😂

My dear Tumblrians (whatever you call yourselves) I am grateful you exist. I didn’t realize how great Tumblr is until I started my journey here. So, take care, love deeply, and smile wide. This post makes no sense but it is filled with love and light to you and yours.

PeAcE yO!

✌🏻✌🏻

(P.S. I made it with 13 mins to spare 😜)

[madhadr55]

Tattered

Like a flag in the wind.

But I keep flying, regardless of the holes and cloth worn thin.

I fear the things I share aren’t truly interesting to anyone. Which is okay, there’s 7.5 billion people in the world. Not all of them are intriguing.

It is in my hopes that, at some point, I’ll be a beacon for someone in need. Not me per sey, but maybe just my words. Whatever the situation relates to.

I am grateful for each day that I’m alive and can share with you and others. Take care sweet humans!

[madhadr55]

Just a Few Quick Tips

Be kind.

Be honest.

Love each other.

Take care of your mental health above all else.

Reach out when you feel alone.

Enjoy life to the fullest, to the best of your capabilities.

One day at a time, enjoy each for its own miracles.

[madhadr55]

Today Is Monday

You know what that means! Screaming kids, not enough coffee, busy plans, and work in store. ALL IN ONE DAY.

Oh, how I wish there were more than 24 hours in a day. First of all that would mean more naps, (maybe). Second, I just might be able to achieve everything I need to in a timely manner! 😂

Monday, monday. You stress me out, but thank you for coming anyway. You are the hardest day of my week, which gets me right back into the grind of the week.

Today will be a short post day, way too much to do!

Take care all of you out there. Keep your chin up and forget all those losers who doubt you and your abilities. You got this day, and you sure as heck got this week!

[madhadr55]

Busy, Busy, Busy

Being an adult, these days, is one of my most challenging factors. It’s always go do this, go do that, gotta pay that, gotta go go go!

Some days it’s hard to just take a second to breath and think. Thankfully, lately, I’ve been getting better at the whole juggling life thing.

Y’see, I got dat anxiety! I used to have anxiety so bad it was nearly debilitating. It’s taken many, many years of patience with myself and patience from others. But here I am.

Little things seemed to flood me with so much emotion, I’d be unable to function. My body would literally attack itself when my anxiety was high enough (let’s be honest, it was every day). I missed SO MANY days of work from being sick or “sick”. It was a disaster.

But. Here I am.

It’s been over a year, maybe even more now, since I had my last Zoloft prescription. I had gained so much weight from it, it didn’t help anything at all in my opinion. Not only did I have anxiety, I started hating my image. Double whammy!

I’ve gone from 190 to 145 in 11 months. Of this I’m incredibly proud and grateful, I owe it to one sweet friend. She’s a powerful motivator and I owe her so much more than just my verbal thanks.

Bye-bye Zoloft, and toodle-fricken-loo anxiety! I live my life on MY terms now. I’m unmedicated and have been employed for one year on September 6th of this year. I missed 3 days per my manager for a super intense flu. Otherwise, I haven’t missed a day. And I love it.

SO. Onward to the rest of my busy day. Work, work, work! 🔥🔥🔥

~~ I hope if you’re reading this, you reach out. To whoever in your life that will push you. Or even me! I don’t care who you are, I would love to talk you through things that stress you to the max. ~~

Here we are. ❤️

[madhadr55]

I Can Do It Later

But, no, I can’t.

Y’see I am a fantastic procrastinator. You want it done yesterday? Count on me to get it done a couple months from tomorrow.

The idea of starting my own blog, was to try to make at least one written post a day.

This morning I awoke at 6am, and thought, “I’ll do it in a little bit.” Knowing full and well that if I didn’t take the chance to do it then, I likely wouldn’t do it at all today. That would be followed by more days with no post, getting me back to square one of absolute nothingness.

So, yes. It is 12:40, over 6 hours have gone by and by golly I’m making that post. I would like to get to the point where procrastination isn’t a word in my vocabulary anymore, because it simply wouldn’t apply to me. I hope with all my being that I achieve this goal in a TIMELY manner. 😂

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Yesterday I had a BLAST. I climbed a mountain with 3 other fantastic ladies. We hiked a total of 3.4 miles, saw many incredible views, and shared great stories with each other.

I got some amazing shots of fungi and mushrooms! My hopes are to get them colour boosted and post them here as well as my other social media sites. I do hope you enjoy them when they do come to fruition.

So, long post today. I’m not sorry. My life has been looking up a lot lately and I’m excited to share that with you. Whoever you may be.

Take care, yo. The days end too quickly.

[madhadr55]

Today is Not Yesterday

There are many days when life’s frustrations get to me. But it is in times, like now, when I realize I shouldn’t carry my frustrations around with me like a tattered suitcase.

Rather, I’m watching the sun rise, smelling the wet air. I let go of all that had weighed me down yesterday and prepare to enjoy the day how I want to. It is my day, I am the master of it.

I enjoy meditation and find it incredibly useful, I hadn’t seen the point in it for a long time. I was even skeptical of self improvement by delving into one’s inner self. But wow, meditation has improved my outlook on life; more importantly, my outlook on me.

You should TOTALLY try it some time.

My favorite way to meditate is with the rising sun. I love feeling the warmth, or just enjoying the colour of it [the sun] moving against my skin as it rises above.

I have prisms hanging in the window, and I enjoy watching the rainbows dance across the room as the sun hits each prism just right on its ascent. I think of myself as a prism, for emotions and love and light. This is what is mediation for me.

So, yes, this post is a bit here and there. But my gist is: find time for yourself. Let go of any negativity holding you down, you don’t deserve to feel sad, angry, or hurt when there are so many more clean slate days ahead of you. It is up to you how your day goes, embrace it and yourself.

Take care all! ✌🏻

[madhadr55]

How to Tumblr

I’ve found myself quite a few years late jumping onto the Tumblr wagon. I regret this decision, I’ve missed out on years of fantastic photography and stories from fellow humans around the world.

It’s never too late to start, though.

This will be my very first post; in reality, I’d love to actually blog here. I’ve never blogged before but I have a lot of interesting, sometimes even eccentric thoughts, and I would enjoy sharing with others who feel the same.

Time to hashtag?