Idk why I can’t keep friends.
I want to continue college.
But at Iowa State I feel alone.
I feel pressured and sad.
I want to move to another state.
I want to go somewhere warm!
Yet I want to go somewhere that has a nice 70 degrees.
However, I made the one friend that I’ll always have and ik he’ll have my back forever.
The only person who gets me and supports me through everything.
We’ve had some rocky times but we always come out stronger.
I want to have my own place.
They always say you turn into your mother.
I feel like I’m my moms best friend somedays and she’s mine.
I don’t have the time to be there and here and pretend to know what I’m doing.
Somedays I just want to disappear because I already feel like no one loves me.
God somedays I hate myself.
Somedays I wonder how I made it this far.
Idk where I’m going with this.
Idk why I can’t make friends.
Idk why I can’t keep friends.
People move on so quickly.
People just don’t understand me.
I just want to be the innocent sweet girl again.
I’m ready to start my new major.
I don’t want to live on the same floor as her.
She’s so rude and disrespectful to me.
Ik what’s good and bad for me.
Idk why I’m still typing.
Somedays I just feel like I don’t have anyone to talk to.
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