Mae

✨She/her, 18✨ Gemini ♊️

[maebemaebenot13]

Decided to run an experiment with how many XL goodnites I can put on at once. The answer appears to be 6. My legs are thoroughly pushed apart and I cannot feel anything when I rub the front of my diaper. Might have to try this with XXL. For science.

[maebemaebenot13]

Awww, you really think people don’t know you love wearing diapers?

Of course we can tell, baby. I know you feel like you’ve done a good job hiding your “little” secret, but it’s painfully obvious to every grown up you encounter. It doesn’t matter if they interacted with you while you’ve been wearing a diaper or not. There are always subtle tells that inform us when someone is not fully potty trained. The way you walk, carry yourself in conversation, your posture… all lead us to the conclusion that you prefer you underwear to be thicker than normal.

I’m sorry to be the one that told you, but all of your friends definitely know. They all talk about when you excuse yourself to “go to the bathroom” and theorize on what someone with your aversion to toilets is doing in there.

Everyone’s waiting to catch you in the act of wearing a diaper, or for you to confess, just so they don’t have to keep pretending to not know. So don’t worry so much if your waistband is peaking out or if the outline of your diaper is visible; everyone already knows.

[maebemaebenot13]

ABDL Little who wants to change their own diaper (like the big kids do), but they're kind of confused on how that works. Instead of taking their diaper off and replacing it, they just add another diaper whenever their last one leaks. They end up unable to walk with how many diapers are pushing apart their legs, and are stuck until they realize (or, more likely, their caregiver comes to the rescue).

[maebemaebenot13]

I'm not big into the AB side of ABDL, but...

if I were being forcibly regressed, I would be very vulnerable if someone took my glasses away. Makes it so that I can't legally or safely drive, making me dependent on them for getting anywhere. Makes me unable to read signs or menus at restaurants, but babies shouldn't need to order for themselves anyways.

I'm not terribly blind without my glasses, so maybe making me wear glasses/contacts of the wrong prescription would make it difficult to do even the most basic of tasks. But once again, if I'm a baby I shouldn't be allowed to do any tasks already. Why grant me perfect vision when it makes me foolish think I'm capable of being a big kid?

[maebemaebenot13]

💗 the abdl pipeline of…

girl who realizes diapers help her focus on her work -> girl who wears diapers more and more to stay locked in -> girl who feels strange without diapers -> unpottytrained girl who pees her pants without thinking about it

[maebemaebenot13]

Abdl little who has no object permanece forgetting about their diaper as soon as their pants are pulled over it

[maebemaebenot13]

Sitting in the woods in a diaper with no pants, eating baby food and drinking out of a bottle; this is the life

[maebemaebenot13]

I finally found a store selling XXL Goondnites and and some who has never been able to buy ABDL diapers (for various reasons) and has been using baby diapers, having pull-ups that fit me is such a wonderful feeling. I never want to take them off.

[maebemaebenot13]

What would you do if you were on a hike and you ran into a girl who has a pacifier in and is squatting and looks like she’s messing herself?

Just a hypothetical. Definitely. That’s obviously not the pose I’m currently in. On a public trail. That would be silly.

[maebemaebenot13]

ABDL Story Idea

If this gets 10 likes I’ll write a full-length story around this premise. An unassuming diaper that after being worn summons a tiny diaper girl that talks to you and tries to convince you to wear diapers 24/7. No one else can see or hear her. She’s cute, but there’s a catch: she doesn’t go away, even if you take the diaper off, and she talks constantly. The only way to get a break from her is to be wearing a wet diaper.

How long could you stand her? Would her attempts to condition you into living in wet diapers work? More importantly, would you read a story about a character interacting with this padded demon?

I really like this story idea, I hope to explore it in more detail soon.

[maebemaebenot13]

ABDL/Omo challenge idea

I think there should be a speedrun.com-style leaderboard for the longest time gone without using a toilet. Obviously people who are diapered 24/7 (huge respect btw) would have an advantage, but there are ways to balance that.

I think that time spent wearing diapers should be halved, or give some other penalty. If you wet your pants you get a time bonus. Other methods of relieving yourself can have other benefits or drawbacks.

There could be different challenges as well. Diaperless%. In Public%. Idk I’m just spitballing here.

I’m just curious how this would evolve if you got enough Min-Maxing nerds to attempt this. What metas would be created. What terminologies would they use. Much to consider.

[maebemaebenot13]

I really love the idea of unintentional potty untraining.

Like, you or your dom decide that you should start wearing pull-ups in public. It’s not an everyday thing but a few times a week you’ll wear one when you go out and it’s not a big deal. No one notices and it adds some excitement to your days. It’s fun to hide the fact that you’re not wearing big kid underwear.

And of course, what’s the point of wearing pull-ups if you aren’t going to wet them? So you do, in small amounts, of course, at least to start. When you just barely feel the need to pee and you don’t think much of it, or when you’re on the way to the bathroom and start letting it out early, because you know you can. You begin to push the limits, see how long you can wait without using a toilet. And you realize how convenient it is to never have to get up to use the restroom. How much more efficient your work becomes when you take breaks less frequently. And you come to the logical conclusion the convenience would scale with the absorption.

So you order real diapers, medical ones at first before moving to abdl, just because they can handle so much more. You find yourself wearing more frequently, and the days that don’t wear you get nervous about pissing yourself. You’re almost always wearing at least a pull-up, but after you leak through a couple of those you realize that they just aren’t right for you anymore. You’re truly dependent on diapers.

The toilet in your house hasn’t been used in months now, and you don’t miss cleaning it. Sure, the diapers are expensive, but you’ve gotten used to factoring them into your budget. What started as a quirky experiment has turned into a normal facet of your life.

But the thing is, it isn’t like diapers have lost their charm. It’s still an exciting challenge to navigate a public life while wearing a diaper on the verge of leaking. It’s more subconscious now, but a part of your mind is still always focused on how you’re going to continue hiding this secret from your neighbors, from the man in the subway, from the cashier at the grocery store.

And the thing is… once you get past wearing diapers, your whole life opens up. You begin wearing onesies because they help keep the diaper from sagging too much. You start sucking on a pacifier at night because it helps you fall asleep.

And eventually you’ve turned yourself back into a baby. All without ever meaning to do more than wear a pull-up to run errands.