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Siya ang bahala

Labing apat. Tama. Labing apat na araw na lamang at kukuha na ako ng pagsusulit upang maging lisensiyadong manggagamot. Hindi ako mapamahiing tao. Kaya ako na lamang ang magtatasa ng aking lapis, bahala na kung anong kulay ng panloob ang aking makuha, at hindi na rin siguro ako pipila para sa empanada. Dahil para sa akin, ang susi ng minimithi kong tagumpay ay dasal at disiplina. Gagawin ko ang lahat ng aking makakaya. At sa huli, Siya na ang bahala.

maybe.

Maybe I need to finally go on with my life, leaving the traces of our memory behind. Maybe I need to stop making excuses for you. Maybe I need to accept the fact that you were never really into me. Maybe I need to stop chasing after someone who doesn't really care. Maybe someday I will be able to read this post again. Maybe by then I'll be able to smile and say, 'finally, I've moved on.'

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See, I did not just grow old. I grew up :)

I was browsing my former planners which I used as journals too. I came across my past 'drama' entries. It's funny looking back and realizing how immature I was, how someone meant the world to me (well not quite but almost) and how I reacted at trivial things that really seemed important to me back then. It's nice to look back and see how I have matured. I know I still have lots of growing up to do, but it's nice to realize that I am moving forward. :))

*Your goodbye was the last thing on my mind. I tried to reply but was left there tongue tied*

*wala naman akong karapatang mainis or something. wala namang meron. pero NAKAKAINIS.*

*last year has definitely been a roller coaster ride: so many ups and downs, so many twists and turns, so many moving on and holding back.*

silly me.

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Magmahal. Masaktan. Makasakit... nang hindi mo naman sinasadya. hindi mo naman ginusto. Yung saya na naramdaman mo noon, napalitan ng pait. Yung pagkakaibigan na mayroon kayo, tila naglaho na parang bula.

Hindi ko alam kung maibabalik pa sa dati ang ating pagsasamahan. Basta ang alam ko, hindi ko ito ginusto. May mga bagay na hindi ko pa maaaring sabihin sa ngayon. May dahilan ako sa paghindi. Pero siguro nga may mas magandang paraan ng pagpapahayag nito.

Nagbago na ang lahat. Siguro nga hanggang dito na lang. Wala nang nalalabi pa para sa ating dalawa. Hanggang batian na lang. Wala nang malalalim na usapan. Paalam.

PRAY AND BELIEVE.

i am weak but He is strong. :)