PAS DE PUNK â± h.taesan
you and taesan go together like classical music and rock: not at all. but similar to the way taesan keeps getting piercings, thereâs something about the way he gets under your skin that you kind of likeâ and youâre too proud to admit why you keep coming back for more.
pair ; punk!taesan x ballerina!reader
genre ; smut (with plot), fluff?, rock band au, enemies to lovers
warnings ; fem!reader, taesan has piercings (including tongue), arguing (flirting), some jealousy, âmake me shut upâ kiss, confessing of feelings, petnames (mostly princess), lots of mentions of taesanâs hands & rings, dom!taesan, bratty/sub!reader, thigh riding, praise, degr*dation, bre*st play, begging, a little sp*nking, no prep, piv
wc ; 8k
playlist ; smells like teen spirit by nirvana / sugar weâre goin down by fall out boy / a little death by the neighbourhood / punk rock princess by something corporate / sheâs kinda hot by 5sos / good girl by thomas larosa / s*xtape by deftones / closer by nine inch nails / all i really want is you by the marĂas
âïž đ âËâč note ; happy new year!! idk if itâs unhinged to make a playlist for a smut fic but i couldnât help myself ><. i avoided using lesser-known ballet terms for non-dancers to understand (aka me), but also tried to make it enjoyable for dancers to read. hopefully i was successful lol.
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dancing along with the music of lâoiseau bleu is practically impossible when it sounds like a rock concert is taking place in the room just across from you.
lowering to stand flat footed in your pointe shoes, you raise your hands to your face, pinching your nose bridge in frustration as you try and resist the growing urge to pull your hair out.
the obnoxious sound of drums, a bassâs low rumble, and an electric guitarâs higher tune rings in your earsâ drowning out any of your more rational thoughts until youâre left with only rage.
you try your best to block it out, to take a moment to breathe and try to get a controlled hold over your emotionsâ and you think it may work after you cover your ears with your own hands, the sound of the instruments still audible but sounding more distant. then the teeth gritting noise of a cymbal pierces through the barrier of your hands and itâs almost like itâs a sound effect for the way your train of thought shatters, letting out a sigh that sounds much more like an animalistic scream before stomping over to your phone and turning off the music.
power walking out of the dance studio and to the very unfortunately placed neighboring rental space, you donât even have to turn the knob as you look through the glass door. the raging bitch face you wear is absolutely effortless as you mean-mug all three âproblemsâ in the room; âproblemsâ that drip in leather, distressed or patched fabric, spikes, and way too oversized jeans. youâre about to feel acquainted with the three men as this situation seems to occur more and more often.
foam panels are stuck to the walls; black cords are neatly coiled or in squiggly lines across the floor; and of course thereâs guitars, a drum set, and microphones everywhere.
finally you catch the eyes of the long, blond haired drummerâ and that gives you enough incentive to open the door and barge in like you own the place.
âcould you be any louder?â you rhetorically ask, but it goes unheard as two of the men sing passionately into their microphones, eyes closed and hands working the strings of their guitars while the drummer keeps playing his drumsâ all while staring at you with a relaxed, barely inquisitive face.
âcould you be any louder!â you shout, the end of the sentence awkwardly fading in volume when there's a screech from one of the guitars and everything goes quiet.
the two seeming vocalists turn their heads to look at you, all three men now staring while you stand, clearly bothered as your hands are on both sides of your hips and your chest heaves with deep breaths of frustration.
âwellâŠâ the dark haired, taller one beginsâ and your expression only sours more as youâre already familiar with how snarky and full of himself he can be. âyouâre the one yelling.â
you let out an appalled scoff, unable to help the way your eyes roll as youâre angered even more by how that only seems to make the man smirk.
âif someone has to yell just for you to hear them that means youâre the loud one.â
âyou sure about that, princess?â he asks, quirking a pierced brow. your impending explosive response must be visible as the shorter statured one interrupts for damage control.
âwâ weâre sorry!â he starts, speaking on his friends behalves. the blondâs expression never changes as he stares at your fuming face, while the darker haired looks like heâs about to protestâ but the other continues before he has the chance. âlook..we got off on the wrong foot andâŠâ
the way his hands float in front of him, bass hanging against his chest by the strapâ it only adds to how lost he looks on what to do, and it makes you feel kind of bad. (for him at least.)
youâre about to start apologizing when heâs suddenly reaching his hand out towards you.
âiâm riwoo.â he introduces, then gestures over to the other two men. âthis is taesan and leehan.â
ââŠy/nâ you say somewhat sheepishly, a bit of your shame coming back at the politeness of the bassist you now know as riwoo.
previously youâd only knock aggressively at their door to ask them to shut up, a few times popping your head in when that didnât work to snappily ask them to please try and keep it down at least a little. youâve never actually had a full conversation with them beforeâ or an argument...whatever this exchange of words could be classified as.
âunfortunately we canât really be any quieter. we have to practice for a gig we got coming upââ
âisnât your little dance school supposed to be closed now anyway?â taesan abruptly interrupts, yet again grinding your gears with the snarky way he says the words âdance schoolâ.
âitâs closed for classes, but the rooms can be used for practice up until eleven pm.â you provide smartly, catching yourself before you scrunch your nose in disgust at him.
âwe try to keep the noise at a minimum if weâre here at prime hours,â riwoo cuts in again, attempting to explain gently. âbut past thatâŠâ he trails off, shoulders shrugging as he gives you a sympathetic look.
you process his words, how he really is seemingly trying to help you out here, before sighing softly as your hand raises to press into your increasingly aching temple.
âdo you have to use your amps?â you ask, raising a hand to point at one.
âdid you not hear him? we have a show to do, we need to practice as best as we can. so yes, we have to use our amps.â taesan firmly states, over enunciating like you canât hear. his brows are slightly furrowed as his previous amusement is completely gone, a flame of annoyance now in his eyes.
you let your hand defeatedly fall and slap against your bare thigh, taesanâs eyes glancing down at your leg for the smallest of moments before looking back up to glare at you.
âwho the fuck do you think you are?â you bite at him, sick of his selfish attitude as you turn your body fully in his direction, crossing your arms.
âwxnder.â he dryly states, making your head tilt in confusion and absolute impatience.
âhuh?â
âwonderâ but like, with an âxâ. thatâs our band name.â leehan provides, throwing you off as youâre momentarily sidetracked by how deep and smooth his voice is. (are all these men vocalists? also, with an âxââ how cheesy can they be?)
âyou should come watch us perform.â he smiles widely, eyes creasing and everything. youâre yet again thrown off as he speaks to you with such casual friendliness as though you havenât practically yelled at all of them and continue to seethe at his guitarist like you want to rip his throat out.
âuh, iâŠâ
âiâm sure miss priss has other things sheâd rather do, like dance to swan lake in a feather tutu or something.â taesan finishes your sentence for you, conjuring a string of curses to lace your tongue.
âshut the fââ
âbye, twinkle toes.â he waves you off dismissively, grabbing the neck of his guitar by his multiple ringed fingers as he directs his attention back to his instrument and mic.
âit was nice meeting you, y/n.â riwoo adds somewhat shyly, adjusting the strap of his instrument as wellâ though much more apologetically.
âsee yaâ, y/n!â leehan calls before picking up his drumsticks and twirling them in his hands, looking up to taesan for his cue. you watch him cock his chin, the sudden rhythmic pounding of leehanâs drums making you flinch before taesan and riwoo start playing their strings again.
riwooâs voice starts out soft before slowly raising in volume and youâre shocked by his melodic vocals that contrast so satisfyingly well with the rock instrumentals.
still disgruntled but more off put than anything, you donât know what more to do than shuffle out of the room, shutting the door behind you as you stare at the air in front of you.
well, guess itâs time to find some earbuds that are sound and pirouette proof.
㠀㠀ââââââââââââââââââââââ
you got it. you got the lead role.
all the extra (maybe slightly excessive) practicing, late nights and frustration (which would be a lot less if there wasnât a band next door) paid off.
youâre playing as princess aurora for your dance studioâs performance of âthe sleeping beautyâ, which will be showing at a local theatre next month.
jaehyun, your good friend and fellow dancer whoâs always making you smile and lightening sullen moments during classesâ is your dance partner, playing as prince dĂ©sirĂ©.
the second the both of you found out you got lead roles, jaehyun was practically bouncing off the walls with excitement, insisting that you go out tonight to celebrate.
which is why you find yourself by jaehyunâs side at âsundown loungeâ, your favorite bar and hang out spot.
âyou look good, by the way!â jaehyun attempts to speak over the loud karaoke, leaning a little closer to your ear as you weave through the crowd.
âthanks!â you turn your head to smile at him over your shoulder, hoping your iridescent eyeshadow twinkles under the lights how you wanted it to.
âyou do too.â you compliment before someoneâs elbow is jabbed into your stomach, squishing yourself against the wall as you and jaehyun try to make it to the bar to order some drinks. âwhy is it so busy tonight?â
âi donât know, maybe itâs happy hour!â jaehyun suggests hopefully, but when you finally reach the counter his theory is proven wrong when youâre told everythingâs its original price. regardless, you sip on a strawberry margarita while jaehyun holds a glass of something that looks like muddy water before deciding where to sit.
âwanna go there, near the stage?â he asks, pointing over to a table thatâs very near the performance area. youâd rather not have to hear a drunk girl sloppily sing a britney spears song right in your ears but jaehyun finds it hilarious, often unable to resist curling in on himself while giggling uncontrollablyâ and that always makes you laugh. so you nod your head, jaehyun grabbing your hand to make sure he doesnât lose you in the crowd before leading you to the table.
thereâs only two more songs played before the dj hops on the stage, speaking into the mic. âkaraoke will be ending as itâs time for the band of tonight to take the stage. give us a few minutes while the performers are setting up!â
some people in the crowd hoot and holler excitedly as jaehyun turns his head to you. âi wonder what type of band will be playing tonight, last weeks was pretty good.â
âitâs punk rock!â a girl excitedly butts in from the table right next to yours, having accidentally overheard your conversation.
âa rock band?â you ask, somewhat groaned in annoyance as you now have a personal vendetta against the genre. but your tone goes completely unnoticed by the girl as her eyes continue to sparkle with enthusiasm.
âyeah! their musicâs really good and theyâre all super hot, my favorite one plays the electric guitar.â
âwhatâs their name?â jaehyun asks, curiosity evidently sparked.
âwxnder!â she answers, and your brows furrow with the familiarity of it. where have you heard that name before?
the girlâs head turns at a sound and her mouth drops open, a small uproar caused as some people in the crowd shriek and cheer. the unexpected noise has you flinching before looking towards the stageâ and your jaw drops too, but not in a good way.
âyouâve got to be fucking kidding me...â you say to yourself in shock, watching as riwoo sits down his amp and plugs it into the wall.
âwhat?âŠwhat!â jaehyun whisper-yells, grabbing onto your arm to try and get your attention.
leehan appears next, sitting down behind the drum set thatâs already on stage and wagging his head to adjust his hair, causing another small wave of squeals.
then a broad back covered by a black leather jacket abstracts your view, and he doesnât even need to turn around for you to know who he isâ but he does anyway. the way taesan almost immediately catches your gaze amongst the crowd is infuriating, smirking while glancing down at how close your table is to the stage before looking teasingly into your eyes again.
and it makes you pissed, unbelievably soâ yet you feel your cheeks burn as you canât help but think about how hot he looks, the stage lights glinting off his lip ring and drawing your eyes towards them.
have his lips always been soâŠplump?
taesan winks at you before looking down to tune his guitar, hands gripping the neck of it. veins pop out from the contours of his knuckles; long, thick fingers adorned with silver rings picking at the strings.
fuckâŠ
ây/n?â jaehyun tries again, and you finally respond with the shake of your head, downing the remainder of your drink like itâs a shot.
âitâs nothing.â you insist.
after a few minutes of setting up, tuning, and making sure everythingâs in order; taesan introduces the group (not that he exactly needs to, since it seems the bar is full of their fans), saying that their opening song will be âtake my tearsâ, a song he wrote himself.
usually you and jaehyun talk throughout a band's live performance, as theyâll be playing all nightâ but you canât seem to look away as you listen to the lyrics and how they perform.
itâs entrancingâ much different than when youâre trying to ignore them through the studio walls. the song is somewhat emotional, beautiful; yet it also has such a fun and freeing feel. or maybe itâs just the way they sing itâ how taesan sings it, his body grooving and head nodding to the beat of their sound. the lyrics arenât what youâd expect from himâ the guy you thought he was, and it leaves you wondering what more there is to him that you wouldnât expect.
your heart skips a beat, and youâre not sure if itâs just the thrill of the rock music or if itâs because of him; the annoying, pompous punk who suddenly looks so sexy when heâs performing. (and never any other time. definitely not.)
youâve just finished your second margarita and are a little buzzed by the time their set is finished, the night passing faster than you realized.
jaehyun is eating on a basket of fries, yapping away so fervently that he doesnât even notice how youâve gotten up from the table and are approaching taesanâ who again locks eyes with you as he walks down the steps of the stage to meet you halfway.
âso, what did you think?â he asks, a little out of breath from the long performance, having had no breaks in between songs.
he stands closely so you can hear himâ and itâs enough for you to smell his cologne; to see the way sweat clings to the skin of his neck; deep breaths coming out in puffs as his chest expands. something about it all has an effect on youâ or maybe itâs something in the air, because taesan doesnât even try to hide the way his eyes rake over your body, admiring your legs in your denim mini skirt.
âyou..you guys were amazing.â you compliment, sounding a little out of breath yourself.
taesan makes a âhmâ sound, faintly smiling at you while biting his lipâ and you swear you see the glint of metal on his tongue.
your body heats up as you wonder if his tongue is pierced too, what kind of things he could do to you with it, what it would feel like against your skinâ before you frantically try and dismiss the increasingly dirty thoughts, reminding yourself that the man youâre fantasizing about is right in front of you.
âi didnât think youâd actually come.â taesan says, speaking in a teasing tone that you swear seems flirty paired with the slight quirk of his brow.
âhowâd you even know weâd be here? did you stalk us, princess?â
okay, surely that was flirting, right?
youâre about to playfully roll your eyes, paired with a smart little comment and deny thatâd youâd ever be interested enough to âstalkâ themâ until the girl that spoke to you about wxnder earlier suddenly appears, putting herself between you and taesan.
âyou were absolutely amazing, taesan.â the girl croons, confidently placing her hand on his forearm as she leans all up in his personal space.
and you expect him to shrug her off, either politely or not-so politely establish some distance between them. but again, he surprises youâ in a way you absolutely hate.
he smirks at her, in just the same way he did to you just moments agoâ and leans even closer to her face, unneededly close.
âarenât you sweet. thank you so much.â
âno problem.â the girl smiles cattily, clearly enjoying the attention.
something in your heart burns, and that familiar feeling of uncontrollable annoyance comes back even worse than before.
âdo you think i could get your autograph?â
âsure, princess.â taesan answers lowlyâ and that does it.
without even feeling the urge to look back and see that girl all over him, youâre gone, picking up a drunk jaehyun by his arm.
âwhâ where are we going?â jaehyun drunkenly slurs, eyes glossed over as they look at you.
âto get an uber home.â you answer firmly, eyes hard as you once again weave through the crowd.
you feel eyes on your back, but you ignore it until you get to the door, turning your head as jaehyun leans half of his body weight against you. even amongst all the faces, you and taesanâs eyes meet easily, his arm now slung around the girlâs waist as she whispers something in his ear.
his lips are in that same smirkâ like heâs taunting you, and you scoff, dragging jaehyun and yourself out of the bar.
you canât believe you were actually feeling into himâ but you surely donât have to worry about that now.
heâs just confirmed that he is in fact what you thought he was: an absolute ass and a cocky player who sings on stage to get girls in his bed.
well, fuck him. he can get his dick wet with anyone he wants but it sure as hell wonât be you.
㠀㠀ââââââââââââââââââââââ
the very next day youâre back at the dance studio, rehearsing for the upcoming performance.
jaehyun whines the whole day, saying that itâs somehow your fault that he got drunk off his assâ but despite that, he does incredibly well during class. you do also, but unbeknownst to you, your friend wonders why you seem so tenseâ like something has been bothering you all day.
âshouldnât you go home and rest, y/n?â jaehyun asks you at the end of class hours. everyone else is packing up their totes and leaving, yet youâre stood at the ballet barre doing leg exercises.
âiâll be fine. practice makes perfect.â you insist, keeping your eyes on your form in the mirrored wall.
âwell..just donât overwork yourself, okay?â jaehyun sweetly tells you, and you flash him a thankful smile through the mirror.
âdonât worry, yunie, i wont. see you tomorrow.â
if it werenât for the absolute beast youâre known to be in the studio, jaehyun would force you out of your pointe shoes and drag you home himselfâ but you donât seem even a little bit tired, and it appears as though you have some steam to blow off.
so jaehyun and you exchange goodbyes before he leaves you in the empty classroom. (yes, completely emptyâ aside from the lady at the front desk. no one is as obsessive as you to want to stay even another second practicing when you already have for the whole dayâ on a saturday night, no less.)
you spend the next thirty minutes going over the steps you learned today that you donât have down perfectly yet, having small cool downs in the form of stretching in between.
âentrĂ©e dâauroreâ is still playing on your phone when you hear the distant voices of what must be the front desk lady and someone else speaking. you wonder if somebody has returned to get some extra practice in as well, and as you hear footsteps approaching, you remain sitting on the floor doing toe touches.
the door to the classroom opens, echoing slightly in the big, empty spaceâ you lift your head to see someone who definitely is not a part of the sleeping beauty cast.
ây/n?â taesan says somewhat quietly, eyes looking around the big room that only holds one ballerina, who looks small in comparison to the high ceilings and vacant space.
your eyebrows furrow, somewhat irritated to see him while also being surprisedâ not only by his presence but by the unfamiliar way he almost looks sheepish: barely taking a few steps inside the classroom, looking around like he expects someone or yourself to scold him and kick him out.
ââŠdonât tell me you auditioned.â you joke, although itâs said casually. your eyes only scrutinize him for a second before you look back down to your own hands as you stretch them across your straightened legs and to your toes.
taesan has seen you a handful of times when youâre in your casual practice wear, but what youâre clad in for an official performance class is a little different. youâre wearing a black leotard with a little mesh skirt, a cropped shirt overtop, tights, and black leg warmers.
you look..really cute. even when youâre pretending to ignore him.
âno. the lady at the front desk said you were in here.â he explains lamely, all his usual snarky remarks not coming to his thoughts as he watches you in your element.
âgood. i donât want to see you in tights anyway. not your aesthetic.â
âsure you donât.â
your head snaps to look at him before you can think not to react, cheeks heating up as you see the twinkle in his eyes and the small smile he tries to conceal by pressing down his lips.
you sigh as though youâre botheredâ because you areâ obviouslyâŠand get up from your floor stretches to walk over to the ballet barre again. taesan follows you.
âi donât know why youâre here but iâm practicing. you should leave.â
âwho was that with you at the bar last night?â
your cold indifference is broken at the unexpected question, your expression clearly confused as you look at the man standing beside you in the mirrored wall.
âwhat, jaehyun? heâs my friend. he wanted to go out to celebrate our castings. yâknow, for the performance iâm trying to practice for right now?â
âso it was a date.â taesan remarks, eyes hardening right in front of youâ and thereâs that angered burn in your chest again, your hands squeaking from how tightly they hold onto the barre as your expression turns sour.
âwho i date isnât any of your business to speculate. i havenât asked you what you and that fangirl got up to last night, have i?â you snap, raising a challenging brow at himâ but it only makes him shake his head in unbelief, staring at you like youâre an absolute idiot.
âwhat? y/n, i donât even know her name.â
âyes, well, iâm not surprised over that. iâm guessing itâs not very important for you to learn a girlâs nameâ as long as youâre in between her legs by the end of the night.â
his hand is on your shoulder, turning you around to face him abruptly as he stands closely, right in front of you.
âwhat the fuck is that supposed to mean? you think i fucked her?â
âi donât want to know what you diââ
âshut the fuck up.â taesan orders, his fingers curling over your wrists making you wonder when they got there in the first place.
âmake me.â someone (you?) says, and then you feel the cold press of taesanâs lip ring against your mouth.
itâs firm at first: the way his lips slam into yours, how both of your expressions still look pissed off at each other, even with both of your eyes closed. but eventually you seem to realize that taesan is actually kissing youâ and then youâre melting into him, sighing as you feel his touch soften in response.
his kiss quickly turns demanding, lips moving against yours in pursuit of your taste. you squeak when his teeth bite at your bottom lip, not knowing youâve fallen right into his trap until his tongue has already seized the opportunity and invaded your mouth. turns out you werenât wrong when you thought you spotted a ball stud piercing on taesanâs tongue, you can most definitely feel it when he brushes it against your own appendage.
your head is pushed against the mirror from his vigor and you whimper, never having felt so dominated simply by a manâs kiss; taesan explores your mouth like he owns it, like itâs his, and it makes your core pulse, a flicker of neediness growing.
the rough groan he lets out as his hands move to roam and grasp at your waist hints at his possessiveness, fingers pressing into your skin through the thin material of your leotard.
âdidnât fuck her. didnât want to.â he murmurs between the eager movements of his lips. âjust wanted to make you jealous.â
âwhâ why?â you manage breathily, taesan pressing his body against yours as your hands move to brace yourself on the barre.
âbecause i like you, y/n.â he smiles and huffs in disbelief at your denseness.
âi want to take you on a dateâ whether you let me between your legs or not.â he smirks, referring to your earlier harsh remark and making you cringe at the reference.
âiâŠiâd like that.â you say shyly, looking at him through your lashes. âthe dateâ and..and the other thing too.â
âthe other thing?â taesan repeats, confused as you only avoid his gaze, not further explainingâ but funnily enough, your sudden bashful attitude is what makes it click in his mind.
âprincess?â he experimentally calls, pleased when you automatically lift your head to look at him. his tongue unconsciously peaks out to play with his lip ring as he cockily grins, hand creeping up from your waist to pinch your chin between his fingers.
âwhy donât you be a big girl and tell me what you mean?â
your nose crinkles, a pathetic attempt at defiance amidst your embarrassment. taesanâs other hand pinches the tender skin of your thigh, causing you to flinch and whimper at the slight pain as he makes a disapproving sound under his breath.
âcome on, y/n. be good or i wonât give you what you want.â
âiâ i want you...i meantââ
taesan does anything but go easy on you, eyes dark with mischief as he lowers his head to nibble at your neck. you squeeze your thighs together, looking for relief from the way your pussy now pulses prominently.
his hands move in tandem, one cradling along your jawline while the other brushes up and down your thigh, making you annoyed at your tights with how they keep you from feeling the cold brush of his rings against your skin.
you want them off. you want taesan to take them off. so you admit it.
âwant you to fuck me. please, taesan.â
âawe,â he coos. âarenât you a sweet one.â
you swear the tone in which he says those words turn you into goo, your hands releasing the barre to desperately hold onto his shirt.
âplease.â you beg, finding yourself only wanting more praiseâ more of himâ just anything heâs willing to give you.
taesan is able to identify the look in your eyes, staring at your lips and leaning down so slowly, making you whine at his teasing until he finally grants you mercy and kisses you again.
itâs dirtier than before: a lot more spit, moans, and movement from both of your tongues. taesanâs leg leans against the wall between your thighs, and whether it was his purpose to give you relief or not, you take the opportunity and hesitantly grind your core against his ripped jeans.
the pleasure is immediate, sending a tingle up your spine that has you arching against his chest, forgetting any shame as you begin to earnestly grind your hips against him. the thin layers covering your core paired with the roughness of taesanâs denim creates a wonderful friction, feeling how wet youâve become in your panties.
âshit, youâre such a slut for it.â taesan remarks in genuine awe after breaking the kiss to watch the little show youâre putting on. his eyes take in every movement, from the way you rock against him to how your eyes squeeze shut and you tilt your head back.
the previous song playing on your phone has long since finished as some other tune now plays from your playlistâ taesan suddenly becoming aware of it and that he has a girl whimpering and riding his thigh in the middle of a dance classroom.
he abruptly pulls away, the presence between your legs disappearing as you conjure a bratty sound from your throat.
ây/n,â taesan scolds in a harsh whisper. âdid you forget where we are?â
âthought you said youâd fuck me if i was good?â you argue, flashing him a defiant expression.
âyou think using my thigh to get yourself off without my permission is being good?â
your eyes widen, not expecting him to call you out on it.
looking to the floor and hearing taesanâs responding laugh at your childishness, it only makes the desire to act out against him strongerâ youâre just not sure how you can do it in this moment.
âget your things. we can go to my place.â taesan offers, your stomach fluttering at the idea as you do what he saysâ moving to grab your phone, bag, and change out of your ballet wear.
your heart is pounding out of your chest and whatâs between your legs hasnât calmed down at all either by the time you walk out of the dance studio and sit in the passenger seat of taesanâs car.
and the drive is just as excruciating.
the man seems hellbent on teasing you by not giving you a drop of attention, keeping his eyes on the road while some rock song plays through the speakers. and you know he knows what heâs doing, how you canât keep his eyes off of him, because the corner of his mouth is subtly turned.
you see no reason to hide it since heâs already aware, so you stare at himâ once again admiring how hot his hands look wrapped around the steering wheel, the contours of his jawline and perfect side profile illuminated by the low hanging sun.
your eyes keep wanderingâ down, down, down until you get to his lap, where you see the large bulge tenting his pants.
your mouth waters and your hands twitch, wondering if heâs really as big as he looks and hoping youâll get to find out by the end of tonight.
then youâre struck with an idea, recognizing the perfect opportunity you have right nowâ and you reach your hand out confidently to grope him over his pants.
youâre so proud at the way it makes taesan softly gasp under his breath, back stiffening at the unexpected touch. you mold your hand over his clothed dick, rubbing and gently squeezingâ in all the right ways apparently, as you feel him twitch in your handsâ even through the thick denim fabric.
ây/n, stop it.â taesan grits, and you hear the squeak of what you guess is his hands gripping tightly around the steering wheel. you donât look at him until after youâve located the head of his cock, rubbing over it with your thumb and meeting his fiery glare with a teasing bite to your lipâ clearly pleased with yourself.
taesan is visibly pissed at your blatant act of defiance, but he gives you one more chance in the form of a threat.
âyouâre not very patient, are you, princess? keep touching my dick like that and you wonât even get to see it out of my pants.â
your hand immediately stillsâ the man releasing a huff of disbelief when you pull your hand away completely to lay both of your hands on your lap, avoiding his gaze as you stare ahead.
not another word is shared, taesan enjoying the way you nervously squirm in your seat as he finally pulls into his apartmentâs parking lot.
âstay.â he simply orders once heâs parked, and youâre left confused as he exits the car, only to watch him come around and open your door for youâ even going as far to unbuckle your seatbelt and keep a firm hold around your wrist as he leads you up the stairs of his building. it makes butterflies flutter in your stomach yet your insides twist with nervous anticipationâ because he does it all with the same stern eyes he spoke to you with as he threatened not to fuck you.
when the key is twisted and his front door lightly squeaks openâ his residence somehow looks exactly how you thought; dark, moody, vintage rock posters and memorabilia hanging on the walls.
you expect him to be cheesy and press you against his door the moment itâs closed, but he doesnâtâ instead walking over leisurely to his couch and sitting down, legs widely spread in an oddly commanding and powerful way.
your eyes widen at the arousing image, feeling yourself become sheepish as taesan lets his eyes roam over your form without shame.
âwhy do you look so shy now? you were such a disobedient little slut in the car.â
you swallow, hardly able but trying to hold eye contact with him as your face heats up in a delicious sort of shame.
taesan sighs as though heâs annoyed with your silence, patting one thigh with his hand.
âcome here.â
ââŠhâ huh?â
âdonât make me say it again, y/n.â he ordersâ and next thing you know, your body is moving to straddle the leg heâs directed you to sit on.
âthere we go. guess princesses can take orders sometimes, hm?â he rhetorically asks, but youâre nodding your head anyway.
taesan just stares at you for a bit, admiring how pretty you look sitting and waiting for what heâll do next, so different from the bratty attitude you had during the car ride.
then his hands rest on your bare waist, giving him easy access as you had disregarded your leotard before leaving the studio, now only wearing your cropped shirt and athletic shorts.
youâre unable to conceal the shuddered inhale you take as taesanâs hands creep upward, seeing him smirk at the sound before his hands slip under your shirt and reach your tits.
âno bra?â he teases, biting his lip as his fingers pinch at your hard nipples.
ânâ no,â you struggle out, flinching lightly as taesan plays with your tits without any restraint, like your body is his toy. the contrast of his cool rings against your heated skin causes goosebumps to rise on the surface of your arms, chest pushing further into his hands. âdidnât think there was any pâ..point.â
you watch as taesan shakes his head like heâs disappointed, yet heâs smiling darkly.
âdirty girl.â he remarks, giving a firmer pinched tug to your hard bud and forcing a whimper to escape from between your lips. âjust take everything off then.â
youâre quicker to do what he says this time, only letting your sudden shy attitude make you hesitate for a moment before getting up from his lap to discard your clothing to his floor, keeping eye contact with taesan as best as you can manageâ as he seems pleased when you do. he lets out a hungry exhale when you take off your shirt and your tits are revealed to his eyes, hand leisurely jerking himself off over his pants by the time your shorts are removedâ leaving you only in your underwear.
âis that a thong, princess?â taesan asks breathily, eyes slightly widening in what you think might be surprise.
âyeah? itâsâŠitâs what i always wear underneath my leotard.â you confirm, somewhat confusedâ until taesan speaks again, hand moving up and down his dick faster.
âfuck, justâ just didnât expect such a prissy girl like you toâ shit, i donât know. youâre so hot.â
you smileâ and itâs equally sexy and cute in a way that makes taesan feel like heâs going to go insane if you donât get back on his lap right away. your fingers slip beneath the band of your panties to tug them off, but he stops you before you can.
âdonât. keep them on, wanna see you make a mess in them for me.â
a part of youâ the bratty sideâ wants to say you already have, the dark spot from your leaking arousal evidence of it. but you donât, the desire to listen actually winning over as you remove your hands from your hips and straddle his thigh again. you hover this time, not fully sitting down as youâre embarrassed for him to feel your wetness directly against his bare skin, which are revealed through the large holes in his jeans.
but taesan catches on immediately, tutting fondly as his hands squeeze at your hips.
âall the way.â he drawls, like heâs giving a ditzy dog a command theyâre struggling to understandâ and it makes your stomach flip, hurrying to do as he says.
you know he feels it, how your panties clinging to your wet pussy lips press against his thighâ and as he bites at his lip, drawing your eyes to his twinkling piercing yet againâ your face burns as youâre sure heâs probably looking at the glistening residue youâve surely left on his skin.
âgood girl.â he mutters roughly, you whining in response as your hands fist into the material of his shirt.
you feel like such a slut, sitting on a manâs lap almost completely bare while heâs fully clothed, your needy pussy slowly drenching his thigh in your juices; and you sound like one too as taesan leans down to suck your nipple into his mouth.
you gasp and stutterâ unsure of what youâre even trying to say as taesan chuckles around your bud, continuing to flick and roll his pierced tongue over you. the contrast of his warm appendage and the occasional brush of round metal against your skin makes you sensitive, hole clenching around nothing with every other swipe of his tongue.
âlike that?â he whispers before switching to give your other breast attention.
âyes,â you quietly moan, wrapping your arms around to grip and play with the hair at the nape of his neck, subsequently pushing his face deeper into your tits.
he likes thatâ if his responding groan is anything to judge by, his hands pulling your hips forward and drawing a more unabashed sound from your lips at the movement.
âuse me. get your little pussy off on my thigh.â
âfuckâ yes,â you obey, rocking your hips and finding a rhythm.
âshit. thatâs it, baby.â he coos, his hand suddenly reigning down against your ass a contrast to his soft tone as it leaves your skin tingling with heat. âjust a few little touches is all it takes to get the brat out of you, huh?â
you scoff at thatâ though itâs interrupted by a moan when taesan flexes his thigh. shame burns your skin and his little remark makes you want to act out again, but all you can do is grind your pussy against him, gasping and going faster whenever your covered clit gets brushed over just right.
your hands that are still tangled in his hair pull to disconnect his mouth from your tits, leaning down to kiss him instead. taesan doesnât scold you for the demanding gestureâ but he does lift a hand to grasp it over your throat. he doesnât squeeze, but the simple act makes you feel so good and dominatedâ and his other hand which gropes at your ass and snaps the string waistband of your thong has you falling further into delirium.
âpleaseâ please, tae. wanna cum.â
âthen cum.â he says simply, and when you finally open your squeezed shut eyes, heâs staring at your desperate face with amusementâ and just like that, youâre pissed.
âtaesan! i canât! notâ not enough!â you whine, not even able to think about how pathetic you sound.
âyouâre cumming by my thigh or not at all. this is what you get for acting like a fucking whore while i was driving.â
you whisper out a sigh, and itâs so broken and helpless as you rock your hips earnestly against him that he almost feels badâ but the bigger part of him is proud; proud in a dark and twisted way at how heâs dwindled the ballerina down to nothing but a mindless slut thatâs practically crying with the need to cum.
another spank is delivered to your ass and you flinch, taesanâs hand around your neck getting a little firmer as he forces your teary eyes to look up at himâ and you feel like a dog in heat as your hips never stop their efforts to bring you to release.
âplease.â you beg, and taesanâs eyes turn hazey at the beautiful sound.
âcome on, princess. i know you can do it for me.â he encouragesâ and turns out thatâs all you needed.
taesan gets an up close view as your eyes roll to the back of your head, mouth dropping open in a silent cry as he feels you ruin your panties even further.
his thigh is dripping as you keep rutting your hips against him, letting out small whimpers as you work yourself through your high. taesan grants you mercy at the very end, helping you grind your hips before eventually slowing you to a stop.
then heâs picking you up and carrying you into what you can only assume is his bedroomâ because in the next moment heâs laying you down on a black comforter-covered mattress and stripping off his clothes.
youâre panting, still catching your breathâ but you still manage to make a somewhat teasing comment as the manâs bare chest is revealed to you.
âno tattoos?â
taesan looks up at you right after pulling his shirt over his head, black hair disheveled and brushing over his eyes as he smirks silently at you and combs it out of his face.
âi thought all emoâs had tattoos.â you tack onâ and that gets him to respond.
âemo?! iâm not emo, iâm fucking punk!â he argues, somewhat offended but mostly amused as he works on removing his jeans.
âemo, punk, metalhead. itâs all the same thing.â you offhandedly say.
ââŠiâm about to go soft.â taesan threatens.
âkidding!â you laugh, sitting up on your elbowsâ and the smile is completely wiped off your face when taesan removes his boxers and his dick is finally freed, slapping against his abs.
âshit..â you whisper to yourself, watching as taesan rolls a condom on before climbing on the bed and caging you underneath him with his body.
âneed me to stretch you first, princess?â taesan sweetly asks after peeling off your drenched panties, hand brushing up and down your hip soothingly.
as much as you want his sexy fingers in your cuntâ you canât wait any longer, spreading your legs for him as you flash him your best puppy-dog eyes.
âno. please just fuck me, taesanie. need you.â
âgodâŠâ taesan sighs, not making you wait anymore as he lines his head to your entrance before pushing in slowly. âoh, fuck. youâre so tight, princess.â
your chest heaves as he pushes into the hilt, your hands gripping against the sheets.
âmove. fuck me hard, please. want it rough.â
you think you hear taesan mutter something about you being a dream before his pulling out till just the tip is stretching your holeâ and slamming back inside.
you both turn a little animalistic and desperate, learning how the other feels and bodies being taken over by the pleasure of it. taesanâs cock stretches you out so goodâ he fucks you so good. the rocking of his bed frame hits against his wall, and you have a fleeting thought about if the walls are thin and if heâll get a noise complaintâ before all that is forgotten as taesan takes hold of one of your thighs and bends it against your chest.
âfeel it, baby? feel how fucking bad i want you?â taesan groans between his teeth, hand squeezing tightly around your leg unconsciouslyâ and you secretly hope it leaves mark indentations from his rings; tiny bruises from his fingers you can admire the next day.
you only can respond so his deeply uttered words with a broken moan, and taesan only fucks you harder.
âthatâs it, princess got what she wanted.â he coos, eyes surprising you by how they turn a little softâ though the movement of his hips certainly never do. âalways give my princess what she wants.â
you whine at that, grabbing him by the shoulders to ask for a kiss.
âfuck, you drive me crazy, y/n.â he breathes before leaning down to yet again give you what you ask for.
âbut i like that about you.â he finishes between kisses.
your thighs are trembling in pleasure, sweat is lining your hairline and glistening from taesanâs chestâ and you canât take it anymore, wrapping your legs around taesanâs waist as your nails dig into his back.
âcan i come, please? oh, fffâ please?â
âsuch a good fucking slut when you got a cock in you, huh? canât believe my princess likes it rough.â
his hand manages to squeeze between your bodies despite how tightly you cling to him, his fingers finding your clit and tracing shapes over it.
âcum, baby. get it all over my sheets.â
your body going stiff before trembling uncontrollably against him, all while your pussy clenched around his throbbing cockâ it brings taesan to release as well, pressing his mouth to yours to swallow each other's cries of pleasure.
the come down is slow, taesan rolling over and pulling your body on top of his so he doesnât accidentally fall against you in exhaustion.
your deep breaths puff warmly against his neck as he cradles you on his chest, hands swirling patterns over your back absentmindedly.
âthat wasâŠamazing.â you say around a sigh, enjoying the comforting aroma of taesanâs cologne imbedded into his sheets.
âyeahâŠare you done?â taesan asks, still breathy yet curiousâ and you raise your head to look at his face.
âyou want to go again?â
âwell,â taesan starts, somewhat sheepishlyâ yet his eyes hold that constant playful sparkle. âjust thought you might be curious what it feels like to get eaten out with a piercing.â
your eyes widen, clearly shocked by not only the question but at how correct he is.
âcome on, princess. youâre not slick. donât think i didnât notice you staring at it when we were at the bar. plus, you did say you wanted me between your legsââ
âcan you stop bringing that up!?â
note ; and for anyone wondering, yes, taesan went to readerâs ballet performance. (and yes, he got jealous watching her and jaehyun dancing on stage togetherâŠpart two material?đ€)
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