Leo/Leopold

12 vent account boy

[maggotsconsumeme]

vent art

[bandalbitch]

my life feels like a terribly written angsty fanfic

[maggotsconsumeme]

theres not even any signs of him replacing me why did i even say that😭

[maggotsconsumeme]

if he replaces me im going to slit my throat and post a photo of me playing in the blood

[maggotsconsumeme]

what if i genuienly cut my skin off and kill myself

[maggotsconsumeme]

this reminds me when i was EXTREMLY paranoid and hearing things and so scared i couldnt move and i was breaking down and i texted my friends gc and begged them to help me while everyone was online and ONE person started typing then stopped and literally nobody helped me even though they were all 15-17 and im 12. And also now everybody in the gc hates my guts and wants me dead

[pinkpalmdrive]

[maggotsconsumeme]

oh boy i cant wait to trust strangersgroomed groomed groomed groomed groomed groomed groomed sa'd groomed

[maggotsconsumeme]

be very careful what you say or do to me because i have lost all will to live and i will kill myself just to make you feel guilty for being even slightly mean to me

[maggotsconsumeme]

does it count as sa if your grandma grabs your butt while youre half asleep and dosent let go even when you squirm away i cant tell. My mom and grandma and sister always touch me on my chest and butt but i dont know if it counts

[maggotsconsumeme]

i cant decide if i care about or genuienly hate my sister. She hurts me all the time. She found out i cut myself and she slapped the wounds, i have dents in my shins from how hard she kicks me, she broke a metal bottle over my back, she bullied me into starving myself, she hates me but i dont know if i can bring myself to hate her. She hurts me constantly but so does everyone else.

[maggotsconsumeme]

if god exists he hates me and wants me to suffer forever. And he also wants me to cut myself

[neglectedmutt]

i wish i was a “love me loudly or don’t love me at all” person but i was cursed with abandonment issues so im a “love me however terribly and abusively you want just don’t leave me” person

[echoesofsaturn]

as my final act of love, I will swallow every "please stay" and turn it into silence so you don't feel trapped by my ache

[pup-purgatory]

abandonment issues are loud today

[maggotsconsumeme]

it feels so good when people beg me not to kill myself but also is this genuienly what made them realize im sick

[maggotsconsumeme]

i think im goingto kill myself