[magnanimousmichael]

grapplegrapple

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what’s a man gotta do to be taught how to fish around here ??

[xanaxfarts]

A gold and diamond brooch that miniaturizes the path of the planets around the sun celebrating science and natural phenomena while still remaining an intriguing, attractive, and lightweight design. (1959)

[magnanimousmichael]

thought this was oneadem biblical angel fellas

[xtec]

This is what the average YouTube thumbnail looks like now

[noneuclideangarf]

spent too long on this

[magnanimousmichael]

what is my energy

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mortadella & me

[magnanimousmichael]

listening to marylin monroe biography and in it they say something like: she would give anything to be adored but she didn’t know what she would give away might’ve been more valuable than being adored

and i told my bf about it and idk even what exactly she gave away, like i agree but in a vibes way- also she was addicted to all sortsa prescribtion drugs and it made me think about how i gave away my ugh emotional regulation when i was addicted to amphetamines which i had convinced myself made me more sociable (untrue), and at the time (and still now to way lesser degree) feeling awkward, uncool and socially anxious took up a lot of space in my mind. even when my heart became more sensitive to sitting and standing and raising my arms and i became obnoxiously jumpy. I was trying to hard to be like able HA

lots of lying, lots of crying, some really unnecessary instances.

i would never feel likeable if i felt that it depended on dosing myself correctly, if i could correctly calculate how it would stir with what i’d eaten or already taken or drank or smoked. if i could line my stomach just right or drink enough to damped my speed. then it’d be like the first times. like magic 🌟 id have a newfound enthusiasm, a little voice cheering on my every interjection or joke that others seemed to read somehow like a sign cue that says laugh in a live-audience sitcom. people DID like me more initially, because i WAS excited, i had the energy to be!

it’s funny i shid on the rents sometimes for not knowing i was a freaking pot head for years despite my room reeking when i was sooo able to not recognize the relation between my crying increase a dozenfold and all the little pressed out aluminum covers dotting my room.

but yeah even when my body started spazzing i couldn’t find a single care because mission numero uno was to attract people, be as magnetic as the people

forgot i started writing this im not reading that im sure its what i feel

[magnanimousmichael]

did u guys know they use the same sound effect in a banjo and kazooey game as they did at my childhood local library’s book scanner.

[magnanimousmichael]

i wish i was in the body of seth rogan.

i want seth rogans mind body and spirit.

[magnanimousmichael]

today i pet a bunny named kimmy.

part angel. pure white. she resode in a temple of bicycle spokes.

i saw my friend play the bass and my other friends play other instruments and i talked and i talked and i had a stem of a shroom, and i drank and i danced and oh what fun. being 34.

no i’m 23. 23 and awesome.

i don’t take good photos but i will recall. hopefully. when i need to.

[formlab]

Tomète

[magnanimousmichael]

sam, sam,

you beautiful bee.

you found back the drugs dion gave unto me.

Sam, sam.

i’d give you anything,

i’d go so far as to buy you a ring.

[magnanimousmichael]

french onion dip, mortadella,

my friend sapphire,

the smell of rice cooking,

pencil. scissors.

seaweed.

i went to tennis today :)

happy :)

[pinfire]

Opalized wood Author: Peter C. Huber, Wien / Austria

[magnanimousmichael]

i would pay to see this live like a concert .

[magnanimousmichael]

indomitably

[magnanimousmichael]

oh thanks tumblr, app i use exclusively to see hip bones apparently!

[magnanimousmichael]

yeah so in light of another straw (young woman murdered by scum) i’ve slipped a disc and im gonna have to find a way to not get turned on by degradation or sexual violence.

that’s right.

that’s it.

it’s ruined you’ve ruined it all u scummy fucks.

if i’m a drop i’ll do the very best by my bucket.