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reedusnorman

‘How do you unwind after filming?’

#person: norman reedus #person: andrew lincoln #cast: twd #are queue humming metallica?

itsrabbidseason

“Jensen hates Misha!!”

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#ship: cockles #person: jensen #person: misha #cast: spn #are queue humming metallica?

bookkbaby

“What the fuck were you thinking?!”

Dean’s lashing out. He knows he’s lashing out like some terrified, wounded animal, but in the moment he can’t bring himself to care.

This has been boiling in him for weeks. Weeks of fear and worry and pain, and the least Cas owes him is to listen. Dean feels like his heart stopped the first time he heard Lucifer use Cas’s mouth to speak and then his heart shattered when-

Dean finishes the exorcism. There’s an explosion of power or energy or something, Dean doesn’t know what, and Cas’s body drops, boneless, to the floor.

He doesn’t move.

Dean’s on his knees at his side in an instant, but there’s no breath, no heartbeat, no life-

And then suddenly, there is.

“I want to know, Cas, what the fuck did you think you were doing, saying ‘yes’?!”

Cas’s flinch is almost imperceptible. Dean misses it entirely in his rage.

“Answer me, you stupid son of a bitch,” Dean says. His heart is still beating fit to pound out of his chest. Castiel being alive and safe hasn’t truly sunk in yet, not when Dean’s mind keeps seeing that moment Cas collapsed, not when someone else has been wearing his face for too goddamn long.

“Does it matter?” Cas asks. His voice is tired and sad, too heavy and weighed down. Dean feels his rage ignite anew, because anger is easier than heartbreak.

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#crying #ship: destiel #fandom: spn #person: dean #person: cas #are queue humming metallica?

thegentlemaninthetophat

Dean proposes to Cas in the barn where they first really met.

It starts with coaxing Cas into taking a road trip. Okay, well truth be told Cas was more than willing to go. It’s just that he’s more concerned about their new house being left alone (like it’s a creature or something) and their mail and the yard- frankly it’s all adorable but a little distracting from Dean’s mental narration of ‘oh fuck I’m really doing this’. So in the end he settles for bringing Sam in to watch the house.

And Sam just seems to know.

But suddenly it happens and they’re on the road. Just easy driving and Cas grinning every time Dean sings with the radio. Sunsets. Slow, soft sex in hotel rooms- so so much unlike how hurried, frantic, and desperate it used to be in these kinds of places.

Long long miles of road. Easy conversations and peaceful silence. Cas falling asleep against the window or on Dean’s own shoulder. The morning Cas insists on driving so the ex-hunter can keep sleeping.

Cas’ easy trust and lack of questions about their destination.

The ex-Angel knows what it is when they arrive. ‘Dean’ he says and that’s all. He just keeps searching dean’s face with a look of confusion.

‘Come on,’ he says. Outside the car he laces his fingers through Cas’ own. ‘Won’t stab you this time, I promise.’

Inside Dean watches the stunned look on his partner’s face as he looks around. He lets him keep looking.

'Dean, w-“ when he turns to look he stops.

It’s then that he looks down to see Dean on one knee.

#ship: destiel #fandom spn #person: dean #person: cas #are queue humming metallica?